Not sure what this chapter will be, but it might contain a lot of fluff, lol. Some sexual stuff as well so be warned. There will slowly become more and more of it as it continues. I will put the scenes in between bold just in case anyone is uneasy reading that stuff.

Ch 20: Make Up For Lost Time

(Heart's POV)

It's been a month since Alastor came back into my life as well as saving me from the extermination. It's the happiest I have been in so long. I felt like myself again. It was nice to have Alastor back. The first few days I didn't want him to leave my side. That day we got back home Lizzy kicked him out, but he became a shadow and snuck back inside and threw my window. He would lay in bed with me as I slept, having his arms wrapped around me and I felt safe and protected again. I almost felt like a kid who didn't want to let go of their parents. I'd have my hands fisted into his shirt and my face in his chest. When the morning came, he would sneak back out my window and then show up at the front door. Acting like he left and came back the next day when secretly, he never did.

Some days I had nightmares; they didn't want to go away. Mostly it was that night during the extermination. What would have happened if Alastor didn't show up? If he showed up but not in time. He would show up but also died. It was all too much for me. Alastor would shake me awake from them and then I'd cry into him. He would bring me closer to his body then hum me a song to calm me those nights. It worked. My breathing calmed, I stopped crying and I just listened to him hum then drifted back off to sleep as he held me. The nightmare wouldn't come back after that. Lately they have gotten better, and they seemed to go away, but I was still glad to have Alastor around to make it better.

I was still unsure of what to do. Where to go. Alastor didn't hint towards anything of what he was doing. I feel it was just because he was fine with the current situation or just thinking of what to do. Either way, I was in no hurry. I was enjoying the current moments.

We also got more...feely with each other the last month as well. Alastor was the one calling the shots on it of course. I think after he did it the first time, he found out that he really enjoyed it and because I was to. It always happens during our little random make out sessions, which just added more fuel to the fire. Like that first day he came back, he would take my breast in his hand and gently squeeze it. Eventually he went on to both and held one in each hand. The feelings that went through me I couldn't even describe. He then got more adventures when he decided to snake his hands under my shirt, only staying around my stomach or just my back. He seemed to enjoy the feeling of my skin under his fingers. Of course, being the serial killer he was, I knew he enjoyed the feeling anyway, but I made the assumption that this was different for him, because it was me. He wanted to make me feel good, not put me in pain. I know he never wanted to hurt me, plus the feeling of his long-clawed fingers going lightly against my skin gave me goosebumps. The feelings were just making me tingle all over and just want more. These were all steps he was taking; I was proud of him that he got as far as he did. I couldn't wait for the day when he would let me touch him in return, I had to keep my hands to myself and it was very difficult.

Overall, I was just content with what I had.

I went to the hotel again to visit Charlie and everyone else. It was nice to be back to seeing them again without having to worry about me freaking out every time I went to the hotel. I'm sure Charlie was glad to see me happy and chipper again. Angel always seemed in a better mood as well, but I knew it was because of Russ. The two invited Alastor and I out for a double date, but I told them I wanted to wait a little more till things started to get back on track. They were ok with that answer. Plus, I had to ask Alastor if he would be ok with it.

In the meantime, Lizzy even had made a new friend, if you wanted to call him that. Although everyone in her gang were all cool with each other. She was putting him through some tests to see if he would be accepted into her small gang. Initiation in a way. I only met him once when Lizzy brought him over to meet me. I was glad to have Alastor there, because the guy was a little intimidating to me, but I could tell he knew who Alastor was because he didn't want to look at him too much. His name was Kota and he was a wolf demon with more humanoid features but had the ears and a tail. He was mainly an asshole. So that meant Lizzy got along with him just fine and their gang. Lizzy probably didn't want to admit it to herself, but she seemed to like him. Knowing her though, she would brush it off if I said anything.

Today I was going to try to get some answers out of Alastor, I wanted to see if he had any plans of going back to the hotel. I wanted to go back but I wasn't going to unless he was. I needed to find out. Unfortunately for myself, Alastor had to leave my side and I was home with Lizzy and her new friend Kota. I begged him not to leave me with them, but he insisted that he had something important he had to attend to. I understood since he still technically was an overlord and had things to do, but I still didn't want him to leave me right now. Kota sat on the chair across from me, just staring, while Lizzy was in her room getting ready. His eyes on me just made me uncomfortable. Especially since he wasn't much of a talker.

We sat in silence for a moment until I thought of something to ask him at least. "So, Kota, how long have you been in hell for?" I asked to break the silence.

"Since 1974." He answered with a gruff tone.

I nodded. "You enjoy it?"

"No, but it can be fun when you're beating the shit out of someone." Kota went and put a fist into his one hand as a pretend punch as he looked at me.

I gulped. "Well that's interesting. As long as you're enjoying yourself." I said nervously.

Kota huffed. "Sure. Now can you stop asking me these stupid questions?" He said as he sat back in the chair. He turned his head away from me.

I closed my mouth; he obviously didn't want to talk to me and probably just wanted to beat the shit out of me instead.

I soon heard Lizzy walk into the room and then turned to Kota, "You ready to go?"

"Been ready." Kota said as he stood up from the chair.

Lizzy looked at me. "I'll be back later alright. If you go out let me know." She told me.

"I will." I answered.

The two then headed out the door, but Kota gave me one last snarl before walking out and closing the door behind him.

I put my face in my hands. "Alastor where are you?" I sighed.

I stood up and went into my room, closing the door behind me. I went to my bed, grabbing my Alastor doll that was on my pillow and laid down in bed with it close to my chest. At least I got some comfort in it. Plus, I've been having Alastor hold it now and then, it would smell like him afterward. I laid there for a while. Waiting for him to return. I know I shouldn't worry about him, but I couldn't help it. That and part of me almost felt like I had a separation anxiety disorder or something. Ever since Alastor got back I didn't want to be without him. Not for long. I always wanted him with me. I was just afraid he would leave me again, even though I know that he wouldn't do that. My mind was almost like a constant battle. I just wanted him to hold me, to know I was safe, and he would be here with me.

I soon felt a presence behind me, I knew who it was as I felt static fill the air. Alastor was back. I didn't turn to face him, I wanted to see what he would do. I felt him close to my ear, his breath brushed against my hair as he leaned down and placed a kiss on top of it. I then felt a hand being placed on my arm as he rolled me towards him, and I laid on my back. I looked up at him into his crimson eyes as he looked down at me.

"I was wondering when you would be back." I said as I reached up and placed a hand on his cheek.

"I told you I would be back soon darling." Alastor said as he placed his hand on top of mine.

"I know, but you left me alone with that new friend of Lizzy's. He was freaking me out. Just looking at me and stuff. I felt he wanted to beat me up." I said nervously as I took my hand back.

Alastor smiled less, not showing his teeth. "I'm sorry I left you in that situation my dear. I'll leave a shadow behind next time if you are ever alone with him."

"Thank you." I sighed in relief.

"I have something I want to show you today." Alastor told me.

"Is it a surprise?" I wondered.

"It is. I hope you don't mind that it's on the border of town though?" Alastor asked me.

"I don't mind at all." I answered with a smile. "When do you want to leave?"

"As soon as I'm done with you." Alastor said in a deep seductive tone as he stood up straight and took his jacket off and laid it on the floor.

My eyes widened as a shiver went up my spine at his tone. Him saying that meant one thing.

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Alastor got on top of me, straddling my waist with each leg on either side of me. He took the wrists of my arms and held them down above my head with his left hand. He leaned down slowly, his eyes just looked into mine and I was just lost in him. I already felt my brain switch off. He soon had his lips touch mine and it was soft at first, but he quickly forced his tongue in my mouth to kiss me more passionately. As he kissed me, his stray right hand that was free went down my side and then he pulled my shirt up a little and slipped his hand under the fabric. He ran his hand lightly over my stomach and to my sides. My goosebumps came back at his touch. He pulled away from our kiss, I was out of breath.

"Mind if I go a little further today?" He asked in a low whisper.

"You don't even have to ask." I breathed out.

Alastor smirked. He leaned down and kissed my cheek, but then started to kiss me down my jaw line and then down to my neck. He stayed in one spot a moment till he kissed down to my collar bone that was exposed. He kissed back up to my lips. His free hand was sitting on my stomach, but he started to move it up. He laid his hand on top of my breast, my bra was in the way of course. This was another new thing; he didn't go this far. Above my shirt sure, but under it was a different story. He took his other hand that was holding my wrists and put it under my shirt as well, but he pulled it up in the process. He pulled it up just enough to expose my bra to him. Alastor sat up and looked down at me a moment.

I thought this was as far as he was going but I was totally wrong. He grabbed the bottom of my bra and pulled it up and my breasts fell out from it. I was now exposed to him; I didn't mind it at all. I was comfortable with him; he was probably the only one to ever really see me like this. He was still looking down at me but just had a big smirk on his face.

Alastor took his hands and slowly trailed them up my sides until they laid on both of my now exposed breasts. He gave them a gentle squeeze. This was something I never experienced, and it made me thrilled. I was just glad I was having a moment like this will Alastor as well. I'm sure he was nervous though; he never did anything like this. Probably wouldn't be the first time he saw breasts, but it was probably his first time feeling them.

He gently massaged my breasts and then he took a hold of both of my nipples and rolled them between his fingers. I let out a gasp at the feeling that shot through me. I have never played with my nipples before, I now realized that they were very sensitive. Alastor stopped for a moment when I gasped.

"I didn't hurt you, did I?" He asked with concern in his voice.

"No." I breathed. "Quite the opposite actually."

Alastor seemed surprised by the answer, but he soon got his smirk back on his face.

"Oh, so you like this?" Alastor asked playfully as he rolled my nipples again.

I took in a sharp breath. "Yea." I breathed out.

Alastor then chuckled. He leaned down and kissed me again but at the same time he continued to play with my nipples. The combination of him kissing me and playing with me made my mind cloud and full of desire. A desire for more. At the same time, I just felt pleasure.

I let out a small moan between our kiss. Alastor pulled away from kissing me and hovered above me.

"That's a nice little moan you have." Alastor said in a seductive manner. "I might have to hear more of it later."

I blushed and looked away.

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"I think this is something we will need to explore more into." Alastor said with a devilish smile.

"Oh god Al, don't leave me like this." I said between breaths

"I'm sorry, my love but I have to." He told me, but I could hear the disappointment in his voice.

I let out a groan. "Fine."

"Maybe I'll do a little more next time. I promise. Remember, little bit at a time." Alastor told me.

"Little bit at a time." I repeated.

Alastor got off me and reached down to pick up his jacket from the floor. I sat up in bed to fix my shirt. My mind and heart were still racing. He was getting braver each time and I liked that, but I hated that I had to leave unsatisfied. I always remembered to not be too mad though, Alastor was doing as much as he could stand. He was doing what he was feeling comfortable with. Although I just wish he would start letting me touch him, but I know that he has to get used to me first before he lets me go to him.

Alastor reached a handout to me, "Shall we be on our way?"

I nodded and took a hold of his hand as he helped me up from the bed. I grabbed my phone, sent Lizzy a text that I was heading out with Alastor and we headed out of the house. Alastor reached over and grabbed my hand and laced his fingers within mine.

"So, do I get a hint of what the surprise is?" I asked as we walked.

"No, it's 100% going to be a surprise." Alastor answered.

I let out a huff, "You no fun."

Alastor let out a chuckle. "Don't worry my dear, you'll definitely be surprised."

"You said it was on the border of town?" I made sure.

"Correct, I wanted it to be kind of secluded and private." Alastor told me.

"Well I can't wait then." I smiled.

We continued to walk and Alastor was the one leading the way. We walked past the Hotel, but we didn't stop, I didn't feel like it till after we were done to where we were going. We continued to walk, and it felt like 15 minutes from the hotel. We were heading towards a forest of trees. The leaves were brown and red, and the road turned to dirt.

"Not too much further." Alastor said. "We just have to follow this road."

I felt worried now, going into the woods. I stopped and just looked down the road and it seemed to go into darkness. Alastor stopped when I did and looked back at me.

"Al, I'm scared." I told him with shakiness to my voice as my ears went flat against my head.

Alastor just gave me a small smile. "Don't be scared darling. Nothing will harm you. This area is safe."

I was hesitant for a moment, "I trust you."

I continued to let Alastor lead the way and onto the dirt path. I wrapped my arms around his to feel more comfortable and closer to him. My ears close to my head and my tail close to me. Even though the forest looked dark, once we got inside it wasn't as bad as it looked. I loosened my grip on Alastor's arm a little and looked around.

Soon we reached a gate. It was big and blocked off the dirt road. The gate was probably steel and I noticed that there was a shape of a deer's head designed in it. Alastor waved his hand and it started to open. Once past the gate I soon saw a house at the end of the dirt path. My ears went up. It was big and looked to be made of wood. We continued to walk towards it and Alastor led me up to the front door.

"Alastor, what is this place?" I finally asked.

"This my dear, would be my home." Alastor answered.

My eyes went wide. I looked at the house then back to him. "You have a house?" I wondered in surprise.

"Why of course! Why wouldn't I?" Alastor exclaimed with excitement.

"It's just...you never mentioned it to me." I said as I looked down.

"I did that on purpose. I wanted it to be a surprise." He took my chin between his fingers and I looked up at him again. "I had the room in the hotel so that I would be closer to the work. I would visit my home every now and again though." He let go of my chin.

I looked around the area and said, "It is very secluded and private, I like it." I started to wag my tail.

Alastor smiled at my reaction. "Shall we head inside?" Alastor gestured to the door.

"Absolutely!" I said excitedly.

Alastor unlocked the door and we walked inside. I walked in and the doors opened into a foyer that went all the way up with a chandelier hanging from the ceiling. A giant window was on the back wall and you could look out into the forest. A fireplace was in the middle with a couch and a few chairs in front of it. There was also a set of French doors that went out onto a wooden porch as well. It was a very open area. To the right was a doorway and I looked inside to see a giant kitchen. By that doorway was a set of stairs that went to the second level. To the left was another doorway and there was a hallway that stretched out.

My tail wagged with excitement; this place was amazing.

I felt Alastor grab my hand. "Come on, I'll show you around."

I was bouncing with excitement as Alastor led me through the house. He showed me around the kitchen, then took me down the hallway where an extra bedroom was, a restroom and at the end was some glass door that led into a greenhouse. Alastor grew a lot of stuff and he used it when he cooked, he preferred to grow it then buy it in a store. He then took me up the stairs to the second level. Up there was a study, it was filled with shelves of books as well as one of those big old time radios. It was just so cozy looking. There was also a master bathroom that connected to the master bedroom. Alastor led me into the bedroom and I was amazed at the size of it. Pictures hung on the walls, they looked old and pictured cities and forests. There was even a stuffed deer head hanging by the doorway. I saw an old record player on top of one of the dressers as well.

I stood in the middle of the room and turned back to Alastor. "Your house is amazing." I told him.

Alastor smiled at me, "I'm glad you think so. I actually built it."

"You did!? That's so cool!" I said with excitement.

"This is also where I stayed as well when I was away." Alastor said sadly, "I knew you wouldn't think to look for me here."

My ears went down slightly. "Oh, that's good I guess." I looked away from him, saddened as I thought of that time. I honestly didn't want to think of it.

Alastor walked up to me and wrapped his arms around me. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to bring back memories." Alastor started. "Although I stayed alone in this house for many years, I didn't mind that." Alastor took one of his hands and placed it on the back of my head. "Now, I have never felt more alone. Those days I stayed here, were the loneliest I ever felt."

I looked up at him. "Al." I whispered sadly.

He looked down at me. "I don't want to feel that way ever again." He told me softly.

I took my right hand and placed it on his cheek. "And you don't have to. You have me. We have each other."

Alastor took his other hand and placed it on top of mine that laid on his cheek. "My little wolf, I have something I'd like to ask you." I heard a gentleness in his voice.

"Anything." I responded eagerly with my ears to the side. I didn't know what he was going to say to me. I was worried about what he was going to say. My heart was racing.

Alastor took a pause as he looked down at me with loving eyes. "Will you move in with me? Live with me, here? We can still go to the hotel, help Charlie. We can go every day! I won't mind. I just want to be with you. Just you and me. Here." He took my hand away from his cheek and was just caressing it with his fingers.

I was shocked, my ears going up in surprise. I wasn't expecting that to be asked. Move in with Alastor? I honestly didn't even need to think about it. I would be alone with him with no one to bug us. No guests or workers at the hotel. Nor my sister at home. We were secluded in this forest, away from others...that's how I liked it.

I smiled big up at Alastor, "I'd love to move in with you. I couldn't ask for anything better."

Alastor smiled so big, it was almost scary. "I was hoping you'd say that." Alastor took my hand he was holding and laid a kiss on top of it.

"I wouldn't want to be anywhere else, Al. With you is where I belong and where I will stay." I told him lovingly.

Alastor laid his forehead against mine "I love you." Alastor said.

I was so filled with content, "I love you too." I said in return, my tail wagging.

Alastor leaned down and kissed me on the lips softly. The kiss had so much love behind it, I could tell. It just made my heart explode with happiness.

We pulled apart. "Can I move in as soon as I can?"

"As soon as you want my dear. I could even have your stuff here with the snap of my fingers." Alastor said, holding his one hand out with his fingers together.

I let out a chuckle, "I should tell Lizzy before I start doing anything."

Alastor put his hand back down. "I guess that's reasonable."

"How about we stop by the hotel and let Charlie know?" I suggested. "It will be nice to work back at the hotel."

Alastor nodded and we made our way down and out of the house. We walked down the dirt road again. I skipped as we went.

"I'll miss you singing almost every day back when you worked at the restaurant." Alastor told me.

I turned around to look at him, still skipping. "I can sing for you." I said with a smile. "You can have your own private concert." I chuckled.

Alastor smirked. "I wouldn't mind that at all."

I laughed, "I know."

We got out of the small woods and back into the city and back onto the paved streets. We made our way to the hotel. I had stopped skipping and stood by Alastor's side again, my hand wrapped in his as we walked. Within 15 minutes, we stood at the door. We walked in and looked around to see if anyone was around. My ears perked around to listen for anything. I then spotted Charlie sitting on the couch by the fireplace as she read a magazine.

"Charlie." I called out so I didn't frighten her.

She turned her head and looked towards us with a smile. "Hey Heart, Alastor, it's good to see you guys." She stood up from the couch and walked over to us. "What brings you guys here today?" She asked.

"We were walking by and wanted to stop in." I answered.

"Oh, where were you going if you don't mind me asking?" Charlie wondered.

"Well we were actually at Alastor's house. He wanted to show it to me." I said with a smile, my tail wagged again at the thought.

Charlie looked surprised and looked at Alastor. "I didn't know you had a house."

"That's because it was something I was keeping secret." Alastor told her.

Charlie's smile got bigger. "Can I see it?"

"In due time." Alastor responded and patted the top of her head.

Charlie frowned. "Fine."

"Charlie, there was something else I wanted to tell you while we were here." I started.

She turned to me with a look of confusion, "Oh? What is it?"

I reached over and grabbed Alastor's hand for comfort, he didn't pull away. "Charlie, I'm going to be moving in with Alastor. He asked me and I said yes."

Charlie let out a squeal of excitement. "Aw Heart that's great! I'm glad you guys are taking that step."

I looked at her confused as I had one ear up and one down. "You aren't mad?"

Charlie still had her smile on her face. "Mad? Why would I be mad?"

"Because I wouldn't be staying here at the hotel." I said, looking down and my ears going back.

Charlie placed a hand on my shoulder. "Heart, it's ok. I understand you have things going on. Plus, I know you want to focus on your relationship right now to make up for lost time. I think moving in with Al is a great idea."

"I still plan to come in help though." I added quickly, my ears shooting back up. "I want to come back to helping you. At least to come every other day."

"That would be fine! I love that idea. I miss having you guys around." Charlie said with soft eyes.

"I miss you to Charlie." I told her.

We stayed at the hotel for a little while longer, talking to Charlie and some of the others. I was hoping to see Angel Dust, but Charlie told me that he was over Russ's place today. Eventually we said our goodbyes and headed home to see if Lizzy was back.

We walked down the streets again, hand in hand. It was nice to walk in the city and not be stared at by every demon like a piece of meat. Alastor was the one that scared them away. I was so happy to have him back with me.

We got back to the house and walked inside.

"Lizzy!" I called out.

I got no answer. Lizzy had still not come home. I hope she was ok.

"Lizzy!" I called again just in case.

I heard nothing.

I turned around to face Alastor. "It looks like she isn't home." I shrugged.

"Want me to send a shadow to find her?" Alastor suggested.

"Maybe, just in case. I know she is probably ok, but I need to be sure." I told him.

Alastor snapped his fingers. "They'll find her." I watched as a shadow slunk out the door.

I sighed, "I was hoping she'd be here. Oh well, I guess I can start packing." I headed towards my room.

As I got to the hallway, Alastor grabbed my hand though. I looked up at him and he was just looking at me with what seemed like a loving gaze and a seductive smile.

"I have another idea in mind right now." Alastor whispered as he pulled me closer to him.

"Al what if Lizzy comes home and she walks in on us?" I asked quietly, my ears going back slightly in concern.

"She won't." Alastor answered.

Alastor placed a hand on my cheek and then leaned down to place his lips on mine. He kissed me softly and gentle. I kissed him back, my ears slowly going back up. I could only imagine what he had planned for me now. It made me excited. Would he continue from earlier? Lucifer, I hoped so.

Alastor then pushed me up against the wall, he pressed his body close to mine. He stopped the kiss and then started to trail small pecks down my neck. He took his hands and laid them on my hips. He slowly rubbed them and then slipped his right hand under my shirt. While he did that, he trailed kisses back up my neck and back to my lips. He slipped his other hand under my shirt and wrapped his arms around to lay at the base of my wings. He was gliding his fingers lightly over my skin, his claws almost tickled. I got goosebumps all over from the feeling.

Alastor stopped the kiss and I managed to catch my breath; he was breathing a little hard as well.

"I never realized feeling skin this way felt good." Alastor breathed out.

I gave a small chuckle, "You mean not digging in and covered in blood?"

Alastor let out a little radio sounding laugh then, "Perhaps. I do like that as well, but I would never want to hurt you that way."

I smiled and looked at him lovingly. "I'm not one for pain, but I wouldn't mind a little feel of it when feeling this way with you." I told him shyly.

Alastor looked at me confused. "You want me to hurt you?"

"No, but I just want you to be a little rough. I'm new to feeling this way, I want to know my limits." I explained.

Alastor kept looking at me concerned. "I'm new as well, I don't know how far I will go."

"I'm willing to take that chance." I whispered to him as I leaned up and placed a small kiss on his lips.

"Ok. If you trust me then I'll trust myself." Alastor said with a small smile.

"How about we take this to my bed? It will be more comfortable." I suggested.

Alastor took his hands out from under my shirt and grabbed my hand to lead me into the room. I closed the door and locked it behind us. Alastor took off his jacket and dumped it onto the floor then took a seat on the bed. Now alone and locked in my room, I felt a little more confident in what I was going to do next.

"Mind if I make myself more comfortable?" I asked, looking at Alastor with a seductive tone.

I saw a flash of amusement in Alastor's eyes and he sat up straight. "Be my guest."

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I smirked at him and slowly started to take my shirt off in front of him. I managed to slip it off and then drop it to the floor next to me. Alastor's eyes never left me, whatever I was doing I hoped he was liking it. I then reached behind me and unlatched the hooks of my bra and then slid it off as well. I was now topless in front of him, but I kept my collar on. This was something new to me. I started to get a blush on my face from doing this as my ears went backwards as well, but I tried my best to stay confident.

Alastor's expression never changed, but he held out a finger and gestured to me to come to him. I obeyed and walked up to him as he sat on the bed.

"You look beautiful, my little wolf." Alastor breathed out.

I blushed even more from his statement.

"I-I've never shown myself this way to anyone." I said nervously, my tail pressed up against me. "But I feel confident enough doing it for you."

Alastor smiled more. "I'm glad I made you feel this way." Alastor stood up, "How about I show myself off to you as well. That way you don't feel so-" He looked at me up and down. "Underdressed." Alastor then started to undo his bowtie and let it fall to the ground.

This was it; I was finally going to see him topless. My ears went up with excitement. It was something I only imagined before, but in order to make me feel comfortable, he was going to do the same. It made me happy, I was going to touch him. Feel him under my fingers. It got me excited as my tail wagged a little. This is a step we were taking together, and it made me happy to finally have him be confident enough to do so.

Alastor started to unbutton his top and when it was done and let it slip off himself and fall to the floor. I was amazed at the sight of him. His skin was almost perfect, but he had a few scars here and there on his body. It made me wonder why, but I pushed the thought aside. I didn't even realize it, but the Radio Demon was built a little, you just never saw it. Now he wasn't chiseled like a God, but he had some muscle to him.

I felt almost in a trance looking at him.

Alastor grabbed my wrists that were at my side and held them out. He pulled me forward slightly until my hands laid on his now bare chest. I felt like melting into a puddle at that moment, everything seemed to stop. He was soft under my fingers. I had never touched his skin before, unless on his face and hands, but this was different. My tail started up again and wagged at this moment. He let go of my wrists and I started to rub his chest a little bit. Alastor took his hands and placed them on my hips as I felt him up. I ran my hands down his sides to the top of his pants and then back up and around to his back. My fingers lightly went over his scars as well, but they didn't feel any different than the rest of him. Alastor pulled me closer to him, our bare chests touching, my breasts squashed up against him. I looked up at him as my ears went to the side and he leaned down to kiss me. He kissed me deeply and went straight to putting his tongue in my mouth.

He pulled me down and up onto the bed. We broke the kiss a moment as he laid on his back and he pulled me down to lay on top of him.

Alastor then grabbed me by my collar lightly. "Your mine little wolf." He growled and pulled me back down into a kiss.

My hands traveled all over his bare chest and part of his upper arms. I didn't want the feeling of him to go away from me. Alastor had his hands trail to my back. My mind was going a mile a minute. This feeling was amazing. I never thought I would have this moment, but it was happening. My body got that tingling sensation back. I wanted more.

I soon felt Alastor dig his fingers into my back, a sharp pain was felt but it only mixed in with the pleasure my body was feeling. He then ran his claws down my back, I don't know if he broke skin and honestly, I didn't care because it felt good. He pulled from my lips and kissed down to my neck when he started to suck on a spot. He nipped at me lightly but knowing how sharp his teeth where I knew that I was bleeding. He licked the wound and nipped me lightly a little below where he did it before. Again, I did not feel pain from it. I had so much pleasure going through me that it was just blocked out.

"Alastor." I moaned out. I couldn't hold it back; I just had all these feelings going through my body at once.

I felt that he was enjoying this, it might have just been what was needed from him. I say this because I soon felt something press against my thigh. I was still laying on top of Alastor, so I knew exactly what it was. He was feeling pleasure just from this. Feeling that against my leg, made me just feel more excited. I wanted to feel him, all of him. I just didn't know if he would let me. I wanted to try.

I slid my left hand down his side until I reached his pants, I hesitated a moment but continued with my hand on top of the fabric. I traveled down until I felt the bulge against my hand. I lightly put my hand on top of it and rubbed my hand across. Alastor pulled away from my neck and put his head back to lay against the bed. He let out a small groan.

"I... have never felt this before." Alastor breathed out.

"Never?" Alastor shook his head. I leaned down to be close to his face. "Want me to have you feel more?" I asked seductively and rubbed over his bulge again lightly.

Alastor seemed to hold his breath a moment from my action. He paused to think about my question. "Maybe...Maybe not today. Another time. This is still all new to me."

I was disappointed by his answer and my ears fell back a little for a moment, but at the same time I understood. I didn't want to push him. If he was uncomfortable with me moving forward, then I wouldn't press it any further.

"Alright, I understand." I said and took my hand away from his bulge and back up to his chest. "Sorry if I pushed you too far." I apologized, my ears falling to the side.

"Nonsense." Alastor laid his hands-on top of mine that were also on his chest. "I feel I made your back bleed. I made your neck bleed from me biting it. I'm sorry for that."

"Honestly if you did, I don't mind because it didn't really hurt that much." I told him with a smile.

"Let me take care of you at least?" Alastor suggested.

"You may." I answered.

(Safe to read again)

I had a feeling that what we were doing was over and it made me sad, but that was something further then what we had before. I got up off Alastor and he got up from the bed. He left my room and headed to the bathroom to grab something to take care of my marks. I watched him walk, looking at his bare back and that tail of his as it wagged behind him. I could tell he was happy. I sat down on the edge of the bed and waited for him to come back. I put my hand to my neck and pulled it away to see the small amount of blood.

Alastor returned with a bottle of rubbing alcohol and a cloth. He sat down next to me on the bed.

"This will probably sting a little." Alastor warned as he put a little rubbing alcohol on the cloth

"I can bear it." I told him.

Taking the cloth and pressed it against the little marks he left on my back. They did sting but it wasn't anything I couldn't stand. The marks were not deep so that was ok with me. He did my whole back and then took it to my neck. I let out a small hiss of pain from it, it was different there. I let Alastor continue.

"I would say wait till later to put your shirt back on so that no blood gets on it." Alastor suggested.

"I don't plan on going anywhere else today, so I'll probably just stay home." I said.

"I can help you pack, make it easy to get everything over my house." Alastor told me.

"Yea, let's get started on that." I smiled at the idea of me living with Alastor now. "Lizzy probably won't be home for a little while."

We started to put some stuff away or just put it in piles in my room to make it organized. I would go out later for boxes. I left my shirt off as I did so, I was too lazy to put it back on and I wanted to make sure my marks were closed first before doing so. After a while of doing that a yawn escaped my lips.

"You want to rest for a little while?" Alastor asked me. Alastor had put his shirt back on but left it unbuttoned.

"I think that's a good idea." I said as I put one last thing together. I looked over at Alastor. "Will you stay with me?"

"If that is what you wish?" Alastor wondered with a slight bow.

I nodded. "Always."

He stood up straight "Then I shall stay."

I got up from the floor and crawled into bed. "Will you lay with me?"

"Of course." Alastor answered me with a smile.

He got into bed next to me and I laid close to him. I put my head on his bare chest and wrapped arms around him. I held him tight.

"I love you my buck." I said as I breathed out with content.

Alastor leaned down and put a kiss on my forehead. "And I love you too, my wolf." Alastor wrapped his arm around my shoulders to bring me closer to him.

I never wanted this man to leave my side again, ever. I don't know what I would do without him now. I needed him, but at the same time he needed me. I couldn't wait for all that was in store for us in the future. Soon I escaped to the darkness of sleep.

It's very hot in here from all the spiciness in this chapter. I hope you enjoyed it because I certainly loved writing it!