Snowfire

I wake up and I noticed that I'm over him and we are huged by way we shouldn't be, I quickly stand up from him and I felt really awkward, he woke up too and I said "tell me that we didn't have sex!" and he said "what? of course not but you didn't seem to mind last night... Snow... I'm sorry for asking but all this crying yesterday and Dark didn't get home all night... what's going up with you?" and I said "we broke up... he was my only chance of being with someone who will love me truly." and my eyes started filling with tears again but I quickly wiped them and I said "I spent yesterday crying and crying... to point that... I just want to die even more... like to just off the balcony and to finish everything." and he said "no, you... Snow, please don't do that." and I said "if I was going to do it... I would have done it yesterday... thank you brother... also sorry for breaking you, it wasn't cool, how much you paid her?" and he said "paid her? huh, I won't pay for sex, I tricked her into thinking that I paid her, it's alright Snow, take care, do you want me to come with you to work?" and I said "yeah come, I won't mind some company today." and he nodded and I said "I will make breakfast, wait here." and he said "alright thank you." and I walked to the kitchen, I get some meats and I put them on the oven and I set them on fire, they cooked in few minutes and I separated them on equal parts and I put them on two plates and I grabbed them with my mouth and I headed to my camera. I placed them on the ground and I pulled the right one and I started eating and he did so. He finished faster than me, I finished and I said "let's go to work." and he said "alright." and we leaved the cave.

We landed in front of the shop and Moon just unlocked it and she said "you are early today, how so?" and I said "I just wanted to be early." and she said "oh... what happened to your boyfriend did you made it? are you two still together?" and I said "n-no... he left me yesterday after work." and she said "I'm sorry, what happened?" and I said "I told you... I couldn't do anything about it... I don't want to talk about this." and she said "alright then... and he will be with you, won't he?" and I said "yeah, please let him stay." she sighed and said "alright he can stay." and I smiled and I said "alright let's go to my office." and we headed to my office. We entered inside and sat on my chair and he sat on the stool and I said "Luka... ugh... can I ask you something? it's kinda personal but can you answer me honestly?" and he said "first I want to hear the question." and I sighed deeply and I said "do you think that... I'm worthy to be in relationship? I mean... it can't be just the guys... and now even him... am I this bad? or... what's wrong with me? please tell me." and he said "ugh... I haven't been in relationship with you so I can't know why everyone is leaving you... try asking Darkscape or someone else of your exes, on the outside you are completely normal girl." and I said "that can't keep a guy no matter what she does, it just doesn't happen... few more years and I will be too old for this and I will die completely alone... with bunch of broken dreams of having child." and I started crying.

Luka

In same time Moon entered inside and said "Snow where's... ugh I'm sorry." and Snow said "say it." and she said "leave it... Luka can you please come for a moment?" and I said "ugh... I want to stay with Snow." and Snow said "I can't do it myself, Luka you go." and I sighed and I said "fine." I leaved her office with Moon and she said "Luka, nice name by the way, so can you write?" and I said "no, I can't." and she said "ugh, I don't want to make her work now... I guess I will leave it for later." and I said "yeah." and she said "can you ask her about Darkscape? I mean, if she wants to I will fire him but still, ask her." and I said "okay I will." and she said "Luka... I want to talk with you." and I said "I can't now." and she said "look... I want to help her just like you do, I know her from longer than she knows and I have seen her many many times in troubles, I have tried to become close friends with her few times but some things happened and she won't give me other chances... I just... I just want to know her better that's all, I want to know why is her behavior model like that." and I said "then have the guts to go and ask her personally and here's nothing wrong in her behavior model." and she said "yes there is, it's wrong for girl, she is too agressive and rude for girl... I understand why is she like that but I wanted to help her to change for the good..." Snow opened the door and she said "M-Moon... is Dark here?" and she nodded and Snow leaved her office and she said "alright." and she ran down the corridor and Moon said "please you, I want to help her." and I said "her behavior is good, if you want to help then just talk with her." and she looked at the ground and said "you are her brother, she will listen to you." and I said "talk with her." and we heard Snow yelling something and we stormed to see what happen. We saw Snow crying and trying to hug him. She said "please you give me second chance, I will do anything... please you come back." and he said "no go away, leave me alone!" and Moon said "this will keep happening if she doesn't change, you want the best for her but you won't do anything about it and you are part of her problem!" and I felt really bad and I looked at Snow crying and trying to hug him, Moon went in between of them and she said "Snow go back to home!" and she said "n-no! I need to get on well with him again... please, I need him." and Moon said "go home now!" and she said "no! I want him back... I need him." and she said "Snow go back to your place then!" and she "sighed and said "I need him." and she collapsed on the floor and started crying, Moon said "Dark go doing your job, don't mind her." and he said "thank you." and he walked away and Snow stand up and she walked back to the staff only place and we followed her. She walked to her office and she said "I want to die." and she said "Snowfire, don't chase after him if he doesn't want you anymore, leave him be he isn't the only g..." and she said "yes he is the only one! nobody else in my life haven't loved me... but he... he loved me but I failed to keep him, I'm failure... I-I never won't find anyone else who loves me back... I will be alone all my life." and Moon thought to me "offer her help from other girl or she indeed will die alone, she is great girl and deserve to be loved but she just doesn't know how to be girl!" and Moon said "Snow, you won't." and she said "yes I will... huh... I won't die alone only if I become whore or I suicide during sex, nothing else will save me." and I said "Snow... have you tried getting help from other girls?" and she said "why?... no I haven't... I don't have many friends... just two and I don't hangout with them." and I said "and who are they?" and she said "Moon and my employee Star, I don't have any other friends." and Moon said "Snow, you are antisocial, you are used to live alone... lonely life and you hardly do anything about it." and she said "don't act like you haven't done nothing bad to me!" and Moon sighed and said "yes I fucked up few times but Snow you won't hold any guy acting like that, yo..." and Snow said "he left me because I hate myself and I wanted to go back to the past and shit and be the same as I was with him in the past but he wanted to get to know the new me and this was depressing me everyday because he everyday was telling me to calm and not to be afraid and stuff but I never told him that I'm suicidal and that I hate myself... he faked a break up before two days... I got so heartbroken that... I jumped off my balcony... I wanted to suicide... the way I faked the death of my roommate... he came to save me and then we had really good conversation about our relationship... then we we spent the rest of the night talking and hugging and yesterday he told me that if I don't change... it wouldn't be a joke this time." and Moon said "Snow you are wasting yourself, alright I have job to do." and she leaved. Snow said "I'm tired from my life, I hate, it's terrible, I want to end it." and he said "no you won't!" and I said "we will see about that." and I sighed.