Jane and Maura!! Love and Happiness!! The Life We Have Chosen:

Chapter 19

Jane listened to her wife as she was telling her what she wanted to do, as she was listening she was also waiting for her chance to respond to her wife. Squeezing her wife tightly she kissed the top of her head, Maura sighed deeply. Jane taking this opportunity to speak, turning her wife's face with her good hand, so she could look into those beautiful hazel eyes. "My love I will follow you to the ends of eternity and back, you and I both know that 11 years ago we were summon back to Boston by the Governor, Mayor, Cavanaugh and BPD, to help straighten out the mess Frankie and Kent had made. Maura, baby what was our original plans before returning to Boston? We were planning you finishing your book, having our children in Paris, and traveling for a year or more. We both agreed to come back here, assist with the Frankie and Kent situation, in the meantime we dealt with alot of fucked up bullshit, taking in TJ, me being injured and shot, I feel like I have let you down in so many ways and you have continued to carry the load and this family by yourself." So the answer is "YES, we will do what you feel and think what is best, but on three condition." I love you, Dr Maura Rizzoli-Isles.

Looking into Jane's eyes, Maura knew that her wife always put her needs and the children needs first. "Jane, sweetheart you have not failed me or our family, I have been in love with you for 18 years, 7 years as best friends, 11 years as your wife, mother of your children, partner, a very exceptional lover, soulmate, and you have given me so much more then I ever dreamed of. You continue to woe me everyday leaving flowers, gifts, surprising me with candles lit bubble baths, massages, and still doing date night 2 times a week, you have never failed me, you continue to fight for me, protect me and our family, so my love you give me everything I want and so much more, no one has ever done that for me." I love you, Segerant-Detective Jane Rizzoli-Isles. What are the three condition, sweetheart?

Before you interrupt me, please hear me out, Maur. I would like TJ to go spend the summer and start the new school year with his mother, Lydia, we have encouraged him to build a relationship with her and her side of the family, mainly because you have insisted on it. Two I don't think Cavanaugh, and the higher ups will let me have and undetermined leave of absence, but I have an suggestion about that, Maura how would you feel if I retired from BPD? Just let me finish, before you go all Googlemouth on me, I have almost 30 years in at BPD, I need to be able to contribute to our household, please don't get upset with me and don't get me wrong I love my job, it is just my hands, and body are not recovering like they use to and this last time getting shot, made me realize, I want to watch our children grow up, dance in the kitchen, living room and especially the bedroom with you, grow old with you, and make love to you till my heart stops beating. I am just a simple girl, who has nothing to offer you but my heart, my love. And I want us to have this baby and any future babies here in Boston, if that is okay with you, my love?

Jane, I agree and accept your offer, the only thing I am not sure of is you retiring, I would never ask you to give up your job. What has brought this on, please be honest with me and tell me, sweetheart.

Maur, remember when I was shot a few months ago? Yes, my love, I do and I will never forget it, I thought I had lost you forever, it was touch and go, it scared the life out of me and I, Jane kissing her passionately, shushing her wife. Breaking apart with the need for air, Maura looked into her wife's eyes, trying to speak again Jane silences her again with her lips. Finally catching her breath, Jane explains to Maura about seeing Frost in the dream, not leaving anything out. Finishing by telling her that Frost had pointed out that her purpose in life was to be more then a cop, but her purpose was to love Maura, their children, and to make a legacy for their children to carry on after Maura and her are gone. Maura was speechless, pulling Jane in for another passionate kiss, once they were panting for air, Maura told Jane that she understood now, and would support her decision. They would never need or want for money or anything.

Since the beginning of their marriage, all their money was in a joint accounts and Maura handed all the accounts Jane had access, especially the checking account that they shared which their paychecks were deposited into Jane had a debit card, she would let Maura know when she made purchases, and had a saving account attached to it, that Maura had been put money in. One thing that Jane knew about her wife was she never wasted money, yes she would pick at Maura about her shoe shopping, but she appreciated her wife's sense of style and always weeped the rewards of it. Jane had her own credit cards, plus credit cards that Maura and her shared, Maura had several plantuim cards with no limits. Each child had an education fund set up for them from birth by Maura's parents, every TJ had one, plus trust funds. Maura would definitely reward her wife after the children were put to bed. Jane had ran a bubble bath for Maura, along with candles light, and soft music, she assisted her in the tub, allowing Maura some time for herself, telling her to call her when she was ready to get out, kissing her wife, she headed downstairs.

Jane contacted Constance, Arthur, and KiKi to bring the kids home, she then ordered supper for her whole family. Messaging Authur that she needed to speak to him privately, ASAP. Arthur came right over helping her set the up the living room with blankets and pillows, and drinks, plates, silverware, napkins, etc, tonight would be family night, it would be Maura, her and their children. She ran upstairs checking on her wife, who was still enjoying her time, handing her a bottle of water, she kissed her, reminding her to call her. Constance, Arthur, Korsak and KiKi were going out to dinner together tonight. Quickly Jane explained what had happened today in the morgue, that Maura was pregnant with their child, the Doctors had requested they both take time off, Maura was on bedrest and would be requesting a undetermined leave of absence. Arthur just smiled, said Congratulations, and ask Jane what she needed to speak to him about, they had a very special friendship, they had grown close while Jane was in Paris, she highly respected him and often went to him for advise. Taking a deep breath Jane explained about her wanting to retire from BPD, how she didn't thinking Cavanaugh and the higher up would give her a undetermined leave of absence, and also told him about her dream what Frost had told her. They were planning to go away with Sofia, Connie, Frost and Ava Grace, that TJ had wanted to spend time with his mother Lydia. Arthur suggested that he contact a few people who knows about Jane situation, reminding her that she did do those same people a favor when Maura and her returned several years ago. Heading Maura calling her, she excused herself, and ask Arthur to pay for the food when it arrived and to waited with the children, Constance and KiKi, please.

Jane carried her stunning wife down the stairs, carefully placing her on the sofa, Authur had sat a cup of tea on the coffee table, was sitting drinking a cup of tea, Jane sat next to her wife, Maura took Jane's hand in her hand started massaging it. Ava Grace came running to her Mama jumping on the sofa next to her, she was definitely a Mama's girl, with KiKi hot on her trail, TJ, Sofia, Connie, Frost and Constance followed. Constance and KiKi quickly assisted the three girls with bathes and dressing in Pajamas, TJ assisted Frost. All of them were now, in the living room with their Mommy, telling her about their day. Jane and Arthur plated the food, served everyone drinks, and then Constance, KiKi and him excused themselves. As everyone was eating, Jane and Maura told them about the baby, and their plan for a family vacation. TJ ask if he had to go, that he had been looking forward to spending the summer with his real Mom, Jane and Maura both said no that they had already contacted Lydia. The other children were excited, they also told them that Maura was on bedrest by orders of her Doctor, that both of them would be home for a while. Maura read to the 4 younger children, TJ called his Mom, and Jane put the children to bed.

Once they were in their bedroom, Maura was resting in their bed. Jane took a quick shower, and slipped into bed by her beautiful naked wife, cuddling up with her, she placed a kissed on her head. Maura rested her head on Jane's chest, as she was falling asleep to Jane's heartbeat, she say I love you, Jane Rizzoli-Isles. They are awaken a few hours later to the ringing of their doorbell. Jane untangled herself from Maura, putting on her robe, she heads downstairs to answer the door, as she opens it, Hope and Catilyn are standing there.