Bellamy's P.O.V

After the call ended with Octavia and Clarke I knew I had to go see them and so I packed up real quick and went to my truck and started driving. They only live about 3 hours away from our hometown and so it wont take that long to get there, my mom wanted to come with me so I let her...we are driving and I can't help but think about what her and my mom were talking about.

We get to Seattle and I drop my mom off at the hotel as I go to where O and Clarke live, I drive and drive until I find myself at their door. I sat there for 20 minute before I had the courage to walk up to the door and knock, when I did it took 5 minutes before the door opened and I was face to face with Clarke. Face to face to Clarke fucking Griffin.

"What are you doing here?" She asks me, unable to understand why I am here.

"I had to see O" I tell her not wanting her to know I was here to see her more then my sister.

"She isn't here"

"I also had to see you"

"Why"

"I knew if I called you, you wouldn't have answered" just then I heard thunder and I knew it was about to rain.

"Come in," she says and I walk in. I noticed that she was watching her favorite movie (Dear John) and she had all her favorite junk food and her hot coco. "Why did you want to see me, you could have waited until next week"

"I couldn't wait, I know you most likely hate me and don't want to see or talk to me again but we need to talk face to face"

"I don't hate you, I'm just very confused, and it's not that I don't want to see or talk to you again it's just what I thought that's what you wanted"

"Why would I want that?"

"You just all of the sudden stopped talking to me and I just figured you didn't want anything to do with me anymore"

"No, I slowly stopped talking to you because I thought that because you were not ready to be with anyone so that you wouldn't want to be friends so I figured if you still wanted to be friends you would try to stay in touch with me but you didn't so I figured that's what you wanted" I say to her.

At this point Clarke and I are sitting on the couch and I don't know whether or not she will kick me out, I really hope she doesn't.

"No, that's not what I wanted at all, I've missed you so much for the past 5 years" she says trying not to cry.

"I've missed you too, I'm also wondering what you and my mom were talking about"

"Oh that...um, well I have this boyfriend and I have been dating him for 6 months and I didn't tell your mom this but he thought it was a great idea to get down on one knee and ask me to marry him and it was in front of a lot of people so I

said yes, but before he did I told your mom I was ending it with him but the day I tried he proposed in front of a lot of people and I couldn't say no and he wants me to move to Florida with him"

"Wow, what are you going to do?"

"I don't know, I feel like a horrible person for saying yes even though I don't love him or want to be with him"

"Your not a horrible person, I understand why you did say yes but when are you going to tell him"

"As soon as I can"

Clarke's P.O.V

I can't believe Bellamy came 3 hours from Vancouver just to talk to me face to face, I have missed him so much and I want to be with him but I know that I can't. Of course when I'm ready to be with him he has a girlfriend and I am in a relationship that I don't want to be in at all, he is still so sweet and caring and him being with Echo Azgeda is unbelievable.

"I've missed you too, I'm also wondering what you and my mom were talking about," he says to me.

"Oh that...um, well I have this boyfriend and I have been dating him for 6 months and I didn't tell your mom this but he thought it was a great idea to get down on one knee and ask me to marry him and it was in front of a lot of people so I said yes, but before he did I told your mom I was ending it with him but the day I tried he proposed in front of a lot of people and I couldn't say no and he wants me to move to Florida with him" I explain to him hoping he would not think I'm a horrible person.

"Wow, what are you going to do?"

"I don't know, I feel like a horrible person for saying yes even though I don't love him or want to be with him"

"Your not a horrible person, I understand why you did say yes but when are you going to tell him"

"As soon as I can" We sit there in silence then he pulls me into a hug and all I can do is melt into his hug, I have missed being in his arms and I want nothing else in the world other than to be in his arms forever. "Do you want to watch Dear John with me?" I asked him.

"Sure but if I'm here when O gets home we are both screwed" he says with a smirk.

"I know"

About 2 hours later the movie ends and I'm cuddled up next to him almost asleep, just then my phone goes off and Bellamy says "You have a text"

"Look at it for me," I say, pushing my face further into the crook of his neck.

"You have two, one from O and one from someone named Joe"

"What did O say?"

"She won't be home because she went home with Lincoln...her and Lincoln are still together?"

"Yeah...let me see what Joe said" he hands me my phone and I sit up to read what Joe sent me.

Joe- Hey haven't heard from you today so I'm coming over and I hope that you are okay

Shit what am I going to do now...I look stressed because Bellamy is looking at me like he is worried. "You okay?"

"Yeah, he is just coming over and I can't stop him because he will come even if I want him to or not" I tell him.

"Who is he"

"My boyfriend/fiancé"

"Oh damn, want me to go"

"No, but he knows the story between us and if he saw you here we both will be screwed, one he will want to kill you for being here even if you didn't do anything and then he would accuse me of cheating on him with you"

"He's that paranoid"

"Yeah, but you can hide in my bedroom until he leaves"

"If you want me too...and I wasn't lying when I told you that I have missed you because I have" he says while pulling me close to him, he pulled me so close where our lips almost touched but didn't (sadly).

"I wished you would have done something as stupid as coming from Vancouver to Seattle sooner" I say as I'm still in his embrace. Our faces are inches apart then I hear a knock at the door "he's here" I say as I pull away from Bellamy.

Bellamy goes behind the wall and I knew he was going to watch what happens, I go to the door to find Joe standing there, I move out of the way to let him in and he then walks to the living room and sits on the couch. "You're wondering why I'm here, right?" Joe asks.

"Yeah, I thought I was seeing you tomorrow," I say to him.

"I just wanted to see you" he says as he pulls me closer to him and kisses me.

"Joe, please take it easy...we need to talk" I say to him as I pull away looking down. He looks at me as for me to continue and so I do "I can't marry you"

"Why"

"You want to move to Florida and I can't and we have only been dating for 6 months it's too soon"

"Why did you say yes then"

"You asked me in front of a lot of people and I did want people to be upset that I said no to a very sweet man, I should've told you when we were alone but you were so happy and it killed me to see you unhappy...I'm sorry"

"You should have just said no, instead of letting me think I was going to marry the girl I love...do you even love me?"

"I...I...I thought I did but recently I have realized that I just tricked myself into thinking I did because I didn't want to be alone anymore" I tell him while trying not to cry.

"So all the I love you's were a lie?" he asks, very upset.

"When I said them to you I thought they were true but now that I rethink my life I was fooling myself into thinking it was true"

Joe then gets up and leaves without another word, I almost forgot about Bellamy but when he came out I broke down into tears and all he did was hold me until I stopped. When I did stop crying we watched another movie (The notebook also written by the same person who wrote Dear John) and in the middle of it I fell asleep on his shoulder.