This is another chapter from Shawn's POV. I really love writing Shawn. I wrote an entire fan fict about Shawn, it's Shawn/Cory called It Wasn't Me.

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Dear Jack,

Do you even think about Angela?

Of course, you don't. These days I hardly think about her. Unless young Maya, asks about first times, and then Angela once again finds her into my brain.

Stuart's alarm clock to going to go off in five minutes. I might as well get up and make some coffee. You would be shocked at how...domestic I've been for the last couple of months. It's kind of nice, taking care of him.

And wow, his kitchen is beautiful. His whole apartment is. As the coffee brews, I also put together a green smoothie. My little genius has a 9 a.m. meeting, so he'll need some quick protein.

I hear the familiar beeping. Stuart will be up soon.

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Somehow Topanga got me and Stuart to agree to a double date with her and Cory. I shouldn't have been surprised. Topanga always wants to be "couple friends" with whoever I am dating.

You would think Stuart and Topanga would have the ones who acted like awkward strangers. But both of them being really super ambitious eggheads, got along great. Talking about licensing laws, shocks and bonds, and other boring adult stuff.

It was Cory and I that sat across each other awkwardly.

"Good rolls huh?" I said.

"Yea, good rolls," He nodded.

"So...how are the kids?" I asked just trying to make conversation.

"Auggie is great. Riley is..." He bit his lip and leaned in. "We had to punish her for the first time."

"For what?" I smirked. "She didn't eat her green vegetables?"

Cory looked at me very seriously.

"She had Lucas in her BEDROOM without us knowing. They've been canoodling."

God, I can't believe I was once desperately attracted to a man who uses the word 'canoodling'.

"Shawn, I used to be so close to her. But now she thinks she knows everything. She says that she's in LOVE with the first boy she's ever kissed. And flips out on her best friend."

Wow, that's the pot calling the kettle crazy.

"Yea," I sipped my drink. "Maya is still really upset."

Cory taps his glass, "You and Maya talk?"

"Yea," I nodded. "I just heard from her. She came out to her mom on Thanksgiving."

Cory smiled real big, "That's wonderful. I really miss her around the house."

I could tell he really did. Maya was like his second daughter.

"So...why Riley did flip out?" I asked.

Cory shot me another serious look, "Riley's not homophobic. A lot was going on and things got heated. She didn't mean it."

"If she didn't mean it, then why she can't just apologize?"

Cory shrugged his shoulders, "I wish I knew."

We looked at Topanga and Stuart, getting along like they always been best friends.

"So how are things with you and Stuart?" Cory asked.

I cracked a smile. Cory just unironically called him, Stuart.

"Good," I stirred up my soda with my straw. "We still butt heads, but in a fun way."

"Are you guys like living together?"

That's a pretty good question. You know me, Jack, I don't really live anywhere. I take assignment after assignment, living where the job takes me. I've learned to keep moving. But over the past couple of months, I've been staying at Stuart's place.

"I don't know," I told Cory. "I just ended up staying one night and didn't leave."

Then I leaned in close to him.

"I really like him, but...we haven't talked about a lot of stuff."

Cory nodded, "Well if you like him, then maybe you should talk about it."

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If you would have told me at 11 that I would be kissing Stuart Minkus and actually like it. I would have beat you up.

He's not the best kisser. But I've kissed a lot of men and women. So it seems unfair to compare.

"Stuart," I laid back on the other side of the bed. "Can we talk about something?"

"Ok," He said pulling back.

I sat up.

He laid on his side, "Okay, what's up?"

"Angela Moore," I whispered like it wasn't a name I had spoken in years.

Stuart blinked and nodded, "Your ex."

"2000," I got up and stood up in front of him. "Angela was leaving for Europe. I didn't want her to go. So I had a moment of total insanity. I spend every dollar in my bank account to buy an engagement ring. I met her at the student union and told her...everything that was in my heart and I asked her to marry me. She started balling. She said that she would always love me but she still said no and walked out."

Stuart moved to the edge of the bed, "You must have been heartbroken."

I paced around the bedroom, "I cried. For what seemed to be 20 hours straight. Of course, then came Cory and Topanga to the recuse. They found the ring and figured out what I had done. Topanga called the jewelry store about getting a refund and Cory went to go return it so that I wouldn't be embarrassed."

"Good old reliable Cory Matthews," Stuart smirked.

I walked up to him and bend over, placing my hands on his thighs, "20 years. Nothing. And no more."

"What?" He cocked his eyebrow.

"Cory," I had to explain. "I had a crush on Cory for 20 years. Nothing physical ever happened. And I don't have those feelings him anymore."

"Really? He quivered, put his hands on my elbows.

"Do you like having me here?" I whispered. "Honestly?"

"I do," Stuart moves his hands up to my shoulders. "So does Farkle. Do you like it here, with me?"

"I do," I shifted my hands and bent down to my knees, setting my head on his legs. " It's nice to take care of you. I like making you dinner and...falling asleep with you."

"I like taking care of you too." Stuart chuckled, playing with my hair.

"You don't think I'm a gold digger?" I asked.

"No," Stuart shook his head. "A gold digger wouldn't ask that question… Shawn, you've struggled your whole life. I have plenty of money. You don't have to work, though, you could if you wanted to."

"I want," I could feel myself starting to cry. "I want to...unpack my suitcase."

"Well, I want you to unpack," Stuart said. "I want you to have a dresser."

"I haven't had a dresser in years," I whispered, trying to blink away my tears.

"So...are we officially live in boyfriends?" Stuart started wiping my tears.

I nodded. He put his hands on my cheeks and kissed me SO GOOD. Even in my thirties, a kiss could still send my heart aflutter.

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Dear Jack,

Today I did something I haven't done in years.

I called Cory up and took him out to lunch.

I sat across from him as he worked on this lesson plan.

"So," I began. "I'm moving in with Stuart."

"Really?" Cory looked up from the papers. "That's big."

"Yea...I think I might love him."

Cory smiled, "That's great. I'm glad you've found someone."

"Cor," I sipped my tea. "I think we might be able to help Riley and Maya."

"Really?" He raised his eyebrow.

"Sometimes you gotta go back to the old hits. Got me?"

Cory smiled and nodded, "I got you."

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