p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px;" data-p-id="1346dfb25dea5a789e0345987fee2e06"...hello all. Wow. So um. It's been nearly two years since I last published anything for this story/p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px;" data-p-id="049a332514db59e4698d9df238206508"Its been a kinda busy two years in my defence, lots of family crap. This story is pretty old at this point and I've come to find the concept and writing... cringey? To say the least. I want to do a proper readthrough and edit and scrap anything I no longer like or think works but I keep putting it off as I'm considering starting over from scratch. 50k is a lot to sift through/p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px;" data-p-id="07fba693b36aa269bd1cf3ef64967700"I'll admit I've never been the best at updating regularly and I've definitely abandoned this story a fair few times in the past as generally, I go through phases of solely focusing on one story or fandom but lately I haven't seemed to switch focus from dw. I've also lost a lot of self-esteem when it comes to my writing and am finding it difficult to be as excited about posting as I used to be audience engagement isn't what it once was and for a small writer like me its gotten even worse/p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px;" data-p-id="2235098bd0d638f889798adeed563dea"But I still have tons of ideas for this story and I know at least one person who'd like to see it continue but all the work I'd have to do before that point is daunting and off putting especially with trying to prepare to start uni/p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px;" data-p-id="f7ea83c802afe54aa563da0f931b1918"I also don't have wifi at the moment which is an issue as I'm reliant on not running my data out but hopefully I can revisit this story once I'm settled at uni so maybe October? Yall welcome to guilt trip me in october if I fail to reemerge/p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px;" data-p-id="849fdb7dc7d545cd547b1ee0b08f68f7"This isn't particularly well written or thought out but my brain's fried but thought I should at least give an explanation/p
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p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px;" data-p-id="2b3d8518f11657707d59fd309d587463"I'm so sorry /p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px;" data-p-id="049a332514db59e4698d9df238206508"Its been a kinda busy two years in my defence, lots of family crap. This story is pretty old at this point and I've come to find the concept and writing... cringey? To say the least. I want to do a proper readthrough and edit and scrap anything I no longer like or think works but I keep putting it off as I'm considering starting over from scratch. 50k is a lot to sift through/p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px;" data-p-id="07fba693b36aa269bd1cf3ef64967700"I'll admit I've never been the best at updating regularly and I've definitely abandoned this story a fair few times in the past as generally, I go through phases of solely focusing on one story or fandom but lately I haven't seemed to switch focus from dw. I've also lost a lot of self-esteem when it comes to my writing and am finding it difficult to be as excited about posting as I used to be audience engagement isn't what it once was and for a small writer like me its gotten even worse/p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px;" data-p-id="2235098bd0d638f889798adeed563dea"But I still have tons of ideas for this story and I know at least one person who'd like to see it continue but all the work I'd have to do before that point is daunting and off putting especially with trying to prepare to start uni/p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px;" data-p-id="f7ea83c802afe54aa563da0f931b1918"I also don't have wifi at the moment which is an issue as I'm reliant on not running my data out but hopefully I can revisit this story once I'm settled at uni so maybe October? Yall welcome to guilt trip me in october if I fail to reemerge/p
p style="box-sizing: border-box; margin: 0px 0px 24px; font-size: 18px; font-family: 'Source Sans Pro', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif; line-height: 24px; padding: 0px;" data-p-id="849fdb7dc7d545cd547b1ee0b08f68f7"This isn't particularly well written or thought out but my brain's fried but thought I should at least give an explanation/p
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