Chara thought about herself and her journey to get to where she was now. She had started off in the spot where Frisk fell. Chara had moved into the next room and was killed by Sans. She and Sans fought until Chara did her first suicide attempt. Sans removed Chara's EXP and then they went to the lab. Chara had learned about her LOVE. She had 13341 LOVE over all the timelines she and Frisk had destroyed. Chara drew a picture called Undertale and then was physically tested by Alphys and Sans. Chara had gotten upset at Mettaton and then ran away. Madstablook attacked Chara but Chara ran away again after being saved by Sans. Chara was captured by Undyne and then tried to commit suicide again. She was saved by Asgore. That was two attempts. Chara was put in prison and then her EXP got to her after she and Sans got in a fight. Chara almost killed Sans but Undyne saved him by shooting energy spears through Chara's wrists. Her DETERMINATION was removed and then Chara escaped and tried to drown herself but was saved by Franklin. Number three. Chara ran away and hid in Sans and Papyrus's house. She stole some stuff and then was found by Undyne and Sans. Undyne tortured Chara as Sans ran away. Chara was imprisoned and then her life was voted on. Chara was put in prison, Flowey attacked her, Chara visited Sans, Alphys, and Napstablook and then went into the open room. Chara was forced to attack Lon. Undyne hurt Chara a lot and then helped Sans save Chara's life. Chara woke up and then ran into the True Lab. She watched the tapes, got depressed, and then was tortured by Flowey. Flowey became Omega Flowey, Chara whooped his ass, and then Chara made Flowey a soul and resurrected Asriel. Asriel and Chara's souls merged. Chara told her life story and then went to the Ruins. Frisk fell down and got upset at Chara after getting her memories back. Chara and Frisk were locked in the bedroom, they tried to become friends, Chara tried to RESET, more of her DETERMINATION was taken away, Chara tried her first attempt at self-harm and then tried to commit suicide again. Four attempts. It was then that Chara found out that she loved Frisk. Chara told Frisk what happened before she fell. Chara attempted suicide again, but Frisk caught Chara. That was five attempts. That night, Chara had her first more-than-one-cut self-harming session. Chara and Frisk ran away and then were beat up by a gang or kids. Chara and Frisk were attacked by Aalexander's gang and then ran to the lab. Frisk had said that Chara was like a sister. Chara and Frisk returned Chara's DETERMINATION and as they were about to RESET, they were caught. Both Chara and Frisk had to get their DETERMINATION removed. Chara and Frisk went to the Therapy center in Snowdin. Chara and Frisk ran away, and both tried to commit suicide. Six. Chara used magic to save Frisk. Chara was told that Bane was still alive. She had a panic attack. Chara told her life story to everyone again and Frisk told her life story. Chara went home with Toriel and Asriel and got away with another self-harming session. She ran the Snow and Home run and then did another self-harming session, but this one was unsuccessful. Chara then ran away and went to Hotland. She tried to jump off into lava, but Franklin saved her again. Seven suicide attempts. Chara had gone to New Home and from there to the throne room. She ate a Buttercup and had almost succeeded. That was attempt eight. Chara told Frisk her feelings for her. While Chara was recovering, she somehow got away with another two successful self-harming sessions. She and Frisk adventured around for a while and they shared their first kiss. Chara did a self-harming session one of the nights. Chara and Frisk got into a fight in the Ruins and Chara went to the area where she and Frisk first fell. Bane fell down and tortured Chara. Sans saved Chara after she stabbed herself and cut open her hand. Chara and Frisk went to the Core after Chara was healed. There, Chara had tried to kill herself yet again. Number nine on the suicide counter. Chara and Frisk went to see Bane and Bane captured Chara again. Chara made her friends run away as Frisk saved Chara from another suicide attempt. Ten was not a happy number to see. Chara was somehow able to secretly self-harm without Bane realizing. Chara's friends realized that she and Frisk were in a relationship. Chara's hand worked again. Chara did another self-harm session but was caught. Chara wrote her suicide notes that night, but after a session of self-harm. Chara ran to kill Bane, he killed a royal guard, and Chara became angry and depressed and ran to the bridge in New Home. Chara jumped off the bridge and became this close to killing herself. Eleven. That was the eleventh suicide attempt. Chara awoke in the hospital and watched her friends read her suicide notes. Chara was healed by a doctor and then found Madstablook's knife in the garbage dump. Chara committed more self-harm, but Frisk found out. Sans got upset at Chara and hurt her and threw her out. Chara did a lot of self-harm and then tried to kill herself again. Twelfth time. And again. Thirteenth time. Chara went with Bane through Waterfall until Chara's friends saved her from two more suicide attempts. Fifteenth. Bane took Frisk. Chara went searching for Frisk. She did another self-harming session. This was the thirteenth time. Chara found Frisk and Bane but did more self-harm and one more suicide attempt. That brought it up to sixteen suicide attempts. Bane captured Chara and shoved her and Frisk in a closet. They were saved and Chara wasn't suicidal anymore. But still, that was unfortunately sixteen suicide attempts. Chara's mind was scanned and she was suicidal and lusting for Frisk. Everyone made fun of Chara, which caused two self-harming sessions. Interesting. Chara had done sixteen of both self-harm and suicide attempts. Chara had trained and then came here.
Now.
Chara is about to face the greatest challenge of her entire journey.
Her actions here. . .
Will determine the fate of the entire world.
Chara judged herself.
Her LOVE was twelve. She had nine EXP. Chara was a very, very bad person. She had hurt herself and others enough to gain nine LOVE and had killed enough people to gain two LOVE. But Chara wasn't the worst person in the underground at the moment. That honor belonged to Bane. Did Chara think that even the worst of people could change? No. Chara had been very bad and very evil and almost the worst. She was just barely able to change. Bane is the worst type of person. Chara ignored the fact that Bane was coming and thought more upon herself. Chara was not a pacifist. She wasn't innocent either. Chara had killed people. Had she killed everyone though? No. She would kill one person on purpose, though. And that would be the second and last person Chara had purposefully murdered. The first one being herself all those years ago. Chara laughed at herself. She was a horrible person.
But...
It takes one to kill one after all.