Just a short chapter, I didn't want to keep you waiting too long for it.
I hope you like it.
Santana's head snaps up and she quickly shakes her head turning to look at her girlfriend. '' What? No! I do trust you babe.''
'' Then what is it? Because right now I have the feeling that you think, that I would leave you for the next girl that hits on me!''
Santana jumps up biting her lip and shakes her head avoiding her girlfriends eyes on her. '' I don't know okay! Just fucking leave it.''
Brittany sighs as she raises her voice and closes her eyes taking a calming breath. '' Don't yell at me I am right here and I won't leave it, tell me what is bothering you baby.''
Santana shakes her head and wraps her arms around her own midsection. '' I do trust you Britt-Britt, I really do but I am scared.''
'' Of what?'' Brittany asks softly, she walks over to her girlfriend as she sees a tear drip down her cheek and stops right in front of her cupping her cheek. '' Talk to me my love, I can't look into that pretty little head of yours to see what is going through your mind.''
'' All the girls hitting on you were beautiful even Kitty.'' Santana bites her lip and pulls her head back looking down at the ground. '' And I am just me.'' She shakes her head as she tries to pull her head up and sighs softly. '' Every girl hitting on you today or at school were ten times better looking than I am and they all don't have any imperfections or are bad tempered like I am.''
Brittany pulls her closer as she hears her sniffle and wraps her arms around her shoulder kissing her head. '' You don't have any imperfections and you are not bad tempered babe, you had a reason to be angry almost everyday at school but you weren't. Yes it happened today but I can understand it, but it also gave me the feeling that you don't trust me.''
'' But I do trust you.'' Santana mumbles softly, Brittany pulls her head up locking eyes with her and wipes away her tears with her thumb.
'' You are perfect for me San, every time one of the girls hit on me I told them that you are sitting right behind me and that I am happily taken.'' She moves her hand to her lips and shakes her head as she tries to say something. '' I don't want anybody else baby, I only want you and I will spend my whole life showing you just how much I love you. I didn't even look at the girls hitting on me, I only had eyes for you!''
'' But why?'' Santana mumbles biting her lip with tears in her eyes, she mentions one of her hands to her body and shrugs. '' I am nothing special.''
Brittany bites her lip and turns them around, she softly pushes her girlfriend down so she sits on the edge of the bed and crouches down in front of her. '' You really don't see how you affect me, do you?'' She smiles slightly as they lock eyes and squeezes her leg softly. '' I feel like you're so much more than just my girlfriend, you're the one person I need to talk to when I've had a bad day. You are so insanely beautiful and hot baby and it hurts to hear you talk so bad about yourself, I love the way you look and I wouldn't change a thing I don't want anyone else and I don't fucking care how good they look because for me you are the only girl that matters.''
She runs her piercing along her bottom lip and tilts her girlfriends head back up as she looks down. '' But I don't only love you for your looks, I love you because something inside of you is beautiful beyond words. Your love is the best thing that ever happened to me San, the feelings I get when I am near you is out of this world and I can't find any words to describe what I feel.'' She turns her head glancing at the time and smiles slightly as she sees that it's past midnight, she holds up her finger and quickly stands up walking over to her leather jacket. She takes the small black velvet box out of her pocket and walks back to her girlfriend, she kneels down in front of her keeping the box in her hands and opens it smiling slightly as her girlfriend gasps in shock. '' Not a proposal my love.''
She chuckles as she sees the shock fade a little and sees the curiosity in her girlfriends eyes. '' This is a promise ring baby, this ring does symbolize my intent to marry you and I will replace it with an engagement and a wedding band one day, you are one of my best friends and the first girl I expressed my love to. You are my rock Santana and I don't plan on ever letting you go, sure we will fight but I will make sure that it won't separate us because I love you too much to not fight for our love. We are together for a year now and it was the best year of my life and I can't wait to spend more years with you, I can't wait to take on whatever challenge college throws at us because I know that you will be by my side.''
She takes the ring out of the box and smiles as her girlfriend holds her hand out, she leans down kissing the palm of her hand and looks up locking eyes on tear filled brown orbs. '' This ring also means that no matter how many fishes are swimming in the sea, you are the only catch for me.'' She smiles as she lets out a teary chuckle and bites her lip. '' Will you accept this ring with the promise that I'm ready to be yours and only yours?''
She slips the ring on her left ring finger as she nods her head and leans in kissing her softly.
Santana pulls out of the kiss and leans their foreheads together smiling as she wipes away her tears. '' I love you Britt-Britt, sorry for being such a bitch tonight.''
Brittany shakes her head and pecks her on the lips. '' You weren't a bitch baby, but please talk to me next time and don't close off.''
'' I will try.''
Brittany nods her head and cups her jaw, she smiles slightly and pecks her on the lips again. '' Happy anniversary, my love.''
Santana smiles reaching for her purse and pulls out a box, she holds it out and bites her lip as she takes it. Brittany opens the box in her hands and takes out the sweatband with a treble clef on it and a necklace with a treble clef, motorcycle and a color palette, she looks up at her girlfriend and smiles. '' Thank you baby, I love it.'' She holds out the necklace and smiles. '' Can you put it on?''
Santana nods her head and swipes her hair to the side clasping the necklace around her neck, she kisses the back of her head and smiles. '' You told me that you lost your good luck charm you used during the games in the Netherlands so this.'' She takes the hand still holding the sweatband and runs her finger over the treble clef. '' Can be your new one and the necklace can be your good luck charm for whenever you attend one of the art shows you surely will join soon, I loved to see you in your element today baby and I have to agree with Kelly you really have talent and you will blow everyone away with your paintings when she puts them up in her galleries.''
'' Thank you.'' Brittany mumbles turning back around, Santana smiles and kisses her nose softly.
'' I love you.''
'' I love you too, proudly so.''