A Love Lost then Found Chapter 22: Isn't Gold, a glee fanfic

A/N: Well shit... drama's still there don't hate me y'all know I love my babies together.

Song: Colorblind-Amber Riley

Lay Me Down - Sam Smith

Break My Broken Heart- Wionoa Oak

As always I recommend listening to the songs when they show up!

Chapter 22

Isn't Gold...

"Wait Mercedes I didn't mean to-"

"No you meant what you said and that's okay because I nor Samantha will bend to you or your mother." She said walking back to her car and getting in then pulling off without a second glance.

Sam let out a deep sigh and shot his mother a look before hearing those words Mercedes's mom said again. He did exactly what he said he wouldn't do, he chose his family over his daughter and yelled at Mercedes in the process.

"Sam."

"Don't... why couldn't you just stay away?"

"Sam I'm your mother whether you like it or not I am still your mother and I want to be involved in your life as well as my grandchild's life."

"Nice speech but you failed to mention your grandchild's own mother in that equation. It took us so long to get back to this point of us being.. us and it only took seeing you to crumble it all. Until you can think about the other people surrounding me don't darken my doorway again." Sam said letting a deep sigh and walking away leaving his mother standing there shocked.

"MAYBE YOUR FATHER WAS RIGHT AND SHE JUST DOESN'T WANT YOU AROUND US!" Mary shouted making him stop dead in his tracks and look back at her. The look on his face made Mary regret even uttering those words and she felt his anger as he approached her.

"She made me promise to fix things with you all those years ago, she constantly asked me if I called you and the twins, she would even asked about dad to see if we were close to mending thing between us. She always thought of the twins when we would go shopping. She was the only reason I kept coming around after your husband treated her like shit! She was the only reason I was going to ask for you to come to our wedding. That day the wreck happened I was coming to tell you I wanted to propose and that I thought she was pregnant. Family means everything to her and she didn't want me to not have mine. She wants you to get to know Samantha but she has to get over all the shit you did and she was so close to doing that but you couldn't just be fucking patient! If I lose her again because of you you will only have two children and that's a fucking promise Mary!" Sam said before storming off and pulling his phone out of his pocket dialing Mercedes' number.

This is Mercedes, I can't or just didn't want to answer. Leave a message and I might get back if it's good!

"Mercedes please talk to me, I didn't know she was going to show up. I couldn't stop her for telling Little Bit who she was and I'm sorry for not sticking by you not that moment. Just please call me back."

Sam wasn't sure if he should go back to his place or hers but he didn't want it to go unresolved, they had already lost so much time and he wasn't the type of person to just let things fester. So he decided to head to her place. When he pulled up he didn't see her car but figured it was in the garage so he went and knocked even though he had a key. He waited a few moments before knocking again and still got no response. He decided to use his key and opened the door.

"Merce?"

"Little bit?"

He didn't hear anything it was dead silent, he checked the rooms and realized they hadn't even been there. He thought and figured she knew he would come there so decided to head home and call her again.

...

When he walked in he was immediately greeted by the smell of food being cooked and Samantha running to him and hugging his leg.

"Hey daddy!" It never ceased to amaze him how excited she was to see him even if hadn't been that long.

"Hey little bit... what are you guys doing here?" He asked feeling confused but happy they were there. Samantha waved him down so they would be face to face.

"Mommy's making pasagna, she only makes it when she's mad." Samantha whispered before giving him look that made him chuckle.

"Oh yeah? She used to make it for me a lot but never when she was mad. Think I'm in trouble?" He whispered back and she nodded her head.

"Think a kiss will work?"

"It won't." He heard Mercedes say from behind them, she was looking at him with her arms crossed and a pissed off expression. He had to remind his self not to stare because he thought she looked sexy when she was mad.

"Baby girl, can you go play in your room while I talk to your father?" She said more than asked and Samantha gave Sam a sorry look before hopping upstairs. They both waited until she was out of earshot before he turned back to look at her.

"Merce-" he stopped when she held a hand up shaking her head.

"I don't care, you want her to be around your mother you're more than welcome to do so she is your child just as much as mine... I will not be arranging any meetings between the two nor will I entertain your mother. Also the only reason we're here is because she threw a fit. We'll alternate weekends and split the weekdays being that we've been having dinner together I don't want to ruin that so it'll be ready in about 45 minutes." She said turning and walking away leaving him there even more confused and slightly angry. He walked into the kitchen and watched her for a moment before walking closer and grabbing her arm gently and turning her to look at him.

"Mercedes you didn't let me finish. I never wanted her to be the one to tell her who she was... I was waiting for us to do it and-" He stopped when she shook her head and moved away from him.

"I don't care anymore Samuel. Like I said she's your daughter too, and you know I would never keep her away from you so you have nothing to explain. I'm going to need you to pick her up tomorrow after her class because I need to go to the restaurant, I'm singing." She said before she began prepping the salad.

"Mercedes look at me."

"..."

"Mercedes.."

"..."

"DAMNIT LOOK AT ME!" Sam shouted making her jump and move back.

"Wait, I'm sorry. I'm not trying to yell or scare you but you're making this seem like we're not us anymore."

"Sam maybe we shouldn't be an 'us' right now.. I clearly still don't trust your mother but it's not in my place to deny our child that bond with her grandmother and you feel the same way. So until I'm completely comfortable with the idea I can pretend that it isn't effecting how I view you."

"View me? What does that even mean?"

"It means no matter the situation or how close we are to getting back to our normal, your family will always be there waiting to interject themselves without giving me a chance to come to them first. You can't choose between us but this time I kind of needed you to choose me but you didn't. So I'm holding on too tightly to what was and was happening, you're free Sam. Just keep being an amazing father to our girl and I won't be an issue." She said turning her back and wiping a tear before turning back around and looking at him.

"So that's it then... one moment I had no control over and you close the door?"

"I didn't close that door.. it's been open for years but maybe that's the issue. You had a choice in how you responded and you didn't have my back."

"She's my mother Mercedes!"

"I'm Samantha's but hasn't meant a damn thing to your family now has it? Why would you even think I would entertain her being the one to introduce herself to our baby huh? She doesn't care about how feel or how I felt and you're choosing to ignore it!"

"Mercedes I had your back it may have been delayed but I had your back." He said pleading with his eyes for her to believe him, she just shrugged before tossing the salad and placing it on the table.

"I'm going to get help baby girl get washed up, please set the table." She said before walking out of the kitchen without looking back. Sam started to follow bit figured it'd be best to let them have some breathing room for now.

Dinner was awkward say to least minus the occasional joke from Samantha or her constant chattering Mercedes didn't say much to him even when he tried to include her in the conversation he and Samantha were having. Unbeknownst to them both their daughter noticed and she wasn't sure if she like the way they were being.

"Mommy, I want to stay here tonight." Samantha said calmly and Mercedes shot her a look before looking at Sam who shrugged.

"Baby you can stay tomorrow okay?"

"No! I don't want to stay tomorrow I want to stay forever!" Samantha replied raising her voice making Mercedes shift slightly and give her a look only a mother could give making her lower her head.

"I'm sorry mommy, but I want to stay... here with daddy." Samantha said more calmly but firmly.

"Merce it's fine if she stays, I'll bring her tomorrow." Sam said trying to find a compromise.

"Fine. I'll go work at the restaurant tonight then. I'm finished so I'm going to head out, I'll call you before bedtime okay baby girl?" Mercedes grabbing her half eaten plate and chucking it into the sink before walking over and giving Samantha a tight hug and a kiss then walking out of the kitchen. Sam and Samantha shared a look before he got up and went after her.

"Stay here little bit." He said as he walked past her.

"Mercedes, don't do this." Sam said grabbing her hand, which she yanked away and looked at him showing she was crying.

"I've had her to myself for years, I was all she knew and now she doesn't even want to leave with me. I know it's silly to be jealous but I am, I don't want her away from me.." Mercedes said before opening the door.

"She isn't away from you she's right there, just stay.. we can be a family there isn't anything holding us back not really." He said grabbing her again. "Mercedes I need to tell you something and I waited because I wanted to make sure everything was together before I did but-"

"Sam just let me go we can talk tomorrow."

"Merce I can't hold off any longer we need to y'all about this now." Sam said pleading but she just shook her head and pulled away. She wasn't sure but she didn't like the sound of his voice and didn't want to deal with anything else that day.

"Goodnight baby girl." She said loud enough for Samantha to hear before giving Sam a final look. "I'll call around her bed time." Then she left, Sam let out a deep breath because he had huge news to share with her that would affect not just him but all three of them.

Sam walked back into the kitchen and smiled when he saw Samantha siting there with a smile.

"Wanna try to learn a song today?" He asked his smile growing when her beamed with excitement.

"Yes!" She said jumping out of her seat and running to grab her guitar. Sam chuckled and went to grab his own waiting for her to come back down stairs.

"Okay! I'm ready!" She shouted hopping down the stairs then sitting down across from her dad.

"Alright I'm going to teach you chord by chord and once you've learned it we can send mommy a video deal?" Samantha just nodded and let him help place her hands properly before showing her the chords and telling her their names.

...

"Okay little bit, you sure you're ready?" Sam asked propping his phone up so that he could help when needed.

"Yep! I'm ready daddy!" She said smiling brightly.

"Alright, hey Merce... little bit has something she wants to show you." He said waving to camera before moving out of the way so Samantha could do her performance. She let out a breath before slowly strumming her guitar to the tune of Tinkle Twinkle Little Star. She only missed a few chords but Sam helped without getting in her way.

After she strummed the last note Sam cheered loudly and picked her up spinning her around excitedly!

"Good job little bit! Come on tell mommy bye so we can send it."

"Bye mommy!" She said waving and smiling wildly before Sam ended the video and sent it to Mercedes.

"Alright I think you earned a prize for that awesome performance!"

"Cupcakes!" Samantha replied after a moment to think of what she wanted.

"Mhm.. half a cupcake then a bath and if you don't argue we can watch a movie before bed..deal?"

"Deal!" She said and Sam squatted so she could hop on his back as they headed out to get a cupcake from the local bakery.

…

Mercedes had just arrived at the restaurant when she finally mustered up the nerve to see what Sam had sent her smiling when she passed a few patrons before sneaking off back giving her self a moment to relax before performing. She closed the door and sat at the desk before opening the message and seeing it was a video. She opened it and smiled immediately hearing Sam's voice and then seeing Samantha with her guitar, she couldn't stop the squeal when she heard her playing twinkle twinkle little star.

When the video ended she decided to call to check on Samantha since it was close to her bed time.

"Hi mommy!"

"Hey sweet girl, I got your video… you did so great! I'm so proud of you!" Mercedes said gushing over her daughter's performance.

"Thank you, daddy taught me for hours until I got it right. It wasn't hours but it took some time."

"What are you guys doing?" She asked nodding at her manager who mouthed it was time.

"Me and daddy are watching a movie."Samantha replied before yawning.

"Oh okay baby, well I'll let you get back to your movie, I love you so so much!"

"I love you too mommy, daddy tell mommy you love her."

"Hey Merce, I love you too."

"I love you too… goodnight." Mercedes responded shaking off how sad Sam sounded before hanging up.

Mercedes shook off her nerves and walked on stages smiling, she needed the release from today and she had a song she wanted to sing for sometime.

"This is a little something I wrote… I hope you enjoy it!" She said before taking a deep breath.

When the world is seeing yellow
I only see gray
When everybody sees the rainbow
I'm stuck in the rain
You take the little piece of me
Every time you leave
I don't think that I'll ever find that silver lining
Or reason to smile

You know I used to paint such vibrant dreams
Now I'm colorblind, colorblind
When did my heart
Get so full of never mind, never mind
Did you know
That you stole the only thing I needed
Only black and white in my eyes
I'm colorblind

Ain't it funny that you managed
To just wash away
Even pictures that you're not in
Have started to fade
I tried to play my favorite songs
But I can't sing along
The words don't feel the same
You've taken all the best things from me
And thrown them away

[Chorus]

I'll wait
For roses to be red again
And I hate
That you took my blue from the ocean
Give me back green greens and goldens
My purples, my blues, you stole them
How long will I be broken?

Mercedes hadn't even realized she was crying until she heard the applause, that took her from her safe place in her mind. Every special memory she had with Sam rushed forward and everything that happened after terrified her but she realized then this was not where she wanted or needed to be and ran off the stage, avoiding the praises she was being showered with from the patrons.

"Ms. Jones, are you okay?" Her manager asked looking at her with concern.

"Yes… no but I will be." She said knowing she wasn't making sense. "I'll be back in a few days." She said rushing out of the restaurant to her car, she drove home and was surprised when she saw Sam's truck in her driveway. She got out and rushed inside thinking something might have happened but everything was quiet and she saw Sam sitting on her couch with his head in his hands.

"Sam what are you doing here? Is Samantha okay?" She asked moving closer.

"She's fine, she's asleep… I figured it would make you happy to know she was here when you woke up." Sam said running a hand through his hair and sighing. "I have to go to California for a few days next week, I've been trying to tell you but we never got a minute and I guess it's easier now… I heard you and I am sorry that your life has been thrown out of whack because of me and my family." He added getting choked up before shaking his head.

"Sam..."

"No, I need to say this because I'm about to do it again… before I left to ask your parents for your hand I got a job offer and it was the job offer I'd been waiting on… they randomly reached out and asked me to submit some new work which I did and they want me to fly out to speak to the company's director. I was going to ask… I don't know what I was going to ask but I needed you to know. I wanted you to know to see if it required me to move if you and little bit would come with me. No, wait… I know not to ask that now, I won't make you choose and I won't do what my family kept doing to you either… I won't make decisions for you and I won't burden you any longer."

"Sam."

"Mercedes I have loved you since the second I laid eyes on you, every single thing about you makes my heart speed up and slow down at the same time. You gave me so much and then you kept giving when you had our child… I am so sorry for everything but understand it stops here. I will do whatever arrangement that works for you, that protects you and Samantha. I won't press you on our status because you're right we're holding on to tightly to a memory of what we used to be and now I'm being the person you needed me to be and..." He stopped for a moment looking away to wipe away the tears that had fallen. "And letting go. You don't have to worry about my mom or me hurting you again, I'll be here for you both though… whenever and whatever."

Sam moved closer to her and placed a hand on her face, leaning down and placing a kiss on her forehead whispering 'I'm sorry.' before giving her a sad smile and walking out closing the door behind him. He stood there for a minute feeling his heart break because even though it hurt like hell he did the right thing, he listened to what she said and understood that they needed to come back to each other naturally. He heard her sob and it killed him to not go inside but he couldn't bring his self to see the hurt he just caused, he sat down and said a silent prayer that he made the right decision. He was going to follow the old saying if you love "If you love something set it free. If it comes back it's yours. If not, it was never meant to be."

"God I hope it's meant to be." He said standing and walking to his truck and getting inside. He stared at the house he hoped to have a family with her in and in a way he did, he just wasn't able to have the complete family but hopefully with time he would.

Three weeks later

Mercedes had gotten used to their new normal, after Sam got back from California he kept his distance as far as making advances at her or flirting. They continued to have dinners together and as promised he agreed with split weekdays and alternating weekends, he never complained when she needed to make changes or if her parents wanted to come stay with them if it was his weekend. She knew with school starting in a few days they were going to need to revise their plan and that's why she was at his place earlier than usual.

"So what's up?" Sam asked handing her a cup of coffee he made for her.

"Well school starting and baby girl's schedule being different we need to adjust the current arrangement." Mercedes said feeling nervous.

"I agree, she shouldn't be going house to house and since our… your place is home for her I don't have a problem with weekends. If it makes it easier for the both of you then I'll do that… maybe I can come over in the mornings and pick her up in the evenings, to make up time." Sam said calmly.

"I think that's a great idea. Thank you for making it so easy Sam… you never told me about the job you know? Did you end up taking it?"

"I did, I start in a month actually." He replied nodding.

"Oh, that's great. I'm really happy for you Sam… really happy." She said fighting back tears because she knew that would mean he would tell her that he was moving and this time he had no reason to ask her to move outside of Samantha.

"Thank you, I'll have to show you my presentation when I get it back." He replied before letting out a deep breath and running a hand over his face. He looked so tired and so hurt but he was putting on a brave act for Mercedes's sake and she knew it.

"Well since baby girl's at my parents we should celebrate, it's a big achievement. Let me treat you to dinner tonight." She said smiling though it didn't reach her eyes.

"God woman what are you doing to me." Sam said before walking over to her and placing a fervent kiss on her lips not giving her a chance to protest him kissing her. He moved his hands from her face down her back wrapping them around her waist and picking her up smiling against her lips when she wrapped her legs around his waist and kissed him back. He started to move towards the stairs when she pulled away shaking her head.

"We don't need to do this… I'm sorry." She said looking at him before unwrapping her legs as he nodded and put her down then stepping back letting out a ragged breath.

"Don't apologize, I was acting on impulse… I'm the one that should be saying sorry. So I'm sorry for overstepping." Sam replied giving her the best smile he could muster. "If the invitation stands, I wouldn't mind a free dinner."

"It does… seven thirty sound good?" She asked sighing and he just nodded. "Okay I'll see you in a few hours."

"Mercedes..."

"Don't, I'll see you later Sam." She replied before leaving and letting out a deep breath when she got into her car.

…

Sam parked outside of Mercedes's restaurant smiling when he saw her standing there waiting, she looked so beautiful in a simple lavender wrap dress and strappy heels with her hair down in loose waves.

"You look beautiful." He said once he got in front of her and she gave him a sweet smile nodding him inside.

"So I may have some pull around here, so order whatever you want." She joked as she lead them to their table. They were seated at one of the tables close to the stage, on night when she wasn't performing her house band played a variety of music to add to the atmosphere.

"I haven't been back here since I fainted the last time." Sam said with a laugh.

"Oh that's right well hopefully you won't go fainting on me tonight." She joked right as a waiter approached.

"Oh Ms. Jones… hi, what can I get for you two?" The young girl asked nervously.

"I'm off the clock so treat me like any other patron, I'll have a glass of white wine." She said smiling at the waitress.

"And for you sir?"

"Just water, thank you."

"Do you need a moment to look over the menu?"

"She's asking you not me." Mercedes said to Sam.

"How about you order for me? It is your restaurant, you know what I'll eat." Mercedes nodded and ordered a two different dishes for them and reordered dessert as well.

"So… California huh?" Mercedes asked after the waitress brought their drinks.

"Yep, good ole sunny California… Marvel, the job is with Marvel. I don't think I told you that but I finally did it, you know?"

"Sam! That's fantastic, goodness you talked about working for them all the time. I'm so freaking excited for you… that's wow! I never knew you were in talks with them before but hearing you say you're working for them really makes me happy for you." Mercedes said gushing over his news, it made him smile briefly before it faded

"Thank you and again I planned on telling you but well you know." He said taking a sip of his water and Mercedes just nodded understanding what he meant. They sat in silence for a moment before Sam sighed and started to get up and she looked at him confused when he walked in front of her and squatted in front of her.

"Mercedes this shouldn't be awkward, one thing we have never been is awkward around each other and this shit is killing me. I know you love me and you know I love you and I know you don't want me to go to California but you won't say it. Just say it baby and I won't go.. I won't." Sam pleaded and Mercedes took in a sharp breath.

"You can't ask me to do that Sam. You can't ask me to be that person, the person you parents-"

"You keep bringing them up when the only person I'm talking to is you, they aren't here and I haven't seen or talked to my mother since that day and I haven't seen my father at all. Samantha hasn't been around my mother because I don't want to do that to you. I didn't know she was going to be there, I didn't know what to do in that moment but if you had let me explain you have know I defended you. I haven't chosen anyone over you Merce." Sam said cutting her off, she could see how tired he was of everything but didn't know what to say. Her fear was to great and it kept making her put of defenses she never needed when she was with him.

Sam just nodded before standing back up and walking towards the stage ignoring Mercedes saying his name, he smiled at the band and quietly asked if they minded if he did a song. After they agreed and he told them the song they began getting the melody right and Sam looked directly at Mercedes which didn't go unnoticed by the rest of the patrons.

Yes I do, I believe
That one day I will be, where I was
Right there, right next to you
And it's hard, the days just seem so dark
The moon, and the stars, are nothing without you

Your touch, your skin, where do I begin?
No words can explain, the way i'm missing you
Deny this emptiness, this hole that i'm inside
These tears, they tell their own story

You told me not to cry when you were gone
But the feeling's overwhelming, it's much too strong
Can I lay by your side, next to you, you
And make sure you're alright
I'll take care of you,
And I don't want to be here if I can't be with you tonight

I'm reaching out to you
Can you hear my call
This hurt that I've been through
I'm missing you, missing you like crazy

Can I lay by your side, next to you, to you
And make sure you're alright
I'll take care of you,
And I don't want to be here if I can't be with you tonight

Lay me down tonight, lay me by your side
Lay me down tonight
Lay me by your side
Can I lay by your side, next to you, you

Mercedes felt her breathing hitch when he finished and she was screaming inside but he was leaving, he was going to leave her again and she couldn't allow herself to endure that pain again. So she ran, she got up and walked out with Sam standing there shocked and embarrassed but mostly heartbroken. He smiled at everyone clapping and went back to their table to let the waitress know that they were leaving and once he got the food in togo boxes he headed to her house, he didn't knock or let her know he was coming.

If I could I would've warned you
But it's scaring me how it all can't stop
It's so easy 'til there's no way out
If I could I wouldn't tell you
But it honestly doesn't matter much
'Cause I know you probably figured out

Sam walked straight inside and she was sitting on her couch in the dark, he turned on a lamp as he got closer and she looked at him with sorry expression.

"Sam I'm-" She stopped when he held up his hand.

"I just want one last date with you… so humor me just for tonight. No strings attached, just two people enjoying each other's company. I'll leave as soon as we finish eating, I get it now and I can't for some reason stop hurting you but just for tonight can we move past the hurt? I won't darken-" He was cut off when she kissed him, she grabbed the front of his shirt pulling him closer and let out a soft moan as she moved her hands down his chest and playing with the hem of his shirt before slipping her hands under. Sam shuddered when her hands moved up his bare chest lightly scratching pulling his shirt over his head and groaning.

Fools fallin' in the dark like crazy
You know, nothin' you can do will save me
No, might as well

Sam followed her lead and helped her unwrap her dress while nibbling on her neck then kissing his way down to her now bare shoulder, he took a step back and appreciated her in her lingerie. She gave him a smile before pushing him down on the couch and straddling him running her hands through his hair tugging it slightly before recapturing his lips with hers. She rocked her hips against his jean clad thighs still able to feel his growing member and let out a breath when he moved his hands down her back unclasping her bra and gently taking it off and squeezing her soft shoulders. He leaned him placing butterfly kisses along her collar then down her left breast teasing her nipple never giving her the full attention she was currently trying to achieve before moving to her right and doing the same only this time she held his head there until he took the hardened bud into his mouth. He couldn't help the smile that form when she let out a breathy sigh before rolling her head back happy with the pleasure she was now receiving.

Break my broken heart
Give me all you got, all you got
Break my broken heart
Watch me fall apart, fall apart
Ooh, ooh, I'm still breathing
Ooh, ooh, so what's one more scar?
Break my broken heart

Sam moved back to her left breast making sure to give it the same care as he did her right while slipping a free hand in between her legs letting out a deep moan when he felt her warmth through her panties. She rocked her hips when she felt his finger lightly stroking her slit before moving her panties aside slowly running his finger between her folds.

"Merce..." Sam said sliding his finger into her core and capturing her moan with a deep kiss. She arched her back grinding into his hand shuddering and holding back the levy of emotions that was coursing through her, the only emotion she want to focus on was the pleasure. She kissed him back deeply before letting out another moan, Sam lifted her up setting her down before removing his pants and boxers before she straddled him again smiling down at him.

Can we be this way forever?
Got your silhouette locked inside my head
Can we be the ones to last as stone?

Fools fallin' in the dark like crazy
You know, nothin' you can do will save me
No, might as well

Mercedes eased down onto him they both hissed at their bodies joining and for a brief moment they just held each other before Mercedes started riding him. Sam kept his arms wrapped around holding her tightly while kissing her and gently biting her shoulder, he moved his hands down to grip her hips and began matching her movements. Her soft moans and cries were driving him crazy and he wanted more, so he flipped them over and began driving into her reveling in how good it felt to be intimate with again. Sam was non forgiving in his thrust, he wanted her to feel everything he was feeling and he wanted to convey that he wanted her always. He felt her unraveling beneath him and increased the power in his thrust until she called out his name making his own climax that more intense. They both laid there entwined in each other breathing heavily and slowly coming down from their peaks, Sam eased out of Mercedes before picking her up ant carrying her upstairs to her bedroom. He laid them down and wrapped her into his arms tightly smiling when she snuggled into him before they both drifted off.

Break my broken heart
Give me all you got, all you got
Break my broken heart
Watch me fall apart, fall apart
Ooh, ooh, I'm still breathing
Ooh, ooh, so what's one more scar?
Break my broken heart

Yep left it on a cliff hanger... not saying ish either! until next time XOXO!