Author's Note:

Here it is!

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Lost & Found

Meredith Grey isn't the only one who lost her panties the night of the hospital prom. This is the story of when Derek Shepherd finds Addison Montgomery's panties in Meredith's prom dress.

Chapter 28: Before (14)

This first night with Addison staying over with me at Cristina and mine's secret apartment is lovely… And it's taking us a while to figure out our preferred sleeping arrangements.

It's nice though; the process is still nice.

At first, I had her cuddled into my chest, but then she would whimper and squirm for more contact, so we rolled over and around until we both got comfortable.

Usually, I like to be the 'big spoon,' when I'm with someone. Even when I was with Derek I was, though he'd never admit that to anyone, ever (probably), and especially not to his… wife… who I'm currently about to go to sleep next to after sleeping with, but I'm just going to focus on the task at hand at the moment...

We tried also cuddling with Addie's head tucked into the crook of my neck, but then she started wiggling again, and as much as I found it hard to admit it, I found it to be a bit crushing to have her full weight on me because she's taller.

So now then we found ourselves switching around, with Addison suggesting she suck me into her chest and wrapping her arms around me.

"So… You mean having me as your little spoon?" I say a bit nervously.

Addison bites her lips before nodding, "If you're not comfortable with it, I get that… I know you need time to trust people and you're used to being the one who's behind the other person, but I'm taller and I love having you hold me, but I don't want to crush you in my sleep if I roll over onto you…" Addison articulates.

"Yeah…" I agree.

I look right into her eyes, and I see that she's wanting so badly to make me feel welcome, and it works so well because I truly do.

"Addison," I lean in for a moment. "Addie," I kiss her lightly to let her know I'm okay.

Addison sighs in relief, and when we both open our eyes again we're less stressed than before.

"I want to try being your little spoon," I smile.

"Really?" She asks.

"Really," I nod.

So Addison nods back, and she tucks herself into the bed sideways and gets herself comfortable on the pillow before she motions for me to crawl into space by her chest.

Then, I nod, and I approach her, careful not to step on her hair as I crawl in beside her, and tuck the blankets up to our chins.

"Are you comfortable?" I ask her.

"Very," she says.

"Thank you, I am- I am too," I say, and I realize as I say it that I am. Normally I don't feel okay letting my guard down and having someone hold me, but Addison's different; she makes me feel safe. I love feeling safely tucked into her arms.

"If you ever want to change this up we can, it's okay if you wake me," Addison offers.

"Likewise," I smile, reaching to take her hand into mine, and nuzzling into her arm to sleep.

"Mm," Addison sighs contentedly, as she rests her chin on my head and closes her eyes.

"Mm, goodnight Addie," I say as I start to drift off.

"G'night Mer," says Addison, half asleep already.

Addison goes to sleep right away, and I stay awake just a little longer to feel her heartbeat against my own, as we snuggle together, and start to feel one with each other, as well as even more in tune with ourselves.

****** END OF CHAPTER 28

Author's Note:

Cheers folks, hope you've enjoyed this double update.

Have a good one!

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