PART 2
Chapter 2x15: Numb & Oblivious
WARNING: Trigger for depression
"Are you ok?" - asked Scott to Nate while they watched Deaton part in an ambulance
"What do you think? I just find out that a psycho Alpha wants me to be his consciousness insurance" - said Nate pacing around before stopping - "you think that we should tell the others?" - asked Nate
"I don't know, there is too much going on to also put the spotlight on us" - asked Scott
"But Derek...oh god..." - gasped Nate remembering the others - "Derek and Boyd, what happened?" - He asked
"Let me call Stiles" - said Scott taking his phone out to see a message from Stiles - "he told me to meet him at his house" - he said
"That's good, everything went right then, let's go" - said Nate smiling nervously
Scott and Nate hop on Scott's bike as he drove them quickly to Stiles place and they saw the hazel eyed boy sitting on the doorway in a deep thought.
"Stiles, we saved Deaton, since we are meeting you here, I'm guessing Derek is safe as well" - said Nate
"Yeah Derek is safe" - said Stiles nervously
"Why are you talking like that, what's going on?" - asked Nate confused
"Look...we should go inside to talk" - said Stiles standing up
"Stiles, what's going on, what happened?" - asked Nate
"Nate please, we can talk, but let's go inside first" - insisted Stiles
"No! Stiles you just told me Derek is fine, so tell me what the fuck is going on, right now or I swear to go-" - started to ramble Nate feeling desperate
"Boyd is dead" - declared Stiles interrupting Nate
"What?" - said Scott in shock
"No...he can't be...Stiles you just..." - started to say Nate tearing up
"The Alpha woman of the pack with the help of Ethan and Aiden impaled Boyd on Derek's claws" - explained Stiles
"No...No! First Erica...now Boyd...no please" - cried Nate while his legs failed him as he collapsed on the ground crying
"Nate...I'm sorry" - said Scott getting close
"No! I shouldn't...I shouldn't have go with you...if I had go with them I could have done something" - growled Nate before closing his eyes as he felt a huge rush came over him and he felt his eyes flicker, must be the Delta part of him like Deaton told him - "now Boyd is...oh god" - he started cry lying on the ground
The two best friends stayed still as Nate cried not sure of how to approach, slowly Stiles got close to Nate helping him up his feet hugging him as he cried on his shoulder, Scott stayed still until Stiles signaled him to go, Stiles helped Nate up the stairs until he sat the boy on his bed, Nate didn't let go the hazel eyed boy.
Stiles lie down holding Nate close to him as the boy had his head buried in his chest still crying leaving wet marks on his t-shirt, S just rubbed circles on his back trying to smooth his pain not only feeling bad himself about the whole situation, but for the boy losing other friend and member of his former pack, even if Nate didn't seem to be close to Boyd, losing him on the top of losing Erica took a toll on him.
Nate woke up the next day not even realizing he fall asleep until he opened his eyes because of the daylight and the loss of the warm from Stiles body, he looked around not even sitting up, he didn't feel any strength in his body, if Deucalion appear through that door he wouldn't even fight him, he would just let him take him and do whatever, at this point it didn't matter to him, he felt numb.
"Hey" - called out Stiles walking in with a mug on his hand but Nate didn't respond or move - "I made coffee" - he said walking to the bed putting the coffee on the nightstand and kneeled to look at Nate's eyes who looked empty - "I'm going to Derek's to collect information, is the weekend so you can stay while I'm there, I'll be back in short, but if by any means you need me, call me and I'll be right back, ok?" - He said
Stiles didn't get a response from Nate, he sighed standing up walking to the door, he gave the boy on his bed one last look before walking away, Nate still didn't move after Stiles was gone, it took a couple of minutes maybe an hour to finally gather the strength to sit up, he turned to look at the mug in the nightstand that must be cold at this point, so he grabbed the mug and started to walk down the stairs.
Once Nate was in the kitchen he heated the coffee in the microwave and grabbed a package of crackers to sit down and eat while sipping at his coffee, once he was done he stand up deciding to go back to bed until the doorbell ringed stopping him from going up the stairs, he turned to the door thinking who could be on the other side, he thought it was a trap from the Alpha pack or the Darach coming to take him as a sacrifice, but when he open it wasn't any of them.
"Hey, can I come in?" - asked Isaac and Nate just nodded while stepping aside to let him in the house - "Look...I know I'm probably the last person you will like to see right now after what happened last night...but now is just you and I" - he said
Nate walked to the living room of the Stilinski household to sit down on the couch as Isaac walked behind and sit down next to him, the silver haired boy was staring at nothing in front of him and that worried him the blond boy, so he move to sit on the table in front of the couch to make Nate look at him.
"I'm sorry for what I said to you back in the trip to the motel, I still care for you and that is maybe why I got carried away with Ethan bragging about you" - said Isaac looking at the boy who just looked at the ground - "Nate please...say something" - he begged grabbing Nate's hands
"I...I'm so done Isaac...I'm so done...I can't..." - said Nate starting to cry
"Nate..." - said Isaac in a worried tone
"I don't really care Isaac...I lost Erica...she was my best friend...a second sister Isaac...I lost another sister" - said Nate while sobbing - "I know Boyd and I weren't close...but dammit...he was one of us...like you said...now is just you and I...we were four Isaac...four" - said Nate leaning on the couch looking up
"You can't give up Nate, what are you going to do? Let the Alphas come and kill you too? I will not let that happened, you hear me" - said Isaac looking at Nate with determination
"What's the point Isaac?" - asked Nate looking at Isaac who changed the look in his eyes seeing how broken the silver haired boy was - "my life was pointless before The Bite...still pointless now..." - said Nate
"You don't mean that Nate, you still have a lot in here" - said Isaac
"Yeah? Like what?" - asked Nate dumbfounded
"Well me for starts, Scott, Stiles, Derek, Melissa, Sheriff Stilinski and the rest of the pack...but without Peter, we are gonna leave him out for obvious reasons" - said Isaac with a smirk trying to make the other boy react but nothing
Nate just stared blankly at nothing, Isaac didn't knew what else to do to make it all better for him, he haven't seen the boy so full of sorrow before, it's like he was empty, like nothing was inside, he wish the drawing pain ability could draw emotional pain as well, but then he thought of something, he didn't wanted to admit it, but for the boy in front of him he had to try to see if he could react, he signed hanging his head down before taking a deep breath and look back up.
"You have to pull yourself together Nate, not for me, not for Erica or Boyd, not for the pack or the Alphas...do it for Stiles" - said Isaac
"Wha...what?" - asked Nate suddenly looking up
"I have seeing you around him Nate, you seem so at ease and content...you need to pull yourself together so you can tell him how you feel, you are not going to die, not before telling Stiles how you feel" - declared Isaac - "I know you can't put your life together just for a boy, but do it for you and those things you still want to do and I know that is one of those things" - he added
"Isaac...but...you..." - started to say Nate looking at Isaac's eyes
"Don't worry about me" - said Isaac - "I care for you Nate...a lot...but we are not meant for each other, maybe you and him are...and I... I understand" - he said
"But...what if...he doesn't feel the same way about me?" - asked Nate
"Then he is a fool" - said Isaac with a smirk making the other smile softly and that was the cue for the blond boy to move from the table to the couch next to Nate to put one arm around the silver haired boy - "but I don't think he is a fool you know?" - He added
"What do you mean?" - asked Nate turning to look at the taller boy confused
"See...this is what happens when you pass on the senses training and decide to focus on the combat training, you become oblivious about things" - said Isaac with a smirk
"Maybe you can help me train that part so I can be less oblivious" - said Nate
"Sure, for you...anything" - said Isaac kissing Nate's forehead
"Isaac?" - called out Nate
"Yeah?" - asked the blonde
"Thank you" - said Nate as the tall boy just pulled him closer in his arms and Nate snuggle up to his chest
A/N: I really hate to beat my boy up with more things happening but we all live for the drama and sad boy vibes, so yeah...
I'm gonna be honest guys, something happend after posting last chapter that made me kinda wanted to give up this story, finish Part 2 and that was gonna be it, but now I kinda feel more sure to keep up till I finish all 3 Parts that I planned since the start of this, hope I'm doing right with this story even if it's not that original or something and thank you all for the support.
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