"Jinx." Then I heard a knock on my door.

I stand up from my chair and walk toward the door, I press the button, and the automatic door slide open. My breath caught up for a moment when I saw the usual spiky red hair and his blue eyes. I look at him for a moment before looking down at what he was holding. It was two different flowers: One of them is Lily while the other is Rose.

He lifts the flower towards me, "For you."

I really felt happy and some same warmness inside my chest, my hands were a little shook when I took the flowers from his hands. Our fingers brush a little and I try not to mind it but inside my head, I was shouting and thought about hos smooth his hands were. "Thank you."

"Jinx, after this fight or battle already over, I want to talk to you about... us."

He was nervous. I really don't know but after what Raven says maybe that would be a good thing to do "Okay, after the battle."

"Yeah..." then there is a silence between us for a minute as none of us know what to say anymore, then he suddenly says "You should get ready, we will depart soon."

I nod, "Well then, See you later then."

"Okay."

His mouth open and then close again and then he raises his hand and wave goodbye at me. smile at him.

I turn back around and close the door. I scan the room, trying to find something or some vase so that I could put this flower on. Unfortunately, there is no vase so I decide using the glass that I use to drink. There is some water left so that I don't have to go to the bathroom and fill it. I place both of the flowers inside it and take something tall so that the flower can stand. My finger touches the soft petals.

I know that someday we have to talk about it. About our relationships. Somehow about this does make me very uncomfortable but I shouldn't run away again. I have hurt both of us. I heard from Raven about Kid Flash and about what had happened when I left him.

Flashback~~

We are inside the Raven room and doing meditate to try to control my emotions. Inside the room is so quiet and calm when suddenly Raven say "So what happens between you and KF?"

I was surprised at the sudden question that I lost my concentration on the meditate. I open my eyes and look at Raven, her eyes are still close and she was still flying. (I can't fly so I meditate on the soft cushion). Her face is still monotone as usual that makes me doubt if she really the one who asks me that question.

"W-what?"

She opens one of her eyes and looks at me, "How are things between you and him?"

I look down at the floor, not knowing how to answer that question. She does help me stay hidden and the one who gives the stone to hide my power so she deserves to know. "I guess it was still fine."

"Did you guys kiss?"

I stay quiet for a while before finally answering her "We did kiss but that is when I didn't know he was Wally."

"What are you going to do now?"

"I didn't know you care so much about me." I want to sound it like a teasing voice but come out hoarse.

"I'm just worried about the two of you." She closes her eyes and then there is silence between us.

I know I should continue to meditate so that I could control my emotions with my power very well but then my thought keeps returning about him and him as if Raven has put some spell to me. I close my eyes to try to concentrate but then I remember about when we are in the garage where all of the titans left me and him alone in there. I remember every of his word especially about the word he says that he already know about me before I know about him is Kid Flash. Then my thought goes to the picture that I found inside his room, is he saying that just to test me?

But then a new thought comes up to me like Is he really going to throw all of the pictures away? I can't help but felt hurt and didn't realize that I let out a sigh.

"Many things have changed when you have gone, Jinx."

"I notice and I was very surprised to see that you are dating with BB," I smirk "Very surprise."

Raven redden a bit, then it was gone and her calm face come back "I was surprised with myself too. Now what I mean to tell you is that you didn't know all the things that happen when you gone."

I look up and beside me to see Raven who watching me too, I raise my eyebrows in silence asking what did I did not notice.

Raven continued, still looking at me, "Do you know what had happened to him when you suddenly decide to run away?"

I felt hurt in my stomach, especially when she says the word 'run away'. I state. I don't know why but I did "He searches for me and you help me run away."

"Yes, I do and I regret it."

My eyes widen again in shock. Does that mean that she regrets helping me or about other reasons? She moves her hands and touch mine, her warm yet cold hand touch mine, I look at it before looking back at her eyes. This time they showed hurt and regret at the same time, but I was sure that she wasn't going to cry.

"I should never agree about that, I should help you take care of your problem, not helping you run away from them. I learn every of it from BB as he helps me every new step I took, I'm sure KF help you too but you're too scared to know about that. At first, I was scared too about entering the path of the relationship, I didn't know anything about the love stuff but after Beastboy shows it and the teams and what he becomes, I know many things that could happen. I should have encouraged you. I'm sorry for not being the best best friend."

"It's not your fault. I decide on the decision myself and you are the best friend I eve had. Don't blame yourself. I didn't want to pry but who do you mean when you say what he become?"

"He changes, he always uses to be cheerful and flirty and stupid but he changes, almost completely when you suddenly are gone."

"He looks fine to me."

"Maybe when he finally found you but before that he rarely eats anything and he always bought a rose and place them at you grave-"

"I have a grave!?" I didn't mean to shout but at the thought of that really makes me surprise.

"Well, you didn't want us to find you and there is no other clue at your whereabouts so Nightwing assumes you already death. KF didn't take the news very well and didn't believe it as he keeps searching for you. He neglects his duties and every of our call includes his uncle, Flash. He almost never the same person but after finally two years he gave up searching and waste his time with drinking and other stuff but because of his metabolism or his power he hardly gets drunk so he drinks very much. Nightwing always tries to put stop it and I don't know what they say to each other but one day it works as he stops making trouble and drinking and other stuff. At first, I thought he finally let you go and go back to his normal self but it didn't seem like that, he buries himself in work, and from my point of view, I rarely see him have fun. It seems like he hasn't given up on you yet, since every day he gave you rose flowers on your fake grave."

My mouth opens and then closes again, I really don't know how to make any comment on that. It does sadden me like he does drinking and other things that probably some illegal stuff.

End of flashback-

Raven's word is lingering at my brain that every word keeps repeating and makes me more and more guilty at what I have done to him. I should apologize.

Apologize for leaving him and then you leave him again?

Yeah...

Oh my Jinx why are you so stupid and stubborn!

I-I-

You know he loves you just like you love him.

Will he want me back?

That is the stupid question I ever heard, He hugs you, he kisses you, he saves you. What do you think!?

Will he accept with an open arm?

Of course. Don't deny it anymore.

I know.

I will tell him when we already come back from the fight. I walk toward my bed where I put the suit that Cyborg has made for me. It was dark with a purple line, my color. It wasn't heavy so I'm able to move easily. In other words, I love this suit. Now it's time we get ready both physics and heart since I was going to fight again with my ex-teams and after that done I will have a conversation with Kid Flash aka Wally West.

"You ready?" Nightwing asks, while he handing me a communicator. I looked at the communicator which is now very sophisticated, the color is still the same as yellow and black and with the letter 'T'. I put it on the side of my belt. I nodded at Nightwing.

Nightwing move his hand and turn around and walk toward the car that the engine is already started. I could see that Cyborg is very eager to start moving and head straight to the bridge. Cyborg sits on the driver seat and Robin enters the passenger seat beside Cyborg. I took the back. Raven, Starfire, and BB decide that they will be flying.

I look around just one time and amazingly Nightwing already knows what am I think about. He says "He left first." Then he looks at Cyborg and nods "Let's start moving."

Cyborg nod and click some button before hit the gas and then hit the door button to open.

Cyborg park the car on the roadside and there is no one around, The bridge looks like it was abandoned as no one pass it. I step out of the car and close the door. Nightwing already move the middle of the bridge, Cyborg turns off the engine and follow Nightwing, I slowly follow them too from behind. I lift my eyes when there is a sound of flash and there he stood beside Nightwing with his red and yellow suit.

Kid Flash's face looks serious "They still not arrive and the temporary Bridge is already been made."

Starfire, Raven, and BB fly down. They look at Nightwing to wait for his other command. Nightwing nod, "For now let's just wait for them, keep your guard open."

We all nodded.

I don't know why but I felt uncomfortable...

Suddenly I shiver and quickly look behind me. Kid Flash and Nightwing look at me. Kid Flash asks "What's wrong?"

I look for a second behind me before touching my neck, "Just the wind." But I was sure that it wasn't just wind, it was as if someone was breathing behind me...

Please don't tell me there is a ghost right here! No don't think about something like that, focus on the task right now!

There is no way that the wind is warm, I look behind me before lift my hand and shot some of my bad luck toward the empty air. I twirl around fast and saw that my shot hit something in the air. I stand up straight again and watch the dark shadow that shows through the smoke. five of thems. Someone steps out from the smoke while clapping and then stop when he finally reveal himself.

"I was thinking when are you guys going to notice us."

See more with that evil smirk.

Then the smoke with Gizmo electronics, there all five of them stood with the smirk that they never wear when I was the leader. So evil. So pure of hatred. I would felt chill from that if I focus on them more but I was trying hard to stay discreet and try to find Angel but I couldn't see her around them.

Does that mean I was wrong about her being their new leader? Does that mean I was wrong?

A pang of sudden guilt comes over me and then a vision appears because of my wrongness, Karrie's life, she will be in danger.

"Jinx!" I startled and saw the small bomb that Gizmo throw and then there is a sudden knock that the air left my lung for a second. I reflexly hug or hold tight into something I could reach. Then suddenly I stop, I take a deep breath and try to calm myself down for a moment before I look at the place where I stood before and saw that it was right now full of slime or maybe something that is very sticky. I look at Kid Flash who hugs me very tightly but he was glaring at Gizmo.

Gizmo just laughs and then takes out a gun from his belt and points it at us.

I see that the fight is already begun as all of the other Titans already start fighting. I told Kid Flash to let me down. He complies with a hollow heart. I smile but then it was gone and I was glaring at Gizmo again, he didn't care and start to shoot at me. I reflexly dodge it and shot him another shot but he uses his gun and it hit with my bad-luck power, creating a small blast.

I curse and try to get closer to him, just enough to knock his gun out of his hand. All of the team is scattered around so there is no one around him to protect him. I run in zigzag and shot every of my power to stop the shot from getting in my way. I smile when I was getting close to him and ready to knock the gun out of his hand. I jump and twirl myself into the air and then slowly land behind him and kick him from behind.

He yells in surprise and hurt before he could take his gun again I use my power and destroy it. It scattered in many pieces but he suddenly smiles. I quickly jump away from him and ready myself for another hit that he is hiding behind his sleeve and because of that, I wasn't ready for the sudden movement that is from behind me. I gasp in surprise when it grabs my suit from behind and I was flying in the sky or maybe I was pulled into the sky and after that, I was thrown into the air.

My eyes widen in shock as I just knew that it wasn't a thing that threw me off. It's more like a she who suddenly shows up and lifts me in the air and threw me into the air. I want to yell at her but because of the force of gravity, I was pull back into the ground that takes my breath away but I didn't miss the look on her face.

That evil smirks and that happy face.

Angel!

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