SAN POV

Me and Dolly had been walking for ages and she was absolutely shattered that she stopped just short of a block away from the house. 'I guess I'm giving us both a lift home then' I said to her laughing as I lifted her in to my arms.

As I approached the gates to the front of my house with a sleeping Dolly in my arms I saw a car parked in front of my gates.

Shit, it's Quinn. Why is she even here?

QUINN POV

I lift my head from my phone in my lap to a knock on the window, here goes nothing.

'What are you doing here Quinn?' She is the first to speak a word.

'I really need to talk to you San.'

I sense her getting snarky by the look on her face. ' funny how you haven't needed to talk this past month and a half Quinn where were you then?' She spits

'you'd better come in, you're car is making my drive look untidy here.'

San opens the gates and lets me drive through to park up, she doesn't wait for me to get out of the car like she used to she just walks to the front door and goes inside leaving the door open for me to walk in.

'San I am really sorry, I think you should know that first of all.'

SAN POV

I placed Dolly down in to her bed out the back to make sure she slept through what I'm sure is about to be an impending argument.

I walked back to the lounge 'San I'm really sorry, I think you should know that first of all.'

There it is that burning rage is back in my stomach.

'You are sorry?! Quinn you are sorry for what exactly! Leaving me? Not speaking to me for over a month? The management you haven't given me over this past month and more? What exactly? Because I'm finding it hard to even comprehend that you are even here now trying to talk to me.'

I don't even know where that came from at this point, it must have been the pent up frustration I forgot I had.

'How dare you! One second you called me your girlfriend and the next you were inviting your ex fiancé in to your home to stay with you for god knows how long, I mean she's probably upstairs now keeping your bed warm and listening to us fight, how fitting this is!'

She let a tear escape her eyes even though it probably wasn't what she had planned when she came here.

'I thought we'd got to that place where I could call you my girlfriend it felt like instinct Quinn until you broke that by leaving. Britt is my friend and she always will be but she is gone now she has been for about a month now, I had to help her out because I know what her dad can do when he is angry! Don't think for one second that I'd ever hurt you like that!'

I wanted so much to reach out between us and hold her close, I hate seeing her cry.

'I didn't know San, I'm so sorry. I've missed you so much. Not being able to talk to you or even smile at you without it hurting.'

'Well now you do know Quinn, am I really that hard to discuss things with that you can only run from me?'

She wiped the tears from her face with the back of her hand. 'San I'm sorry I've never been good at not running away when I'm scared, maybe I'm just a work in progress, and I understand that if you don't want to be with me anymore then I'll have to accept it.'

QUINN POV

I can't believe that I'm crying, this is not what I had planned at all. Coming here crying in front of Santana fucking Lopez. I'm an idiot.

She had been mute for what seemed like forever, it was such an uncomfortable silence us just sitting opposite each other in her lounge.

I got up from the chair and turned to walk to the door, I can't face this conversation, I've basically just lied and said I could deal with it if we were over for good.

'Quinn I love you'

Am I hearing things or did she just say that she loved me?

'I can't be away from you any longer, this past month or so has been eating me up inside. Being without you has sucked more than anything. Please don't leave again.'

I turned back to Santana my eyes now completely streaming with tears.

'I love you too Santana, but I hurt you, and I have kept something so important from you.'

'What do you mean Quinn?'

'I mean that I came here not just to say how sorry I am but to tell you something important that you might hate me for even more.'

I walked over to where she was still sitting on the sofa and sat down placing my hand on her knee, she responded by putting her hand in mine.

'What's happened Quinn?'

I took a deep breath, I was gonna need it.

'San, I don't know how you'll feel once I've told you this but know that whatever happens you'll always mean the world to me.'

My eyes met hers and I knew I had to just say it.

'I'm pregnant with our baby San, that night before Brittany showed up.'