So I wish I had posted this when I was supposed to now. After I read Midnight Sun now 3 times, doing Edwards POV has lost interest to me this is awful I'm sorry.

Sadly Ive been very caught up with life. Unfortunately, close family friends have been lost to this virus so last months been hard.

I will post this and post as much as I can then I will be taking a break for a bit as I have so much going on and a lot of stories sitting in folders unfinished.

I currently have 10 Twilight fics in the works and 4 Harry Potter fics that some of my old followers from another sites will remember. I really want to repost and finish these stories though a lot now have been done over and over.

I really hope to get a lot of these out there and done I have been really upset with losing so much of my work on thepetulantpoetess and of course upset on so many stories I missed out on reading on their as well.

If anyone knows if some of the writers from that site came here or moved to another site I would really love to know.

EPOV

After dropping An-Bella.

I smiled Bella it suited her perfectly like it fit.

I took off home I had planned to slip into her room again to watch her sleep.

I parked my Volvo in the garage and was heading for the tree line.

When I got to her house I was disappointed to see Charlie was still awake and Bella was just heading up the stairs.

I rushed and Id need to wait.

I listened to Charlie's thoughts and was surprised that I couldn't hear his thoughts clearly it was like a bad radio station more static and bits and species of things I couldn't really get.

I listened as Bellas heartbeat and breaths slowed.

she had finally fallen asleep.

I looked to the tree that was outside her window.

I decided I could always hide or jump out quickly if Charlie decided to check on her before going to sleep.

With that decision made I headed for the tree outside her window climbing up and slowly entering her room through the window.

Bella's sleep talking had started

"Anna..." I looked confused at her. did she mean herself or as she said there was a girl at this camp was she dreaming of her?

"Mom... its me." She said as she tossed."No...Europe"

She continued to say things I didn't understand how I wished I could see into her mind.

"my grades."

"Edward."

Soon her sleep talking finished and I reluctantly left her to go home shower and change once I noticed the time.

School couldn't come fast enough.

I ran into the house and started to get ready.

I thought of Bella and our conversation from last night I know she must still have a lot of questions.

I smiled as I had a lot of questions for her as well if she was going to ask all about my somewhat life I could ask her about hers.

'Why is Rosalie taking us to school today?'

I was brought out of my thoughts when I heard Alice thoughts.

I had decided without really thinking about it to get Bella.

Well, I should it was meant to be pretty cold today. My jacket was still in the car for her.

I could go and pick her up.

Then we can talk before school starts and after.

I smiled.

I quickened my pass getting ready for school.

I checked the clothes Alice laid out and shook my head at the button down and slakes.

Going to my closet I picked out an outfit. I planned to give away my jacket so I'll need a sweater to fit in and I'll wear jeans slacks were too dressy for the high school and from the thoughts of the student body I know that they think we dress that way to show we were better then them I wanted Bella to feel comfortable with me.

Well as comfortable she can be with a vampire.

'At least style your hair." Alice huffed.

I looked to the mirror.

My hair, as usual, was unruly and sticking up and in a set of disarray, it had already started drying and looked as if I had rolled out of bed.

I hated gels and products in my hair.

Alice was right though as always.

I took out a mouse she had gotten me I shake and spray a bit in my palm and ran it through my hair.

I just pushed my hair back and pushed the sides up.

I now most girls thought my wild hair looked good. Does Bella?

Looking in the mirror.

Why do I feel so so normal worrying about how I look, how she will see me.

I shook my head.

I headed out.

As I drove off I heard the thoughts of my siblings.

'Where is he going?' Jasper was curious

'Is he serious skipping again? Man Rosie will be mad.' Emmett was jealous thinking I was ditching and worried how Rosalie will react.

'Jerk where is he going? Well at least I can take my car.' Rosalie huffed annoyed.

'Oh he's going to get Anna. Yay I can't wait to meet her officially.' Alice was overjoyed.

I quickly left her mind I didn't want to see what she was seeing.

I didn't need to see her vision again.

Bella pale, with red glowing eyes forever frozen humanity gone.

I flinched.

I looked to the road.

What was I doing?

I should turn around.

She needed a jacket it was to cold for humans.

I looked to the jacket that lay on the middle console.

I cranked the heat on the car as high as it could go.

I was just helping her she needed a jacket.

she could have another jacket at home.

What if she didn't?

I can do this then leave her alone.

I needed to stop myself.

Why, why couldn't I leave her alone?

No, I couldn't leave I knew I couldn't there had to be another way. There is another way Alice just isn't looking she hasn't seen it.

I can do this I won't damn her.

She will live happily. One day she will move on she will grow tired of me as most humans do as they grow up.

My chest constricted with the thought.

She will find someone else, have a life, a family.

I growled and looked to her house.

pushing all those thoughts from my head.

She was mine.

I parked outside her house.

I listened as she got ready.

she soon came out of the house and I saw her shiver as the cold air hit her.

She still hadn't spotted me yet. I smiled as she walked down the steps the see her eyes go wide and her heart started to beat faster.

It was a natural reaction to fear us.

without a thought.

I got out and went to the passenger side to open the door with inhuman speed.

I chastised myself then listened to make sure none had seen.

"Will you ride with me today?" I asked as I gestured to the door.

"Thank you," She said with a smile.

I grined as she walked slowly towards me then got into the Volvo.

I closed the door and again faster then she could blink got into the driver's side I didn't want to waste a moment with her.

"I brought you a jacket," I said as my excuse as to why I'm here.

"Thank you." She breathed out her hot breath hit my cheek.

She put the jacket on and I heard her sniff it and then let out a sigh.

She liked the way I smelled.

Of course she does everyone does.

I shook my head to fast she wouldn't notice.

"Where is your family?" She asked as we were just about to pull into the school.

"They took my sister Roslialies car." I gestured out the windshield to my sisters Red Convertible with the top down.

I frowned it was parked in my usual Rose would do.

"Wow." She said as she looked to the car in awe.

"Yes very ostentatious yes?" I was upset she took my spot as I parked in an open spot.

"Yes if she has that why drive with you?" she asked curiously

"As I said ostentatious, we try to blend in." I listened to everyone that was also in awe over the car.

Everyone in Forks High even Teachers were looking at the car or making comments.

"You don't." She said as a fact with a smirk.

She opened the door and got out once I parked.

I frowned and hurried out of the car.

Meting her in front of the car.

'That asswhole. what is he doing?'

'What is he thinking?'

'Boys lost his mind.'

I heard from the minds of my siblings Rosalie hurling insults and Jasper and Emmett thinking I have lost my mind.

"Why did she drive it today then?" She continued her questions.

"Didnt you know? I'm breaking all the rules now." I said.

I smirked.

"Well, why do you have those kinds of cars if you want to blend in." We walked toward the entrance of the Caffatira where I heard Jessica's thoughts coming from.

"We like to drive fast," I smirked.

She snorted "Figures." It was cute.

I looked at her. she was so beautiful.

How did I not see it before?

How have I gone the last year looking at this girl in minds and in the halls in a class or two of mine and just brush her off as if she was nothing more then just another human?

Was it cause now her mind was completely closed off to me? No, her beauty was there before I just never truly saw it. Maybe she grow up over a summer? Maybe I finally just looked.

Jessica spotted us her eyes went wide her heart sped up as we got closer.

Her thoughts were filled with excitement over this new development.

She held out Bella's jacket in her arms. I frowned disappointed.

"Thanks Jessica." Bella said.

"Hello, Jessica." I nodded to her.

Jessica gasp her hurt picked up speed. Her thoughts filled with me.

mmhmm, I wondered did Bella think these things too when her heart was seaming to beat out of her chest.

"Er… hi." She shifted her wide eyes to Bella. "I'll see you in class."

"Yes."

She hurried away her thoughts loud as she was thinking of all the things to ask Bella.

"What are you going to tell her?" I murmured.

"Hey, I thought you couldn't read my mind!" Bella hissed looking to me upset.

"I can't, But hers are quite loud," I said quickly.

She took off my jacket and I frowned. With reluctance, I took it from her.

She had put hers on.

"So what are you going to tell her?" I asked again.

"Well I don't know what does she want to know?"

"That's not fair." I smirked.

"No, you not sharing what you know, now that's not fair." My smirked turned into a smile she was cute when she was mad.

"Well I suppose I should this once be fair, She wants to know if we're secretly dating. And she wants to know how you feel about me." I said.

She groaned. "So what should I say?"

I stopped and looked to her.

Her heart speeds up again.

Was she having the same reaction as Jessica or was it her body telling her to run?

" You could say yes to the first… if you want Its easier than any other explanation."

She nodded.

"And as for her other question… well, I'll be listening to hear the answer to that one myself." I flashed a smile and walked away.

"See you at lunch," I called over my shoulder. I was making plans I would sit with her today.

So this is what I had before I read Midnight Sun as you see its awful so I will just post this and stick to Bella's POV.

Maybe Ill read more into Edward and try again or maybe even rewrite this.

I'll post another chapter in a couple hours once I check it I saw a lot of Errors in my last chapter and in a couple other chapters which is awful because I am using a something that's supposed to catch my errors and I pay for it and yet I notice a couple of times when I go and just used the workds or sentence rewrite they ask me to use when I go back and re read it Ive notice it doesn't make sense so I've now canceled my prescription and going back to just me at doing it myself.