NSFW Warning: Smut up ahead! I decided I would do another chapter like this since it's something that reflects their relationship and the emotions behind it more. However, there shouldn't be any super plot important information in this chapter so feel free to skip it :) If you are wanting to read the parts that aren't smut though, it will be separated by a line of ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Please enjoy :)

Trusting someone,

it's like walking with your eyes closed.

Trusting no one

is a sure way to lose those you hold close.

~Sentinel

-Emmryn's POV-

The walk to our room was silent as I stayed at Levi's side feeling embarrassed at how he spoke so bluntly earlier, but also more than happy to be back with our squad again and that we had their support. Once we reached our room, Levi went in and removed his shoes immediately, and I did the same, not wanting to mess with the stoic man's OCD.

As soon as that was done, I looked up to see Levi staring at me, hunger and stress in his eyes. He had a lot on his shoulders, and I had been informed that he had lost my replacement on this last expedition. Levi may not look like it, but he always took the deaths of soldiers personally, each one spurring him to fight harder and harder so that their deaths were not in vain.

Sensing what he needed, I decided to take initiative this time. Limping towards him, I threw my arms around the neck of my stoic lover, crashing my lips into his in a passionate kiss and tangling my fingers into his raven locks. He responded eagerly, a low and needy growl erupting from his throat as his fingers immediately went to the buttons on my uniform shirt. His deft fingers made quick work of my shirt and gently pushed the shirt and my jacket off onto the floor, being ever vigilant of my hurt ribs.

Not liking that I was the only one missing clothes, I quickly unbuttoned his shirt and he shrugged it off with his jacket, revealing his muscular chest. Despite our need for one another, not that I should have been surprised, Levi pulled back causing me to groan in annoyance as he started picking our clothes off of the floor and folding them neatly.

"You're a real mood killer sometimes, ya know that?" I teased while secretly appreciating the view of his back muscles rippling as he bent over and picked up our uniform tops. All I got in response was an irritated click of his tongue as he unbuttoned and removed the straps for his ODM gear as well as his uniform pants and folded them neatly, leaving him in just his boxers.

This man was seriously a sight to behold, and I couldn't help but blush when he caught me staring and smirked at me before coming up to me and quickly and efficiently helping me out of mine as well before folding them and laying me gently down on our bed before attacking my neck with rough kisses and nips causing me to let out a moan that I muffled with my hand, not wanting the others to hear me.

"The others on the other side of the hideout. Don't muffle your voice. I want to hear you," Levi ordered, biting directly on my sweet spot earning a louder moan from me that I still tried to muffle from embarrassment. At that, Levi pulled back and gave me an irritated glare before pulling me into a lustful kiss, causing me to blush and let out a needy whimper as he grinded his growing hard on against my wet core, only the fabric from our underwear blocking us.

"L-levi… I need you," I whimpered, even though we had been intimate since I returned, I found that I just couldn't get enough of him after being separated for the better part of two years. Levi's only response was to quickly unclasp my bra, setting free my larger than average breasts and stripping me of my panties before removing his boxers as well.

Steel gray eyes met mine as I saw all the emotions moving like storm clouds through his eyes as he cupped my cheek in his hand as he gently sheathed himself to the hilt in my wet heat. The intensity of his gaze as well as the feeling of being filled to the brim with my lover caused me to let out a low and content moan. Levi let out a low groan of my name as he began to thrust at a slow and passionate pace, taking the chance to kiss down my neck to my breasts before taking the left nipple between his lips and sucking on it earning another moan from me as he fondled the other breast with his hand, his fingers twisting and tugging at my sensitive nipple.

Wanting to encourage him and overwhelmed by the sensations, I tangled my hands into his hair, tugging at the raven strands as his mouth popped off my left nipple and gave the same treatment to my right before returning his lips to mine and running his tongue along my lower lip, asking for entrance which I gladly granted him.

Despite his dominant personality, Levi was always fairly gentle with me when it came to intimacy, not wanting me to feel anything remotely similar to what was done to me during my time in the Underground. It's not like he was never rough with me, but he was always careful about getting my consent. And everytime he did that even for the smallest things like this, it made my heart stutter. This was how Levi showed his love. Not through words or gifts but through patience, passion, and protectiveness in his actions towards me.

As our kisses became more heated, Levi began to pick up the pace of his thrusts causing me to let out more moans of his name begging him to go faster which he gladly did. When he did a particularly deep thrust, I screamed out his name as I saw stars. Levi stopped for a second, sitting up with a smirk as he took one of my legs and put it on his shoulder allowing him to get a better angle to slam deeper into my core.

"LEVI!" I screamed as he began thrusting at an almost inhuman pace into that same spot that caused me to see stars.

"Walls, I fucking love when you scream my name, Emmryn," Levi groaned as he continued to pound into me, his thrusts becoming more erratic, "Fuck, I'm close."

"M-me too!" I moaned between thrusts, struggling to think straight enough through the pleasure to get the words out. At that, Levi put my leg down and pressed his torso against me as he tangled one of his hands into my dark copper hair.

"Cum for me," he groaned into my ear as I felt the knot that had been building in my core explode at his words as I screamed out his name before letting out a series of whimpers and mewls as he continued to thrust into me helping me ride out my orgasm before pulling out and groaning my name as he came onto my stomach and got up, no doubt to get things to clean up. I smiled to myself as I shook my head in exasperation at the odd man I get to call my husband.

When he returned and wiped my stomach off with a wet towel, I was surprised when after putting the towel in the laundry area, he got into bed with me and pulled the blanket over both of us and pulled me flush against his bare chest.

"Not gonna make us bathe after that?" I teased as I rested my head on his chest and inhaled his scent of lemon and the muskyness of sweat from our previous activities. I was relieved to notice that his muscles seemed much more relaxed. They were no longer tensed up like they were earlier. To my surprise, Levi just wrapped his arms tighter around me and buried his face into my neck and took a few shaky breaths.

"Levi? Are you okay?" I asked in concern as I gently ran my fingers through his damp hair earning me a small sigh.

"Yeah… I am… Now…" Levi answered, his voice much more emotional than I had ever heard it, vulnerable even, "I just… Just stay with me, okay?..." I held him closer at the vulnerability in his voice, and frowned realizing he was probably struggling after having to go back through the memory of Furlan and Isabel's deaths. Those were the last people he had truly held close before me.

"I'm not going anywhere, Levi," I soothed, pressing a tender kiss on his head, "You won't get rid of me that easily." That earned a huff of a chuckle from Levi as he placed a soft kiss on my shoulder.

"I figured as much," he muttered before I felt him gradually relax into me before soft snores could be heard causing me to smile.

Song: The Nights by Avicii

A/N:

So I wrote this on Easter. Now I need to go repent XD Anyways, next chapter will be back to more plot stuff :)