PJ was leaving for St. Louis tomorrow. She told the kids she was going on a business trip. She had a visible baby bump. Ever since agreeing to testify at Randy's trial her nightmares had really kicked up. It was a Sunday. PJ was making sure to spend all the time she could with the girls before she left. She and Alex decided to make it a family day. They went to the zoo, movies, now they were at dinner.

"What do you want Abigail?" PJ asked.

"A cheeseburger."

"A cheeseburger?" "We're at Texas Roadhouse." "You don't want a steak?"

"Cheeseburger."

"I want fish." Julia said.

"I want a hot dog." Jennifer said.

"Ok." PJ said. "You guys can have that." "Daddy and I are having steaks.'

When they got home PJ and Alex were putting the girls to bed. They just got done reading them a bedtime story.

"Ok time to go to bed." PJ said. Jennifer got into her bed.

"I'll take Abigail to her room." Alex said. "Come with daddy." He picked her up. They went to her room. Alex put her in bed.

"Daddy I not want mommy to go." Abigail said.

"Daddy will still be with you."

"I know but it not the same."

"It's only for a few days." "Then mommy will be right back." "Give daddy a kiss." She kissed him on the cheek. "I love you."

"I love you too daddy."

As she got ready for bed thoughts of seeing Randy again were plaguing her mind. Alex was sitting up against the headboard. He could tell something was bothering PJ as she got into bed.

"Sweetie." Alex said.

"What?"

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing I'm fine."

"We should talk about what's bothering you."

She straddled him and took off his glasses. "I don't want to talk." "I want you." She just wanted to get her mind off of everything. She kissed him and took off his shirt. She started kissing his chest. He stopped her. "PJ we really should talk." He said. "You know your therapist says you shouldn't keep things bottled up." She went back to kissing his chest going down to his abs. "Sweetie, stop and talk to me." She took off his sweatpants. "Ohhhh." He moaned as he felt her mouth moving slowly between his legs. "God sweetie." He shut his eyes. She went faster. "PJ, oh my god, baby come here." She stopped and straddled him again. He quickly took off her pajama top and bottoms. She slid into him and started moving quickly. "PJ." He groaned. "Oh Alex." She moaned. They kissed. "I love you so much." He said. "I love you too." "Ohhhh." She moaned loudly as he grabbed her hips to make her go faster. "Alex, oh my god ohhhh, yes, Alex." She moaned giving in. "PJ." He groaned giving in.

Afterwards she was snuggled up to him.

"Why do you put up with me Alex?" She asked. "I've been a basket case since before we started dating."

"You're not a basket case." "I love you, Polly Jean." "I couldn't imagine my life without you." "I'm about to have five beautiful children with you and I wouldn't have it any other way." "I'm proud to be your husband." "I'm proud to be the father of our children."

"You called me Polly Jean." She said smiling.

"Well it's your beautiful name."

She kissed him. "I love you.'

"I love you too sweetie." They kissed.