As the night hours passed each Rizzoli took turns sitting with Jane while she slept. She was having horrible nightmares one of which became to hard for Angela to witness she quickly had Frankie come sit with her while she walked outside for some fresh air. Tommy followed their mother outside.
"Hey Ma, heres a blanket we don't need you getting sick." He said sweetly taking a seat next to his mother.
"Thank you Tommy." Angela says wrapping the blanket around herself placing her head on her son's shoulder.
"You okay Ma?"
Angela sighs. "I'm worried about Janie and my heart breaks for her. I loved Barry as well, but the two of them had been through so much. I just can't believe this has happened."
"I know ma, Janie will be okay we just all have to let her know we are here for her."
As Angela and Tommy continue their conversation a car pulls into the drive. Out stepped two women. Angela quickly gets up and wraps both women in her arms.
"I'm so sorry for your loss." Angela says hugging Camille and Robin tightly.
"Thank you." Camille says with a sad smile. "Hows Jane? When I spoke to Frankie he informed me she wasn't saying much"
"She's resting right now. She's having horrible nightmares. She demanded to see Barry." Angela says sadly. "Please come inside I will make us all some coffee."
Everyone follows back inside, as they enter the kitchen Frankie is just exiting Jane's bedroom. His eyes lock with Camille's he instantly walks over and hugs her tight.
"How's she doing?"Camille ask nodding towards Jane's room. Frankie takes a deep breath.
"She's pretty messed up she's beating herself up, blaming herself for this but she's awake now she should be out shortly." Just as he finished his sentence Jane emerges from her bedroom. When she notices who is standing in her kitchen she quickly makes her way over allowing Frost mother to wrap her in her arms.
Jane instantly starts sobbing. "I'm so so sorry Camille...I shouldn't have made tonight seem so important...I shouldn't of m-ma." Jane's body was being wrecked by her emotions she couldn't manage a sentence.
"Shhh, it's not your fault Jane. I do not blame you for tonight's events." Camille said cradling the tall brunette in her arms letting her own tears fall. She guided Jane over to the couch the brunette leaned forward, her elbows on her knees, she buried her face in her hands as the tears kept coming.
"Jane look at me." Camille said sternly. Jane lifts her head to look into sadden brown eyes. "Jane, this is in no way your fault, if you are going to blame yourself then I need to blame myself. Jane looked a little confused. Camille kept explaining.
"Had I not invited Barry to come see us he would of been here with all of you not out on the road. So Jane if you are to blame I am too. But the truth is that neither one of us can blame ourselves. This was an act of a drunk driver who thought it was okay to drive."
Jane's sobs slowed as the older woman rubbed soothing circles on her back. "You and Robin can stay here while you are in town I k know that's what Frost would want. I would really like it if all of you would stay." She remarked looking around the room at her family.
Everyone looked at each other and all agreed.
"Janie would you like some coffee or tea?" Angela asked from the kitchen.
"Yeah ma that would be great, thank you." Jane picked up her phone to see the time it was well after 3am.
"Frankie have you heard from Maura yet?" Jane asked wondering when her girlfriend would be back. Just as Frankie was about to answer her Maura walked in.
"Jane." She said looking around the room frantically dropping her bags at the door. "Where is she? Where's Jane?"
"Maura?" Jane called from the couch. As Jane stood qquickly making her way towards the door tripping over her own feet she was greeted by the blonde throwing herself in her arms.
"God Maura." Jane mumbled into her girlfriend's neck. "He's gone...Barry is gone."
Maura held tight to Jane realizing exactly what was happening Frankie hadn't had the chance to explain fully.
"I'm here love, shhh I'm here. We will all get through this together." It was the only thing she could say at the moment her mind was being flooded by emotions.
Everyone made there way into the livingroom to give the two some privacy.
"Maura, I've missed you so so much." Jane said pulling back from the embrace to look into the hazel green eyes she missed more then she realized.
"I've missed you too Jane." She replied leaning in to kiss the brunette she had been missing terribly. They pulled away briefly there foreheads resting together.
"Please tell me you aren't going to leave after all this. I don't think I could take you going away again." Jane's voice broke when she spoke. She looked up, her brown eyes meeting hazel green.
The need and vulnerability Maura witness in the brunettes eyes showed everything. "Oh baby, no I'm not leaving ever again. Everything that is me is here in Boston. I'm not going anywhere." Jane sighed in relief.
"Thank you for coming home, I don't think I can make it through all of this without you." Jane remarked fighting back another wave of tears.
"I'm here Jane." They stood in the kitchen for what seemed like forever just holding and kissing each other until Frankie came in clearing his throat.
"I'm sorry to disturb you guy's but I think it's best if we figure out where everyone is sleeping. It's been a long night and Tomorrow will be even longer." Frankie said yawning.
"Right." Jane replied rubbing the back of her neck.
After about 30 minutes they finally had everyone settled. Jane and Maura retreated to her bedroom, Tommy took the small couch, Frankie the recliner, Angela on the other couch and Camille and Robin were offered the guest bedroom.
Once the door shut Jane wrapped Maura in her arm's and kissed her deeply.
"I've missed you, I've missed everything about you." Jane mutters placing kisses all over the blondes face and neck.
Maura knew that Jane wasn't trying to have sex she just missed her. After getting ready for bed, sliding under the cover's Muara rolled on her side with her head nestled into the strong brunettes neck.
"Maura?" She heard a raspy voice in the darkness.
"Yes love?"
Jane was quiet for a moment before speaking. "Would you hold me?" The vulnerability in the brunettes voice broke Maura's heart.
"Of course love." She stayed on her side while Jane turned over, pushing her back against her front. Jane reached behind her pulling the blondes arm around her waist interlocking their fingers.
She knew the coming day's were going to be even harder on her girlfriend she was just glad that she could make it home to be with her. Maura pushed in a little closer burying her face in the main of dark curls inhaling deeply. She hummed, it felt amazing to be back home with Jane in her arms although she wished it was under better circumstances she was still grateful to be back. As the last thought drifted in and out of her mind she was quickly pulled into a deep sleep.