Ashley held tightly to Spencer's hand as they tried to maneuver around the huge crowd of people. Madison was throwing a party and despite her better judgment Spencer insisted they go.

"I'll be right back," Ashley assures her as she kisses her cheek before walking towards the drinks set up in the kitchen.

"Hey," Aiden says as he sneaks up behind the blonde causing her to jump.

"Geeze," she snaps as she turns around the face him.

"Sorry," he laughs as he takes a long swig of his beer before setting it down on a coffee table. "Where's Ashley?" he asks his eyes scanning the party before landing on her.

"Do you need something?" Spencer asks irritated as she smiles in her girlfriend's direction.

"Just surveying the buffet table," he slurs as he licks his lips and smirks.

Spencer rolls her eyes at his drunkenness, "Aiden kindly go away."

"It won't last," he tells her as his friend hands him a shot as he walks by.

"You're wrong," Spencer tells him trying not to cry as she looks towards where Ashley was standing to find her gone.

"Ashley is straight, you're just an experiment before college," he smirks as he raises his glass before downing it.

Spencer tried not to cry as she bit her lip.

"Hey sorry," Cassidy wanted to talk about some cheer camp," Ashley told her girlfriend as she returned carrying two cups. "What's wrong?" she asked as she saw tears welling up.

"Can't handle the truth," Aiden tells her as he goes to wrap his arm around Ashley.

"What did you say to her?" Ashley snapped as she set the cups down before wrapping Spencer up in a tight hug.

"Just the truth," Aiden smirked as he grabs one of the cups.

"Go away Aiden," she snaps as she cups Spencer's cheeks as she wipes away the falling tears.

"It's a free country babe."

"When did you get like this?" Ashley asks hurt as she takes Spencer's hand.

"I'm the same guy I've always been."

"God I can't believe I dated you," Ashley cries out as she and Spencer go to leave.

"Stay," he insists as he grabs her arm.

"Let me go," Ashley tells him as she tries to pull he arm away.

The music shuts off as other partygoers start crowding around trying to see what's going on.

"Aiden pookie what's going on?" Madison asks sweetly as she walks over. She sneers when she sees Spencer.

"Ashley is trying to cut out early," he slurs.

"You're drunk," she snaps back as she tries to leave again.

"Really stay," Madison says as she steps in front of Spencer blocking her view of Ashley.

"Madison get out of my way," Ashley says eerily calm as she looks between the two people she once considered her best friends.

"Oh come on love party with your real friends, let the loser go."

"I mean it," Ashley snaps as she tries to get around the cheerleader.

Madison shoves her backwards as she gets in her face, "you know what leave! Fuck you and your little girlfriend."

The whole party grew silent as they watched the two best friends.

"Screw you Madison, I've put up with your shit far too long!" Ashley shouted as she shoved her back. "You are one of the cruelest, most insecure people I've ever met! You have lied, cheated and hurt everyone in this room. And I'm tired of it."

"Preach sister!" Chelsea shouted as she raised her cup.

"How dare you!" Madison sneered as she stepped into Ashely's space. "I made you sweetheart."

"Oh honey no you did nothing but manipulate and stab me in the back. Come on Spencer let's get out of here."

Spencer smiled as she took her girlfriends hand as she followed her out.

They ignored all the whispers as they walked towards Ashley's car in silence.

"I can't believe you did that," Spencer exclaimed as Ashley pulled away.

"She can't keep treating people that way," Ashley snapped as she sped through a stop sign.

"Ash slow down," Spencer begged as she placed her hand on her leg.

Ashley instantly calmed down as she pulled into her driveway. The lights were off as she and Spencer entered. The walk to Ashley's room was silent as Spencer tried to figure out what to say to her angry girlfriend.

"Ash is everything okay?" she asked calmly as she watched her girlfriend filter around her room as if everything was fine.

"I'm fine," Ashley smiled as she took Spencer's hand.

"Are you sure?"

"Really it's been building up for a while now and I guess I finally released it," Ashley laughed as she squeezed her hand before walking towards the TV.

"Oh okay," Spencer mumbled as she sat on the bed.

"What did Aiden say to you?" Ashley asked as she set down the DVD she had been looking at.

Ash….." Spencer trailed off as she avoided eye contact.

"Please tell me, "She begged as she sat beside her.

"That I was just an experiment to you."

Ashley closed her eyes as she took a deep breath, before she took both of Spencer's hands in her own. "I swear that isn't true. I love you Spencer, you made me realize I could stand up for myself and that I should stand up for myself and what's really important. Yeah I thought Aiden and I would be together forever," she scoffed, "but I was so wrong, I'm so lucky you moved in next door and changed my life for the better."

Tears rolled down Spencer's eyes as she pulled her girlfriend into a hug, she held her tightly as she let the tears fall.

"I didn't want you to cry," Ashley teased as she reached out and wiped them away.

"I'm just so happy," Spencer smiled as she cupped Ashley's face gently, the girls locked eyes before they both leaned in and locked lips.

"I love you Spencer," Ashley whispered against her lips before she gently kissed her again.

"I love you too Ashley."

The girls began a passionate make out session as hands began to roam, Ashley stopped when she feels Spencer's hand under her shirt.

"We should slow down," Ashley told her as she fixed her shirt.

"Oh okay," Spencer mumbled sadly as she stood up.

"Hey what's wrong?" Ashley asked her as she grabbed her hand and pulled her back down to the bed.

"Do you not want me?" Spencer asked as her blue eyes filled with tears.

"What? Of course I do," Ashley assured her as she kissed her quickly. "It's just your first time and it should be perfect. I don't want anything to ruin it."

"Ash you're perfect to me and I want you to have me."

"Spencer," Ashley whispered as their lips grazed one another's.

"I want you," Spencer told her as she deepens the kiss.

The girls take their time removing each other's clothes as they explore each other's bodies. Gentle kisses and caresses are exchanged as Spencer lies down. Ashley crawls on top of her as she kisses her gently before tracing her finger around Spencer's folds.

"Let me know if I'm hurting you," Ashley whispers as she coats her finger in Spencer's juices before gently sliding a finger in.

Spencer's breath hitches as she feels her girlfriend inside her.

"Are you okay?" she asks as she places a light kiss to Spencer's stomach.

"More please," Spencer begs.

Ashley gently adds another finger as she slowly pumps in and out, her thumb traces Spencer's clit as she watches Spencer's reaction.

Spencer's face scrunches up in pain, causing Ashley to stop. "I'm fine really, please don't stop."

Ashley slows down a little until she feels Spencer stretch around her fingers, before she begins thrusting her fingers in and out.

"Faster," Spencer begs as she feels herself about to lose control.

"Are you sure?"

Spencer opens her eyes to see Ashley looking at her in concern, "Please I'm so close."

Ashley smiles as she adds a third finger, she pumps her fingers in and out, her smiling winding as she feels Spencer clench around her.

"Ashley!" Spencer calls out as she grabs her hand.

Ashley took her in her arms as she just held her.

"When I can function again it's so your turn," Spencer told her as she kisses her hand.

Ashley just smiles.

A/N: Thank you for reading this story and going on this journey with me. Sorry it took forever to finish. Hope you enjoyed it