Jacob chewed the skin of his bottom lip as he stood and hugged himself, waiting for Paul and Seth to show up. Sam had been watching his nervous imprint with a grin, chuckling when Jake spun slowly around a few times.
"Can't contain yourself?" He asked, comfortably sitting.
Jake glanced in the man's direction for a quick second, not saying a word until he walked in front of Sam. The alpha raised an eyebrow at his mate who stood still.
"What's wrong?" He asked.
Jacob shrugged while tapping his foot on the soft ground. "Nothing. I'm just...excited to see my son. I can't wait to see what he'll look like as a wolf."
"He's adorable." Sam grinned.
Jacob smiled and leaned forward, trapping the Native. "Kiss me." He suddenly said.
Without any hesitation, Sam complied. Their lips danced together as Jake nearly fell into the man's lap. He had to quickly pull back. Sam stared at Jake, wanting more. "Why'd you stop?"
"I was hoping to calm my nerves, but I only caused a problem for myself." He sat next to the alpha and placed his hands on his crotch area, hiding an obvious erection. "Damn...that was a dumb idea." He blushed.
"You used me for a distraction?" Sam asked, faking his sadness.
Jacob rolled his eyes playfully. "You'll live."
"You're a tease."
Jake nearly snorted. "I'm a tease? Look what happens whenever we kiss." He pointed to the bulge in his pants, making Sam laugh.
"I could take care of that ya know."
Jacob looked away and blushed harder. "I-I don't think Paul o-or Seth would want to see that..."
"We could go inside until they get here." He winked, leaning closer to Jake and sniffing him.
"Wh-what the hell are you doing?"
"You don't know how good you smell to me." Sam stated, licking at his mates neck.
"Ah! Stop!" He shot up from his seat and shivered. The action didn't help his current situation at all. It only made his dick strain against his jeans more.
Sam chuckled. "I'll stop." He grinned again. "For now."
Jake squeezed his legs together and took a few deep breaths. It was practically pulsing. "Sh-shut up Sam." He squeaked out.
Jacob paced more, trying to rid his hard-on. He was also growing very impatient. "The hell is taking Paul so long?!"
"Someone's an eager beaver." Sam stood and pulled Jake in close, kissing his temple. "Seth's new to this. He may be having a difficult time."
Jacob sighed. "True."
"Hey!"
Both men turned to see a smiling Paul waving and jogging towards them. Jacob's heartbeat quickened when the man got closer and without thinking, pulled him in for a hug.
Paul immediately stopped in his tracks. He wasn't expecting such a welcome back.
"Heh. Glad you're okay Jake...I was real worried. You...you know I wanted to go right? To fight off that bloodsucker too?"
Jacob chuckled but didn't let go. "Thank you Paul."
The wolf looked around and said nothing for a moment. "...You're welcome Jacob." He eventually wrapped his arms around the man, squeezing him close. They stayed like that for a while, not letting go until Sam coughed awkwardly. He didn't have a problem with it, but it was weird to be standing off to the side as he watched his mate and pack mate hold on to one another.
"Er...anyway..." Paul finally pulled back. "Seth is crazy excited to see you guys."
Jake nearly bounced on the balls of his feet. "Where is he?"
Paul pointed behind him into the forest. "The pup had to use the bathroom."
Jake raised an eyebrow. "He couldn't wait to go in the house?"
Paul was confused, giving Jacob a weird look until it dawned on him what the man meant. "Oh no, he's not in his human form. Hasn't been since he found us. I'm...having trouble getting him to change back." He scratched the back of his head. "I'm not good with orders. That's Sam's department."
Jake looked over at said man who smiled at him. "Don't worry, I can teach him how." He reassured.
Jacob nodded and turned back to Paul who had walked closer to the forest and called out Seth's name.
He held his breath as he stood on his tiptoes, trying to get a better look.
A sandy colored wolf head popped out from behind a hill. Jake was startled at first but smiled wide when his son trotted his way over, stumbling a bit as he tried to balance himself.
Jacob encouraged the small wolf to keep going, way smaller than Sam's wolf. He was like a regular sized dog but so much cuter. Seth whined as his legs shook underneath him. The boy wanted to run to his father and Sam, but wasn't strong enough to do so yet.
Paul stepped closer to the teen, wanting to help his imprint out, but was stopped with a hand on his chest. He glanced over at his alpha who shook his head. "Let him come to us. He'll be alright."
His second in command nodded and carefully watched the pup look at Jacob, who had knelt down and waited with open arms, just like when he was taking his first steps as a baby. The memory gave Seth the motivation to move again, this time going slower and focusing on his footing. One paw landed in front of the other until the cub eventually walked over to his dad, almost tripping from his excitement.
"Seth!" Jacob squeezed the small wolf close and scratched his head, earning a wild tail wag and licks to the face. "I'm so proud of you! I can't believe you turned! I'm so happy that you got away when you did. You did the right thing." He kissed the boy's furry head. "I missed you so much."
Seth barked happily and circled around Jake a few times. He wished he could have spoken to his father, but the only thing he could do was yelp and jump up and down. They all laughed at the pup's cute antics. It was clear Seth had missed Jacob as much as he did.
Their laughter caused the small boy to quickly turn and study Sam who gave him a small smile. He was so focused on seeing his dad that he forgot Sam was also there.
The teen barked loudly, causing them all to stop and watch as Seth lunged at the bigger man. He yelped and brushed himself against Sam like a cat and pushed his head underneath his hand, asking to be pet.
The alpha complied and carefully brushed down the boy's sandy fur. "I'm glad you're okay pup. We all missed you. Ready to turn back?"
Seth's ears perked up as he nodded and stumbled again.
"I'm going to talk to you through your thoughts. So whatever you want to say, just think it out loud." He commanded, taking his place as alpha.
Seth sat on his hind legs, paying close attention to the Native.
Sam walked over to Jacob and helped him to his feet. "I'm sure Seth will catch on quickly in changing back into his human form."
"You think so?" The other man asked.
"Are you kidding? Seth is smart as hell. He's just having a little trouble, but that's why I step in. Remember?" He asked, touching Jake's cheek.
"Right." He smiled. Sam was the alpha so it would obviously be his job to help a new member of the pack.
Sam leaned forward, wanting to give his imprint a kiss, but didn't want to make it awkward for Seth. The pair had never mentioned anything to the cub before. To Seth they just seemed like good friends. Sam knew that he would have to ease into that conversation when it was time. It would confuse and maybe even frustrate the boy to see his dad and Sam together after having his mother and father around each other for years.
He pulled himself back and winked at Jake instead, who got the message.
Sam stepped away to a tree, blocking himself from either Native's view as he took his clothes off and placed them in a neat pile against the trunk. He focused on the heat that surrounded him and took a deep breath with his eyes closed. He imagined himself as his pure black wolf and within seconds, transformed.
The alpha trotted over to Seth who couldn't help but to roll around on the grass and bark. Sam licked the top of the other wolf's head, trying to get his attention.
It seemed that Seth got the idea and laid down on his belly, eyes trained on his alpha.
Can you hear me pup?
The boy jerked his head in response.
Good. Now I want you to really buckle down and focus on me. You're doing good so far.
Okay Sam. Okay. Seth nodded again, trying his best. His attention span wasn't the greatest.
It's alright puppy. I just need you to use your imagination. You have a good one, yeah?
Yes! A real good one! I can imagine anything! I can!
"Wait!" Paul shouted, startling Seth and causing both Sam and Jacob to look his way.
"Uh...here." The man lifted his shirt over his head and tossed it to Jake who caught it with ease. He glanced over at his alpha who gave him a look.
"Ya know...for when he switches back." He almost blushed, making Sam snicker.
"I'll turn away." He stated, turning around until he faced the back of Sam's house.
Jacob looked down at the piece of cloth in his hands and raised an eyebrow. Why would Paul give him his shirt?
"What's-"
"Our clothes don't shift with us." He simply put, not saying anymore.
Jake suddenly remembered when he seen Sam naked in front of him hours ago.
He shook the memory away. "Thank you." He told Paul who gave him a thumbs up.
Sam focused back on Seth.
Seth?
Yes?! The boy blinked a few times, trying to regain his attention to Sam.
Inagine what you look like as a human. That's the key to changing back. Imagine you're legs and arms. Face and body.
Seth stared at the grass below him and watched the wind blow gently at his paws. He glanced back at his alpha who gave him a reassuring lick to the nose.
Focus Seth. You can do this. Imagine your human self.
Human... He repeated in his mind. The first thing he imagined was his golden tanned skin. Much like the pack's and his father's. But that didn't get him far. He then imagined his feet and toes, wiggling. The thought made him wag his tail. It went further than that. Soon he was imaging his legs, arms and face, just like Sam had said. Standing in a mirror at a young age and pointing out his features was how he learned what they were. Of course his daddy had been there to teach him. It was always like that. His daddy was always there no matter what.
"Seth!"
Seth whipped his head to see his father rushing over with Paul's shirt. He immediately looked down when he felt a breeze pass by and gasped at his exposure.
"You did it!" Jacob helped his son with pulling the shirt over his head and hugged him tight. He kissed the teen's face over and over again, having his patience wear thin the longer he waited. But it hadn't taken the boy too long to figure out his transformation to his original form. It was done in a blink of an eye.
Seth threw his arms around Jake and did the most human thing anyone could have done.
Cry.
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Two hours had went by and Seth and Jacob were inseparable. Practically attached to the hip until they were in Sam's house. They talked while Jake held his son close, wiping away the tears as best he could. All of them stayed outside during that time, Paul standing back and not saying much. He didn't want to intrude on their father and son moment. It was upsetting to see Seth in such a state. He knew the boy was hurting and was glad that he could finally be with Jacob again.
The clouds soon became dark and that's when Paul decided to dissappear into the night, saying goodbye to his alpha, giving Jake a quick hug and kissing Seth on the forehead to make him feel better. "Goodnight guys. I'll see see ya later." He announced as he waved and jogged into the forest.
Seth had frowned when Paul left and held onto his dad while he was carried into the house. He didn't want the man to leave...
Jake made his son take a shower the minute they went inside, wanting him to experience what it felt like after having been denied the chance to bathe for so long.
It had relaxed the boy and eventually he stopped crying. Jake understood though. He felt the same way.
"Daddy, are you gonna sleep with me tonight?" Seth asked almost immediately, pleading with his brown eyes.
"If you want me to I will." Jacob said while drying his son off with a towel and wrapping it around him.
"I do..." Seth looked away, a blush present on his cheeks.
Jake took notice and chuckled. "What's wrong?" He asked, taking the boy's hand and leading him to the bedroom.
"...Can Sam sleep in here too daddy?"
Jacob was taken aback at Seth's question. "With us?" He asked.
The teen gave a small nod.
"Um...if he wants. I'll ask okay?"
"Okay."
Jake smiled at him and went to the closet. "Let's see what Sam's got in here for you to wear."
"No daddy! I wanna wear Paul's shirt... Can I? Please?" Seth begged, looking as if he were going to cry all over again.
Jake rushed over to the bed to try to calm him down. "Of course you can Seth. I'll get it for y-"
"Here." Sam stood in the doorway, holding Paul's shirt in his hand. Seth tried to push Jacob out of the way to get to it, but the man quickly pulled him back onto the bed and grabbed it himself. He didn't want the towel to fall off Seth's body.
"Thank you." He smiled at his imprint and helped Seth put it on. It clearly made the boy happy as he sniffed it over and over again, and immediately laid down to get comfortable.
"No problem." Sam shrugged, about to walk back into the living room until Seth's voice stopped him.
"Can you sleep in here with us Sam?"
Jake blushed and turned away. He would have asked himself.
The alpha chuckled. "Only if it's alright with your dad."
Jacob glanced back at the man and huffed. "It's fine with me..."
"Then I will. But I think your dad wants to take a shower too. Right Jake?"
The Native gave Sam a questioning look. It wasn't that he didn't want too, it was just weird how Sam had put it.
"Er...yeah." He faced Seth, trying to ignore the alpha a few feet away from him. "I'll be right back okay?"
"We'll be right back." Sam corrected, causing his imprint to clear his throat. Now he understood what the man was implying.
"Right. We'll be right back." He smoothed down his son's hair and leaned down to kiss his cheek.
"Okay daddy." Jacob tucked him in, turned off the light and followed Sam to the bathroom after closing the door behind him.
When the two of them reached the bathroom door, Jacob turned to face Sam. "What did you m-!"
The alpha pressed Jake against the wall, holding his face in his hands. His tongue poked and prodded the man's mouth, asking for entrance. Jacob's knees buckled as he held onto Sam's arms. He opened his mouth almost immediately and allowed his mate to taste him while grinding onto each other.
The friction caused Jake to moan. He liked the way Sam took charge. It wasn't something he was use to, but that's what excited him.
"You feel so good Jake." Sam rubbed Jacob's clothed erection, palming him through his jeans.
"W-wait!" The younger of the two pulled away, catching his breath. "I want to take a shower before anything..." He blushed trying to avoid Sam's gaze.
The man chuckle and pecked his nose with a kiss. "Mind if I join?"
"Uh...n-no..." Jake swallowed nervously and slid away from the alpha, going directly into the bathroom. He could tell that Sam was following after him.
Once the pair were in the bathroom alone together, Jacob slowly turned to face the man who gave him a small smile.
Shit. I don't think I can do this in front of Sam...not yet. I don't know what to do. I've never been with another male before. Maybe I shouldn't have agreed to come in here with him.
Jake wasn't sure how to respond. So he just gave Sam a nervous laugh and bit down on his bottom lip, looking everywhere but at the alpha.
Sam hummed to himself and stepped closer to Jacob who just as quickly took a step back. This confused the man, but he ignored it, thinking that Jake hadn't meant to do it in the first place. He tried again, moving a tad bit closer, but again, Jacob just moved back. He had even whimpered!
"Jake?" He asked, not sure what was going on.
"Yes?"
"What's wrong? Are you okay?" Sam stayed put this time.
"Y-yeah. I'm fine Sam. Don't worry." The Native faked a smile, but hadn't move an inch.
The alpha looked him over, puzzled at what to do. "You don't seem fine. What's going on? Did I do something?" Worry shown in his eyes, making Jacob feel guilty.
"N-no! I...uh...I'm just...fucking scared alright?" He blurted out. Why waste anymore time? Jake didn't want to hide anything from the man ever again. He had to remind himself that this was a completely different relationship than when he was with Bella. He could actually speak his mind and Sam wouldn't punish him for it. He didn't think that his childhood bestfriend would lay a hand on him period. It wasn't in his nature. He had never hurt him before.
"It's like I know you won't hit me or call me names, but...I've only ever been with..."
"Bella." Sam said. "I know. And you're right. I would never harm you in any way. Are you afraid that I'll treat you the way she did when we're alone?" He questioned.
"...No...Sam...it's hard to say it out loud!" Jacob was frustrated. He didn't want to hurt the man's feelings or embarrass himself.
The alpha stood there. He wasn't sure what Jake wanted or needed at the moment. The only thing he was sure of was that he didn't want to be touched.
"I'm not going to pressure you or judge you. I never do. But I never want you to think that we can't talk about her. About Bella."
Hearing her name made his skin crawl.
Jacob drew in a deep breath, then exhaled. "I'm just gonna fucking say it, and if I feel awkward, I'll lock you out of the bathroom."
Sam snorted. "I always want you to speak freely. Whatever it is Jake."
Jacob only nodded and took a few more breaths.
"I don't know how to be with a man. Sexually. I don't know how to make you feel good and I'm afraid of messing up. Plus...I'm terrified of having sex with you! I'm terrified!"
"Wh-?"
"No! Shut up or I'll never get it out!" Jacob blushed a bright red, causing Sam to stare at him.
"I have no idea what I'm doing but I like when you touch me. When you kiss me. It makes my body react in this weird but really good way. I get these butterflies that make me feel amazing. My mind is filled with everything about you. Your voice, your smile, your dimples, your...EVERYTHING! It's like I can't stay away but I love it. That day when we were drunk makes me want more. I feel like I'm not suppose to do these things with you but it excites me! Like I'm breaking the rules. It doesn't help how beautiful you are! You're caring and smart and the best thing to ever happen to me and I will kill anyone that tries to take you away! It's like you're not real but here you are in front of me and I am so afraid that you'll disappear. I'm afraid that I'll lose one of the most valuable things to me..."
Now Sam blushed, clearly stunned but flattered at everything his imprint just admitted. He was truly at a loss for words and only stared at Jake who by now was panting.
He opened his mouth a few times to find the right words, but wasn't sure where to start. Should he thank Jake? Reassure him? Kiss him?! What was the right thing to do in this situation?
"Er...uh..." Nope. He still couldn't come up with anything good enough.
"Oh my god I just weirded you out. Fuck. I should have waited!"
"Wh-what? No! NO!" Sam yelled, startling his imprint. "You definitely didn't weird me out. Just...just come here." He pulled Jake to him and pressed their lips together. It was pure want and need. It was passionate. Sam poured himself into the kiss, wrapping his arms around the other man's waist. "I don't ever want to let you go."
