Alicia

This morning was certainly a shock. And now this.

Obviously I want this. I've wanted this for years but now it's actually happening. I'm nervous.

"Are you sure about this?" He can tell.

But he's still an idiot if I'm going to miss this.

"Why wouldn't I be?"

"Some people regret their first time." I almost laugh. Of course they do, the're not us.

"You're my Guandan, why would I regret it?"

"Good point."

I'm still wearing my t-shirt and jeans from yesterday. He's in his shirt.

He gives me an encouraging smile and I think oh my god we're actually doing this.

"I'll help you out. If you feel uncomfortable at any time just stop me, okay?"

He's making sure I feel safe. I appreciate it.

"Okay."

He takes hold of my shirt and I wonder what he's doing at first but I soon realise. This is going to be an interesting experience.

Once it's off he kisses me but it doesn't last long. He moves downwards, towards my jeans.

He looks up at me, unsure. "You're still sure about this?"

I take a few seconds to think before I nod and he carries on taking my jeans off. He stands up.

"Would you like to have a go?" His voice is smooth and just a little bit husky. It doesn't take me long to unbutton his shirt. It's soon off.

He picks me up bridle style and places me on the bed. He leans closer. "Still happy?"

So far it hasn't been to scary so nod.

"Then these have to go too." He smiles a smile I haven't seen yet. I soon find out what it's for.

I know my other clothes have gone but suddenly he's made me completely naked! I feel quite vulnerable without my underwear on.

He leans in close and whispers in my ear. "You know we need to get my trousers off as well if you want to go further."

I didn't tell him to stop removing my knickers. I'm not entirely sure where this is going but if we both need to be naked. Well I'm not going to argue.

"The pants too." I would have thought that was obvious. I'm not sure if I want to touch.. it.. just yet though.

"Do you want me to do it?" I nod. The pants are off and..

Oh my god! I don't know what I was expecting them to look like but.. Oh my god.

He pushes me down lightly and moves over so I can see his face. "Now just look at me." Then he's gone and what is he touching my legs for?

Then he's back. "Do you trust me?"

With my life. This is weird though. But I nod.

What the hell is that! Did he just put his penis on my vagina! I can see where he is so it has to be.

"It's okay, just keep looking at me."

Okay. Just look at him. Easy.

Oh god I can feel it. It feels so weird. but oh what was that? What ever it is he's hitting it over and over and it feels good.

I'm still looking at him and he looks like he's having a good time too.

I can't help it, I let out a moan.

And then it stops. It's over and he falls to the other side of the bed.

I'm still looking up but now I'm looking at the ceiling.

"Is that it?" Is that all that sex is?

"Well that's the basics. Well done."

There's more?