Cade POV
Crosshairs was right; this was too much for J.R. Now she's having a seizure just as Jayce walks in the room. We had to take the chance, though we didn't get a specific answer, we have an idea about what J.R. was trying to say. Bee and Hound acted fast and carried Jayce out of the room.
"Go with them," Crosshairs instructed Drift while cupping J.R.'s head.
"It's fine, Crosshairs. We got some answers, and I don't think we could have prevented this," I tell him. I don't think J.R. could have made it through this situation without at least one seizure, "You ant me to leave?" I ask since I know he'll lie with J.R. when she can be laid on the bed.
"Yeah, you better go help with Jayce," Crosshairs tells me.
I don't think Jayce will be difficult, but she's likely having a seizure.
I hate that I was right, three now, even in twenty days, this isn't good. I waited in the hall with Bee and Hound. We need to talk about this now and not tonight. I thought of what J.R. meant by Drift can't keep Jamie safe. I'm thinking Drift shouldn't hear what I'm thinking, but he will not take no for an answer. As for the seizures, not much we can do. It's impossible to keep the two girls calm enough not to risk triggering one. Bee, Hound, and I waited an hour before Crosshairs and Drift left Jayce and J.R's rooms. Drift wanted to check on Jamie before our discussion. Hound tried to get Drift to stay away while we talked, but Drift insisted on staying. Aside from mentioning my suspicion of what J.R. was dreaming about: Jamie dealing with a severe flare-up, there wasn't much more to talk about. This was just something to add to the list and no way to help J.R. Drift goes back to Jamie's room.
"He doesn't know, does he?" Bee asked Crosshairs.
"Hell no, That would worry him." Crosshairs replied. They tell me the medbay is locked for Jayce's safety, but they know how dangerous that is. I agree with Crosshairs' decision. We all know the risk of locking the medbay and keeping the room unlocked.

two hours later

J.R. POV
I sat on the couch with Jayce. It's four in the afternoon, so Jamie is at the house. Good thing she's not very sick that she can't even get out of bed. Her family would be pissed if Jamie didn't come to the house. I hate them, they yell at her for not acting like an adult sometimes but then treat her like she's not even eighteen. I don't think they'd care if Jamie died. They don't know about her secret life, but they'd notice she's not around if she died; their memories wouldn't be erased.
"Stay here," I tell Jayce, trying not to sound upset, but I failed.
"Where are you going?" She asked.
"Just stay there," I say and start crying while running upstairs. I know Bee, Hound, and possibly Cade were around while Crosshairs was with Drift upstairs, but I want Crosshairs. He and Drift walked put of Jamie's room. Don't know why they're in there since Jamie is at the house.
"What's wrong?" He asked as I hugged him, crying. I can't take this anymore. I think Jayce has the right idea. I don't think we'll recover from the mental strain this time.
"I don't know, she was fine," I hear Jayce tell him.
"We better take them to one of their rooms," Drift suggests. Before I can break free from Crosshairs, he picks me up and carries me to my room. He knows I would runoff. We went to my room though Jayce thought she shouldn't be apart of the conversation.
"You know what's been bothering her today?" Crosshairs asked her
"No, I don't want to know," she says and tries to leave the room, but Drift stops her.
"Both of you end up thinking the same eventually. Whatever's bothering J.R. will bother you soon," Drift says. He's right, but if I can delay Jayce thinking this way even for a day, I'm going to.
"Let her go, Drift," I begged. I hear the door open.
"Good, they're both with you," Bee says.
"Take Jayce, Bee," Drift says. Jayce doesn't hesitate to go with Bee, "Jayce isn't here now. What has you terrified that I can't do anything about?"
I wanted to tell him but thought of how this will hurt him more than he's been hurt by this situation.
"I know this has to do with Jamie's illness. We won't be able to prevent what was in your nightmare, but at least we can be prepared." Drift explained before hugging me.

Drift POV
I couldn't believe how bad J.R. was trembling. I looked at Crosshairs, unsure if I should keep trying to get her to tell me. We know the risk of continuing. He nods before sitting on the bed. I got J.R. to sit on the bed with us. It takes a little time, but J.R. finally told us what terrified her. Something new for her to be terrified about, and there's nothing we can do to change her thinking.
"Now we need to calm her," Crosshairs says, worried we've gone too far. We laid with her for an hour though this time, J.R. didn't fall asleep. Crosshairs told me I could go, most likely, Jamie is back. CAde tells me Jamie went to her room. I just wanted to lie with her.

four hours later

"J.R. caused you to worry more, didn't she?" Crosshairs asked, standing at the front of the bed.
"More about her mental state not what terrified her about Jamie,"
The room was silent, and Crosshairs frowned, hearing Jamie's breathing.
"That can't be normal."
"I don't think Cade will object if you want Bulma to look over Jamie."
"She's been like this for four days. I think she would have shown if this was more than a cold by now. Come on, before Jayce or J.R. wake up."
I laid Jamie on the bed and left the room. Neither of us wanted to tell others, but they want to know.
"What's got her terrified?" Hound asked.
"She was dreaming about Jamie having a severe flare-up while no other friends were around. Jayce was panicking, and J.R. froze though she knows how to care for Jamie," Crosshairs started before. I could say anything, "She listened to Jamie gasp for air until she died."
Even Crosshairs had a hard time saying that. The others couldn't believe what Crosshairs said or that J.R. dreamt this. Though what occurred in J.R.'s dream isn't accurate at all, J.R. dreaming about Jamie dying concerns us.
"She's all over the place now. I think she's a higher risk of suicide now," Cade guessed.
"Has she heard Jamie's breathing since Jamie got sick?" Bumblebee asked.
That shouldn't cause nightmares alone, but if that's all it took, J.R.'s in a terrible mental state.
"Things just keep getting worse," Hound says, frustrated.
"All I can think of, Bulma was against before. I know she's not here, but she'd only be against something if it would do more harm than good," Bumblebee comments.
"How would we explain Jayce and J.R. being heavily sedated to Jamie?" Cade Points out, "It's easier to lie about why they're in their rooms all day. Sure, same lies, but if Jamie goes into either of their rooms. Do you see the problem? This is a very challenging situation. Unfortunately, I think all we can do is watch Jayce and J.R. and make sure they're safe. Use drugs when we see fit. We're lucky other ways to calm them work." Cade stressed, "then there's the matter of when are they past this? It's not like before when they knew Jamie would be ok."
With that, Cade went to bed, Bumblebee and Hound sat at their usual place in the hallway, and Crosshairs and I went to Jamie's room. We didn't like seeing Jamie sitting in bed, crying.
"Did I hurt her that bad? She thought we left?" Crosshairs asked, worried.
"I don't think so," I tried to assure him. We hate hearing the girls cry period but hearing Jamie cry now while she's dealing with heavy breathing. Not a good combination. Holding Jamie, so she's sitting up on my lap, I was waiting for Crosshairs to take her and tell me to leave.
We found out she was crying over Buddy. She was doing good, not crying about him for the past ten days. I watched Crosshairs become concerned as Jamie started breathing faster. I can't worry now, no way I could without Jamie seeing how worried I am. I can't lie her down, though, that gets the three girls to calm down faster. Didn't think Crosshairs would leave the room, but he wasn't gone long. He sat on the bed and pulled out some tissues and handed them to Jamie.
"Hopefully, this will clear the airway a little," He says, I can tell he's worried Jamie will get worse. This helped, but I still didn't want to lay her down. She calmed down within five minutes. Jamie didn't want to go to sleep. She watched the live stream that she watches on her tablet most nights while I left the room with Crosshairs.
"She was crying again, wasn't she?" Hound asked before we could say anything, "Why else would Crosshairs stay in the room?"
"Yes, and being sick made her crying sound awful. She doesn't want to go back to sleep, but I think she'll fall asleep soon,' I say as Crosshairs, and I sat on the floor. No one said a word, but I know we were all thinking of what Cade said earlier and Jamie crying. Wondering, will this end soon, or is this be how Jayce and J.R. are now? I know Jamie will have days when she's missing Buddy, but she'll do better as time goes by. I know the others were thinking. How will this end? Jayce and J.R. are at high risk for suicide, and those two think Jamie is though she hasn't shown she is even thinking suicide.