It doesn't matter how we got here; it doesn't matter why we're here, what matters…

What matters is that we are here.

"Suru… I love you so much it hurts, it fucking hurts, and I just want to be like this, with you, forever…" I clutched my shipfu tightly, burying my face in her neck as I sought her comfort and companionship. I needed her so badly, and now here we were far from prying eyes, where no one could find us.

Suruga patted my head, stroking my hair as my stress poured out of me, toxic and vile. I clutched her cloak, my white-knuckle grip creasing the fabric. She put her arms around me resting her head on top of mine as she held me.

We just stayed like this, sitting on a couch only ever used by us, in a home only the two of us knew about, on an island far from anything and anyone. Paradise, perfection… I never wanted it to end.

"Let's just stay here forever, Suru… I mean it. I just want to be with you. I want to feel your arms around me every night, and I want to wake up to your kiss, your scent surrounding me," She shushed me as the intensity grew in my voice.

"You know we can't do that, Kohiko…" Her gentle voice only made my desire for such an outcome stronger. Only she had figured out my name… and found the perfect match for it in her native language. It sounded so much better than its original form. I loved it so much. Only she called me that, and only when we had absolute privacy. It was hers and hers alone…

A term of endearment beyond another!

I refused to let her go. I wouldn't. I clung to her, my intentions not lewd nor lascivious, but merely a deep, painful, abiding love that I could feel resonating throughout the two of us as she let her defenses down and allowed herself to pour into me. I could feel my discordant soul, screaming with the power, love, desire, hate, and envy, harmonize with hers.

I whimpered as I felt the remaining piece of my original soul meld with hers, the pure, golden love that was the piece of her own pulsing rhythmically as it silenced the other pieces. A bit of my old self poured back into me for a moment, and my mind cleared, my emotions stabilizing, though my love for Suruga remained as intense as ever.

She was hot, and shaking, but so was I… This was unlike the normal meld, and soon she clung to me for support. Our very essences merged, senses aligning, memories intertwining… she saw it all, the shipgirls, the train, the man-siren-thing…

For that infinite moment, we became one in the truest sense. I could hear her calling out to me as I buried my face in her bosom, slack jawed and rendered utterly weak. I closed my eyes, drowning in her scent, her memories, her unshakable resolve only drowned out by the pure vibration of her love that struck me. Joy, happiness, relief… My body went slack as I indulged in the cocktail of positive emotions, letting it consume me.

There was no misery, no hate, no fear, no self-loathing… My failings seemed unimportant, my desires mere shadows of what I could experience with Suru…

I wept with a pure, unrestrained joy, and then I slept.

"Kohiko… hey… Kohiko…" Soft lips brushed against my own, and I opened my eyes to the early morning sunlight filtering into the room and illuminating a Suruga clad only in her nightie, straddling me. Her kisses, tender and sweet, weren't suggestive, and a little of the warmth that eclipsed us both the day before remained, pulsing inside me as she pressed herself against me.

I wrapped my arms around her, smiling as I returned her affections, stroking her long, beautiful hair, the pink highlights scattering the light as it filtered through. Her femininity shone through like a beacon, her gentle scent everywhere at once. She was a vision, perfection personified, a beauty, though she dismissed my claims.

"I love you too, Kohiko…" Gentle, sultry, sweet… her voice filled me with such comfort. Even when she was upset her voice still retained a quality that made it impossible not to pay attention. I pulled her against me tighter, luxuriating in the softness of her skin, the curves of her body…

A delight to every sense, known or unknown.

I know I talk about love, a lot, and that's because it's hard to quantify just how I feel about Suruga, so I tell her I love her all the time. There are different types of love. A love you feel for your close family is almost… nostalgic, comforting. A kind of security.

A love you feel for your children, painful yet pure, your hopes and dreams for them to live their best lives pouring forth in your affection while you balance the role of a parent and a friend, trying to teach them as best you can and reveling in their unconditional love.

Then, there's the love between two people that have sworn their lives to one another. It's familiar, comforting, but you really don't understand it until anger or resentment is injected into that relationship, and you realize that it poisons that love and makes it hurt so much. You just want it to be gone and for that love to return to its normal, comforting state, where despite you not being around each other constantly like you were when you were dating, it's still there, for those times in the evening when you sit down together.

Then, there's my love for Suruga… a wonderful, painful, pure, desirous, absolutely consuming thing that drives me relentlessly. How can I possibly explain what it feels like to have a soul connected to another? To feel such a pure, golden love?

An unconditional love, something secure, comforting, familiar. Everything in one package, our entire lives so entangled within one another that we feel bound for eternity, and in a good way. It is something serene, something truly special. Whenever I think I might love another shipgirl even half as much as Suru…

Well, those feelings come rushing back to affirm that I do not. Yet I am plagued by guilt, the guilt that I feel like just fucking off with Suruga and living a simpler, easier life, and if not now, then when it's all over. Yet… how is that fair to the others? What about Naganami? Spee? Laffey? Helena? The many others who have entrusted themselves to me?

It kills me, it tears me apart inside, my stomach twisting as I spiral deeper into this feeling of self-loathing as my actions, which only I am responsible for. So many, so fast… Wales, poor Wales… I love her dearly, but it is a mere spark compared to the brilliance of what I feel for Suruga. She remains a bulwark I could not manage without, however, and I am grateful.

Yet here… Suru's lips, soft, pillowy, sweet… eagerly searching out my own… Her soft, supple body pressed to mine, her skin perfect, unblemished…

How could she love me so surely? For all its brilliance, her love was still a sort of enigma… why would she choose me so fully? I felt from her something that I didn't feel from any other shipgirl… Naganami may have something similar, but to call it the same would do what Suruga does for me a disservice.

This isn't just about sex, about pleasure or pain or desires and perversions! I fucking love her, even if you take all that away, I would still give as much as she does, and try to give even more, because she is worth it.

"Your brow is furrowed… stop thinking so much and just enjoy the time we have, Kohiko…" Suru teases me, and I try to wipe my memory before I ruin things for myself. She bites my lip gently before standing up, stretching and showing off her perfect body. I reach out and caress her thighs as she holds that pose for a minute.

"Suru… have I ever told you how perfect you are?" I said, still in awe of her. She giggled and shook her head.

"All the time, and I might start to believe it…" She adopted a cocky look and laughed after just a moment, unable to take it seriously. "Truth be told, I do not understand why you feel this way, yet I feel the same… I suppose even we have our mysteries. Last night… Kohiko… I can't believe what I saw, what I felt…"

She swallowed a lump in her throat as sat on the edge of the bed. I joined her. "To know I almost lost you, to know I almost wouldn't have had the chance to even meet you…" I put my arm around her as she continued, drawing her head against my shoulder, "I am such a fool at times, but when we're together like that, I want the same thing. I want to steal you away, but I know I can't… You may belong to me in your heart and mine, but the others… they need you too."

"When this is all over… maybe then we can truly belong to one another…" I said, my voice hoarse as I tried to keep my emotions in check. "Suru… No matter how many times I tell you that I love you, you know infinitely more about how I feel thanks to… this…"

I relaxed, letting my emotions pour into her, a more controlled version of what happened last night, and it was only something that we could do together. A way for us to affirm our feelings despite everything else.

She gasped, soft sounds escaping her as she followed suit and I felt her inside me. I drew her close to me, more tender kisses intensifying the experience. I felt… pure… whole… so in love…

This was what it was supposed to be like, right?

"I am a goddamn failure!" I exclaimed, turning away as we sat on our deck, the sunset filtering through the trees along the shoreline. I heard her sigh and turned back to see Suruga looking down, bathed in the golden light.

"No, Kohiko… you aren't…" She turned to me, her eyes bright with her conviction yet her voice was tired.

"Suru… I may have some success leading the fleet but… as a lover? Come on… I can't pledge myself to any one shipgirl, to you… how is that fair to you?"

"We just went over this…" her voice went hard for a moment, "do you think I don't want that? You give me so much already, far more than any of the others. I'm the one that shares your bed, I'm the one always by your side…" she grabbed my hand in hers, squeezing it.

"I just…" I sighed, fighting with my emotions, "I don't understand why I always feel this way. Like every minor mistake will be the end of everything, or at least me." It had been on and off today, wrestling with my feelings of inadequacy… that somehow, things would be better if I just didn't exist/never had existed. I know this is flawed at its core… especially considering who's next to me.

Yet, it persists.

"I never told anyone, but that Siren, the male one… he told me about my life before I died. I have a complete dossier of information, in fact. Some good, some bad, but do you know how many times I failed?"

"Kohiko… why would you even want to see such a thing?" Suruga scoffed.

"Morbid curiosity?"

"It's not who you are anymore, why do you allow it to define you?"

"It's indicative of how I will act. I failed constantly. I mean, hell, it turns out I was conceived for a specific purpose… to save a failing marriage. Guess what? It failed. Turns out my father couldn't keep it in his fucking pants," A hollow laugh escaped me.

"How is that your fault?"

"Suru… I failed in the basic reason for my existence."

"You would have had no fucking control over that!" She pushed her face close to mine, her eyes alight with her subdued anger at my twisted logic.

"I…"

"Just… shut up for a moment. Kohiko… Shikikan… your life is your own, and even then that isn't your life now. You were given a second chance, if you want to look at it like that. No debt, no family except the one you make… and me," she stood up, looking down at me, her proud form bringing a smile, however slight, to my face.

"I am yours, now and forever, and I will always be here for you, and with you. I understand you more than you might know…" she settled herself into my lap, and I rested my head against her shoulder as she put her arms around me.

I felt better…

I mean, being with her always helped but…

What she said, too. I mean, I know I can be a whiny cunt and I need to remember that I'm not as alone as I feel I am.

Delicious…

If I could eat nothing else for my entire life, I would definitely choose this!

Suruga moaned as I thrust my tongue into her again before gently sucking on her labia, her juices already flowing onto my face. I rubbed my nose against her clit, saturating it in her musk, losing myself in it.

Ah…

Ah!

Delicious…

"My pussy… my pussy feels so good, Kohiko! Just like that… just like that…" She groaned and began rubbing her clit with one hand while she held my head down with the other. I could feel her quivering, and I felt my cock twitch with the prospect of drinking her juices yet again.

Her walls throbbed against my tongue as her juices rushed past it and into my mouth, her undiluted cries of pleasure flowing freely as she forced my head against her crotch with both hands. I wrapped my own around her thighs, her naked form hot to the touch with her pleasure as I stroked her stomach.

"Kohiko! It's so… ahn~! I'm melting… so many times… I want a turn!" She said, panting as I removed my head. She pulled it to her and licked her own juices from my face, her eroticism reaching its peak.

"Delicious, right?" I said as she blushed.

She giggled, though her voice, husky with desire, distorted it a bit, "Ah… Kohiko… lie down, I still want to be serviced too…"

"Greedy, aren't we?" I teased her.

"You can only blame yourself… your the one who enjoys doing it so much!" she pushed me back onto the bed and I adjusted myself as she positioned her hips over me before leaning down, stroking my cock with her tongue in long, slow motions.

I felt her lips trace it from the base to the tip as I traced her labia, her juices leaking steadily as I reached up and grabbed her ass, spreading it apart, my hands sinking into her soft skin. My nose pressed against her anus and I inhaled, her scent strong, intoxicating. Droplets of sweat ran down her ass and onto my tongue as I held it partway inside of her.

"Ahn~ Ah! Kohiko is sniffing my ass again… so perverted but… ah! Your tongue is… here I go, too!" She took me into her mouth and swallowed me to the base almost instantly as I thrust my tongue into her anus. Suruga bobbed her head, expertly sucking me off, her saliva drenching my cock while her tongue caressed it.

After a few minutes I leaned back and looked between her legs, her ample breasts hanging down. I reached forward and grabbed them, squeezing their soft flesh and delicately pinching her nipples while I watched my member bulge in her throat. It was so good… I was nearing my limit! I began thrusting upward with my hips as she moved faster.

"Suru! Get ready!" I moaned as a fire lit in my loins and the first stream of cum poured down her throat. She whimpered slightly as she clenched her lips around my base, my hips trembling each time I shot a wad into her.

She dragged her head off my still-erect cock, slowly revealing it, completely clean. She then sat down, her anus positioned over my mouth. I thrust my tongue into it, enjoying the facesitting, reaching up with my hands to grasp her breasts again. I panted as she slowly stroked my cock with one hand.

She spoke, voice broken with soft moans as she purred, "Kohiko… do you like my ass that much? Ahn~! I'm so sweaty too… does it smell good? Do you like it?" She settled a little more of her weight onto me, and all I could smell was her…

It was amazing! Gah… I mean, I know I go a bit crazy over Suru, but this… totally warranted. She pumped my cock as I teased her nipples, pinching them. I was throbbing, desperate to be inside of her, and I would soon get my wish as she lifted her face off of me and got on all fours beside me, shaking her ass invitingly.

My second favorite position… that would transform into my favorite position when I pushed her against the bed and pounded her! I wasted no time, pushing my cock into her and thrusting as her insides squeezed me tightly.

"Suru! Your pussy is the hottest… but you know what I'm gonna do?" I leaned over her, kissing her neck and continuing to play with her breasts.

Her soft moans filled the room as she spoke, "I'm… ahn~ your dick is the best! Fuck me harder! Then fuck my ass… I know how much you want to! Fill me up with your cum!"

"Fuck yes! You're so fucking hot, Suru! Ah… Ahn… Oh fuck…" I grabbed her hair as I leaned back, pulling on it and pulling her head back as I pounded her. I smacked her ass with my right hand, her skin rippling as she cried out in surprise, then with pleasure as I did it again.

"Fuck me! Come on, Kohiko! You're my Shikikan, right? Use me! Anything you want you can have! You want me to do what Nagato did? I will… ahn… You want to use my ass? Please fuck my ass… I want it to bad!" She gripped the pillow with both hands as I let go of her hair, burying her face in it as her body shook.

Suru's climax caused her to clamp down on my cock, and I moaned as I let loose inside of her, thick streams of viscous cum pouring into her, filling her womb as she stifled her screams of pleasure. I throbbed in her, each stream sending shivers down my spine.

"Kohiko… I love you… I love you…" She drooled onto the pillow, and I thrust my thumb into her ass while I slowly thrust inside her cunt.

I squeezed her ass, "Suru… I wonder what the others would think, if they saw you like this… you're so proud even when it's just Naganami, you, and I…" I teased her, and she made an incredulous sound despite her lust.

"W-well… it's for you so it's ok…" she sighed as I continued to stretch her anus, pushing in a couple fingers to loosen it further.

"You know… I don't think you've ever shown me your Tanuki form here…" I hinted.

"Y-you… you want that?" Her sudden shyness was endearing. Her breathing intensified for a moment and I blinked. When I opened my eyes, I saw her horns replaced by ears and a small, bushy tail.

She looked back at me, her furious blush as I stroked her tail, rubbing its base as she twitched. I pulled my fingers out of her and brought them to my nose, sniffing them as she made a noise of disapproval.

I gave her tail an experimental tug as I pushed the tip into her anus, stretching her out. She gasped, looking back at me with an irritated expression, "D-don't make me regret showing you!"

"I love it, Suruga… and it was just a little tug…" I continued to stroke her soft tail, taking care not to pull it. Her ears twitched, and she gave me a small smile. "You're stunning, but this… this adds a cuteness that makes it somehow even more erotic! I mean… Ahn~ your ass is so tight…"

I got distracted as her rectum squeezed me. Her body slowly lowered to the bed as I continued to thrust into her. I stopped when I was balls deep into her ass, and leaned forward to stroke her ears.

"Ah! T-that feels good, Kohiko… I can't believe you like this form so much… I'm not c-cute…" Suru's complaints were a stark contrast to her moans, but I continued to sratch behind her ears, thrusting slowly as her tail lashed at my stomach. Sweat covered us, and I reached a hand under her armpit, swiping it and inhaling her musk from it as she groaned.

"Ah… you smell a little different from usual… I like it!" I said, and she huffed in annoyance.

"I'm not a… ahh! Kohiko!" Suruga's surprise was adorable as I pulled everything but the tip out and then thrust it deep into her all at once. "Ahn… Mmm! Shikikan… argh… I'm not… Akagi…"

"Heh, sorry…"

I did it again, and she turned her head to me, sticking out her tongue even as her walls throbbed. I thrust with a more moderate pace, bringing her to climax yet again.

"I want to ride you… hurry up and cum already!" She moaned after she calmed down. I began to pound her, my cock stretching out her rectum as I rapidly approached another climax.

"I'm gonna cum in your ass! I'm gonna fill you up, Suru!" I told her as she bit the pillow, my hands gripping her ass as I pounded her. It wasn't so much a matter of getting myself there, it was more a matter of releasing the control I had over myself.

A veritable deluge of my cum poured into her ass as I groaned with pleasure, nearly collapsing on top of her, barely holding myself up by my elbows. She came again as I filled her up, the muscles in her ass spasming, massaging me as I finished up, pulling out of her.

To my surprise I was a bit limp, and her normal, slightly irritated look became directed at it as she sat up.

"Hmm… I think I know what I have to do. I still remember we haven't done that…" She smirked, but her embarrassment was plain as she squatted over my midsection, legs shaking a little from her exertion. She took a few breaths to relax herself and then looked at me, the line of drool on her chin unmistakable as she relieved herself onto my cock.

Her urine stream covered my cock, quickly bringing it back to full mast as she giggled softly, "I can't believe… I'm doing this… does it feel good?"

"It's great, Suru! So hot…" I moaned softly as she continued, rubbing her cunt along my cock until she was finished. She got on all fours over me, shivering as she pressed her lips to mine.

She sat back up and guided my cock into her rectum again, riding it for a moment before pulling back and only moving along the tip. I moaned softly, but when I tried to put my hands on her hips, she smacked them away.

"You like to tease me so much, so I'm going to get my revenge!" Her smug expression made me laugh, and I lay back, the lewd, wet sounds of our lovemaking accompanying the glorious sight of Suruga riding me. She took me little by little, soon taken by her own lust and slamming herself onto me.

"What happened to getting your revenge?"

"S-shut up…" she moaned, leaning back and showing off her puffy pussy, cum leaking from it as my cock disappeared into her ass. Her breasts bounced, her ample proportions and glowing skin capturing my attention completely.

She slammed down on me and rubbed her cunt furiously as her mouth hung open slightly. She looked into my eyes, her voice hoarse, "Gonna cum, Kohiko… Ahhh!" She cried out as she squirted, her juices splashing across me before she collapsed onto me, biting at my neck gently.

I reached up and stroked her ears as she weakly moved her hips, trying to bring me to orgasm. I thrust upward into her anus, clutching her hands in mine, our fingers laced together.

"You wanted to ride me, yet I still seem to be doing all the work…" I stuck my tongue out at her, but she just huffed and did her best to move faster. "Here, I have something else we can try."

She got off, her expression sour. We'll need to start with riding next time… though I could guarantee she'd like this one. I sat down, my butt resting on my feet as I pulled her down against me, my cock sliding easily into her ass as I pulled her against me, my hands reaching around and groping her breasts as I kissed her neck.

"T-this is new! It's nice… ahn~…" she turned and kissed me as we gently rocked together, our motion translating into deep internal thrusts. She reached down and shoved a couple fingers inside of her, moving them rapidly as she sought to get off.

She pressed her tail against my stomach, but I could sniff her ears, and I might have given one a gentle nibble. They smelled like her, of course, but you can't fault me for my curiosity! She gasped when she felt my teeth against them, though she didn't attempt to move away or even complain.

"Suru, I want you to keep this form for a few days, ok?" I said, moving us faster as I felt my desire peak.

"This better not be for lewd reasons, Kohiko!" She admonished, though I doubt she'd mind if it were.

"Well… I'm getting ready to fill you up again!" I moaned, pulling Suruga against me as my seed filled her bowels once more.

She cried out as she came, her body leaning back against me for support. We continued for a short while longer before we were spent, laying together as I massaged her ears, gently scratching behind them as she alternated between embarrassment and enjoyment.

"Why do you like this so much, my love? You always touch and tease my horns, but this seems… different…" She blushed, her beautiful eyes shining in the dim light. She truly was the center of my everything, and always would be!

"Because Suruga the tanuki is the part of you hidden from everyone, and even though we're as close as can be, you still hide it away as if it is something to be ashamed of… yet I find it endearing, and it only makes you mean so much more to me!" I explained.

"My ears aren't as soft as Naganami's, or my tail… I'm… I'm the worst Sakura ship when it comes to that! I prefer my horns, I'd rather just follow Mikasa…" I pinched her lightly in disapproval.

"Stop comparing yourself to others so much for things you can't possibly control! I love you, for you and you alone. I love your horns, but I love this side of you even more, because here you are, showing it to me, trying to act like everything is normal despite your trepidation. Frankly, I think you are so damn cute!" I chuckled and pulled her closer.

Her smile was small, but it was something, "If you like it, Kohiko, then for you… I can learn to like it too."

That was good enough for me!

I sighed, rubbing my temples as I stared at the coffee Suruga fixed for me. She raised an eyebrow as she sat across from me.

"Something wrong with the coffee?" She asked, inspecting hers.

"Hm? Ah, no… Just thinking about what I've gotten myself into, and how I could never be a proper husband to you."

"How could you say something like that!" Suruga huffed, narrowing her eyes.

"Think about it, I have to see to an entire fleet, not to mention a harem that was large even… even before I met you… and keeps growing. I just…" I sighed, "I feel bad, like I can't give you or anyone else the love you deserve."

"Oh, Kohiko… you're such a fool, you know? Do you really think I don't get enough of your love? I know I'll never truly have you to myself, but you have enough love for everyone many times over! I can feel it when you meet a new shipgirl and you feel something special. I share in that joy, perhaps more intimately than the others, but not a single one of them would truly disparage you for wanting to share your love a bit more."

She smiled, and I felt a little better, "If that's how you feel, than I suppose I am a fool… Though I will always spoil you a little more than the others." I chuckled nervously.

"I would expect nothing less," she giggled, and that was that. I knew my shipgirls loved me, and they knew I loved them very much. While it would never be perfect, I would always honor the commitments I've made to my shipgirls.

After all, they're why I'm here!

Also…

They're my entire will to live.

Suruga walked into the living room, holding two bottles of sake and handing me one while taking a swig from hers. I raised an eyebrow but didn't question it, taking mine and having a swig. It was the good stuff! I took a longer drink, then sat it down, condensation already forming on the bottle.

She giggled, her cheeks flushed with her obvious drunkenness, "Shikikan~," she said, sitting next to me and pushing up next to me, face close to mine. I wondered briefly about why she suddenly wanted to use that term of address, but hey, I'm sure she had a good reason. "Remember when we talked about how lewd you are? You've done things with other shipgirls that you haven't done with me…" she pouted.

I felt the heat rise in my cheeks as I took another drink, wanting the effects to kick in soon, "That's uh… true, but it's weird to just… come out and talk about it like this."

Suruga laughed, "What's the matter, Shikikan? You seemed pretty excited when you were drinking Purifier's piss… Just imagine how you'd feel drinking mine! Nagato's thighjob felt even better with a bit of watersports? There aren't many secrets here… even Taihou talks about what you did." She grinned and took another swig.

I was… weirdly embarrassed. It's one thing for these things to happen in the moment, but it was a whole other to just talk about them so casually.

She continued, "I heard you even had Akagi tied up at one point and that you filled up her ass up with piss and cum until it was pouring from her. I wonder what that feels like… I mean, you've already come in my ass so many times I don't know what feels better, but…" She giggled, pulling aside her kimono to reveal her breast.

I felt the alcohol kicking in as I polished off the bottle, setting it down and letting what little of my inhibitions were left fall away. I grabbed her arms, pulling her against me, kissing her deeply as a more animalistic side emerged from me.

"Suru… do you want to know how it feels?" I grinned, baring my teeth. She returned it, and suddenly her ears and tail vanished, her horns reappearing as her utter confidence took over. I pushed her down and pulled aside her kimono, grabbing her breasts and sucking on them.

She growled as she spoke, "It's my turn! I can be just as lewd as they are… I am better than any other! I am Suruga, and I will not be outdone!" My shipfu pulled down my house pants, grabbing my cock and pointing at her anus, already sticky with lube and juices flowing from her slit. I pushed into it as she moaned, bracing myself on my elbows as I thrust into her ass, her legs in the air.

I moaned, enjoying her tight rectum as I moved smoothly, taking my time as I enjoyed teasing her nipples. "You like my thick cock in your ass, Suru? Do you want even more? Do you want me to fill you up? I'll punish you if you make a mess~."

"Do it! Fill me up with everything you have, Shikikan!" She moaned as I pounded her anus, her rectum squeezing me tighter than ever as she came repeatedly… after all, Suruga belonged to me! Her ass knew only my shape, and she was such a good shipgirl… she loved anal!

"Your ass is mine, Suru! You belong to me…" I bent over her, kissing her roughly as I went at it. She clasped her hands around my neck, breathing hotly.

"Yes! Yes! I'm all yours… I feel it, I feel it! Shikikan… I always feel the strongest emotions when you're in my ass! You love it, don't you? You're hooked on anal… ahn~ ahn~ haaah!" she moaned, her legs clenching around me as I fucked her hard, her eyes going wide in her ecstasy.

"Yes! Yes! That's right… squeeze down on me!" Her mouth attacked mine, tongue desperate for my own.

"I'll be your little anal slut… just keep filling my ass up with your dick! It's so good… so good… I can't stop… I can't stop cumming! So powerful… ohyesohyesohyes! Right there… right there…" she grabbed my hips and made me attack the same spot, drool dripping from the corner of her mouth, her body relaxed thanks to all she had to drink.

I felt a little dizzy as well, "That's it… that's it… Suru… I'm gonna cum! I'm gonna fill you up!" I moaned as I continued my thrusts even as I came, her cries of pleasure as I filled her up akin to a rutting animal.

Thin threads of cum shot from me, filling her bowels and painting her rectum white as I shook, my mind consumed by pleasure. Suruga clamped me against her, finally putting a stop to my thrusts as I stayed in her.

"Do it… I know you want to…" she eyed me hungrily, her ass pulsating as I softened slightly, relaxing.

"Say it, say what you want me to do," I drew ragged breaths, a perverse excitement brewing within me.

"Piss in me, Shikikan! Piss in your wife, your shipfu… Fucking… use me! I can be as lewd as those other shipgirls!"

I relaxed, letting my stream flow as her eyes went wide. It flowed into her, and I had had to go. She shook, climaxing as it filled her up, a slight bump forming on her belly as I continued to relieve myself.

"So much… there's so much… it's warm! I can feel it so deep! Oh god… it's like getting cummed in, but so much more… it's still… Shikikan! Are you not finished? I can… oh no… I won't be able to hold it, Shikikan!"

She moaned as I thrust again, my cock hardening after I poured the last drop into her. I thrust slowly as her rectum desperately gripped me. She looked up at me as I continued to thrust, the liquid inside of her pushing back against me.

"I feel so relieved… oh fuck, that was amazing!" I shivered with remembered pleasure, and my lust got the better of me as I came again. It was quick, but this was something new, so…

"Shikikan… if you pull out… I'm gonna make a mess!" Suruga moaned as my tip remained in her, plugging her up. She panted, looking up at me.

"Clench!" I told her, and I saw her anus flexing around me, massaging my head, and then I pulled out. She clenched it tigt and struggled to stand up, walking slowly to the bathroom. When she was through the door, I grabbed her from behind.

"Gah! Shikikan! Let go! I need to…" She looked genuinely worried, so I ceased my teasing and let her sit down, a sudden splash as all the fluids I deposited in her ass flowed into the water. Her relief was palpable as she stared off into the distance. I positioned myself in front of her, and put my cock against her lips.

She licked the tip, then sucked on it, her soft lips caressing my shaft, bobbing faster and faster until she suddenly pulled it from her mouth, grinning.

"It's my turn now, Shikikan… let me show you what your Suru can do! Go ahead and lay down on the floor…" She pointed at the ground, and I did as she told me. I watched as she stood up, her sexy thighs and dripping cunt right above my face. She lowered herself until I had my lips wrapped around her cunt.

She grabbed my cock and stroked me as a warmth suddenly filled my mouth. I began swallowing, desperately trying to keep the liquid from escaping. She raised her hips and let the warm stream splash against me, moaning softly as she continued to stroke me.

I felt it splash onto my chin, rivulets running down my neck as she finished. She lowered her body, her ass still leaking a little cum as she took my cock into her mouth. I lifted my head and shoved my tongue deep into her cunt, desperate for more of her juices.

"Mmm… Mmm… Mmm!" Suruga moaned as my member reached deep into her throat, her walls twitching as my tongue stroked them. I was desperate for more, and she delivered, bobbing her head like mad as I came deep into her throat. She raised her head before I was finished, and my seed covered her face. She got up, but I was on my feet faster, pushing her against the wall and thrusting into her again.

"Ah! Shikikan!" She moaned as her cunt squeezed me.

"Suru… Suru… I'm gonna fuck you all night!" I moaned into her ear, pushing her against the wall as she moaned.

Yet… sometimes I forget she's a kansen, and suddenly I was against the wall while she fucked me!

She was riding my cock, but her eyes glittered as she dominated me, her hair spreading out behind her. I wrapped my arms around her waist as my cock pierced her womb again and again, her cervix parting to admit me.

Her juices poured down my shaft, and her moans reached a crescendo every time she took me that deep into her. She didn't let up, knowing I had virtually no refractory period, though after my cum started to drip down her leg I wondered if she had snuck me something…

We switched all night, every surface in the house fair game. I had her head against the wall, gripping her horns while I facefucked her relentlessly, her stare as tears poured down her face making me stop.

"Oh shit… Suru, are you ok?" I asked, genuinely concerned.

"W-why the fuck did you stop? Keep going!" She growled, taking my cock back into her mouth and glaring at me until I thrust again, ramping up until her eyes rolled up as I came deep in her throat.

I didn't even care when she bent over and presented her ass to me; I ate it. Sure, a little of my cum was in there, but all I could taste… all I could sense… was her. As the night went on, it was as though nothing else existed, and even though my energy was draining rapidly, I couldn't help but keep going while she was able.

We even got into roleplay, and soon she was begging me to force myself on her. She said she needed a ten second head start, and then I began hunting, my cock pulsing with excitement as I checked every room in the house until I came to the guest bedroom, where she was under the covers, pretending to sleep.

I tore them off and thrust into her as she made mock protests, begging and pleading with me to not assault her. When that was over… she did the same to me!

By the time it was over, the sun was coming over the horizon. We lay on the bed, taken completely by our exhaustion. Neither of us could even gather the energy to speak. We just lay against one another, fingers entwined as we basked in the glory of our lovemaking.

Also, I'm pretty sure we slept for something like 30 hours straight, because I've never had to both piss and drink so much water in my life. Suruga positively glowed, however. Something seemed to have changed with her, and her affection somehow seemed even more ardent than usual.

Well… it was time. The chrono-compression Instance only lasted for so long, and I could only be away for a few days in total from the fleet. It had felt like two months for Suruga and I, though only three days will have passed in actual time. We got into the transporter and I hit the return button. That was the only way out of this one, directly back to 71.

It was an odd thing to be sure, and a lot of caveats came with its use. Any transporter could technically get to it, but once you were there, you had to return to the same Instance you came from, and no other Instance could access that specific chrono-compression Instance while you were there.

Like I said, it was supposed to be three days, so when a massive crowd of shipgirls awaited us with Wales at the front and looking supremely pissed off, I knew something had gone very, very wrong.

My other clue was a female technician putting the cover back on an access panel. She turned to me and saluted, "Sorry sir, looks like there was a minor malfunction. Did you experience any delay?"

I shook my head, "Not at all… It feels like we just left… what do you mean by minor malfunction?"

"Two bloody months you wanker! Two fucking months!" Wales yelled at me, and the technician saluted and slipped into the transporter, leaving me to the wolves…

Well, pissed off kansen were actually worse. When she had finally calmed down, with the help of a not insignificant amount of gin, she informed us we had not shown up three days after we left, and after a couple more an issue was discovered that had made our vacation actually exist in real time!

While I was neither blamed no reprimanded (and I had better not be, I am a DU turned SR after all!) my shipgirls were fucking furious with me. There was no way for them to contact me, and they realized that Suruga would have a complete monopoly over me in the meantime. I would have…

Just…

So…

Much…

Making up to do…

Oh hell yes~!