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General trigger warnings for this story: Language, smut, mentions of rape, abuse, drug use/overdose, violence/death.


CHAPTER 23: SHIPMENT

"Tiggy get up." Tig chuckled at the sound of Sydney's whining, not opening his eyes or making any effort to move. "We have to get back." She urged, peering at the clock on the nightstand, which displayed 11:00 A.M.

Tig had paid for late checkout during his hiatus only a few hours earlier, knowing that he would be tired and wanting to take his time after the emotionally trying night. He smiled again as Sydney poked him in the side when he didn't move, pretending to be asleep.

"You're a bad actor, now come on." She laughed.

"Come on baby." He grumbled, turning onto his side and swiftly grabbing her, pulling her across his hips. "You really in a hurry to get back to all that moving?" He asked with sleepy eyes and a lazy grin.

Sydney melted when she heard that grumbly, raspy, sleepy voice and felt his hands on her - the excitement dipping down between her legs where she was sat on top of him, his morning erection rubbing against her exposed pussy with only his boxers as a barrier between them. She smiled and shook her head with her eyes squinted once she realized that part of his plan all along was to duck out of the hard labour that everyone would be subject to today as the club took over their new gun warehouse.

"So I was just your scapegoat all along-" She was cut off by him abruptly sitting up and taking off towards the bathroom with her in his arms - giggling until he set her on the counter. She whimpered when he pulled away, the cold air hitting her body which was only clothed with the unbuttoned shirt of his. "What're ya doin?"

"I saw you eyein this shit up last night." He groaned as he yanked on the faucet handle, a strong stream of hot water coming crashing down and beginning to fill the giant tub.

Sydney smiled, her grin widening as he walked back over to her - his hands smoothing up her bare thighs and slipping under the shirt to grip her waist, descending his lips onto hers. She moaned into his mouth, the sensations being heightened by her sensitive body, the anticipation of the day before, and the relief after the night's events.

When Tig went to pull away, he caught a glimpse in the mirror behind where Sydney was perched on the counter and boy was it a pretty sight. The thin fabric of his shirt was draped over her body and had gathered over her ass, exposing her to him. He stared into the mirror, his hands slowly kneading her skin, entranced by the firsthand sight of himself with his hands on her.

Sydney looked up to him when he slowed his actions, quickly realizing what had stolen his attention. She looked over her shoulder, meeting his eyes with a smirk before she drew her legs up against his calves, over his knees and up his thighs before spreading them wide open and resting her heels on the counter. Next she dropped her shoulders and let his shirt fall from her small frame before running her hands down his chest, going lower and lower until she reached her destination, delicately sliding inside his boxers and gripping his hard cock in both of her hands as he watched the entire scene unfold in the mirror.

He managed to pry his glossy eyes away from the heavenly sight, looking down to see an equally appealing one as Sydney sat naked, looking up at him with those irresistible puppy dog eyes. A rush of arousal coursed through his veins, a shiver taking over his entire body before he lowered his mouth to hers, pushing his tongue into her mouth and placing a hand on the mirror behind her while the other one went to her jaw, holding her exactly where he wanted her.

"You." His mouth began a hot trail beginning at her jaw. "Dirty." He whispered in her ear, making her moan. "Little." He mouthed against her neck before nipping at it. "Girl." He lined himself up with her opening and pushed all the way inside of her, a breathless scream of surprise coming from her before a wicked expression of pleasure overtook her face. He chuckled, slowly beginning to thrust hard and deep as he watched himself fuck her in the mirror.

"You love fucking my tight little pussy, you dirty old man." She rasped out between moans with her lips and tongue grazing his neck, feeling him swelling inside her after she'd said the dirty words

"More than anything, baby." He lowered his hand, pressing his thumb to her clit and rubbing slow circles into it as he kept up his pace.

Sydney moaned, whimpered and writhed as he finally gave her exactly what she had been asking for, in a way better than she ever could've imagined. The erotic scenario only made every thrust that much more intense and before she knew it, his hands were gripping her ass and she was being hoisted into his arms as he continued his minustrations, sliding her up and down his dick while he watched in the mirror.

"Mmm Tiggy, I'm gonna cum." She moaned, clutching onto him while her nails dug into his back and she bit into his neck, wanting his to be just as good as she knew hers was going to be.

His thrusting got faster as he began to lose his restraint when she bit his neck, effectively bringing her to the edge and tumbling down at the exact same time as they both moaned through their releases. He leant up against the bathroom wall, still inside of her while he held her in his arms, a nut that good being too much for him to want to move right away - the only thing prompting him was the almost spilling bathtub. Setting her down in the water, he shut off the taps before climbing in behind her and wrapping his legs around her.

"You sure you aint a pornstar?"

"I don't know baby... I think we could put Johnny and Kissa to shame." She looked back at him with a smirk.

He raised an eyebrow. "If you wanted to make some home movies doll, all you had to do was ask."

"I seem to remember asking last night, but you wanted to play hard to get." She teased, turning around to press a playful kiss against his lips before resuming her position in front of him.

"You already got me givin' it up daily like a damn whore." They shared a laugh before Tig sighed, leaning back and pulling her against his chest, the post sex afterglow had him feeling a little extra grateful that she was so understanding and seemed to know exactly what he needed and when.

After a long bath and afternoon breakfast at a diner down the road, Tig and Sydney were ready to start their journey back to Charming, hoping to beat rush hour. Tig hesitated as she climbed onto the bike, brushing it off and willing himself to believe that whatever God there was, certainly wasn't cruel enough to put him through the same thing twice.

Sydney didn't say anything about his hesitance, but the much more careful pace he took on the way back had started to paint a clearer picture for her of just what his nightmare was about, wondering how much of it was 'just a dream', and how much of it was a repressed memory.

The pair made it back to Charming safe and sound, pulling into Sydney's driveway. She hugged him once her feet were on the ground, burying her nose in his neck and wishing that she didn't have to let go.

"Thank you again Tiggy." She mumbled, inhaling his fading scent from the night away.

"I'm glad I could make you happy, Angel." He rubbed her back as she leant against him. "I'm gonna give my bike a wash, you could wear that bikini and come help me, gimme my effort's worth." He winked as he rolled out of the driveway.

She grinned and shook her head before heading inside, shedding her clothes as soon as she locked the door, wanting to be rid of the two day old riding outfit. She carried her worn clothing to the laundry room before skipping up the stairs happily to begin getting ready for the meeting with McKeevy.

About an hour later, Sydney pulled onto the compound in her Challenger as the day was beginning to wind down. She stepped out of the car, smiling as her Louboutins lifted her off of the ground after days of being condemned to combat boots. Between the golden sun on her skin, the getaway with Tig, and her heels clacking along the pavement - she was feeling like herself again.

"Damn babe, that's not exactly what I had in mind but…" Tig gawked at her from his crouched position on the concrete in the garage as he waxed his bike, admiring her tight black jeans and cropped black and red graphic tank top, her leather jacket slung over her shoulder in the heat.

"I'll wear white next time and we can have a wet t-shirt contest." She winked.

"You sure you wanna put yourself up for ridicule like that? You know I'll win." He got to his feet with a playful grin on his face.

"I'd be happy to lose if it meant I got to see you like that…" She walked her fingers up his chest, over the black t-shirt he was wearing before he grabbed them, smiling bashfully at her flirting.

"Jesus Christ." Bobby winced from the entrance to the garage. "You just had a twenty-four hour fuck fest and you're still all over eachother?"

"Fuck fest'll do that to ya." Sydney replied simply, trailing her hand down Tig's chest, over his crotch and eventually gripping onto his fingers, pulling him toward the clubhouse with her, greeting everyone around the compound as they all attempted to carry on business as usual before McKeevy's arrival.

"Sydney, can I have a minute?" Clay nodded to the chapel when he noticed that his Sergeant had returned. Sydney was surprised by the request, letting go of Tig's hand and following the older man through the oak doors.

"What's up?" She asked as soon as they were out of earshot.

"It's uh... Been brought to my attention that the way I handled the Oswald shit yesterday wasn't exactly fair."

Her brows furrowed for a second before it clicked. That was what Tig was really talking to Clay about yesterday, and that was why he tripped up when she'd asked.

"Oh." She began rapidly shaking her head. "No it's fine. Clay I didn't ask him to-."

"Doesn't matter." He silenced the words that were coming out of her mouth at a million miles per second. "Point is, I was wrong. Let my shit with Oswald get in the way. We never woulda had that blackmail if it wasn't for you."

"I appreciate it, but really - I knew it meant something to you to do this… Plus, you would've known if I was mad" She raised her brows playfully. She greatly respected that her President was allowing his pride to take a hit over her feelings, but she didn't want him to think that she was crying to Tig every time something didn't go her way.

"That's true." Clay chucked. "I figured it wasn't coming from you. Tig… He cares about you."

"Yeah… I'm seeing that." She spoke sarcastically with a soft smile.

"You think of somethin I can do to make up for it and you let me know."

"Well…" She looked to him expectantly as she swayed back and forth like a little girl begging to open her Christmas presents early.

"Get outta here!" He exclaimed in mock frustration as he shooed her away, knowing exactly what she was referring to.

"Fine." She laughed with her hands up in surrender. "I'll let ya off the hook if you pay those speeding tickets from the charity run."

"Deal." He chuckled at the ruthless woman.

Tig was hiding around the corner in the hallway, hoping to remain out of Sydney's warpath that surely would begin the second that Clay outed him. He was surprised to see her exit the chapel laughing, hoping that meant that he was off the hook. Besides, he was only trying to get her what she deserved.

He walked out to the bar with his newfound confidence in the situation, sliding up beside Sydney who was taking a tequila shot and placing his arm around her waist, grazing her warm skin. "What'd Clay wan-" She whipped around to face him.

"Your room. Now." She demanded with a hardened expression.

"What?" He scowled in shock.

"Unless of course, you want me to chew you out in front of everyone?" He didn't move, too surprised over how poorly he'd judged the situation. "Go!" She urged in frustration, her voice rising far above the low, menacing tone she was previously speaking in as she pushed him towards the hallway.

He turned and started down the hallway in awe, walking so stiff that he looked like a toy soldier and Sydney had to hold back a laugh. She trailed behind, entering his dorm after him and quickly slamming the door shut before practically jumping into his arms and smashing her lips into his.

Tig nearly toppled over when she attacked him, the shock over her anger still present, mixing with the surprise of her action. Even though he was confused, his body was not - responding instantly by pushing his tongue into her mouth and setting her on top of the dresser. She pulled away, looking up at him and shaking her head.

"Don't think that I'm not mad."

He chuckled before dipping down and pressing his lips to her neck almost teasingly, gently nipping and tugging at the skin. "I can deal with a little anger." He whispered below her ear.

She stared at him in awe for a few seconds before pressing her lips back to his in a fiery kiss, full of passion. "Thank you." She whispered sincerely once she pulled away - only willing to say it once.

"You deserve it." He nodded sincerely, kissing her on the forehead before pulling her down off the dresser.

Once her stilettos were firmly planted back on the ground and she was satisfied with the encounter, Sydney turned to leave the room, heading back out to wait with the rest of the guys for McKeevy to arrive.

"Hey hey hey." He pulled her back by her hand. "Where d'you think you're goin Princess?" Her lips curled up when she saw the unmistakable devilish look in his eye. "I got makin up to do." He picked her up and lightly tossed her onto the bed while she squealed with laughter.

After several rounds of 'making up', Tig had been thoroughly forgiven and Sydney was beaming from not only the blissful apology or the refreshing getaway, but also the excitement of finally getting to experience her first gun shipment.

"You two lovebirds finally ready to go?" Bobby hollered across the lot when Sydney and Tig finally emerged from the clubhouse, sauntering over to the group who was waiting on them yet again.

"I don't know… I could go for another round." Sydney joked leaning against Tig's bike and lighting a cigarette in preparation to head to their new warehouse where McKeevy would be delivering a fresh shipment of AK's, handing the lighter off to Jax.

"Think the prospect's deep enough?" Clay nodded from his seated position on his bike, to the garage where Half-Sack was sweeping.

"I trust him." The VP nodded, taking the lighter from Sydney's outstretched hand and sparking up his own cigarette before passing it back with a nod of thanks.

"Hey prospect!"

"Huh?"

"Come on over here, learn a thing." Half-Sack dropped the broom and jogged over at the request of his President.

"Hurry up, hurry up!" Tig hassled.

"Take the van with Syd, follow us." Clay tossed him the van keys and nodded towards the corner of the lot where it was parked.

Half-Sack looked to Sydney first for confirmation, which earned him a look of warning from Clay who was already going out of his way to allow the fresh prospect to prove his loyalty.

"Never thought I'd be upset about not ridin sidesaddle like a pussy." Sydney scoffed as she climbed into the passenger seat of the van.

"Me either." Half-Sack chuckled, smiling at her playful warning gaze. "You feel better about shit?" He decided to take the risk of asking the invasive question once they got on the road, knowing that at the very least it would let his friend know that he cared.

"I don't know about shit with him… Shit with myself though? I think so."

"You seem better, you're talkin about it at least."

"Yup." She rolled her eyes with a playful smile.

After a relatively short commute, Tig, Chibs, Clay, Bobby, Juice and Jax all pulled off of the highway and onto the dirt path of the property owned by Elliot Oswald where their new warehouse was located.

"So, you really think it's gay if I shave my shit?"

"It's a little gay." Sydney looked to Half-Sack expectantly, firm on her stance of the matter he had presented her with during their drive.

"Are you sure? Juice swears that-"

"If you wanna continue getting laid." Sydney cut him off as he brought the van to a stop. "I would not be listening to a single thing that Juice says, especially when it comes to not being gay..." The two laughed before hopping out of the vehicle and joining the others where they watched the cargo truck containing the oil drums full of lethal weapons, chug up the road.

"Don't screw this up Sack." Tig scolded as Juice playfully roughhoused with the prospect while Clay approached the door of the truck to greet Michael McKeevy with a hug.

McKeevy eyed Sydney with a scowl as he began offloading the guns to the bikers, but she met it with a smirk - strutting into the warehouse with her stilettos kicking up dust behind her.

"What's that about?" The Irishman nodded in the direction of the slender blonde.

"Eh." Clay shrugged. "New thing we're tryin out."

Everyone gathered around the table in the middle of the warehouse as Juice and Half-Sack got to work assembling the bones of the AK's. "How much of a hit did you take on the new supply house?" McKeevy winced as he asked the dreadful question.

"Anything is more than we planned for, but let's just say our damages were mitigated." Clay gave Sydney an appreciative glance.

"Mayans torching your warehouse… What does that do to your business?"

"We're handlin it, Niners aint as cooperative as we'd like but we're making do."

"Can't you just assemble at your clubhouse?" McKeevy clearly saw the corner cutting as a way to save money and keep their guns in a place that other gangs weren't bold enough to hit.

"We learned our lesson the hard way…" Clay referred to the seven years that he and some of the older members - including JT, had served for gun trafficking years back. "We don't cross our money streams, clubhouse is strictly a legit, automotive business."

"Black stops buyin from you, means you go however long without buying weapons from us? SAMCRO's a huge piece of our income..."

"Gotta make the adjustment alright… I mean, it's part of business." Clay tried to reason with the foreign man's paranoia.

"This isn't just a business for us brother… True IRA - we're not merchants, we're soldiers. The guns we sell fuel the cause, without it we lose ground."

"We support the cause McKeevy, shit like this just happens." Chibs intervened while Sydney and Tig shared a worried glance from opposite sides of the foldout table.

"That's the problem, a few weeks would cripple us."

"The hell you sayin?" It was obvious by Clay's tone that his patience was wearing thin.

"I'm sayin if you can't front us the cash then we'll have to find another buyer." Sydney realized then, just why the Irish had a reputation for being unreasonable - McKeevy was flying off the handle over a completely hypothetical situation.

"I've been buying guns from you for over a decade Michael… When you split with Adams, I stayed with you because of our friendship."

"You stayed with me because the other cowards sold out!" The conversation escalated. "We're the only outlaws left."

"We'll get you your money." Sydney announced as she slid her gold pendant along the chain around her neck, staring at McKeevy reassuringly as she hoped to end the argument before it got to a point of no return.

"What?" Clay sneered, glaring with his eyes deep in the hollows of his face in reaction to her overstepping her boundaries. Jax bit his lip, looking down at the concrete below his boots and allowing his shaggy hair to fall in front of his face in an attempt to shield the laugh he was concealing as the little girl forced his outlaw President into submission.

"Now don't take this personal Clay." McKeevy looked between the two at odds. "Your warehouse burning down is a casualty of commerce, losing our guns is a casualty of war." Clay visibly relented, realizing that there was no other option - even if he had no idea how he was going to get his hands on that kind of cash.

"Alright." He nodded. "Now, let's see what we're payin for." He changed the subject, referring to the pile of AK's strewn about the table in front of them.

The mood lightened instantly at the mention of weapons, everyone reaching for a piece of hardware. "Aye lassy, careful now, this aint a toy." McKeevy placed his hand on the barrel of the gun that Sydney had grabbed and lowered it. Everyone froze, sharing looks of anticipation over how the scene would unfold.

Sydney raised an eyebrow and scoffed, ripping her gun away from the dark haired man and flipping it around in her hand. She cocked it once it was safely back in her grasp before shooting straight between Clay and McKeevy's heads - hitting the centre of the 'O' in the 'Oswald Lumber' logo which was scrawled on the back wall.

Everyone looked back at her in awe, especially the skeptical outsider. "You're right, definitely not a toy." She rasped with a smirk, tossing the gun back onto the table and swinging her hips under the eyes of the gawking men as the red soles of her stilettos carried her towards the exit.

"Seems like something ye should keep trying." McKeevy remarked to Clay with the shock still on his face, the men all sharing a laugh.

Sydney watched the smoke ascend into the night sky from the cigarette that was dangling between her fingers as she leant against the van, waiting for everyone after her dramatic exit. The heavy steel doors slid shut as everyone retreated to their rides and Clay bade McKeevy farewell while Sydney prepared herself for whatever reaction he had undoubtedly held back.

"What the hell was that!" Clay sneered as he approached the cocky little tart, throwing his hand in the direction of the descending cargo truck. "You better have $200k that I don't know about."

Sydney prayed in that moment as Clay yelled at her yet again in the short time that she'd been working with SAMCRO, that her strategy of showing them what they were doing wrong and proving herself useful by correcting their mistakes, would not backfire.

"Did you really see another way out of that?" She sneered back, stepping closer to the tall man. "You spooked McKeevy into thinking our deal is at risk." Her voice raised. "You think he won't sell to someone else more secure? Think again."

"It doesn't mean you go making decisions on your own!" He yelled.

"A decision you would've had to make! I made it quick and painless before you pushed McKeevy even further."

Clay sighed dramatically. "You!" He pointed to Chibs. "Go with him, courtesy escort. I wanna know who he's meetin with and when he'll be back." The Scotsman nodded, taking off after the truck.

Clay turned to leave with a look telling Sydney that she was walking on thin ice if this didn't work out - but it was a look she'd become accustomed to by now.

Tig hadn't said a word during the encounter with McKeevy or afterwards, too stunned by Sydney's boldness to form any proper thoughts. He had learned firsthand with JT that Clay was not a guy to cross, the only thing keeping his worry for Sydney's safety at bay was the fact that her efforts benefitted the ruthless President, but he would be lying if he said that the knowing glance Clay gave him as he fired up his Dyna, didn't make his stomach sink.

"You keep busting his balls like that, you're gonna be sittin on the sidelines with me, Princess." Jax warned playfully, tucking a cigarette behind his ear.

"Need a lap warmer?" She smirked at his bashful smile before dropping the facade when she'd noticed that everyone else had followed after their President. "I'd rather bust his balls than ride his dick." Her statement made Jax laugh. "My loyalty is with the club - not with the President, not with the Vice President." She remarked with a pointed look before rounding the van and climbing into the passenger seat.

Jax stood for a few seconds with his lips pursed and his head nodding as he pondered her words. As much as he wanted to let himself believe that Sydney was just a mouthy little groupie who knew how to handle a gun and stroke an ego, he couldn't help but respect the way that she seemed truly devoted to the good of the club, not just herself.

"You scare the shit outta me, ya know that?" Half-Sack shook his head as Sydney buckled her seatbelt.

"I scare the shit out of alotta people Kip, you should be used to it by now."

"I don't know I just-" He began stumbling over his words and Sydney looked at him with a smile spreading across her face before the two of them busted out laughing.