HINATA

"I got you," he says swooping me up bridal style. Kageyama is moving quickly through the crowd. Kageyama is moving outside in search of the valet. I can see people moving all around me no doubt still entering the event. He waits for valet to pull his car up. Daichi is running over to us.

"Is he okay?" asked Daichi.

"He will be fine," says Kageyama. "I just need to get him away from all of this. I know he is going to blame himself for what happened." I whimper because no matter what I do feel like this is my fault. Ushijima is doing this to him because of me.

"I understand," says Daichi.

"Hey Kageyama," says Ushijima walking out the front of the building. He chuckles with amusement present in his voice. "Where are you going?"

"You stop it right now," says Daichi getting in Ushijima face. "We will not have you speaking ill on any of our teammates."

"He's not on the team anymore," snaps Ushijima balling up his fist. "I can say what I want." A few people are stopping to take in what is happening. Sugawara is running up with Kuroo, Noya, and Yachi in tow. I don't get a chance to take in how gorgeous Yachi is this evening.

"What are you doing?" asks Sugawara. "You need to relax. This is not the time or place."

"Whatever," says Ushijima turning his attention to the silver hair man. "Says the one who is fucking the coach." My eyes widen look at the drama unfold before us. Sugawara face turns pale letting us know he is right. He has something going on with Daichi?

"Are you fucking kidding me!" shouts Kuroo. Sugawara face turns pale.

"I-I can explain," stammers Sugawara.

"Naw man," says Kuroo. "I don't want to hear shit you have to say."

"This is beyond upsetting for the committee," says Daichi. "Everyone inside now."

"Fuck that!" says Kuroo. "I'm out of here."

"What!" exclaims Sugawara. "Don't leave." Sugawara is reaching out for him.

"Don't!" says Kuroo in a threatening tone. The car pulls finally pulls up. Kageyama sits me inside taking the keys from his valet driver.

"Daichi, I apologize for everything," he says. "I will talk to you tomorrow." Daichi nods as he walks over trying to comfort an upset Sugawara. Yachi is standing with Noya looking at me sadly as we pull away.

"Oh my god," I cried covering my face.

"It's going to be okay Shoyo," says Kageyama encouragingly. His phone begins to ring. He answers the phone through his car speaker by hitting a button on hi steering wheel. "Hey Tsukishima."

"How the hell did Ushijima find out about your treatment?" he asks with agitation in his tone.

"Someone at the facility told him," Kageyama replies. "I don't know who yet but I want them fired asap."

"I want to do more than fire them!" snaps Tsukishima. "Well it's good thing you purchased the facility. Although I know you won't retaliate. Something will certainly need to be done about this as someone clearly broke the agreement." My face drops.

"I'm a silent partner so it's not like this is going to affect things," says Kageyama. "I was hoping to come to forefront and help the center become better. After this now I don't know if I can." He sighs. "I have to hand over my medals tomorrow." I begin to sob unable to hold it in anymore.

"Oh, I didn't know your boyfriend was with you," says Tsukishima.

"Of course he is," says Kageyama. "We went to the event together."

"That I do know because the blogs are now putting together he is your lover," says Tsukishima. Kageyama groans.

"We can thank Ushijima for that," Kageyama snarls. "Petty mother fucker! Tsukishima, can you come with me when I go to turn my medals over."

"Of course," he replies. "I will see what I can do for you. Although what Ushijima said is right. Your career is over. You not only shamed yourself but Japan."

"I have stock and other investments so not working won't kill me," says Kageyama. "I feel bad that I shamed Japan. I never played once during the games on steroids." I'm now sniffling trying to keep it together. Its so hard. I can't believe this happened.

"You know that doesn't matter," sighs Tsukishima. "Take care of your boyfriend. Let me know what time you are heading up to turn in your medals."

"All right, bye," says Kageyama ending the call.

"Tobio…" I weep.

"Shhh…" he says. His voice begins to shake. "Fuck…." I cry quietly the rest of the way home. Kageyama phone rang again with several of his team members and his parents calling. He didn't want to speak to any of them. We arrive to the condo and at this moment I am really glad he lives here. I can only imagine what the press and bloggers are going to say. Kageyama sighs as we head inside his home. He locks his front door before he undoes his tie.

"Tobio….."

"It's not your fault Shoyo….." he says walking into the bedroom. "I should have never used steroids to begin with." Kageyama sniffles. He sits down on the edge of his bed looking down at the floor. "Damnit to have all my medals taken from me though." Kageyama breaks down sobbing. I run over taking him into my arms.

"Tobio" I say softly before crying with him. He worked so hard to get on the team. He won his medals fair and square. He has to give them back in a lapse of judgement. That moment he was doing this to be better for the team. He never planned to play on steroids but that doesn't matter. I want to take all his pain away. Just he has always done for me. I turn my head kissing Kageyama's neck.

He moans before sniffling once more. I pull out of his embrace enough to remove his shirt. I undress Kageyama before pushing him back on the bed. I look down at his tear stained face and my heart breaks. I rub my eyes to keep my own tears from falling. I quickly get out of my clothes laying my naked body on top of Kageyama. I begin kissing him more than happy when he kisses me back. Kageyama whines into the kiss.

"Shoyo…." He murmurs against my lips. I breath hard as I spread my legs straddling him. Kageyama is hard beneath me. He takes my hand kissing it letting me know it is okay to continue. I need to do this. I….I caused this. I reach into our nightstand grabbing the lube. Kageyama begins to sniffle again. I lean over kissing the side of his neck as my right travels down between us. I take his erection into my hand. I begin to move my hand up and down his length. Kageyama moans openly. I continue to kiss his neck as I continue to stroke him steadily. I blink back tears wondering if his life would have been better without me. Seems like everything was going his way until I entered the picture. Kageyama wraps his arms around my waist making me roll my hips. A whimper comes releases from his lips as he grips me tighter.

I pant sitting up. I move back off Kageyama. I need to cater to him in this moment. I sit on the side of Kageyama before bending over taking his dick into my mouth. I suck slowly getting his dick nice and wet. I hum as I bob my head. He moans thrusting his hips a little. I hum adjusting to the movement. I suck softly around his crown. Kageyama slides his hands into my hair.

"Ohhh babe," he whimpers arching his back. My dick gets a bit harder hearing my nickname spilling from his lips. I take more into my mouth shaking my head from left to right. I slide my left hand up his hip stopping at his waist. I massage the area slowly as my mouth and right hand continues to work. Kageyama is much too big for me to deep throat but I am going to try. I gag trying to get more into my mouth. Kageyama doesn't seem to mind. He cries out with his body shuddering. I wrap my right hand around his dick stroking the area my lips can't touch. I feel like that isn't good enough. I slide my left hand down between his legs massaging his sack gentle. Kageyama gasp causing me to moan around his length.

I groan wanting to touch myself but I need to focus on my love. Kageyama continues to groan as he begins to thrust his hips. I close my eyes focused on my task at hand. I bob my head humming, allow my saliva to coat his dick. I begin to feel my saliva dripping down my hands and soon his sack.

"Fuck…..haaa…" he pants as his body begins to quiver. I pull my mouth off his dick slowly. I'm panting as I whimper looking down at my own cock that is now leaking. I'm glad Kageyama is ready to cum because so am I. I grab the lube open the bottle. I lean over Kageyama as I begin to coat my rim. I don't bother lubing up his dick as my saliva is enough. I get on the balls of my feet lining up with him. I slide down slowly watching Kageyama hands grab my hips. "Oh my god….nnngghhh…."

I shout becoming taken by the feel of him. I must admit he is feeling good, too good. I glance at my own hard cock that is spasming already. I whimper as I begin to slowly move up and down. I take more of him inside of me with each stroke. I lean over groaning once I finally have him inside of me. I kiss Kageyama slowly wanting him to feel everything. I couldn't talk right now if I wanted to. My lips are so warm against Kageyama as he struggles to contain his voice.

"It's okay…" I whine. He hates when I hold my voice in so I don't understand why he is doing the same. I lightly bounce my hips up and down on his dick. His hands grab my hips squeezing tightly.

"Shoyoooo…hahhh….." he moans shuddering underneath me.

"Tobio…." I mutter as I begin to grind my hips slowly. I want to make sure my body adjust to his length before doing anything too crazy. I want to be able to move my hips freely but I need my body to be ready. Part of me doesn't care that I would be sore tomorrow. I kiss Kageyama before sliding my tongue into his mouth. Kageyama sighs into my mouth accepting my offer. I begin to suck on his tongue drawing more moans from him. I'm sure it feels better than usual. I was just sucking his dick in the same manner. I take this moment to begin rolling my hips. Kageyama curves his back tossing his head out of the kiss. His head is pressing into the mattress as his hands grips my hips.

"Shit…ahhhh…babe…oh my god…" he wails. I grunt as I begin to bounce up and down on his dick. I moan as I can feel the passion flowing between us. Despite my boyfriend being so sad I know he is here in this moment with me. We both cry out with our emotions seeming to tangle together. The pleasure is more than my little body can handle. I lean over changing up my rhythm to start grinding slowly.

"Ohhh…." he whines sliding his hand down to my ass. I moan as he begins to massage my ass. I turn my face into his neck kissing his skin softly. "Tobio…Tobio….…." I'm trying communicate my feelings but all I can get out is sounds of aspiration. How much I appreciate him, how much I love him. I know he says this isn't my fault but I certainly feel that way. "I love you…hhaaa…thank you…..thank you…..ha…." Kageyama begins to softly roll his hips meeting mine. Soon we are perfectly sync. He slides his hands up to my upper back. His right hand slides into my hair. I sigh in content feeling his hands in my strands.

"Shoyo….I'm going to cum…..ahhhh….ahhh….." he groans. "Oh babe…..I love you…I love you so much…..haaa…" I can feel my eyes watering because he still loves me. His opinion of me hasn't changed at all. I move my face out of Kageyama neck. I want to see him. Kageyama already has his eyes open. I gaze at him feeling my climax take me by surprise.

"Ohhhh…" I cry. I begin to howl with my desire trying to swallow me whole. "Tobio…..aaahhaa….." I roll my hips leaning over watching my seeds spill out on his abs. A guttural moan escapes me as my ass spasms from the pleasure I am experiencing. I gasp feeling like my blood is tingling in my veins. Kageyama eyes begin to flutter.

"Ohhhh…." he grumbles as his body begins to tremble. I lean over closer to Kageyama rubbing my nose against his still shuddering due to my own climax.

"Tobio…" I whine gazing into his eyes. "Cum inside me….ahhhh…..haaa…I need your release…your pleasure…." Kageyama breathing becomes chopper. He seems like he can't take it as he groans deeply. Kageyama hands tightens on my upper back as my hips continue to grind on his dick.

"I-I'm going to cum….." he gasps with his fingers digging into my skin. "Oh Shoyo…..aaahhh….oh Shoyo…nnnggghh…."

"Fuck…" I sigh feeling Kageyama release inside of me. "Oh my god…ahhh….aaaggghhh….." I lean my forehead against Kageyama climaxing once more unexpectedly. "Ahhh…..ahhh…." I pant in shock as I release on his abs. My moans increase as rock my hips seeking more.

"Damnit…..hahhaa….." Kageyama whines with his hips bucking riding the last of his climax. Kageyama leans up kissing me deeply causing me to whine.

"I love you Shoyo….." he says against my lips. "You are the best thing in my life right now." I whimper as tears spill over my cheeks.

"Tobio…" I sniffle. He begins to wipe my tears away with his thumbs panting hard.

"Don't apologize," he says. "I love you. I don't regret meeting you, being with you, or loving you." He kisses my cheek before I lay my head on his chest. I'm suppose to be comforting him but now he is comforting me. "Everything is going to work out. I just know it." I relax into Kageyama embrace wondering what can I do to make things better.