Two hours later, Fitz was still wide awake. He couldn't sleep like this. They stayed completely nude after their shower. Olivia slept next to him with one leg draped over his hip, her breast against his chest, and her head in his neck. This was sweet torture. She was a wild sleeper, and he didn't want to move her. He pulled the sheet back wanting to see her in the moonlight. Olivia shivered and slightly opened her eyes.
"Sweet Baby." He whispered.
"It's cold."
"Can I warm you up?"
He was very patient; but right now, he needed his wife. Instead of giving him an answer, Olivia asked a question.
"Will it make you feel important?" She asked, her voice slightly raspy.
"You giving yourself to me will give my life meaning."
"Are you serious?"
"Yes."
"Okay, we can do this; slowly very slowly."
"Kiss me."
Olivia followed his instructions. She was nervous. Fitz deepened the kiss as he slid into her. Olivia gasped and pulled her mouth away from his.
"Tell me if I'm hurting you."
Olivia bit down on her lip. It hurt, and he wasn't all the way in..she put her hand on his stomach.
"Wait."
"Are you okay?"
"I need a minute to breathe."
"We don't have to finish."
"You need me. We do."
"Livvie..."
"Is it going to hurt every time we have sex?"
"No."
"I don't want you to go all the way in. Can we do it like this?"
Fitz chuckled. "In this position it's difficult not to go all the way in. Get on your knees."
Olivia pulled her leg away from his hip and turned over. Fitz pulled her hips higher towards him. "Your hips have to be high if you don't want me to go deep. When you want me to go deeper, lay on your stomach."
Fitz entered Olivia very slowly; paying attention to every moan. He did not want to hurt her. After a few minutes, he was able to go all the way in. Olivia lowered herself allowing him to go deeper. Fitz could feel her clenching him rhythmically every few seconds. It was like swimming in silk.
"Fitz, I think I'm...is this what...feels like..."Her sentence was broken as her body convulsed uncontrollably. He couldn't release like he wanted. Hard and fast. Instead, he finished slowly.
Olivia didn't move. Her body was still twitching. Fitz moved to his side and pulled her in his arms. He tilted her chin for a kiss. She was breathing hard and her arms were trembling. Her legs were almost completely limp.
"How do you feel?"
"Sore and euphoric."
"Thank you."
"Can you sleep now?"
"Do you want a ring tomorrow?"
Olivia lifted herself on her elbow. She wanted to look in his eyes. "A simple ring."
"You don't want a huge diamond?"
"I don't like spending your money."
"Our money."
"It's yours, and your birthday is next week."
"I'm surprised you know that."
"I researched you before our meeting. I didn't want to be unprepared if you were playing hardball."
"You didn't come to the ballet. I was really hurt, though I knew you wouldn't show up when you let me know about your pepper spray in the elevator."
"I was angry and afraid. The only conversation we had prior to the meeting was you insulting my 11 year old in the principal's office."
"I need to apologize to Mila for that. I made a kid cry. That was terrible."
"She was really sad, I bought her two ice cream cones and she still wouldn't smile. Then you threw me out of your office."
"I'm sorry."
"I married you, so it's obvious I don't hate you anymore. Mila is happy...She wanted me to date you."
"Really? I saw her a few times a week at the bakery. She never started a conversation."
Olivia laughed, "You two have that in common. She's been getting doughnuts almost every morning at that bakery since she could drive. It was one of the reasons I bought her a car at 16. I was tired of waiting for my car and being almost late for work after dropping her off at school...shit...I forgot to pay her car note this month...I don't know why I haven't put that on autopay like my other bills."
"She has two cars?"
"Yeah. The first car is a used car, and I paid cash for it."
"I thought Karen was spoiled."
"She earned it."
"I'm going to miss Karen."
"Do you want her to stay?"
"I can't keep her in DC."
"I'll see what I can do. I want her to get along with Mila."
"You want to put two firecrackers together? Are you sure that's a good idea?"
"They have to get along. What are they going to do when we have a baby?"
"I don't know. I do think they are going to fight, and it might be worse than middle school."
"I can control Mila. Can you control Karen?"
"Yes, if I stop her money. I know she will ask my parents for the money, but they won't give her anything if she's fighting. They abhor uncouth behavior."
"Well that problem is solved." Olivia said.
"I can sleep now."
Olivia kissed him and closed her eyes. "Goodnight."
"Can I make love to you again tomorrow?"
"Yeah." Olivia said, keeping her eyes closed.