Not an update, just my babbling ... Nothing to read here, actually...
Hiya guys,
So it has been 12 years since I published this story.. Wow, such a very long time... I don't know if you guys still read ff because I think many of us all have grown up with A LOT of commitments- jobs, partners, kids. Yup, me too- 2 kids with one very,very high commitment job, and a demanding husband who is not so matured enough and right now is calling me asking about dinner… (Come on! Can't you see I'm busy writing here? urgh...)
I just want to say thank you, for reading my (crappy and bad grammar)-story, I mean, wow, I can't believe that I still have reviews after all these years. Thank you, thank you thank you soooo much… you guys really made my day.
Thanks to Covid19 I finally realized I can open FF through VPN… uh,uh what?
Yeah… I live in a small South-East Asian country who bans FF for whatever reasons… All these years I have never been able to open FF and I thought I lost my story forever.
So, how is this got to do with covid19? Movement restrictions. Social distancing, you know - work from home.. Yup, I finally have a lot of free time to do nothing at home…(except making dinner, yes, yes, I know, you and the kids are hungry, I'm going to do it later..)
By the way, I was doing my work-from-home-job while listening to Kajiura Yuki's songs when suddenly Youtube reshuffled me to the song Tsuki wa Yasashiku. Yes, it is one of Kajiura's unknown songs… And I was like… wait a minute.. This song keeps reminding me of someone… Yeah, it's Sakura in my story.. The song is beautiful, sweet, slow-paced and full of longings for someone…
So, here I am, after 12 years, finally able to read my (crappy) story (with very, very bad grammar) by using VPN...And I was like.. LOL I wrote this thing? I can't remember much..it was so hazy and full of hectic life during those years..
Oh, oh..I love Kajiura Yuki, have I told you that? One of the greatest composers...the one who wrote all Kalafina songs, FictionJunction… Even after all these years, I still listen to her old songs,( Tsubasa, kara no kyoukai, )...
I really love her songs so much, whenever I write my story I have to find her songs that match the mood of the story. Like (Akatsuki no kuruma) for chapter unrequited love, Valley of the mist (.hack/SIGN)- when Gaara is thinking about his life after killing the outlaw group..and so on..
(So, what's your point, you 35yearsold-motheroftwo-weeb?)
Urgh, my point is, my advice to the young writers out there, try to find your favorite songs to match the mood of your story- what mood you want to make the readers feel, is it sad, or humorous or just happy feelings..
So, Thank you so much again for the reviews , I really appreciate them...either good or constructive reviews, I appreciate them all :)
I know my story is not that bad, but because of language barrier it's not good either. This is my first and last story that I ever wrote in English.. Because it's really damn hard!
Stay safe, and let's keep daydreaming, guys!
Thank you, again...
Credits to all my reviewers: I don't think you guys reading this but here you go….
Moments chapter 1 . Dec 7, 2013
queenofcats81 chapter 1 . Jul 23, 2013
Nella Hyuga chapter 1 . May 19, 2013
Guest chapter 1 . Aug 14, 2012
Fattyma chapter 1 . May 11, 2012
Blot chapter 1 . May 2, 2012
Pipra chapter 1 . Feb 15, 2012
filipinochick chapter 1 . Oct 14, 2011
Nyaggerz chapter 1 . Oct 21, 2010
backwardsandforwards chapter 1 . Mar 21, 2009
Taouistaouisse chapter 1 . Feb 28, 2009
xxkimboluvsgaara chapter 1 . Feb 26, 2009
TroubledFred chapter 1 . Dec 17, 2008
Courageous Avalon chapter 1 . Sep 20, 2008
laynaboo chapter 1 . Sep 20, 2008
eushaxbee chapter 1 . Sep 19, 2008
TheSlashBunny chapter 1 . Sep 19, 2008
HarmonyRose chapter 1 . Sep 19, 2008
Guest chapter 2 . Aug 8, 2015
Ariana chapter 2 . Dec 30, 2012
Taouistaouisse chapter 2 . Feb 28, 2009
xxkimboluvsgaara chapter 2 . Feb 26, 2009
minniemousemom chapter 2 . Sep 26, 2008
shadow miko chapter 2 . Sep 22, 2008
Courageous Avalon chapter 2 . Sep 21, 2008
HarmonyRose chapter 2 . Sep 20, 2008
laynaboo chapter 2 . Sep 20, 2008
fluffehbuneh chapter 3 . May 25, 2011
aMMaROXx chapter 3 . Feb 1, 2011
Taouistaouisse chapter 3 . Feb 28, 2009
xxkimboluvsgaara chapter 3 . Feb 26, 2009
NightGal chapter 3 . Oct 29, 2008
innesgirl chapter 3 . Oct 8, 2008
PickledWinry chapter 3 . Oct 7, 2008
Solstice19 chapter 3 . Oct 6, 2008
shadow miko chapter 3 . Oct 4, 2008
Dark Neko 4000 chapter 3 . Sep 28, 2008
suika13 chapter 3 . Sep 27, 2008
minniemousemom chapter 3 . Sep 27, 2008
extremexunyi chapter 3 . Sep 27, 2008
Courageous Avalon chapter 3 . Sep 27, 2008
Guest chapter 4 . Oct 7, 2012
Natalie chapter 4 . Apr 25, 2009
Taouistaouisse chapter 4 . Feb 28, 2009
xxkimboluvsgaara chapter 4 . Feb 26, 2009
Lightning Struck chapter 4 . Feb 1, 2009
Kuchi-Kopi chapter 4 . Jan 31, 2009
kallou chapter 4 . Jan 30, 2009
shadow miko chapter 4 . Jan 3, 2009
Nyanonymous chapter 4 . Nov 9, 2008
K Spatch chapter 4 . Nov 5, 2008
tree leaves chapter 4 . Nov 3, 2008
Augustinne chapter 4 . Nov 2, 2008
laynaboo chapter 4 . Nov 1, 2008
minniemousemom chapter 4 . Nov 1, 2008
soccersyd chapter 4 . Nov 1, 2008
jacpin2002 chapter 5 . Sep 7, 2018
Natalie chapter 5 . Apr 25, 2009
Taouistaouisse chapter 5 . Feb 28, 2009
Aki-Whose name has been stolen chapter 5 . Feb 13, 2009
sesshy13 chapter 5 . Feb 12, 2009
Tigresa89 chapter 5 . Feb 11, 2009
vampgirl09 chapter 5 . Feb 10, 2009
soccersyd chapter 5 . Feb 10, 2009
Kuchi-Kopi chapter 5 . Feb 10, 2009
Nyanonymous chapter 5 . Feb 10, 2009
kallou chapter 5 . Feb 10, 2009
SixMagnitudeGirl chapter 6 . Oct 15, 2016
MMaROXx chapter 6 . Feb 5, 2011
Natalie chapter 6 . Apr 25, 2009
Taouistaouisse chapter 6 . Feb 28, 2009
Nyanonymous chapter 6 . Feb 25, 2009
kallou chapter 6 . Feb 25, 2009
jacpin2002 chapter 7 . Sep 7, 2018
Natalie chapter 7 . Apr 25, 2009
shadow miko chapter 7 . Mar 8, 2009
TroubledFred chapter 7 . Mar 4, 2009
Taouistaouisse chapter 7 . Feb 28, 2009
iLovePun chapter 7 . Feb 27, 2009
Kuchi-Kopi chapter 7 . Feb 27, 2009
sesshy13 chapter 7 . Feb 26, 2009
vampgirl09 chapter 7 . Feb 26, 2009
soccersyd chapter 7 . Feb 26, 2009
kallou chapter 7 . Feb 26, 2009
Tigresa89 chapter 7 . Feb 26, 2009
jacpin2002 chapter 8 . Sep 7, 2018
Gaaracrazy chapter 8 . Jun 7, 2011
Iamgaarasakuralover chapter 8 . Mar 15, 2009
Taouistaouisse chapter 8 . Mar 12, 2009
ILGaara chapter 8 . Mar 12, 2009
kallou chapter 8 . Mar 11, 2009
Tigresa89 chapter 8 . Mar 11, 2009
jacpin2002 chapter 9 . Sep 7, 2018
Aaybeesee chapter 9 . Mar 21, 2009
sesshy13 chapter 9 . Mar 21, 2009
Iamgaarasakuralover chapter 9 . Mar 21, 2009
RainingNothing chapter 9 . Mar 20, 2009
JustCallMeWhatever chapter 9 . Mar 20, 2009
Nyanonymous chapter 9 . Mar 20, 2009
TroubledFred chapter 9 . Mar 20, 2009
Kuchi-Kopi chapter 9 . Mar 20, 2009
kallou chapter 9 . Mar 20, 2009
jacpin2002 chapter 10 . Sep 7, 2018
marci16 chapter 10 . Apr 8, 2009
Kuchi-Kopi chapter 10 . Apr 3, 2009
SakuraEmma29 chapter 10 . Apr 2, 2009
colourfulgurl chapter 10 . Mar 31, 2009
JasKat413 chapter 10 . Mar 29, 2009
kallou chapter 10 . Mar 27, 2009
JustCallMeWhatever chapter 10 . Mar 26, 2009
minniemousemom chapter 10 . Mar 26, 2009
soccersyd chapter 10 . Mar 26, 2009
jacpin2002 chapter 11 . Sep 7, 2018
Anbaachan chapter 11 . May 16, 2009
Miss Sabaku no Gaara chapter 11 . May 9, 2009
Llamas Are Sexy chapter 11 . Apr 18, 2009
Taouistaouisse chapter 11 . Apr 14, 2009
soccersyd chapter 11 . Apr 13, 2009
Erini chapter 11 . Apr 12, 2009
marci16 chapter 11 . Apr 8, 2009
TroubledFred chapter 11 . Apr 7, 2009
SakuraEmma29 chapter 11 . Apr 7, 2009
Kuchi-Kopi chapter 11 . Apr 6, 2009
Joke Is On Me chapter 11 . Apr 5, 2009
LiluFaery87 chapter 11 . Apr 5, 2009
JustCallMeWhatever chapter 11 . Apr 5, 2009
Sexykitsune-hime chapter 11 . Apr 5, 2009
kallou chapter 11 . Apr 5, 2009
jacpin2002 chapter 12 . Sep 7, 2018
Twisted Musalih chapter 12 . Nov 29, 2009
blissful trinity chapter 12 . Aug 31, 2009
Akai Jigoku Hana chapter 12 . Jul 29, 2009
TroubledFred chapter 12 . Jul 27, 2009
iLovePun chapter 12 . Jul 26, 2009
Saska-chan chapter 12 . Jul 26, 2009
Ms Duncan chapter 12 . Jul 25, 2009
Vallerine chapter 12 . Jul 25, 2009
minniemousemom chapter 12 . Jul 25, 2009
Roeauxlette chapter 12 . Jul 25, 2009
6ashes2dust9 chapter 12 . Jul 25, 2009
kallou chapter 12 . Jul 24, 2009
Anbaachan chapter 12 . Jul 24, 2009
ustCallMeWhatever chapter 12 . Jul 24, 2009
jacpin2002 chapter 13 . Sep 7, 2018
blissful trinity chapter 13 . Dec 16, 2009
evil-sensei iruka chapter 13 . Dec 14, 2009
Zyion chapter 13 . Dec 14, 2009
not always sane chapter 13 . Dec 10, 2009
XxGaaraSakuraLoverxX chapter 13 . Dec 9, 2009
SarahJaneTennant chapter 13 . Dec 8, 2009
The Cat's Paw chapter 13 . Dec 8, 2009
Kuroda Asuka chapter 13 . Dec 8, 2009
Ms Duncan chapter 13 . Dec 7, 2009
Twisted Musalih chapter 13 . Dec 7, 2009
minniemousemom chapter 13 . Dec 7, 2009
JustCallMeWhatever chapter 13 . Dec 7, 2009
beerbelly chapter 13 . Dec 7, 2009
TheRoseandtheDagger chapter 13 . Dec 7, 2009
jacpin2002 chapter 14 . Sep 7, 2018
Sraelynn chapter 14 . Mar 4, 2012
blissful trinity chapter 14 . Feb 20, 2010
Ohmerta chapter 14 . Feb 13, 2010
NEVERMORE DARKNESS chapter 14 . Jan 24, 2010
Gaara-frenzy chapter 14 . Dec 28, 2009
gaasakufangirl chapter 14 . Dec 24, 2009
not always sane chapter 14 . Dec 23, 2009
Vicky chapter 14 . Dec 21, 2009
6ashes2dust9 chapter 14 . Dec 18, 2009
minniemousemom chapter 14 . Dec 17, 2009
The Cat's Paw chapter 14 . Dec 17, 2009
ustCallMeWhatever chapter 14 . Dec 17, 2009
Twisted Musalih chapter 14 . Dec 17, 2009
Erini chapter 14 . Dec 17, 2009
Ms Duncan chapter 14 . Dec 17, 2009
jacpin2002 chapter 15 . Sep 7, 2018
Taouistaouisse chapter 15 . Apr 9, 2010
Vicky chapter 15 . Mar 14, 2010
Yoh Kiri chapter 15 . Mar 7, 2010
omnipotent Porunga chapter 15 . Mar 1, 2010
miikodesu chapter 15 . Feb 28, 2010
The all mighty Sakura chapter 15 . Feb 26, 2010
The Cat's Paw chapter 15 . Feb 24, 2010
minniemousemom chapter 15 . Feb 24, 2010
not always sane chapter 15 . Feb 24, 2010
Ohmerta chapter 15 . Feb 24, 2010
iLovePun chapter 15 . Feb 24, 2010
Twisted Musalih chapter 15 . Feb 24, 2010
JustCallMeWhatever chapter 15 . Feb 24, 2010
jacpin2002 chapter 16 . Sep 7, 2018
SixMagnitudeGirl chapter 16 . Jan 17, 2018
The Sand Alchemist chapter 16 . Oct 14, 2011
nomanslandvicki chapter 16 . Jan 16, 2011
Eilistraee chapter 16 . Jan 11, 2011
wendy9 chapter 16 . Dec 13, 2010
DemonCentaur chapter 16 . Aug 4, 2010
abriel chapter 16 . Jul 20, 2010
Cindy M 19 chapter 16 . Jul 12, 2010
Vicky chapter 16 . Apr 8, 2010
blissful trinity chapter 16 . Apr 2, 2010
The Cat's Paw chapter 16 . Mar 19, 2010
Ms Duncan chapter 16 . Mar 18, 2010
nelly chapter 16 . Mar 18, 2010
Kuroda Asuka chapter 16 . Mar 17, 2010
miikodesu chapter 16 . Mar 17, 2010
Twisted Musalih chapter 16 . Mar 17, 2010
JustCallMeWhatever chapter 16 . Mar 17, 2010
jacpin2002 chapter 17 . Sep 7, 2018
omgsam chapter 17 . Sep 6, 2011
SakurA-VioletA chapter 17 . Aug 13, 2011
LadyofLight34 chapter 17 . Jul 12, 2011
yoyoyo chapter 17 . Jun 14, 2011
ScarletKira chapter 17 . Feb 19, 2011
Kennedy chapter 17 . Feb 16, 2011
light-prevails-darkness chapter 17 . Feb 4, 2011
lotrcrazygirl chapter 17 . Feb 2, 2011
Kavfh chapter 17 . Feb 2, 2011
Crashing Down Lovely chapter 17 . Jan 31, 2011
Ms Duncan chapter 17 . Jan 29, 2011
Nola1 chapter 17 . Jan 29, 2011
Eilistraee chapter 17 . Jan 29, 2011
54842 chapter 17 . Jan 29, 2011
JustCallMeWhatever chapter 17 . Jan 28, 2011
anotherloveroffanfiction chapter 17 . Jan 28, 2011
Twisted Musalih chapter 17 . Jan 28, 2011
miikodesu chapter 17 . Jan 28, 2011
Cindy M 19 chapter 17 . Jan 28, 2011
gabrielledc chapter 18 . Jun 18
Guest chapter 18 . Oct 7, 2012
CrimsonMoon7 chapter 18 . Oct 18, 2011
gaasaku chapter 18 . Oct 17, 2011
miikodesu chapter 18 . Oct 15, 2011
cherryvampiress chapter 18 . Oct 15, 2011
Mizu-Matters chapter 18 . Oct 14, 2011
filipinochick chapter 18 . Oct 14, 2011
The Sand Alchemist chapter 18 . Oct 14, 2011
Twisted Musalih chapter 18 . Oct 14, 2011
JustCallMeWhatever chapter 18 . Oct 14, 2011
jacpin2002 chapter 19 . Sep 7, 2018
Guest chapter 19 . Aug 8, 2015
HeyJoe0929 chapter 19 . Mar 3, 2015
Sal chapter 19 . Nov 5, 2011
SixMagnitudeGirl chapter 19 . Nov 5, 2011
pclark chapter 19 . Oct 28, 2011
Cindy M 19 chapter 19 . Oct 27, 2011
icegirl1 chapter 19 . Oct 23, 2011
Ilovemallows chapter 19 . Oct 22, 2011
cherryvampiress chapter 19 . Oct 18, 2011
minniemousemom chapter 19 . Oct 18, 2011
filipinochick chapter 19 . Oct 18, 2011
ecstacyharlot chapter 19 . Oct 18, 2011
miikodesu chapter 19 . Oct 18, 2011
JustCallMeWhatever chapter 19 . Oct 18, 2011
jacpin2002 chapter 20 . Sep 7, 2018
la canelle chapter 20 . Dec 22, 2011
SlytherinInToxicKat chapter 20 . Dec 2, 2011
the-clumsy-one chapter 20 . Nov 29, 2011
SixMagnitudeGirl chapter 20 . Nov 27, 2011
minniemousemom chapter 20 . Nov 24, 2011
filipinochick chapter 20 . Nov 24, 2011
JustCallMeWhatever chapter 20 . Nov 23, 2011
DragonCurse4 chapter 21 . Apr 22
jacpin2002 chapter 21 . Sep 7, 2018
Pepike chapter 21 . Apr 26, 2018
Dewazz chapter 21 . Oct 11, 2017
Tessive chapter 21 . Sep 23, 2016
dragonpie11 chapter 21 . Jul 24, 2016
shadowkissedvixen chapter 21 . Apr 17, 2016
sakurafan700 chapter 21 . Feb 12, 2016
Guest chapter 21 . Aug 8, 2015
Christin252 chapter 21 . Jul 28, 2015
Guest chapter 21 . May 30, 2015
Kiss01989 chapter 21 . May 8, 2015
bassoongirl14 chapter 21 . Dec 18, 2013
Lynn chapter 21 . Aug 17, 2013
MysticLyght chapter 21 . Feb 23, 2013
Neko-Rin95 chapter 21 . Oct 15, 2012
Guest chapter 21 . Oct 7, 2012
MidoriDark34 chapter 21 . Oct 7, 2012
BurnLikeAFlame chapter 21 . Jul 6, 2012
blackrose777 chapter 21 . May 31, 2012
DarkinocensDLT chapter 21 . May 25, 2012
lovelollipops chapter 21 . May 22, 2012
anoldfan chapter 21 . May 17, 2012
wingchan7 chapter 21 . May 9, 2012
KnightWriter chapter 21 . May 4, 2012
Silence-Ell chapter 21 . Mar 7, 2012
la canelle chapter 21 . Feb 23, 2012
MB chapter 21 . Feb 5, 2012
killatfirstsight chapter 21 . Jan 29, 2012
miikodesu chapter 21 . Jan 24, 2012
SixMagnitudeGirl chapter 21 . Jan 24, 2012
Narutos girl chapter 21 . Jan 24, 2012
Nyaggerz chapter 21 . Jan 24, 2012
Yuuki-Hime 2097 chapter 21 . Jan 24, 2012
filipinochick chapter 21 . Jan 24, 2012