Bellamy's P.O.V

Last night I told Clarke how I felt about her, that I love her and she has her doubts about me leaving Echo, she doesn't want me to leave Echo for her she wants me to leave her for me. When Clarke told me she loved me back I couldn't believe it because I never thought she would love someone like me at all, she is the love of my life and hopefully we will get our chance to be together this time.

Early this morning I woke up and Clarke was awake. She was telling me she couldn't fall back asleep and that she was afraid that I wouldn't leave Echo, I told her I will tomorrow and that she has nothing to worry about. I then tried to kiss her and she moved and I ended up kissing her cheek and until I end it with Echo she won't let me kiss her at all. We go back to bed and now I am awake and it's 11am and I'm just watching my princess sleep.

"You know it's rude to watch someone sleep right?" she asks while her eyes are still closed.

"I can't help it, you look so beautiful and peaceful when you sleep and I can't keep my eyes off of you" I tell her.

"Your sweet but I'm not that beautiful"

"And I'm staying with Echo"

"What"

"I thought we were saying things that were not true"

"You are an asshole"

"But you love me for it"

"Do I...yes I do"

We leave her bedroom and I am thinking of taking Clarke to the diner that was right next to the bar we went to last night. I love her so much and today she is graduating from college and O is switching to the school of law over in vancouver, then Murphy is going to be working at the VPD (vancouver police dep), and lastly Clarke is going to be an art teacher at our old high school.

Clarke has done a lot to be where she is, and if I could take some of her pain away that she carries everyday then I would but all I can do is let her know and to make sure she knows that people love her, including me. I love her so much that I can't believe I am in a relationship with Echo, I should have just waited or kept in touch with Clarke then maybe I would be married to her by now, that's what I want...I want to marry Clarke, have kids with her, grow old with her, and only her.

Clarke's P.O.V *later* (1 hour before graduation)

I'm getting ready for my graduation and I can't get what happened last night out of my head, I just don't think he is going to leave her and I don't know why. I love him so much and I can't get him out of my head ever since I met him, he has always been there either in the back of my mind or on my mind at all times. I want to have everything with him, I want to marry Bellamy, have his kids, grow old with him, and only him.

He is everything I want and need in life and I don't know why I have a feeling that his bitch of a whore girlfriend wants everything that will make me miserable. I want him and only him, why does the world hate me so much that I can't have the one thing that will make me happy, to be with him and have a family with him.

I'm almost done getting ready when I hear Octavia walk into the bathroom and all she does is look at me. "What?" I ask her.

"What's going on between you and Bell?" she asks me.

"Nothing, well not really...I'm guessing he told you what happened 2 weeks ago, anyway last night after we got home I talked to the boys in my room and then for about 10 minutes I was alone, then Bellamy came in. He saw that I was crying and then we talked, he told me that you guys knew I was in love with him and that he should talk to me I told him that the boys said the same thing about him then I asked if he was and he told me that he was in love with me and he didn't think that I was with him then we talked about everything, watched a movie and then fell asleep in his arms. That's all that happened, I promise you"

"I believe you but what about his slut of a girlfriend"

"He says he going to leave her because he doesn't love her and he understands what you and your mom were talking about, I told him not to leave her because of me because I don't want to be the other woman"

"You're not the other woman, she is, you had him first" she says.

"That's not how that works, they are in a relationship plus I was only his friend for like a year" I explain to her.

"But he and you have loved each other for 6 years total"

"Well it just doesn't work that way"

"In my book it does and I'm telling you one day you will be married to my brother and one day you guys are going to give me baby nieces and nephews"

"Maybe but I don't know"

"Wait, you're not freaking out about me talking about you and my brother getting married or having kids, is that what you want with him...do you want a future with him like that?"

"Yeah, I do..I'm...I'm not scared anymore of it"

"Wow I can't believe Clarke Griffin is not afraid of what the future holds for her" Ocatvia says to me then she hugs me.

"A lot can change in 5 years" I tell her while hugging her back.

I went out into the living room and I have 10 minutes before I had to go but when I saw Bellamy standing there I didn't think about the time, I didn't think about anything other than what O was telling me back in the bathroom. He is everything to me, we get in his truck and he starts driving me and O down to the graduation and I was spaced out the whole time, I did notice that Bellamy would look over at me and smile and when I did notice I would smile back at him.

After the graduation

After the graduation I was just hanging out with Murphy and them and then Bellamy came up to me and just took my hand and lead me to a place where we could be alone, he just smiled and held my hand for the longest time and I know in this moment that I love him more then anything at the moment.

He just looks into my eyes and says nothing and I can't help but want him right here and right now but I can't...sadly. "Clarke I know you think that I'm not going to leave Echo but I am, I leave in a few hours to go home and I'm leaving her tomorrow" he says to me.

"I just have a feeling that something will come up and you'll end up staying with her" I explain to him trying to hold back tears.

"Even if something did come up I would still leave her because I don't love her...I love you"

"And I love you, it's just I'm afraid, I can't lose you again"

"And you won't lose me, I promise you that, no one is going to keep me from you, no one"

"Okay, not talking to you for almost 6 years killed me, I would pick up the phone and dial your number and almost press call but I was afraid you would just hang up so I didn't, so instead I wrote letters a lot of letters"

"You wrote me letters...what about"

"Everything, I even explain in detail about what Finn did to me, I say how much I love you, and I also say things about school and everything...I'll give them to you when I move back to vancouver" I say to him.

"Okay" he says.

"I believe you about you wanting to leave her, it's just...it's easier said than done"

"I know but I will and you will have to give me something for not believing me"

"Oh is that so"

"Yes it is"

"And what would I have to do for you?" I asked him while smirking.

"Well that's a surprise, Clarke you have to understand how much I love you and knowing you feel the same makes me the happiest man but knowing that one wrong move could hurt you really bad kills me everytime I think about it" he says to me.

"I do understand, and you have to understand that I love you just as much, when you told me you were in love with me, I didn't know what to do but then I wasn't scared anymore and I told you how I felt about you, the only thing that can hurt me the most is if you lie to me about what you are going to do because I'm trusting you and I want to be with you and if I can't then that will kill me"

He doesn't say anything back instead he grabs my face and kisses me, I don't stop him because what's the point...as long as I don't have sex with him until he is a free man then nothing is really that bad, she has done a lot worse. "I'm not lying to you, I promise you," he says.

"You better not be"

We just sit there holding each other because he is leaving soon and I have to start packing to move back home and hopefully be with the love of my life. Just then my phone goes off and it's a text from O, at first I don't want to open it then she sends me another one.

O- Echo cheated on Bell

O- and she didn't only kiss the other guy, or I should say guys...I found out that she has been playing him...I guess he was just one of her flings that she kept around for free sex.

"Oh My God" I say out loud without realizing it until after I said it.

"What?" Bellamy asks me as he looks lovingly into my eyes.

"Octavia found something out"

"What?"

"Echo cheated on you, O says that she didn't only kiss the guy or guys and that she found out that Echo was playing you...I guess you were just another one of her flings that she kept around for free sex"

"Are you sure?"

"It's what Octavia texted me...I'm sorry"

"Don't be, I know she cheated on me before but I gave her another chance and now I know my mom has been right from the start"

"I still feel bad...I know you are going to leave her but when you say your're going to leave her it sounds like you just wanted to leave her for me, but I know that's not the case and that no one should be with a person who just wants to be with you for free sex" I explain to him.

"You're right, I was planning on leaving her anyway after the graduation, I guess when I didn't respond to her she took it upon herself to do whatever the fuck she wanted and that's her choice" he says to me. "Now I don't have to feel guilty for kissing you when I'm with someone else"

"I guess not...I love you"

"I love you too"