Hey, Elsa fans! This chapt is all Elsa! Kinda...it's her jumbled thoughts at this moment. Just giving a heads up, this chapter jumps around a lot.

Enjoy!

Fractals are useful in modeling structures (such as eroded coastlines or snowflakes) in which similar patterns recur at progressively smaller scales, and in describing partly random or chaotic phenomena such as crystal growth, fluid turbulence, and galaxy formation. (Oxford Dictionary)


Anna and I are hugging on a frozen fiord. I'm crying as she smiles at me. Why are we here? Why am I crying? When did the fiord freeze like this?

Wait…

Did I do this? Did I freeze the fjord? What kind of monster would do that?

Someone gasps.

"Love will thaw a frozen heart!" The voice says.

A strangely familiar voice.

Who was that?

FLASH!

Hans and I are hugging by a boat ramp. I hug him tighter as guards step closer. Hans shushes me gently as he probably feels the cold through the gloves.

"Don't Elsa." He whispers gently; "I'll be okay. Just keep your gloves on always. Promise me."

The feeling of my power continues building for a second more before I pull it back. Defeated, I nod against his shoulder.

Gloved hands suddenly pull him away from me and his hands are tied with a piece of rope. Anna is standing behind me and rubs back comfortingly as I watch Hans being shoved up the gangplank. I wince at the roughness of the guards who once swore to serve my brother, now they look at him so coldly.


Another one…. How many conflicting memories are there? I bite my lip as I curl up tighter pressing my cuffed hands to the side of my aching head. The icy metal does little to soothe temples and I wish again that I could use my fingers and palm. The pain increases and I recognize more are coming. Why won't they stop?


FLASH!

I work hard to blend in with the background. Hans disappeared about an hour ago and left me here trying not to freeze the whole room. Once in awhile, someone will ask me to dance which I declined every time of course.

Surely Hans will come back soon. I mean, it is his coronation. He's supposed to be the one dealing with the guests. I back away further from the crowds towards the small side door. Just as I reach for the handle, it turns seemingly on its own and it opens to reveal Hans. He raises an eyebrow.

"Not trying to escape, are you sis?" He teases.

I swallow nervously but frown.

"And where were you?"

I lower my voice wringing my gloved hands nervously.

"I don't think I can handle –" I stop when I notice Anna behind Hans.

Oh. That's where he went. A pang in my heart hits. My brother ditched me for Anna. Would this become the new normal for us? I want him to be happy but…I also don't want to have to compete for my only friend's attention daily.


I groan as the pain ebbs for what will be a few short moments I'm sure. What are these? And why do they hurt so much? The same events but very different for some reason. Does amnesia cause double memories? I want to ask Hans, but he hasn't come to see me yet. Can I really blame him though? I betrayed him. I lied. I spared the girl who betrayed us.

I hurt him.

I'm his sister, yet I'm the one who might be his downfall.

I hear ice crackling around me again. My powers...why do I even have them?


FLASH!

My hands are in chains. The strange cuffs look simalar to the ones I'm currently wearing. They're tight and I can't even wiggle my fingers. I glance up stepping over the long chains and walk to the window. I'm pulling against the chains to look outside. There's a storm raging outside, there are ships stuck in ice and frost is growing out on the window heart twists. I did this, didn't I?

A creaking is heard and I turn to see the cell door open. I see black boots.

Who-


The image fades away before I could see who it was. I open my eyes to study my cuffs. They are much thicker looking than the ones I just saw.

I frown.

Who locked me up before?

Perhaps Father?

The pain grows again and I'm forced to close my eyes again from the sudden pain.


I turn to see the rows of dignitaries and extinguished guests clapping. Anna is smiling brightly by my side. However, her gaze drifts away from me to someone in the crowd. Who is it?

FLASH

Hans stands up with the crown on his head and turns as the crowds clap. Han's eyes scan the crowd before landing on the strawberry blonde sitting between two larger men. My brother then turns his gaze to me and I feel myself grin bigger. This is how things should be. Hans was always the better choice for ruling Arendelle.

I frown.

Wait, what am I saying? There never was another choice. I was never the one our parents would have chosen…even without my powers.

More pain.

"Elsa!"

I smile politely as another two ambassadors bows to take their leave. Anna runs up excited calling out dragging someone over.

She pauses to curtsy.

"I mean, Queen. Me again."

Why is she acting so formal? After all, she's my –

Pain. Excruciating pain.

FLASH!

Anna's smile.

FLASH!

Anna's menacing grin.


Anger swells in my chest as the pain finally drifts away.

Anna...

Enemy. She's my enemy.


Sorry for the wait for such a short chapter. The next one is a big one plot-wise and will require a lot of extra time to write. So, I figured I'd post what's happening with Elsa (kinda) while you guys wait. I know haven't included Elsa's POV these past few chapters...by design. But I do promise these two sisters will shine again. Post a review with any thoughts or theories on this chapter. (I hope my hint helps!)