Bellamy's P.O.V
Octavia told Clarke about what she found out about Echo and I am not shocked whatsoever because she has done it before but it hurts to think about because she promised me she wouldn't do it again and this is when I know my mother and sister were right the whole time I have been with her.
(Before I found out about Echo)
After the graduation I saw Clarke hanging out with Murphy so I walked up to her and I didn't say a word, I just took her hand and led her away from everybody. I just smile at her and hold her hand for the longest time and then it hit me, she is the one I love the most in my life other than my own family and nothing could change that.
I just look into her eyes with love and passion "Clarke I know you think that I'm not going to leave Echo but I am, I leave in a few hours to go home and I'm leaving her tomorrow" I say to her.
"I just have a feeling that something will come up and you'll end up staying with her" she says trying to hold back tears.
"Even if something did come up I would still leave her because I don't love her...I love you"
"And I love you, it's just I'm afraid, I can't lose you again"
"And you won't lose me, I promise you that, no one is going to keep me from you, no one"
"Okay, not talking to you for almost 6 years killed me, I would pick up the phone and dial your number and almost press call but I was afraid you would just hang up so I didn't, so instead I wrote letters a lot of letters"
"You wrote me letters...what about"
"Everything, I even explain in detail about what Finn did to me, I say how much I love you, and I also say things about school and everything...I'll give them to you when I move back to vancouver"she says to me.
"Okay" I say.
"I believe you about you wanting to leave her, it's just...it's easier said than done"
"I know but I will and you will have to give me something for not believing me"
"Oh is that so"
"Yes it is"
"And what would I have to do for you?" she asks me while smirking.
"Well that's a surprise, Clarke you have to understand how much I love you and knowing you feel the same makes me the happiest man but knowing that one wrong move could hurt you really bad kills me everytime I think about it" I say while smiling at her.
"I do understand, and you have to understand that I love you just as much, when you told me you were in love with me, I didn't know what to do but then I wasn't scared anymore and I told you how I felt about you, the only thing that can hurt me the most is if you lie to me about what you are going to do because I'm trusting you and I want to be with you and if I can't then that will kill me"
I don't say anything and I grab her face and kiss her, she doesn't stop me because what's the point...as long as we don't have sex until I leave Echo then nothing is really that bad, Echo had done worse then this. "I'm not lying to you, I promise you," I say to her.
"You better not be"
We just sit there holding each other because I am leaving to go home in a few hours and then she gets a text and I know who it's from.
(after I found out about Echo)
I'm holding Clarke in my arms and in this moment I wish I listened to my mother when she told me to leave Echo before we left to come here. I just can't wait to end it with Echo and for Clarke to move back home where she belongs (with me). It's almost time for me and my mom to leave to go back home and I don't want to go, not unless Clarke is coming with me...I want her there and in my arms only, I don't want to leave her here. Yeah she had O but she is not staying in the apartment tonight, I just don't want my Princess to be alone.
*after packing everything into the truck*
"Are you sure you are going to be okay?" I ask Clarke after saying my goodbyes to O and after Clarke said her goodbye to my mom.
"Yeah, I'll be fine," she says.
"But you'll be alone in your apartment tonight"
"I won't be alone I got Murphy, he's staying tonight because O won't be here"
"I still don't want to leave you"
"I know, but I still have a lot of packing to do and I have to find a place out in Vancouver and I just have so much left to do"
"Why don't you stay with me and my mom when you first get back and then try to find a place"
"I can't do that" she says while shaking her head.
"Yes you can" I tell her.
"Maybe, anyway you're mom is waiting, I'll see you soon"
I hug her and that's when I see Murphy behind her with a pissed look on his face, I know why he hates me but I just wish he could forgive me like Clarke did. "I love you" I say in her hair.
"I love you too" she says back, she then pulls away and kisses my cheek then says "go I'll see you soon"
I get into the truck and start to drive off and as I do I watch as Clarke and Murphy fade away in the rearview mirror.
Clarke's P.O.V
"I still don't want to leave you" Bellamy says to me right before he leaves
"I know, but I still have a lot of packing to do and I have to find a place out in Vancouver and I just have so much left to do" I tell him.
"Why don't you stay with me and my mom when you first get back and then try to find a place"
"I can't do that" I say while shaking her head.
"Yes you can" he says.
"Maybe, anyway you're mom is waiting, I'll see you soon"
We hug and I can see Aurora in the truck smiling and saying 'I told you so', I love her and all but her saying I told you so is a little much. "I love you" Bellamy says into my hair.
"I love you too" I say back, I then pull away and kiss his cheek then I tell him "go, I'll see you soon"
With that he gets into his truck and starts leaving, I watch as he disappears into the other streets, Murphy comes up behind me and puts his hand on my shoulder and that when I start crying.
Murphy then leads me inside and when we are he pulls me into a hug and let me cry into his shoulder, I didn't want Bellamy to leave and once he did everything hit me all at once, there's a chance he will never leave her for himself. He says he is leaving her for himself but I know part of it is for me and I have told him not to leave her just for me, I just think that I made the biggest fool of myself.
"What's wrong?" Murphy asks when I finally calm down.
"I'm scared," I say to him.
"What are you scared of?"
"That I made the biggest mistake of my life by tell Bellamy how I feel about him"
"Why would that be a mistake"
"He says he is going to leave Echo for himself but I have a feeling that something is going to go wrong and I'll just get my heart broken once again and if I didn't tell him I wouldn't be afraid of that, but because I did tell him I'm terrified" I explain to Murphy.
"Hey it's going to be okay, I might hate him for hurting you the first time but I can tell that you two are meant to be together" he says to me with a smile on his face.
"Really?"
"Yeah, you have never been happier since you started talking to him again"
"In what way?"
"You're smiling more, you're laughing more, and you are not as sad as you were before he came knocking at your door...and having him around you makes you so happy that I couldn't imagine anything better than to have him around you to see that smile on your face. I don't know why you are so happy around him but you are and I noticed when you stopped talking to him you became more depressed and I hated seeing you like that"
"He makes me happy, it doesn't matter what he has done or will do, he will always make me happy and I can not explain why that is because I don't even know why but whatever it is I will always choose him and sometimes I wish I wouldn't but I have no control over it"
"Because you're meant to be together" Murphy says to me.
"You really think so?" I asked him
"Yes 100%"