Chapter 36
fair warning: smut included in this chapter
"Emily. I swear to- ohhhh.", Hotch moaned.
"You were saying?", Emily asked with a grin, pulling her mouth off of him.
"No, no. Don't stop.", he said, looking back down at her.
"That's what I thought.", she said.
She slid her mouth back on him, making him throw his head back onto the pillow.
As she kept going, he kept moaning.
"God, Em. I didn't know how good you were at this, fuck.", he said through his teeth.
She pumped his shaft as she took him even further into her mouth till he was hitting the back of her throat.
"Okay, you have to stop. Now.", he said.
She slowly brought her mouth back up and swirled her tongue around his head.
She looked up at him and without breaking eye contact, she brought her tongue to the base and ran it up to his tip, making him twitch. She could feel his whole body tense.
"Get up here right now.", he said, fists clenched.
"Is that an order?", she teased.
"If you want it to be.", he said.
"Yes.", she stared at him not moving.
"I said, get up here right now.", he told her again.
She sat there staring at him with puppy dog eyes, teasing him more. He sighed and grabbed her, pulling her up to him and in his lap.
"You get me all excited and you're just going to sit around and watch me squirm?", he asked.
"Oh, absolutely.", she nodded.
"Well I need you now, so quit fucking around and just-", he stopped when she pulled her shirt off and he slid down her underwear immediately after. He pulled his own shirt off and could feel her wet against his thigh, where she was sitting on him.
He brought his fingers down to her wet sex and ran his fingers along it, causing her to shudder. He eyed her carefully as he slid two fingers in, making her gasp and grab onto his shoulders. He moved them in and out of her at a slow, agonizing pace. She tried moving her hips against his fingers but he held her in place and continued, preventing her from moving her hips forward.
"Aaron... why did you- mmmm. Move your hand.", she said.
"No.", he said, defiant.
He curled his fingers in her, moving them forwards as she so desperately tried to move with it. "Aaron... I'm gonna come.", she had trouble getting out, breathing so hard.
"I know babe, just do it. Let go.", he said, moving his fingers faster.
She threw her head back and moaned. Before he had any more warning, he felt her body stop everything it was doing and then she called out his name.
He helped her ride out her high when she finally fell forward onto him, still sitting up. Her head over his shoulder and her arms wrapped around his neck. She grabbed the back of his head and kissed his neck.
"Ugh Aaron.", she sighed.
"What?", he said, pulling her head back and kissing her.
"You can't possibly be that good at everything.", she said.
"Why don't we test that theory?", he said, flipping her over, making her squeal.
"Prove me wrong.", she said.
"Oh, I definitely will.", he smirked.
Before she could say anything else, he was inside her. "Fuck!", she gasped. "Okay, I see how it is.", she said.
"Uh huh? You do?", he antagonized her.
"Yes. Come here.", she said, pulling his face close to hers. She hesitated on purpose before she let their lips meet.
He started moving in and out of her slowly.
"God, I can't believe this.", he said.
"Ahhhh... what?", she said.
"That you're mine.", he said, thrusting into her deep.
"Ah! Fuck.", she gasped. "I'm all yours.", she said.
"You are. Nobody else's.", he said, going faster.
"No... just yours.", she said.
"I'm the only one who gets to do this.", he said, bringing his lips down to her neck and sucking hard.
"Only one.", she whispered.
"Did you pack a turtleneck?", he asked.
"Yes.", she exhaled as he thrusted into her again.
"Good.", he grinned against her neck.
His mouth crashed against it again and he nipped at her skin as he picked up the pace. She moaned, trying not to be loud but couldn't help it and bit her lip in attempts to keep herself quiet.
He sucked hard on her neck all around and brought his hands to the sides of her ass. She wrapped her legs around his waist and brought her arms under his to grab onto his shoulders, keeping him close.
"Oh my-", she couldn't finish her sentence.
"Shhhh.", he hushed her.
"Mmm mmm mmm mmm.", she kept her mouth shut tight, trying to hold it all in.
After a while, she was close. "God Aaron, I can't hold on much longer.", she said, grabbing his shoulders strong.
"Fuck, Em, you're so hot.", he panted.
"Please, Aaron. Come for me.", she begged.
"Ugh.", he grunted. "Shit, I'm gonna come...", he said.
"Pleaseeee. Please come for me.", she said.
He chuckled, out of breath, "I'm not going alone, hun."
"Then fuck me hard.", she panted, bringing her mouth to his ear and lightly bit it.
He started pounding in and out hard.
"Ah. Ah. Ah. Yes, right there, right there.", she said. She whimpered and moaned, "Oh my god! Yes!"
He felt her tightening around his length.
Finally he felt her release it all and started moaning his name. She started loud but he covered her mouth with his to muffle her cries of pleasure while he went tumbling over the edge.
"Mmmmmm.", he moaned into her mouth.
She felt him emptying everything into her and couldn't help but smile, knowing she was the only one who he got to do that to.
She wrapped her arms around his neck and held on. He finally stopped moving once he was done. He brought his lips back to her neck and kissed it all around.
Both of out of breath, he said, "How the fuck do you do this to me?"
"Do what?", she laughed.
"Make me fall in love with you.", he said.
"You're in love with me?", she asked, quietly.
He brought his face back to hers and kissed her, keeping his head and nose pressed against and next to hers when he pulled his lips away.
"Well, yeah...", he smiled.
She blushed and it wasn't just from all the heat still there from the aftermath of the orgasm.
"You're in love with me because we have good sex?", she asked.
"No... we have good sex because I am in love with you.", he told her, brushing the hair out of her face.
"Oh. That's a lot sweeter than my initial thought.", she giggled.
"Emily...", he laughed. "You didn't seriously think I would say that just because you gave me an orgasm, did you?", he said, still laughing.
"I don't know...", she trailed off, looking over to the side.
He became still and pulled out of her, getting under the bed sheets.
"I didn't think you were spending the night in here.", she said, turning off the light next to the bed and climbing under the covers, laying next to him.
"I changed my mind.", he said, pulling her closer. "Emily, was there ever someone who didn't make you feel like you were loved by them after sex?", he asked.
"Yeah, of course. It happens all the time to girls. Guys are pigs.", she said.
"Em...", he started, stroking the hair out of her face and continuing on her cheek.
"You should always feel loved by the person you're sharing one of the most intimate moments you can with. Men should respect you and that.", he said.
"Yeah, well... it doesn't always happen. Please... I don't want to talk about this right now.", she said.
"You never want to talk about anything... I know you're a private person but please open up to me about something...", he said.
She eyed him and he saw something in her eyes. He couldn't tell if it was anger or frustration or sadness or fear or something else completely.
"Em, I'm sorry... I-", he started but she cut him off.
"Aaron, you know I'm a private person. You've known that the whole time and now suddenly that we're together, you think I'll just give up all my secrets and talk about all my feelings that go along with them and the rest of my private life. Well, you're the biggest one. You're my biggest secret. So, not only do you know about it but you're part of it. But you need more... I don't know what else to give you.", she said.
"I'm sorry, are you mad at me?", he asked.
"No... no, I'm not. I'm sorry. I love you, I didn't mean to snap at you.", she sighed, stroking his hair.
"I just want to be here for you, because... I'm not like all those other men. I love you. And I won't stop letting you know how much. I don't just want sex. I want everything. Everything there is with you. Everything about you. You're so special. And anyone who has ever told you otherwise, is wrong and doesn't deserve you.", he said.
"What the hell Aaron.", she laughed and sniffled, wiping away a tear.
"I'm sorry, hun. I didn't mean to make you cry... I just needed you to know all that. I will never do anything to hurt you.", he said, running his hand up and down her back.
"I know. You're probably one of the only men I've ever trusted completely in my life. Well... except for that time you almost died on me, I mean...", she laughed.
"Hey! That was not my fault!", he said.
She laughed and scooted into his arms, and said, "I know. You just really scared the shit out of me and you're not allowed to do that again. After all that we've already been through, I can't lose you. You have to be more careful."
"I'll try my best.", he said, giving her a kiss.
"Good. Now, you can go back to your room.", she said turning over.
"Yeah, I'm not going back to my room now.", he said.
"Why not?", she asked.
"Because I'm staying right here with you.", he said, curling up behind her. "Giving you kisses, falling asleep next to you, holding you, is much better than sleeping alone.", he said.
"Fine. You'll have to deal with my snoring then.", she said.
"I think I'll survive.", he chuckled, placing a gentle kiss on her shoulder. "Oh and uh- wear that turtleneck tomorrow. Your neck is kind of covered in hickeys.", he said.
"I think I'll survive...", she giggled, mocking him.
"Goodnight, Em. I love you.", he said.
"I love you too.", she said.