The following morning Kyo woke with a start. His body was drenched in sweat and he couldn't shake the foreboding feeling in his gut.
Reluctantly, he sat up, taking in the soft rays of sunshine that peeked through the partially drawn curtains. Just one more full day in Sapporo before they headed back home. Glancing to his side, he watched Tohru's shuttered eyes flutter in her sleep, her chest rising and falling in a peaceful rhythm. She had kicked off her comforter, leaving her mostly exposed, but she didn't seem cold. Kyo reached over and brushed a loose strand of hair from her slightly parted lips. She was absolutely perfect.
This flawless woman beside him was carrying his child. He could no longer consider the consequences, only the benefits.
Tohru would make a wonderful mother, and he would do his damndest to be a good father. They could convert the spare room into a nursery. He would paint it whatever colors Tohru wanted him to, and their little family would grow.
Sure, they were young. Extremely young, since they had just barely finished high school. But it's not like either of them planned on going to university, so a baby wouldn't be disrupting any plans.
His young fiance finally began to stir, blindly searching the bed with her arms until making contact with Kyo's elbow. With a sigh, she yanked him back down, embracing him in her slumber and wrapping herself around him like a vine on a log. He let out a deep and groggy chuckle, gently caressing her cheek with his only free hand and kissing her forehead.
"Good morning." He whispered. To his surprise, two beautiful eyes found his.
"Morning, Kyo." She yawned, squeezing him tighter against her body.
Her breasts were pressed up against his arm through her camisole, causing his eyes to widen. He wanted to touch her, but whatever nightmare he had the night before made that difficult.
"Hey, I'm going to take a shower." He said, kissing her hair before pulling himself off the damp bed.
She grumbled, but buried her face into his pillow instead, smiling at the rich cedar smell that remained.
Kyo stripped off his cotton pants, turning the shower on barely below scolding. He loved feeling the hot water cascading down his body, soothing the tension of his muscles.
He wanted to touch her. Still, he was afraid. Seeing the blood on the sheets yesterday had worried him, and he knew that if he was going to make love to her, he would have to do so gently. It was time for him to bring back his self control.
After a few deep breaths, he shut off the water, allowing himself to drip onto the tile, one arm resting against the shower wall. After wiping some water from his face, he grabbed a towel, draping it lazily from his hips and stepping out into the steam filled bathroom. It was almost suffocating, but he found comfort in it. He closed his eyes, leaning against the drywall by the sink.
Just a few more minutes to calm himself down. Control.
He didn't hear her come in, but felt her cool hands climb his damp torso. He shivered at her touch, grabbing her wrists in surprise. He looked down at her blushing face.
"I'm sorry if I startled you. You were taking awhile and I.. well you looked really good like that so I wanted to touch you.."
Kyo cocked his head to the side.
"Like what?"
"Wet." She whispered, almost as if it was a dirty word.
Kyo could feel his own face heating up. He was supposed to be calming himself down, but her words just excited him more.
"W-well, you never have to say sorry for touching me." He said, gently pressing her palms back onto his chest.
Her eyes widened, taking in the handsome figure before her. She had touched him plenty of times, but today felt different. More... exciting. She leaned in, placing gentle kisses along his abdomen. With each kiss, Kyo could feel his resolve slipping away.
"Tohru-" Her lips met his with unexpected force, pushing him further against the wall.
He wanted to touch her.
His hands quickly found the back of her thighs, picking her up and pulling her against his chest. She helped by tightening her legs around his hips, making kissing him a whole lot easier given their height difference.
She could feel her lust for him surging, threatening to take over her body like it had in the past. She deepened her kiss, gaining easy access to the inside of his mouth.
After a moment of their passionate embrace, they both gasped for air, their foreheads pressed together.
"I- I want to.. touch you." Kyo managed to breathe out. She merely nodded, moving her mouth back to cover his once again.
Kyo carried her back into the bedroom, never breaking contact with her. He noticed that the bed had already been made and debated whether or not he wanted to dirty the duvet. Deciding against it, he removed one hand from her leg, moving the other to support her from her behind. He quickly swept the comforter from the bed, laying her flat onto the cool sheets. She moaned against his lips, trying her best to pull him on top of her. He ran his fingers up her arms, breaking their kiss to kneel over her.
The water from his hair was dripping onto her face. He smiled, wiping it away with the towel he pulled from his waist and quickly running it over his head to somewhat dry it. She stifled a giggle at his wild orange hair, brushing it down with her fingers.
Both of their chests were still rising and falling at a rapid rate, giving away their desire for one another. He sat her up, removing her camisole with ease before taking a breast in his mouth.
She whimpered at the contact, pulling against the hair that was now balled up in her fist. This elicited a groan from Kyo, as he pressed her further into the bed with his body.
He needed to remain in control, but his body was constantly bucking against him, unwilling to heel.
He slid his fingers down her torso, hooking them inside the waistband of her shorts and underwear. He looked up from her chest as he pulled them down, taking in the image of her panting and squirming in anticipation.
Damn, this is hard.
Maybe if he just pleasured her, he could ensure that she wouldn't get hurt. He looked over at the dresser and then back at her.
"Give me one second."
He leapt to his feet, retrieving the small device from the top drawer. Tohru looked confused, but excited at the same time.
"I want to try this." He stated, holding it over her so she could see. She nodded eagerly. He had never used one of these, but he knew the basics. He knew he was supposed to hold it against her, and she would be brought to climax. He flipped it over, finding a small power button. He nearly dropped it as it sprang to life in his hands. The vibration was soft but constant.
Taking a deep breath, he knelt beside her, spreading her legs. He took the rubber ball at the end of the small wand and held it against her skin, focusing on finding the best place for it to rest. She cried out as it hit her clitoris, grabbing onto his arm and digging her nails into it.
Startled, he lifted it quickly. "Are you alright?" He asked in a panic.
She responded by nodding, her panting and pink cheeks showing that her cry was not of pain, but of pleasure. A faint smile touched his lips before he allowed his captured arm to wander to her breast and his other arm to lower the vibrator back onto her. She cried out again, this time sucking her lower lip between her teeth.
The image was beyond arousing for Kyo, and he could barely contain his urge to be inside of her. He shifted on the bed.
In less than a minute, her legs began to tense as she prepared for her climax. He licked his lips, swallowing as he watched her tip over the edge, pulling the toy away from her convulsing body.
He needed her. Now.
He ripped his arm away, crawling between her legs and easing himself into her now soaked opening. She was so warm and so wet, he barely felt any friction or resistance. He stopped once he was completely buried inside of her, kissing away the thin layer of sweat from her neck as she moaned his name.
This woman was impossible to resist and he was foolish for thinking he was capable of doing such a thing.
He had barely begun to move when he felt the overwhelming urge to come. He braced himself over her, fisting the sheets in his hands as he filled her. Their bodies collided as he pushed his hips against hers, giving her every last drop of him before pulling out.
He pushed himself to the side to prevent crushing her, collapsing onto the strawberry scented sheets beside her.
Thankfully, he didn't have much opportunity to hurt her given that he came so quickly. Still, he looked over at her with concern.
She merely smiled back at him, a pleasant and sated smile.
"I love you, Kyo." Her voice was hoarse, but full of admiration. He rolled onto his side, pulling her into his arms in much a similar way that she had done that morning.
"I love you, too. Both of you."