During Lunch the next day Edward and I sat with His family.
"You looking forward to the next class Bella?" Emmett teased.
I sighed.
"You might learn something and Eddie both." He grinned.
"Its just normal stuff I mean it couldn't get any worse?" I sighed
I looked to slice as she giggles.
"What?" I asked.
"Your acting like its the end of the world," Jasper said.
"It's just completely outrageous I mean we learned it already and we have to practice with a doll and act like its a baby why can't we decide on these things just stupid."
"What would you decide?" Alice asked.
"I don't want kids, never even thought about it. So why should I have to be given a doll." I huffed.
"You could change your mind," Rosalie said.
"Maybe you'll like it and think about it." Alice said.
I looked at my food.
I shrugged.
"Okay maybe but how about health-wise," I said as I looked at my soda.
"Health-wise?" Edward asked.
"Bells going to ring." I got up and dumped my tray.
"Bella?"
"I had an accident when I was little. I...I don't have a good chance of having a child of my own. I force myself not to think about ." I took a deep breath "This project will be hard."
"Edward took my hand.
"Ill be here."
I smiled. "I really don't think id want kids any way I mean they cry and scream.I'd rather get them when I can take them out to museums and movies. I'll be the best Aunt ever." I said.
"Best Aunt? You need to have a sibling for that" He looked to me sadly.
I bit my lip then had a thought.
"Jacobe has been my best friend since we were in diapers he's like a brother so Id be an Aunt to his kids."
I sighed and shook my head.
"Do you want to talk about it?"
"I did therapy it was a bit hard when I found out I was only 8 I still believed in fairytales and didn't know how babies came into the world but to be told I wouldn't be able to have any." I chocked a bit thinking of it.
"I'm sorry love."
I looked at him. "It's not as hard I mean I know I can't, so I just have to have a new dream right? That's what my therapist and I did we made a new dream. I wanted to get a dog." I laughed.
He took my hand and we started to walk toward the cafeteria doors.
"We started with goldfish my mom said if I could handle that we would talk about a dog."
"And?"
"I killed a lot of fish." I blushed.
I heard a bombing laugh.
"Can they really hear us this far?"
"Yes, super hearing."
"Wait That means they heard us at your house yesterday?"
"We try to give privacy trying to focus on other things."
I bit my lip. I doubt they gave us privacy yesterday as they were most likely to curious.
We walked silently to Biology.
I was dreading this for the next 2 months.
Wait! 2 Months?
I won't be here I only have 3 weeks left till Anna and Mom would be back and then I will tell dad and we can switch back hopefully we will be able to stay here but I think I'll stick to online school if I could.
"It really can't be that bad," I said one month of this it won't be too bad.
We sat at our normal table and waited.
Mr. Banner was in the room sitting at his desk and there was an old tv on a cart int the middle of the class a
Everyone was talking about what we could be watching.
Mr Banner waited till everyone was in the room and the bell rang.
"I hope everyone got their papers signed." Mr. Banner went around and collected are slips. He looked at every sheet nodded his head and then proceeded to lay the papers on his desk. He was frowning and looked defeated.
"What is he thinking?" I whispered.
"He was hoping parents would fight against it."
I frowned.
"I thought it was mandatory."
"It is but if enough parents were angry they would have to rethink things."
"Okay, we will be watching this video..." He turned on the tv and pushed the VCR tape into the player then walked over to the lights. "The video will educate you on male and female reproduction systems.1st start with the male than the female anatomy."
I froze he wasn't seriously going to have us watch a video about our bodies was will be no talking at all.
I groaned.
"well it got worse, you just had to ask," Edward stated.
I snapped my head to look at him.
"It was meant to be rhetorical," I said.
"If someone will hit the lights."
I looked to the table once it started flashing an image of a women's outline and pointing out parts then going into talking about reproduction systems.
I was blush I know.
"God's please no." I whispers.
I a chuckle beside me.
I nearly slapped myself of course he heard me.
"Its torcher isn't it?"
"I assume you've been through this before?" I whisper back.
"Not too many times usually Alice gets us out of it or My parents do." He sighed.
I shook my head.
not soon enough the bell rang.
everyone bolted out of the room through I saw a few boys laughing and hanging back.
Edward walked me to the Gym.
"So did you learn something?"
I looked up to see Emmett.
"You are awful," I said.
"I'm just making sure you understand. This is your education if you needed any help Rosie and I could..."
Edward had grabbed him.
"I will in list Alice to help Edward and I get you, Emmy,"I said in a sickly sweet voice as I walked away.
"I'll see you after class Edward."
It all went on for the rest of the week I would dread going to Biology.
It was good that I had taken biology before I can help Anna study for state testing.
I was glad for Anna having two classes that were like a study hall.
her classwork wasn't that bad it was just something I didn't have to think too much it gave me a lot of time to work on my online classes.
I just wrote down the questions and did them when I have time and type them up later.
I wish Charlie had a printer.
It was finally Friday.
Edward picked me up for school.
"Hello, Love."
"Hi."
We pulled up to the school and I saw a banner being held by Angela,Jessica,and Mike,
I groaned.
Edward chuckled.
He got out and opened my door.
"Happy early Birthday Anna!" All Annas friends yelled as I got out of the Volvo.
I blushed as everyone looked at me.
I can't believe this it's so embarrassing.
Edward walked me over to them.
"Guys really," I said in a whisper.
"What is it not enough?" Jessica looked to the banner that read
'Happy 17th Birthday!'
"It's too much My birthday is Sunday," I said.
"I know that but we won't see you as you have decided not to have a party."
Angela put a crown on my head and Jessica held out the sash.
"I do I have to wear it all day?" I looked to Edward he looked confused as did Angela.
"You okay Anna I mean you love this." She said looking to me with a strange excretion.
"She's trying to be humble." Lauren huffed.
Jessica laughed. "Its great Anna and don't forget I'm next."
I sighed.
I can't believe Anna does this everyone is looking.
I hugged her friends said thank you.
"Anna, you are going to stop by my house today right?" Angela looked to me.
"Um yes?" I looked to unsure.
"To get your gift. Jess and Lauren couldn't get you anything since they are still paying back Mrs. Watson."
I nodded. I heard that rumor. Lauren found a credit car in a parking lot and she and Jessica decided to use it. they couldn't return everything they had bought so they are working at her shop to pay off what they owe.
"I got you something but didn't want them to think I was showing them up."
"Thank you Angela you didn't have too."
"I wanted to see you after school."
I looked to Edward he smiled at me.
"Happy Birthday love."
"It's not my birthday and it's not a big deal." I shook my head.
School was longer today a lot of people wished me Happy Birthday as I walked by.
When lunch came I think my cheeks were permanently red-stained and I think I had thank you over 50 times.
"Happy Birthday Bella!" Emmett bombed as I walked to our lunch table.
"Sshh" I hushed him. "Its not my birthday today."
Emmett laughed.
You only turn 17 once.
"Oh yeah so how many times have you all supposedly turned 17." I huffed.
Alice laughed. "It's different."
I looked to my food."
"It's embarrassing having everyone looking at you."
"You didn't mind last year." I looked over to Rosalie.
"Um, I did? I mean yeah It's just I don't know." I caught myself.
"Diffrent when you get older you change," Edward said.
"Yes, that's it." I smiled.
"I mean Its like your a different person almost from the girl last year." Alice said."But humans do change. I guess."
I looked at my food nodding.
I didn't know what to say.
I looked to Anna's friends.
They weren't so bad.
Angela was a very nice girls I could really see being friends with her.
Jessica and Lauren were very superficial but from what Anna told me those were her best friends So she was part of those mean popular girls. I ignored them since I go her had they noticed did they care?
I mean girls got boyfriends and ditched their friends all the time.
It wasn't right but when they learn I was never Anna they would understand.
"Bella?" I looked up to see Edward.
"Ready to go?"
I sighed "No I really am not."
we slowly walked too Biology as we did now.
We walked into class the TV again was there.
I frowned how much could we really need to learn at this point.
I could tell Mr. Banner wasn't happy.
It was been extremely uncomfortable all week as we watched videos about our bodies and then got into complete detail with pictures of STDs, STI's and HIV.
I had closed my eyes and barred my face in my hands.
What could today be what could possibly have him look like that?
soon the bell rang
"We will finish be finishing up on the video from yesterday then I have an essay for you all to write." Mr Banner said as he stood and headed for the old TV that sat on the trolly.
Not soon enough the video was over we still had maybe 20min of class left.
The teacher turned on the lights.
"Here is where your books come must pick a one Sexually Transmitted Disease or Sexually Transmitted Infection to write an essay on. Use what you learned from your book and the video It needs to be five paragraphs. then their are some questions on page 64 in your books to go over what you learned I want it turned in first thing on Monday."
There were groans from everyone.
"Then we will be moving into are Planned Parenthood assignment. This will include learning more about safe sex," some guys laughed. "What happens to a woman body while being pregnant the growth and development of the fetus and of course birth. Then we will go into child care and you then will be given a partner and given a robotic newborn."
given a partner?
I raised my hand.
"Yes, Miss Swan." Mr Banner sighed.
"You said given a partner are we not working with the ones next to us?"
"I will be picking partners and I will get more into that next week."
When he finished the bell rang.
Edward and I left.
"This is awful." I sighed.
I thought at most I could of worked with him.
