Hey guys...
Sooo, I love y'all and y'all deserve to know what's going on and why I have been so inactive lately.
So, y'all know it's been like about a month almost since I have given y'all a chapter. And if I am being quite honest with y'all, this fic is all over the place. But that's okay! This is my first fanfiction that's not, like, a oneshot. When this finishes I definitely will edit the earlier chapter. You know, the ones that are like not even 500 words long, lol.
Ok, so what's going on is... I am going through something right now. It's something my words cannot explain, but it's basically this feeling of... disappointment in myself? I don't know what this is, but I can never seem to make myself satisfied. I'm not really motivated to do anything. kjhgftyuihrhobvgjh it's so hard to explain. I have been working really hard to lose weight, because I mean, for my height, age, and gender, the max amount of lbs I should weigh is 150, and I am 147. That's reaaaaaaaally disappointing. But want to know what's more disappointing? The fact that my mom is lighter than me. It's made me realize I need to work on myself a bit, and I just, the more that I look at myself, the more disappointed I get, you know? Or maybe you don't? I feel insecure. The words "I'm fine" sounds like a lie when I speak them...
And of all things, I do not mean to use this as some sort of excuse not to update, but I do think I will be taking a short break. Now, I PROMISE I will not abandon this story. I just thought y'all would like to know what's happening.
So, in summary, it will take a little while for me to update! Nothing major, I am hoping. I am thinking maybe a few short weeks? Maybe if I feel motivated to write, then I can sneak a few updates in here? Idk.
Hope y'all understand!
Don't forget, I love y'all, stay happy, safe, all that.
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand I'm out.
-TwilightWolf
(Oh, ps, and I will be deleting this later, after the short hiatus, because it triggers me when all the chapters aren't like in perfect order, ykwim, k bye)