Meredith has a dream about losing her virginity to Derek...

Chapter 32: Dream Lovers

Meredith moaned in her sleep, dreaming of Derek, and the feel of his hands on her skin. Her eyes opened and she blinked in confusion, realizing it was only a dream. Her body tingled with the remembrance of it, and she smiled softly in the dark. Then her thoughts became jumbled with Derek, and the man she had given her virginity to when she was only eighteen. He had been kind enough, but not nearly as gentle as Derek, she thought drowsily. If only Derek had been her first true lover, what would that have been like…

"Ah, sweet Meredith," Derek murmured, "you're shaking. Are you scared?"

Meredith gazed up into his intense blue eyes and lost any thought of being nervous. Her heart beat rapidly. "No, I want this…I want you…" she assured him, the heat simmering in her core at his nearness.

"I've wanted to do this for so long," he said softly, taking her face in his hands and lowering his head. His lips brushed across hers, gently, carefully seeking her permission to go further. Despite her assurances, he could feel her body trembling, and he reined in his raging desire. If he went too fast, he would surely scare her with the intensity of his passion. The fact she was giving up her virginity for him was a special gift, and he did not wish to make this a bad experience.

He let his tongue circle her delicate earlobe, and she moaned when he took it between his lips and nibbled gently. Then he trailed kisses down her throat, his hands stroking the length of her back. The thin night shift she wore was nearly transparent, and he felt the tips of her pert breasts pressing against his naked chest. Meredith sighed at the feeling of his strong body so close to hers, and his touch sent her skin on fire. This was just as she imagined it would feel, wrapped in her lover's embrace.

Derek groaned, and let his mouth touch hers again, softly, barely grazing her lips. He kept the pressure light and teasing, and she longed for more. Her mouth parted and she wound her arms around his neck, seeking more. Derek was determined not to hurry, and he caught her lip in his teeth, then traced her lip with his tongue. He feathered kisses across her cheek, and her forehead, her temple, while his hands roamed the skin of her back, and along the curve of her derriere.

Meredith pressed tighter against him, the feel of his muscular body, and the sudden insistent hardness of his cock against her, combined to make her almost dizzy. Dear god, he felt so huge – how was that going to fit inside of her, she wondered briefly. Somehow this part of lovemaking had never been fully explained by her giggling girlfriend.

Then Derek made a low growl of desire in his throat, and captured her mouth again, the light kisses turning more passionate. This time his tongue invaded her mouth, searching for hers, and she eagerly met it with her own. Sighing and whimpering, she surrendered to his kisses. Her knees felt weak, and Derek sensed the shift in her body. He lifted his head and smiled warmly at her, and carefully helped her down onto the huge featherbed. Meredith let herself fall back, her hair tumbling around her gloriously, knowing he was devouring the sight of her nearly nude body displayed for him. Her nipples jutted up against the silky material and fell away from her legs. Her breath caught as he reached down to push the gown away from her shoulders, baring her breasts to him. "Yes," he said quietly, surveying her, "exactly how I dreamed of you." Entranced by her beauty, her body lit with the flickering candlelight, and her willingness to be with him.

He cupped one breast, kneading it, his thumb flicking over the nipple. It hardened even more, the heat of it searing Meredith's belly, making her arch up to meet his hand. He lowered his head, letting his tongue tease the other nipple, swirling around it, barely touching. Then he licked it deliberately, around the sensitive aureole, before spiraling upwards around the tip. His other hand continued to caress her other breast, and the combination made them feel heavy and full, aching with need. Just as she thought she would go mad, his mouth covered her nipple and he sucked hard on it, sending an arc of exquisite pleasure through her. The pressure of his sinful mouth on her, combined with the throb that vibrated between her legs sent Meredith into a spiral of bliss. Then he moved to her other breast, lavishing the same attention as the first, before trailing kisses down her body. Her whole body tightened, and a delicious pleasure took over deep inside of her. She closed her eyes, moaning. Could it possibly get even better than this, she wondered…

Meredith felt the bed shift and she opened her eyes to see Derek kneeling between her legs. Her gown was tangled around her hips, hiding the damp lips of her pussy. Derek hooked his fingers in the flimsy material and eased it away carefully. Her breathing deepened as she became aware of her body now completely exposed to his hungry gaze, and aware of his cock, standing out huge and thick. Aware there was no longer anything between them. She tensed, unsure of what to do, what he would do. "Derek, what…" she started to ask.

Derek arched one eyebrow; his gaze smoky with passion. "Shhh, little one, relax. Leave this to me." Meredith got lost in those eyes, as he took her foot and raised her leg, his hand caressing her calf, then resting it against his chest. She gasped as he lowered his head, nibbling at the delicate skin of her inner thigh. Shivers ran through her body at the unexpected touch. Then her took her other leg, and did the same, only his tongue moved ever closer to her wet folds.

Meredith made a soft mew of delight as his tongue stroked across her. Then he delved into her wetness, deliberately slow. Her body shook as he teased and licked her, touching her in places she never thought possible. Sudden heat flooded her as he sucked on the throbbing nub of her clit, and she moaned. Harder and stronger, he kept at it until she was a tangled mass of quivering nerve endings. Her body felt boneless with pleasure, as the waves crashed through her, leaving her weak and breathless.

Before she could move, he slid up her body and claimed her mouth again, ravishing her in a searching, searing kiss. She could feel the head of his cock bumping intimately against her, her legs moving wider apart without her conscious thought. Without pausing, he carefully slid into her, breaking the barrier between them in one fluid thrust. Already wet and aroused, Meredith still shuddered at the sharp, sudden pain, and she tensed, biting her lip with a gasp.

"Shhh.." Derek murmured, as he kissed her harder, holding her tightly, careful not to move a muscle. "Tell me when it stops hurting." And he kissed her again, his tongue delicately stroking hers, and she relaxed bit by bit.

The pain eased, replaced by the feel of his cock, so thick and full, pulsing inside of her. "Oh, oh…Derek…" Her hips lifted slightly, instinctively, as she adjusted to his body.

"Better, sweet girl?" he whispered, hating to have given her any pain at all, but knowing it was better to have it over swiftly. Her heat surrounded him, making him harder than ever, but he strained to keep from moving until she nodded slightly. Her soft green eyes were wide, as he allowed himself to move, backing out of her partway, watching her expression.

"Oh, don't stop…" she begged him.

"Ah, sweet, not stopping…" he assured her, as he pushed back in a little deeper, flexing his hips. "How does that feel?"

"So…good…." She panted, as she felt him move deeper, and her body welcomed him in.

Derek gave her a lazy, sensual smile full of promise at just how good he was going to make her feel. A smile that went right to her core, and she tightened around him. His cock responded immediately, and he rocked a little harder against her, keeping his eyes locked on hers. Faster then, as she matched his rhythm instinctively. "I can take it harder, Derek…"

"Are you sure?" he demanded; his own need now evident.

"Yes!" she moaned, arching up to him, her breasts crushed against him. Derek lost his reserve and drove faster, abandoning himself to her sweet delicious heat. Meredith felt the throbbing building in her core as he thrust faster, deeper. Her vaginal muscles tightened around him, as she bucked up against him instinctively drawing him in deeper. Unbelievable pleasure felt like molten heat in her body, radiating to all parts of her body. The world spun around her, as she wrapped around him, shuddering and clenching, letting herself fall into the spiral of ecstasy.

"Good, perfect…take it all…" he urged her, thrusting faster, lifting her up as his own orgasm began to take him away. "Sweet angel….now…" And he gave a final thrust and came into her a hot shuddering rush.

Derek supported himself on his forearms, still buried deep inside of her, feeling the aftershocks firing around him. His dark hair fell across his forehead, his chest heaving, sweat glistening on his skin. "Are you all right?" he asked, when he could speak, kissing her lightly.

"Oh, yes, Derek…" she sighed happily.

"Oh yes…Derek…" Meredith moaned, opening her eyes slowly, as she rolled over and pressed against the sheets that were in a tangle around her body. Desire raged through her veins and she felt disoriented, sure she had just had the most wondrous orgasm. A small smile touched her lips, as she fell back into a deep dreamless sleep.