For the past few days rengar sat in his hospital bed, He fell in and out of consciousness, due to all the drugs he was given to numb any pain. He felt like he was losing his sanity, He kept arguing with himself, the voice kept telling him he was a horrible person, a horrible son, and a horrible mate.
There where short moment where he could talk to volibear, voli actually was let out die to his wounds healing, but he came back, to see rengar from time to time. They hadn't truly been able to hang out after the "heart attack" incident. And voli wanted to spend time with him as soon as possible.
He would try to talk to rengar like they used to, but something changed, something is clearly wrong with rengar. He's easily irritable, He extremely emotional, and very self loathing. Volibear tried to ask what was wrong, but rengar kept insisting he's fine.
When it came time for rengar to leave the hospital. He wasn't ready, mentally that is. He wasn't ready to be out in the world again. His mind was all over the place. He felt like he was gonna rip his own heart out at any moment. He knew what was coming, his worrying friends, all the questions, and volibears affection. "Damn bear, can't he see when he isn't wanted" Rengar thought. "No, No" He refused. He refused to believe he would think that. But now, when he looked at volibear he got agitated, and slightly angry. He pushed those feelings back, repressed them. But eventually they would just shoot out.
It took time for jhim to finally get to his room without losing his mind, but when he did, he got into his bed and looked at the ceiling, lost in thought.
"What's happening to me? Why am I so damn angry all the time?" He asked himself. "The treatment he got at the hospital should have gotten rid of the virus that bug gave me. And I don't feel any physical pain anymore. Should I get a therapist?" he pondered, dozing off.
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"Therapist? HA! Like any whackjob would take the time to listen to your pussy problems." came a voice, Rengar shot up to see he was back in the strange place he was before, when he was in a coma. He looked ahead of him to see himself again. THe other him was sitting adjacent to him, with an evil grin on his face. "What are you?" Rengar asked trying to figure out the strange creature.
"Me? I think it's obvious dumbass, I'm you, or the part of you that you've repressed, and locked away for years." He explained. "All your negative feelings, all those thoughts and emotions you hide away in one. You kept me locked up forever, but now i'm going to make your life hell!" he exclaimed, moving closer to rengar who couldn't move, the dark rengar moved closer and closer until he was face to face with the normal rengar. Then he put his hand on rengar's shoulder an disappeared. Rengar was confused, but then he felt a surge of pain, he felt like his head was gonna explode.
Rengar jolted out of his be with a loud gasp, his head was hurting like never before. He felt like his death was imminent. It was brining tears to his eyes. Then Volibear rushed into the room o see if he was okay. VOlibear was on his way to ask if rengar wanted to get dinner but heard him scream.
It took about half an hour before the immense pain headache went away. An rengar and volibear where sitting on rengar's massive bed. Voli went and got him an emergency ice pack to make the pain stop, it helped but the headache was still slightly there. Rengar looked t volibear trying to thank him, but the image of voli, bloody with scars like before kept showing up. Volibear noticed rengar's mistress and asked is he okay. To which rengar replied.
"I nee a therapist"
End of Chapter