A/N: I made a promise to my readers that I would warn ahead of time if the story took a dive into the darkness. This story is rated M for a reason. This is not intended for kids. You have been warned.
"Are you really okay with this?" Maren asked unsure of how to proceed. Elsa eagerly nodded her head, flicking her wrist down to melt her clothes away then grabbed her lovers hand closer to the apex of her thighs. "Please." Elsa was near begging as Maren's fingers ghosted over her folds causing Elsa's hips to buck forward in anticipation. Maren smiled and leaned forward to kiss Elsa slowly as she dipped her fingers into her lover's dripping wet center causing Elsa to moan as she began to rub circles around her bundle of nerves. Maren didn't stop kissing Elsa as she sped her fingers, smiling into the kiss as Elsa's small moans were turning into loud cries of passion. Elsa's began to tremble as she neared her climax grasping at Maren's shirt as she tried to ground herself. Maren felt the pull in her lower stomach as Elsa's head went back as her body arched off the bed screaming her release.
Elsa stretched out and traced her fingers through the sheets frowning when she was met with a cold bed. Where did Maren go? She thought as she slowly opened her eyes to look around the room. She pushed herself up and blushed as she looked down to see she still had no nightgown. Elsa bit her lip as she reflected on the dream that caused her to beg her girlfriend to touch her. Maren pushed me against the bedroom door kissing me with so much passion that I felt like I couldn't breathe. Maren then fell to her knees, pulling my legs over her shoulders and devouring me. Elsa shook her head as she leaned back in bed. I really was hoping to stay in bed with her today. She thought with a frown as she waved her hand down to clothe herself. Elsa's brow furrowed when nothing happened. I didn't have any issues using my magic last night? She thought as the door opened. "You're finally awake." Maren's eyes widened and her mouth dropped open and made a slight blush appear on the queens cheeks. "I was just thinking about you." Elsa smiled. "I was thinking that we could stay in bed for the day and repeat last night…" She stumbled on the last words as the door finished opening revealing her red faced sister.
Ahtohallan, Just kill me. Elsa thought as she pulled up her blanket to cover herself. Maren's eye's smiled, but she knew she'd receive the queen's wrath if even a giggle escaped her lips. Anna cleared her throat. "I ran into Maren when I was coming up to see if you wanted to come to the bakery with me to pick out some desserts for when our guests are here for the trial, and maybe grab something to eat." Elsa looked between the two women. They've already talked about it. She sighed. "I was really wanting to spend the day with Maren today, but I can go with you if Maren doesn't mind." Elsa replied looking at her girlfriend, "I told Mattias I would help out with teaching the soldiers how to hand to hand combat." Anna smiled. "Great, I'll um..give you some...time to get ready." Anna said as she backed out of the room pulling the door closed. "It's not funny." Elsa glared at Maren's smirk. "So do you want to talk about why you weren't dressed yet?" Maren said with mirth. Elsa stood up and cocked her hip to the side crossing her arms in front of her. "I'm pretty sure you can figure it out." She said as she purposefully swayed her hips, walking towards Maren, who swallowed thickly backing up against the door, Elsa put her arms on either side of Maren who looked down and licked her lips. Elsa leaned in and whispered against Maren's lips. "I guess you'll have to wait until later to find out." She promptly turned and walked over to the wardrobe to get ready for the day, smirking as her girlfriend hadn't moved a muscle.
The two sisters spent the morning going from one shop to another making small talk as they walked towards the pier to eat the sandwiches they had just purchased. "I just wanted to say I'm glad you're okay." Anna said as she sat down on the pier. She is trying. Elsa sighed sitting next to her. "I was just relieved to see you unharmed." Elsa countered back. They sat in silence for a few moments when Anna blurted out. "I know you're upset that I stepped over the line trying to seek justice for you which caused greater harm to you than if I would have listened. I'm so sorry about all of it. I just want to go back to how it was before when I didn't feel like I lost my sister anyways." Elsa looked to Anna and took a deep breath. "You haven't lost me Anna, I'm sitting right here, but you have to understand I don't think anything will ever go back to how it was before. The things that happened to me because you couldn't listen…" She stopped and took a steadying breath. "I love you more than my own life, but It is going to take time for me to fully forgive you." Elsa quietly finished while looking at the fjord. Anna's heart sunk. She's pulling into herself again. Elsa finished her sandwich and stood. "Let's go back to the castle." She suggested as she held out her hand for her hand for her sister to grab. After a brief walk back, Elsa turned to Anna to pull her into a hug. "I know you were just trying to help." She said as she turned to walk back up the stairs leaving a stunned Anna who had tears streaming down her face.
Elsa closed her bedroom door and sat on the bed wiping the tears from her eyes. Who am I kidding? I'll never be the same person I was before this. She thought as she crawled under the covers sinking into despair when she heard the door close. "I take it you two talked about it, You okay?" Maren said as she next to the lump on the bed. Elsa mumbled, "No. I'm not alright." Maren frowned and climbed over her burrowed girlfriend to squeeze into the covers to console her. "We all will have to adjust to this new normal." Maren suggested quietly. Elsa snuggled into Marens warmth and took a deep breath. "I don't understand why you're even still here after what you were put through." She quietly said as tears fell faster. Maren's heart shattered at the winter spirit's honesty. Seeing her defiled when I could do nothing to help her hurt more than she could ever imagine. "I love you is why I'm still here sweet spirit, nothing that happened will change that." She softly said as her girlfriend sobbed into her chest. "I want to be where you are always." She whispered as she rubbed small circles around Elsa's back. She started to hum quietly the lullaby that her mom did with her when she was a young girl, and slowly Elsa began to relax, letting sleep pull her away.
A/N: I know I didn't post all weekend long, but I was just so busy. Now things will be back to normal as work is back to slowing down a little, and no birthdays for awhile lol. I loved your feedback from the last chapter, and you guys hit the nail on the head as usual. The next few chapters are going to be interesting to say the least. How will Anna act around her sister after Elsa's confession? How will the trial go? Who was the shadowy figure that has been lurking around the castle? See you guys tomorrow!