Disclaimer: I do not own any of SOA or Criminal Minds, I lay claim only to my Oc's and my idea's.

Criminal Minds – Aaron Hotcthner/Hotch, David Rossi, Derek Morgan, Spencer Reid, Jennifer Jareau/JJ and Penelope Garcia/Baby Girl

Sons of Anarchy – Jackson 'Jax' Teller, Gemma Teller-Morrow, Clay Morrow, Piney Winston, Harry 'Opie' Winston, Filip 'Chibs' Telerford, Alexander 'Tig' Trager and Juan Carlos 'Juice' Ortiz

Oc's – Remy Riot Logan-Teller, Ryan McKenna Teller/Monster, Riley McKenzie Teller/Trouble, Ryder Lopez

Chapter 23

**At the cabin**

Once Remy was gone Opie turned to face Jax, "You have some explaining to do, we are not leaving until you do. Talk!" Opie said crossing his arms across his broad chest glaring at Jax

Jax looked at the man that was his best friend, taking a seat on the sofa, raking his hands down his face, looking at him, shaking his head. "Man now's not the time we have to get back to town and see if there is any news on our kids and I need time to wrap my head around the fact I have 2 daughters, and I don't even know their names." he get's up and tried to head for the door, but Opies wouldn't let him pass.

"Sit, I said we weren't leaving until you told me what the hell is going on, so START TALKING NOW!" Opie yelled.

Jax let out a heavy breath and went back to seating on the sofa, where to begin. "What do you want to know?" he asked Opie

"Why not start with, the fact you two are married, really when the fuck did that happen, why keep it from the club?" Opie asked

"Remember when we took off to SAMNAV for her 18th birthday, I guess we got really drunk and the next morning we woke up, we were married. We talked about it and decided that it was none of the clubs business, the crow was about the club, marriage that was for us. Believe me we couldn't believe, that no one figured it out." Jax said

"OK that explains the club, man what about me, why keep it from me, fuck she is my sister, you should have told me or Pops." Opie was so pissed off at Jax right now, "What the fuck did you do to cause her to leave, what did you do!" Opie yelled

"I cheated on her," Jax said

"You cheated on her, you fucking asshole, you knew that was a deal breaker, and Remy found out about it?" Opie questioned

"Yeah she walked in on me and Tara in our be.." Jax didn't get to finish his sentence, Opie took that moment to punch him square on the jaw, Jax wasn't prepared for the fist, that connected with his face. Damn did that hurt. Then Opie connected with a right hook and a punch to the gut. All his sister asked of him, stay faithful to her, he was her first, as she was his. She didn't question him about club business, they had full disclosure, she knew about, the guns, the Irish she knew everything.

Jax knew he deserved to get the shit beat out of him from Opie, from Piney, he was a dick, an asshole, he couldn't blame him, he, spent the last 5 years kicking himself in the ass. That's why he allowed Opie to connect some punches on him. He didn't even remember sleeping with Tara the first few times. Remy had pictures, pictures which were time stamped. He tried asking Tara about it, it only ended up with more question, she never really answered his questions.

Opie knew Jax wasn't fighting back, which was really taking the piss out of the beating he wanted to give him, best friend or not.

"So what, you woke up, one day 5 years ago and said "Hey think I'll cheat on MY FUCKING WIFE!" Opie yelled as he throws one last punch at Jax

"Honestly Opie, believe me I never wanted or felt the need to cheat on Remy." Jax said

"Then why did you?" Opie aked

"I don't know, I don't know!' Jax yelled

"Fuck I don't even remember sleeping with Tara until recently." Jax said looking at his friend

"What do you mean you have no memory of sleeping with her until now, how fucked up were you?" Opie asked as he took a seat on the sofa as Jax paced back and forth.

"Just what I said I remember where I was in each picture, I remember everything, but actually sleeping with Tara. Hell two of the times I don't even remember seeing Tara at all. Fuck this has been driving me crazy for 5 years." Jax said

"Have you asked her about it?" Opie asked

"Yeah, every time I, end up with more questions, she gets hurt when I say I don't remember, Opie it's the truth, I know you don't want to hear this, I remember every time we mad love, I remember every moment we spent together, those pictures, being with Tara I don't remember." Jax replied to Opie's question

After hearing Jax's story and the look in his eyes, I knew he was telling the true, Opie thought to himself.

"OK you two keep referring to pictures, have either of you verified they went photo shopped?" Opie asked

Jax had never thought they could be fakes; he shakes his head at his friends question.

"Even if the first two are fakes, the last one isn't, Remy took the picture when she had walked in on us. Still doesn't explain, not having any memories at all, shit I was black out drunk the night we got married and I have fragments of memories, now and then I get flashbacks of that night, it was the happiest I have ever been, why would I fuck all that up,? Just why?" Jax rantes

Opie knows the story Jax is telling was real, yet it sounds like a Soap Opera.