Snowfire
after two weeks. Our relationship started to get better and better but we started running low on gold and he doesn't want to we use my gold and it's causing us troubles.
I got really angry on him after he again denied to use my gold and I just decided to have a walk at the square at night, I wandered around for like an hour and I calmed down and I was about to take off but I noticed that some guy is coming to my direction, we got close together and he said "hey, how are you doing?" and I said "ugh... alright I guess, how about you?" and he rolled his eyes and said "do you have few minutes?" and I said "yeah I do." and he said "alright, do you want to make some gold?" and I got excited 'Fire is going to be happy when I get home.' and I said "yeah of course." and he gave me creepy smile and he gave me a back and said "get this to the street behind the golden coffee, and they will pay you." and I said "than..." he ran away. I walked to the place he told me and I saw few other Night Furies there and I walked to them and one of them shoot at me and yelled "get the duck out of there!" and I said "n-no... I brought something." and other guy said "so he gave it to you? what an pussy, alright get closer don't worry." and I walked beside them and the guy that shoot at me pushed me to the ground and he stepped on my chest and the other guy teared off me the bag and I said "hey!" and moved off me and they pulled out the thing he gave me and it looked broken and I felt how my stomach turned upside down and they said "is that how he gave it to you?!" and I said "yeah." and he said "oh really? then why are you so afraid?" I got even more afraid and I said "I swear I only walked! I haven't done anything with it." and he said "lay on the ground!" and I laid on the ground and he touched my neck for few moments and then he kicked me in my jaw and it hurt a lot and he threw some gold on me and said "in what direction did he run away?" and I pointed with my left rear leg and he said "if I get another fucked up delivery from you I will kill you." and they take off, I stand up and I looked how much he gave me and it was one thousand gold and I felt really good and I grabbed the gold and I take off.
I returned home and he walked to see who is and when he saw me he said "Snow, alright look... I'm sorry for this what I said but I just don't want to use your gold alright? just, I won't yell after you when you buy food anymore is it okay now?" and I said "I will think about it but it's okay I got some gold." and he got kinda angered and said "how did you get it?!" and I said "I'm not entirely sure what happened but eh at least I got some extra gold." and he yelled "Snow you fucking... how dare you cheat me for gold!" and I said "chea... what?! I never would cheat you! I just got pleased to carry something somewhere and I got hit few times and then they gave me the gold." and he yelled "you better be telling the truth." and I said "I'm it also smelled awfully, I guess that it was some of this thing you and your friends smoke." and he said "you sold drugs?!" and I said "I think so." and he said "that's dangerous especially for you!" and I said "I know, I just want to go and sleep for work tomorrow." and he said "just... just be more careful next time okay?" and I said "okay." and we kissed and I kissed him and I said "I'm loyal stop being doubtful." and I walked to the sleeping camera and I laid on the ground, he followed me and laid on the ground beside me and he hug me and said "I don't doubt you, it's just because you don't remember your past and you don't remember how to recognize dangerous situations and you still think that everyone is good and I want to keep you safe but you aren't giving me easy times." I felt sad and I said "but I want to remember, my brother abandoned me even though he said that he will keep in touch even my ex pretended to care but now he is gone too... I'm starting to think that I was just unwanted by anyone of them." and my eyes filled with tears and he said "hey don't cry... you remember that the doctor told them to leave you to be if you don't chose them." and I said "but my brother told me that he won't leave me and that he will be always here and I haven't heard of him since months." and I started crying and he sighed and said "Snow..." I heard explosion from the cave entrance he said "stay here!" and he walked to check. After few minutes he returned with a basket and he said "it was left on the balcony." and we opened it and there was a long letter and I said "what's written on the paper?" and he started reading it.
"that's small gift from everyone you don't remember, we have collected some of your old belongings and we think that you might recognize them. We won't make contact with you any more but we will try to help you out with the amnesia from distance. Dark will come to get the things if they didn't work."
My heart started to hurt and I said "open it further." and he started pulling out some stuff, he pulled out ten things but none of them seemed even little familiar and I touched them but nothing worked and I sighed and he said "did it help?" and I walked back and I laid on the ground and I started crying, he came beside me and said "Snow, it's alright, probably the next time it will work." and I yelled "leave me alone, I want to be alone now!" and he sighed and he moved aside and he laid on the ground too and I continued to cry until I fell asleep.
on the next day
Darkscape
I went to their cave with the invincibility but Snow was just sitting here not doing anything, I firstly checked the cave for Fire and then I thought to Snow "are you lonely?" and she scared and she started looking around, after few moments she realized that it was me and she said "no... I just... I don't know, I feel weird." and I said "what do you mean?" and she said "I feel some emptiness... I can't explain it." I removed the invisibility and I said "well... that's all we could do, some of those items was the most valuable to you in the past but not enough to make you remember." and she got even more sad and she sighed and said "I don't have to go to work today... can you show me my brother?" and I said "he is on work and doesn't like visitors, well that's the best we could do but it didn't work." and she sighed and said "can I ask you some questions?" and I nodded and she said "for how long was we together?" and I said "it's difficult to answer but two years, the rest was just us trying to make out again... unfortunately it was all unsuccessful." and she said "why you didn't try to benefit when I lost my memories?" and I said "because that would be really low to do." and she sighed and said "at least that way I would be close to everyone who knew me." and I said "do you miss us?" and she said "no I don't miss you... I just want to know what happened to me, why do you remember and I don't..." I felt really bad and I said "you want to know?" and she nodded happily and with smile on her face and I said:
"some backstory will be important, our relationship wasn't going as good as both of us anticipated it would go because the last time we was together was before six years. Okay a week before this happened we had a good arguing and I decided to go to live somewhere else until we get on well again but one night when I was sleeping I got attacked and they beat me a lot and in desperation I flied to you hoping that they will leave me alone but... but they didn't and then they continued beating me and you came but you seemed sleepy or whatever and they attacked you and then I guess I've fainted because I don't remember anything but from this what I saw, you killed them... you killed five guys somehow... last thing I remember is that I woke up in the hospital beside you."
Her eyes widened and she looked at the ground and she said with really calm voice "so it's because of you..." and I looked down and I said "that's why I didn't want to tell you earlier." her eyes filled with tears and she started crying and I felt really sorry and I turned invisible and I said "well, we failed to make you remember, it's up to the time now." and I take off.
Snowfire
I heard him taking off and I yelled "come back!" and I take off to chase him, I quickly lost him and I returned to the cave and I entered inside and I rushed to the sleeping camera and I started crying.
Darkscape
I returned to Snow just to check on her and she was still crying and then I left and headed to Luka. After an hour I arrived and he said "what's up? did it worked?" and I said "no... we wasted our time... plus I told her what happened." and he yelled "what!? do you want her to hate us? you fucking idiot! I knew that you would do such bullshit!" and I said "look... she got me in talking and she tricked me..." he yelled "I will beat the living shit out of you! go away shit!" and I nodded and I left. I returned to Snow and she was still crying, I hug her and she scared and I said "it's me." and she said "run away! you are probably the best at it." and I said "Snow look... I didn't knew that this would happen to you I'm really sorry for this but Snow just... listen, I want to help you to regain your memory and not because I want you back to me but because I want the best for you, I don't deserve you." and she said "yeah you don't!" and I looked at the ground and I said "Snow I understand if you don't want to see me again but I just want to help you to remember please understand Snow..." and she said "no wonder our relationship wasn't going places, you are coward!" and I said "I know that... and I don't deny it... ask me any question you want about yourself and I will answer you." and she said "no, I don't want! I don't want to see you coward!" I looked at the ground and I said "your brother is going to kill me for this but Snow do you want to see him?" and she smiled widely and said "yeah!" and I said "Snow, one question before it... do you hate me after knowing that?" and she said "yeah I do! you are coward!" and I looked at the ground and I said "alright let's go." and we take off.
Snowfire
We walked to my brother and he gave really angry look at Dark and he yelled "are you fucking serious? first you told her now got her here?! are you drunk or something?! how dare you do that, get the fuck out of there!" and Dark said "she wanted to see you." and he yelled "I will beat the living shit out of you! go away!" and I said "n-no don't beat him... I asked to come." and he said "Snow, we wasn't supposed to make contacts with you nor fucking tell you what happened! go away you worthless shit!" and he sighed and walked away and I said "this wasn't very cool... brother I just want to make contact with you and the rest of my family... I... I can't explain it but I feel a need to be with you guys... I want to remember." and he sighed and said "Snowfire... Dark said that those was some of the most closest items to you and they didn't work, what makes you think that something else would work... I hate to say it but the last option is to wait and to see if you will remember." and Dark said "I agree with her, she needs to come back to us, isolating her won't help her, he said that we shouldn't make contact with her but she already has built idea for the world around her." and he looked at me and said "Snow, are you sure you want to be with us?" and I said "yes." and he said "alright then... I will go ask the doctor, Dark you take her to the old cave." and we left.
We landed on the balcony of the old cave and I started feeling weird and I said "can we come again later... when Fire is here?" and he rolled his eyes and said "I don't think that your brother will be up for this." and I said "I want with him..." and I looked down and I said "then I guess I will go." and he said "why? what's up?" and I said "doesn't matter... let's go." and he said "Snow calm down... what's wrong?" and I said "I feel unsafe..." and he sighed and said "well you probably hate me now buuut I'm here." and I said "because of you I'm here... I can't even imagine trusting you." and he said "I understand you... but if you want to remember you need to stay." I sighed and said "I hate you..." he break me and said "in our first relationship... there was other girl... you always doubted my loyalty until we moved away... then you changed completely... you turned for the better but then the girl..." I said "returned?" and he gave me surprised look and said "you remembered?" and I said "guessed... but have you told this story before?" and he said "after you lost your memories not in front of you, why?" and I said "I don't remember it but..." I sighed and I continued "it just sound familiar... like if I've heard it before." and he smiled and said "the girl returned and she started making us problems and trying to make us break up, you was really sad and you wanted to we run away again... but... she kidnapped me during the night... next time we met... you recognized me through the crowd here on this place at the square tower... you recommend me and you attacked me... not literally but you started yelling why I've left you midnight and our relationship at first was good but after few months... you wanted me to behave like before six years and you behaved like you used to but... I wanted to get to know the new Snowfire... you always was complaining you want me to behave like I used to and I always would tell you that you should stop pretending that it's like before 6 years... I always knew that you was doing it because you didn't want to remember the six years that we was separated and you wanted everything to be like then... but we couldn't fit anymore... you wanted something else and I did too... this was torturing both of us... to be honest with you... when you lost your memories I wanted to benefit from the situation and to make our new relationship good so when your memories returned to you can't leave... I know this was stupid so I never went after it... but yeah I missed you before but it's not gonna be the first time... let's just get in have a walk inside and then you can go." and I sighed and I said "Dark... I-I don't like you... not because you told me the truth... since the first time I saw you... I was feeling weird about you." and he sighed and said "at least unlike my ex you aren't completely crazy so it's alright." I walked in and he followed me up, we had a walk inside and he was telling me stories and stuff. As we headed to the exit I saw some deep scratches from nails in the stone and I said "wait... from what are those?" and he said "you never told me about those..." and I tried to fit my right front leg nails and they matched completely and my head started to hurt... I rolled on the ground and he said "are you alright?!" and I said "y-yeah." and I stand up and I passed out.
Darkscape
I pulled her to the balcony 'when her brother comes back I'm dead for sure.' and I started waiting. After twenty minutes she stand up and I said "are you alright?!" she gave me weird look and sighed and said:
"The guy I lived here with... was drunkard and he was beating me daily, we lived here for eight months... he also was molesting me but not often... one day... I got home after my payday and I returned home with the meat for the month since I was getting payed two hundred and fifty gold every month... he attacked me because I didn't get him anything to drink or just because I didn't buy alcohol... this time while he was beating me... he took a knife and threatened my life... he stabbed me once but it wasn't dangerous just small cut... but he was drunk and he was going to kill me so I had to fighting or die... I ended up in the fight of my life... I threw him out of the balcony so it can look like suicide..."
And he looked at me with really long smile and said "you remembered?!" I looked at the ground and I sat on the ground and I looked down and I said "suicide... yeah I remembered... I remembered while telling you the story... saying the events unblocked my memory and when you told me the story of our first relationship you gave me small flashes of my past... Dark... my feeling for you are back... but I still love Fire... oh... I forgive you for doing this, but... can we stay close friends?" and he sighed and said "since you remember... Snow it's time to move on from each other... I don't what to hurt you anymore." I looked at the ground that is about one hundred meters below and I said "I never have had two guys at one time... I can't deal with the pressure... I love you dark... but I also love Fire..." and he said "I don't want to be with you anymore because that way we are hurting ourselves, he makes you happy, stay with him." and I said "but... I still have feelings for you, I can't just forget you..." Luka came with Fire and Fire said "Snow are you ready?" I looked at him and I said "I love you... but I have feelings for him too..." and I started crying and Luka said "you remembered?" and Dark said "see, all she needed was to be in our company and to be talked to! fucking cunt because of you she took this long to remember, told you not to listen to the doctor." and my brother said "I just wanted the best for her! how could... for fucks sake... Snow so scoose the idiot Dark or Fire." and I said "my job... was the only thing that helped me to keep myself busy from the suicidal thoughts... then Dark came... we had our ups and downs... I missed everything a lot... now I have two guys who I love and I don't have the job... my life is total mess right now... I want to end it all... I don't want to suffer again." and Dark said "no! don't jump again you crazy bitch! I can try to get you back on the same job." and I said "no... I will be seeing you at work... I don't want to be hurt and heartbr again... I want to jump." and Dark said "you won't, I promise you." and I said "do you promise?" and he said "I promise you." my eyes filled with tears