Ritsu's B-Day-Night continues! AND you know what night time means :D (Consider this a reader's warning for you)

I've also been re-reading my other works to try to get the MOTIVATION to write more and AHHHHH... In the first place, I started writing cause these are the types of stories I want to read but writing it out is ahhhhhh...

Update 6/12-16/2020: Also I've been distracted by life, animal crossing and k-pop songs; right now I'm listening on loop to "This is Love," by Super Junior, and earlier their "Black Suit" song. I've been sleepin' on all these older songs hghgngnh

Update 7/25/2020: Hi!

Update 8/24-31/2020: "Gray" by sajou no hana is a nice song! Also FYI I'm officially going to change the rating to M for this story. Also the new chapter came out for sih and jr!

'It's still so bright out,' Ritsu thought, as he entered their hotel room. Opposite from the door, the wide windows provided beautiful scenery of the cherry blossom trees outside. The light from the moon was bright enough to the point that there wasn't any need to turn on the lights.

"It looks great huh?" Masamune comments, as he enters with their shared luggage. After wheeling it in front of the bed he takes out his gift to give to the younger man. "Want your gift now?"

"Another gift? Thank you..." Ritsu accepts it shyly, receiving what was given to him before noticing the table close by. He stared at the decorated chocolate cake before seeing appetizers next to it with small sticks in them. There was even an ice bucket with wine on the table as well. "Aahh, and this too? Although it's almost midnight..." They had eaten earlier at a place near the station after they got off the train.

"No big deal." The older gets him seated before pouring the wine into two wine glasses. "We can just eat a little- think of this as dessert. Here," he places Ritsu's glass of wine down in front of him on the table. "You don't want to open it yet?" He asks, seeing that Ritsu had set the bagged gift on the table away from the food.

"Huh? Oh," Ritsu flusters, having been distracted from watching Masamune pour the wine. Quickly, he takes the gift bag onto his lap and reaches in, smiling at the soft texture before bringing out the dark cardigan. He brings up the cardigan to his chest, sizing it up to himself before standing and taking off his jacket to replace it with his new gift.

"Do you like it?" Masamune asks with a smile, seeing that the younger seemed to like it. "Happy Birthday."

"I like it a lot! Thank you," Ritsu beams, looking down at his new clothing fondly before sitting back down with it on. As he takes a sip of his wine, the older man cuts out a piece of the cake for him. The brunet says his thanks once more before taking a bite of the cake. 'This chocolate is so rich and not too sweet,' Ritsu took another bite, 'I wonder what chocolate this hotel uses... It's delicious.'

Seeing that his lover was watching him silently, he curiously stares back. "What is it?"

"It looks better on you than I thought," Masamune comments quietly, before drinking some of his wine to distract himself. Seeing his lover wear something from him on this special day brought up a rather familiar, exciting feeling that he didn't want to address at the moment. He decides to eat one of the appetizers after taking off the stick.

"Well of course, you bought it for me..." Ritsu replies, happy that the older man liked it on him. 'I didn't have that much wine, but...' He glances to the stoic older man, who was now popping appetizer after appetizer into his mouth. 'Why does it feel more nerve-wracking than usual?' He decides to drink more wine while finishing his cake.

...

"Ritsu." Masamune set his empty wine glass down near the ice bucket, trying to maintain his inner calm. Only one glass of wine and already he felt that his chest was sweating through a sauna. Perhaps downing all those appetizers like a speed-eating contest wasn't the best of ideas to do when trying to stay chill. 'It all tasted pretty good though.'

"Yes?" The brunet answers, seeing that the other man seemed serious. He finished his part of the cake, so now he was putting the rest up to save for tomorrow. Masamune was somehow able to eat all the appetizers with a full stomach, so that saved some cleaning up. 'Will he be okay tomorrow?' Ritsu wondered, worried. 'He didn't even leave any for me, was it that good? Should we try to make them later at home?'

The older took a deep breath, "I-" He noticed that Ritsu was cleaning up without him and got up from his seat. "Oi, I'm supposed to do that, Birthday Boy." Ritsu laughs at being caught as he let Masamune take over. "Anyways," He continues, "I will be what you want me to be for the rest of the night, so don't be afraid to tell me how you want it."

That's right, tonight will be whatever Ritsu wants at his pace! The brunet is almost always going along with what Masamune wants, so the older wanted to do better at being patient with him.

Surely, Ritsu must have preferences in bed that differed from his that he was too shy now to be vocal about right?

He made sure that the room they had was a little more secluded from the rest so Ritsu wouldn't be self-conscious about his voice. In this way too, he'll learn more about what his love liked. Even at home, it felt as if the brunet was holding something back.

"...? You should be yourself," Ritsu didn't quite understand what he meant however, and instead seemed hurt by his words. "I don't ever want to change anything about you."

'Uh... Did I word it wrong somehow?' Masamune wonders, now unsure of how he worded it. This wasn't good; the brunet had somehow misinterpreted his words. Setting aside all that needed to be put up, he faced the brunet properly. He sure was touched by those words though. "Ritsu-" Said person interrupted him by grabbing his hands and holding them together.

He stared back in bewilderment as he was glared at rather fiercely. "I love you just the way you are! Everything about you, I..."

The older simply blinked at this sudden development, feeling unusually nervous as Ritsu's fiery stare weakened into a vulnerable expression, and the fierceness in his voice began to waver, "If I ever make you feel otherwise, just tell me! I..."

"You know, I- when I woke up," Ritsu began again, reminded about his conversation with An earlier, "It was so strange. To everyone else, you were already how you were, but to me... You were like a new person. The way you looked at others, the way you looked at me, it was different from what I was used to. But I got accustomed to how you are now, and it made me realize something. If I never got into a coma, I wouldn't think it was strange, because then, I would have grown with you... changed with you. And to you, the me that woke up must have been different to you right?" Masamune tenses at that, as Ritsu looks down at their hands with a wistful smile. "Even now, it's sort of unbelievable to think that I'm now 26."

"Ritsu..." 'Shit,' Masamune thought, feeling guilty for this flow of conversation. 'I don't know what to say. Shit. What do I say? What's going through his head? He's telling me all this- I can't tell him what I really meant, it'll definitely make him feel embarrassed.'

The last thing he wanted was for Ritsu to shut himself up in the bathroom for the rest of the night.

The truth is, while the flow did go not as planned, Masamune was actually happy despite his guilt. No, he was extremely happy. 'No matter how many times he confesses to me like this, it still makes me feel...' With a deep breath, he willed himself to hold back his excitement. 'Should I just hold him in my arms while I tell the truth so he won't escape?' He subtly tightened his grip with Ritsu's hands that were still holding his.

'Sorry Ritsu, I listened to all of that, but this is the type of man I am. If you keep telling me stuff like this I'll not going to let you go for the rest of-'

"B-but you know," The 28-year old was startled out of his train of thought as Ritsu suddenly spoke with growing courage. "Since then, we've been changing together, naturally- just as we should be growing older. So if you do feel like there's something to change- you or me..." He widens his eyes as Ritsu brings up his hand with the ring to kiss gently, before smiling affectionately at him. "Let's continue to change together, okay?"

That smile, those words, his small kiss... all combined into a figurative arrow that went straight through Masamune's heart. 'F*ck... shit,' He lets go of Ritsu to fall forward, kneeling over as his mind was now processing what just happened while his heart was recovering from the hit. What was said to him was incredibly touching and...

That kiss... to his hand with the wedding band...

Was... was he just proposed to, again? 'That was basically a proposal for life, right? He probably didn't mean to but... A proposal?'

His mind was thrown into a state of confusion. 'But we're already married?'

He tries to sort out his thoughts as he continues to process. 'Shit I'm so happy but I can't! I can't tell him that I meant [I will be what you want me to be] for sex. Aughhh... But I worded it right in the first place, right? How did it end up like this?!'

Meanwhile, The-Reason-It-Ended-Up-Like-This (Ritsu) was wondering what was wrong until he heard the older man mutter something. "What? What did you say?"

"Tomorrow, I'll go pray at the nearest shrine..!" Masamune said under his breath, with a sudden determination. 'For him waking up, for him still loving me... I can't respond properly now, so I'll pray for the both of us tomorrow.'

While the younger man was baffled, he didn't dare doubt that his lover would go find a shrine and pray tomorrow... for some reason. "Masamune?" Ritsu tried to help him up, but the older refused to budge. "What's wrong?"

The older sucked in his breath, having made the decision to tell the truth. "...I'm sorry." He took a few seconds to get up and hug Ritsu to himself. "I'm very happy- thrilled that you said all that, I really am, but..."

"Wh-what is it?"

Reluctant, the words came out slowly and precise. "I had... meant [I will be what you want me to be] in... bed." The darker haired sighs, relieved to have let it out. A little nervous, he stares down at his lover for the expected reaction.

Ah.

There it was.

That reddened face as if it was going to burst into flames, to the tips of his ears.

His trembling lips to go with those eyes that look like they're going to tear up any minute.

'Ah. I can't resist.' Masamune thought, wanting to fluster the other up more. 'He looks like he's going to explode.' With one arm around Ritsu, he used his other hand to bring the younger's hand up to his lips. "By the way, I too, want to change together with you forever. Now it isn't just your birthday today, it's also the day you proposed to me for life."

"...Nngh." The brunet flushed even more, realizing now how his words and actions were basically a proposal. 'Oh, it's spreading all the way to his chest,' Masamune observed keenly, referring to his love's flushed skin. He hugged the other tighter against him when he saw actual tears leak out, a hand stroking his hair. Looking up ahead, he decided to guide Ritsu to the floor in front of the bed- near the window- to rest.

Sitting up against the end of the bed with crossed legs, he brought the other onto his lap to continue to rest against him. "I thought I was supposed to be the one crying. I was just proposed to after all." The older man couldn't help but recall when An told him how Kazuto proposed to her, and how both of them ended up crying. "Feel free to let it all out."

"I-I'm not crying..." Ritsu disagrees, taking a deep breath with his face in the older's chest. "I'm just relieved is all!"

"Relieved?"

"I know that there have been times where," The younger hesitates for a moment before continuing. "I don't tell you anything... That I leave some things unsaid to you. And then, I thought maybe something happened that you didn't let me know about when you said that- so I misunderstood what you meant but... I wanted you to know I felt the same way. Even if I have become more withdrawn towards you compared to before, the feelings I have for you are still mutual." He shyly raises up his head to look Masamune in the eyes. "I love you... so much."

'Don't do it.'

'Don't do it...'

'Don't do it.' Masamune thought repeatedly towards himself, resisting the urge to pounce on the brunet. Instead, he ruffled his soft brown hair and waited for his next course of action. Ritsu was successfully doing his best to open up more, and he wasn't about to let his lust get in the way this time. 'I want him to tell me more...'

...

Facing the window to look outside at the blossoms, Ritsu laid his head back against Masamune's chest. Having been able to open up as he did, the brunet decided to let out even more of what he felt. "Y-you know, this morning in front of the park... part of me wished you took me away right then and there. Ahah but," Ritsu laughs lightheartedly, looking back up at him, "I know that couldn't..." He trails off, recognizing that familiar expression on his lover's face.

Ritsu was quite acquainted with that face of inner frustration and desire. Quickly, he laid his head back against the older's chest, slightly blushing. 'That means... he felt the same way too, didn't he? But...'

Normally, he would have been jumped by now right? 'B-b-but it's not like I said that to be jumped! I just wanted to tell him that...' Ritsu blushes even more, being honest with himself, 'Because I was hoping he felt the same way too and, he does.' Swallowing nervously, he brings up his arms to hug the other in gratitude, before being startled by the unusually strong embrace he got in return.

'Ah, what he meant to say earlier...' Ritsu recalls what Masamune originally wanted to tell him, 'Is he trying to be patient for me? He wants to know more about what I like in bed?' He pales nervously, mortified at the thought of letting his inner thoughts leak out regarding the topic. 'No no no no... I can't let him know. It's too embarrassing! Cause I mean, he'll definitely tease me about it! And if I ever get used to it... I can't let that happen!'

It was already enough with how they normally went about doing it, and not to mention that there was one time in the past that... The neighbor below them banged up towards them to say they were too loud. 'That was definitely horrifying...' Ritsu remembers, not wanting a repeat of that. 'Also cause it was mainly me that was loud...'

'Oh but, on our way here...' It didn't escape Ritsu's notice that where they were staying at seemed more private than the others. 'Did he do that on purpose too? For me? Gah,' He pulls away from his hug to put his hands over his face, growing upset. 'I'd feel bad letting his efforts go to waste! He wanted to give me a good birthday for the past 3 years! And my stamina has gotten better too! Not to mention that I do want him too! But but...'

"Will you please tell me what's going on in that head of yours?"

"Ack!" Ritsu jolts in Masamune's lap, before looking up at him. "I-I...Right..."

"..?"

'It should be okay right? Right?' Due to that small interruption his anxiety dwindled, allowing him to rationalize. 'Even if he's doing his best to be patient with me, I know he won't let me go anytime soon. And I trust him. Only he can touch me like this so...'

'So...'

"M-Masamune?" He goes back to wrapping his arms around him again.

"Yes?"

The brunet lets out a shaky sigh once he was hugged back. "I... I would tell you if I didn't like something. You know that."

"Yeah."

"S-so it's safe to assume that with... with the things we have in common that we like..." He swallows before letting out the rest, "Also applies to when we're in bed."

"..." 'I can feel his hands gripping at my waist.' Blushing, he dares not to move about in their embrace. At times like this, the older man's actions were louder than words. 'If he can do his best like this, I can do it too!'

Feeling safe enough to continue, Ritsu can feel his courage building up inside him. "Somehow... I'm very sensitive to you. When you touch me, even when you're cold, it's hot- th-the temperature mind you! N-not that you're a cold person!" He lets out a shaky breath at that fumble, before calming down. "When other people touch me, it's not the same as it is with you."

"...I see." In all honesty, he was too scared to look up to the older at the moment.

"So..." 'You can do it, me!' "...when you tell me to relax the second time around, i-it's not that I can't relax, it's just that..." Trailing off, he shuts his eyes in embarrassment. "T-that it feels really good."

'Ah, I said it. Aahh I said it.' He waits for Masamune's response.

"...Sometimes, you're so tight, it's as if you want me to stay inside you." Ritsu blushes, but it's short-lived as Masamune continues with a sigh. "But sometimes, it's so damn tight I wonder if my dick's gonna break in half."

"H-huh?!" Ritsu pulls away and leans back to stare at him in shock and worry. "It's that painful?! I'm sorry...!" 'That's right... no matter how long he tries to loosen me it's still tight back there- not to mention when he's in me it's...'

Something else seemed to weigh on the older man's mind as he uses his hands to gently grasp at both sides of Ritsu's face. "At some point, it's as if... you're afraid of feeling good. Like you're holding back from it."

'Ah...' Ritsu knew what the older was referring to. 'When I try to hold back my voice from getting louder...' It was hard for him to completely let go knowing it'll definitely disturb he neighbors and... 'If I say what I really want he'll definitely tease me... but...' They were in a private room, and it was his birthday... "Masamune?"

"Yes?" Answered the older, having moved away his hands from Ritsu's face to hold onto his waist again.

"You said you'll be what I want in bed tonight, right?" The brunet asks to make sure, his voice quiet.

"Oh?" Masamune slowly grins, wondering what was up. "What is it that you want?"

"Can you..." Ritsu hesitates slightly, "Can you tell me if I'm too loud? Th-that way, maybe I can control it better at home..."

"You should start out being as loud as you want. Let it all out," Masamune suggests, very much wanting to make the other cry out in pleasure to the point where he won't hear anything else. 'He's not even that loud, it's just that the walls are thin.' "And I'll tell you if it actually hurts my ears. There has to be more you want me to do, right?"

"That..." The brunet looks away nervously, before unwillingly, slowly meeting his eyes. "If... if I say I want it gentler," He swallows, his voice becoming small, "Or slower, or... ha-harder," Masamune widens his eyes at him, "Please don't tease me and just do it. I already know how perverted it sounds and you-mmph," Ritsu shuts his eyes as the other kisses him hard, and sighs as the older moved on with his lips to kiss his neck.

"Tell me more." Masamune demands huskily, with a slight tremble to his voice. Despite being at his limit, he wanted Ritsu to request more of him. "Why don't we practice?" He eagerly began undoing the other's pants, turning Ritsu around so his back pressed against his chest. Masamune then rested his chin on the younger's shoulders with his arms around him as he began to undo Ritsu's dress shirt.

"Bathroom..." Ritsu pleads weakly, becoming aroused. "We should..."

"After this," Masamune promises, before sucking gently under Ritsu's ear, prompting the latter to shiver in pleasure. "Practice first. Then we'll get ourselves cleaned up to get dirty again." He chuckles, before using one hand to grab the brunet's cock and the other to grope his chest.

"Nggh..." Ritsu shudders, letting the older do as he wanted as it was what he wanted as well. It was an embarrassing feeling, acknowledging that his lover knew where he liked being touched. 'What was the point of practicing again?' He wondered, before gasping at the hardness underneath him. 'Ah, he's hard now too... and...' "Ah, the ca-cardigan... I should take it off, it's getting hot..."

"You're already so hot," Masamune groans, holding onto the younger tighter as he began jerking him faster. "Ritsu..." He pants, his hips slowly grinding upwards against his love's behind. "Ritsu..."

"Ah! N-n-ngh... no," Ritsu whines, feeling that he was going to come soon. "Masamune, Masamune, I-I'm... Hahh...MMm..." Out of habit, he tried to keep his mouth shut before a hand turned his head to kiss Masamune. "Mmph! MMmph!" He moans, trembling as he came into Masamune's other hand.

After they parted their lips, Masamune helped take off the rest of Ritsu's upper wear so they could shower. "You still tried to hold back your voice." A little dazed, the younger responded with a audible grunt, and the older continues. "Since you're more aware of it now, try to let go. It's just you and me in here."

...

"Ahh..." 'It feels like we've been in here forever...' Ritsu swallows, panting as a third finger made his way inside him. The water pressure of the shower was low, but still very warm. After getting clean, he had been sitting up against the back of the shower as Masamune continued to finger his asshole for who knows how long. The bottle of lube nearby had been neglected a few minutes back. 'He's so hard too...' He honestly didn't understand why the older was so determined to get him to come more than he would by the end of the night. "Masamune..?"

"..." It didn't help that Masamune seemed mesmerized by how disheveled he looked with the water running down his body. He felt very self-conscious with that piercing stare, despite staring back at the other's body as well. He'd never deny his husband's handsome build.

'I want to try...' Maybe the steam was making him crazy but... 'I've been on his lap before, but not in the shower...' He breathes through the damp haze, wondering if he should just go sit on him to throw him off guard. 'I want him in me...' "Nngh..." Ritsu moans with repressed pleasure, seeing that he was hard again. 'Ah no, I'm supposed to let it out... Let it out, don't hold back...'

This seemed to bring the older man out of his daze. "You okay?" The fingers inside him curled and pulled out without meaning to and Ritsu shudders, wanting more. When the brunet felt that gentle hand on his cheek, concerned for him, it made him realize that he too, has a limit. While he was thankful that his lover cared for him like this, being treated as if he was so fragile that he can't go in deeper like they could before he got into a coma was...

If it was the him before they got into the shower, he would definitely be embarrassed to admit that to his lover, but right now...

'I can't take it anymore.' "Pl-please..." Masamune's eyes widen as Ritsu moved to press against his front, wanting to be on him. "On your lap, like this... Can we? Masamune..." He reaches out to wrap his arms around the older's neck to pull himself up on him, his sensitivity causing him to flinch as familiar hands latched onto his hips firmly.

He wanted him so badly, and there were no neighbors to- "Tell me if you get tired..." Once again, Masamune was still being careful with him. While it was kind of him, Ritsu knew this meant that the older man was going to hold back for him. 'I don't want him to hold back for me right now.'

"If it hurts, just-" The 28-year old was stunned as Ritsu interrupted him with a kiss, grasping the the back of his neck tightly before pulling away slightly.

"If I'm trying my hardest not to hold back my voice, then you don't hold back either! I'm not as easily tired as I was before! Even if I still can't keep up with you, I don't want you holding back!" The brunet then hugs him tighter around his neck, resisting to give in into his embarrassment as he continued to speak. "I want you... I want you! So... Please..."

"..."

"..."

For a few seconds, only the sound of the water falling filled in the silence before Ritsu gasps as Masamune lifts him slightly to position his cock into him. "I... planned to have us walk to the nearby market area and go shopping but..." Masamune breathes excitedly before regarding Ritsu openly in desire. "It's okay if we miss the morning rush." He had heard that it was busy in the morning and initially wanted to see what the fuss was about.

'Morning rush?' Ritsu wondered in interest, before he was pulled down with an intensity. "AAaahhck! Ohhh..." He shudders, letting out a cry with his head resting forward against Masamune's chest as the feeling of fullness caused him to tear up. "S-so deep... hnngh..." When rough hands began wiping his tears away and messing with his nipples he shivers, feeling the pain slowly ebbing away. "You... you okay?" Ritsu asks tearfully, his voice hitching. "I-I'm not too tight, am I?"

Masamune had his eyes closed, trying to concentrate on letting Ritsu get used to him. "Oh, you're always tight around me," He pants, before using a hand to push back Ritsu's hair from his face and kiss his forehead. "Are you okay?"

"I'm okay... but you were quiet earlier..."

"Oh that." To Ritsu's slight surprise, the older seemed just a tad bit embarrassed. "I was going to suck you off but you looked so sexy like that, I just..." He trails off as the brunet jolts in their position, and groans at the muscles tightening around his cock. "Ritsu..."

"I th-think I can go now," Ritsu pants, trying to lift himself up from the other's shoulders so he could thrust back down, but the sensation was too much for him. He was only able to get halfway out. "Masamune, can you help m-Hahh!" He cries as his hips were pulled back down roughly, and let the older help guide his hips to properly pull out and thrust onto him. "Hnngh... AAahh!"

"Yes, like that..." Masamune moans, keeping his hips moving upwards with rhythm once they got into it better. "I love it... whenever you're on me-" Ritsu interrupts him for the second time with another kiss, not wanting to him to finish his embarrassing comment. His throat rumbles as his laugh was muffled with his moaning, amused by his lively partner. 'He's too cute.'

...

"...n me?" The older frowns as he could barely hear the other, after they broke their kiss a few minutes later. The running shower water was louder on his end. 'Is he getting tired? We'll bathe after this, and then get to the bed and drink some water-' "-inside me?" The brunet had hugged himself closer to him, his lips to his ears. "Let it out inside me?" The truth was, his love was far from tired despite how weakened his voice seemed.

"...Huh?" Was all Masamune could say in disbelief, as he pulls away a little to look at him. Normally, he's the one that asks if he could release inside. Seeing that the older seemed genuinely confused, Ritsu furrows his brows in worry.

"Are you okay? You really can't hear me?" Ritsu reaches up to push away some excess water droplets off his ears. 'Am I really so loud that his hearing is numb?' "Is it the water, or me? Should we-"

"Do you like it when I come inside you?" Masamune asks point-blank, and suddenly the brunet understands why the older seemed so surprised.

"Ah..." Already flushed, the younger's cheeks became warmer as he tried to answer without actually answering. "W-we're already in here, so y-"

"But do you like it?"

"Do you like it?" Ritsu counters back, hoping that the older would get the hint because he didn't want to answer. However, as the older began to glare at him seriously Ritsu swallows, nervous. 'I know he wants to know what I like but... this is so embarrassing.'

"Yes..." The brunet eventually admits with his head turned, not able to look him in the eye. His hair that was pushed back fell forward to cover his eyes. "I know we're not supposed to do it often but, I... li-like it, when you come in me."

"..."

"But I know it can be time consuming to clean up! And um, the sheets can get dirty and not to mention theeugh?!" He whines as the older pulls out of him suddenly. "Masa-!" Gently, he was pushed to rest on the shower floor, and closes his eyes as his hair was brushed back once more.

"You really..." Ritsu opens his eyes to see Masamune stare down at him with that familiar glint in his eyes. Feeling slightly turned on at the sight, he swallows in anticipation as the older pulls him close with his legs pushed back. "Don't turn me on anymore than this."

"H-hHah?!" Ritsu sputters, indignant. "But yo-you're the one who made me-Ahh!" He threw his head back as he was entered again, trembling at the hardness inside of him. 'I don't think... I could ever get used to...' "Ma-masa... Not so rough..! Hah..."

"Lift your hips with me," Masamune pants, as he began thrusting into him eagerly, reveling in the tight heat that was his lover who was holding onto him for support. "Ahh!" "You're so hot inside," He begins kissing his way up the brunet's neck as his hands roam freely. "Feeling good?" He asks huskily, licking the shell of Ritsu's ear.

"Mmmn," Ritsu whimpers, letting out a small sob as the older quickened his pace. "Oohh! No," He moans as he felt the older trying to suck on his neck, failing to jerk his head away from the overwhelming sensation. "Nngh..."

"I know you like it here when you come," Masamune whispers heatedly before pressing his lips against him in succession, causing Ritsu to cry out incoherently. He begins stroking the younger's cock with one hand, using the other to hold his body against him tighter as he thrusts in harder. "Aahh! Ahh!" "Ritsu..."

"Masamune, Masamune hnngh," Ritsu cries feverishly, sobbing at the pleasure threatening to make him burst. The older grunts as he was reaching his peak, feeling the slight pain of his lover's nails digging into his upper back as he held onto him. "Masamune..!"

"Ritsu, I'm..!" Masamune grits his teeth as he came hard inside of him, riding out his orgasm as he rocked into the other with irregular rhythm.

"Aaahh!" The brunet shudders as he came as well, the feeling of being filled having pushed him over the edge. "Hah..."

...

"You okay?" Masamune whispers a little while later, twitching as he pulls out of Ritsu's ass. "Let me start the bath and-" A hand on his arm stops him.

"C-can we just... get to the bed already?" Ritsu asks quietly, no longer wanting to be wet and on a hard surface. "Let's just get clean again."

"...Okay," Masamune agrees with a smile, actually having wanted to be at the bed too instead of the bath. He helps the brunet sit up. "Does your throat feel fine?"

"Yeah," Ritsu admits, much to his embarrassment. "And it was nice... letting my voice out. When we're at home though..."

"Don't worry about that too much," Masamune chides, pinching one of his cheeks lightly. "You think I want people hearing your erotic moaning meant only for me?" The brunet silently flusters at that as he continues, "I'll always tell you if you're too loud, so pay no mind to what the neighbors think."

"But sometimes you make me louder on purpose," Ritsu frowns, raising a brow when Masamune smiles in amusement at the accusation. "Well?"

The older lets out a small laugh, bringing down the shower head to rinse Ritsu better. "Sounds like you've known for a while now, and you still let it happen?"

"..." 'Ah, I shouldn't get him too worked up while wet,' Masamune thought, seeing that the brunet was reddening again, his expression shy. 'I don't want him to get sick on his birthday.' "Here, get up." Masamune orders, gingerly pulling the younger man up to clean him better.

'God, this feels great.' Masamune sighs, letting himself rest on the plush mattress after getting dressed and dry. 'Definitely booking here next time.' He could hear Ritsu looking through the suitcase for something. "What are you looking for?"

"The condoms. Where are they?" At that, the older man sits up to stare over at the brunet, surprised yet again. "What is it?"

"You're not tired?" At that, the brunet glares heatedly before Masamune realizes his mistake, recalling their conversation from earlier. "Not that you look tired, just, your ass has been on the tile for about an hour so I'm worried is all."

"I'm happy you worry for me, but I feel fine." Ritsu finds what he was looking for, and throws the box and the lube over to the bed to land on his side of the bed. After getting himself up onto the bed he goes to straddle his lover who continued to sit up. "And even if it's past midnight, it's still my birthday."

Masamune slowly cracks a smile as he wraps his arms around him. Ritsu straddling him on his own accord was rare but always welcome. 'In the shower too, he sat on me so eagerly.' "Yes, it's still your birthday." He freezes in surprise as he was hugged wholeheartedly, feeling the younger pat and rub his back earnestly.

"Thank you for planning all this, and loving me." The older presses his lips at this, his heart racing as Ritsu let go of him to cradle his face while still on his lap. "When we go to the closest shrine later, I'll pray too."

"I love you." Masamune responds abruptly, enveloping Ritsu's hands on his face with his own hands. He closes his eyes in bliss for the warmth on his cheeks. "I really, really, love you."

"I love you too," Ritsu smiles softly, before pressing a gentle kiss to his lips. "You're the only one for me."

"Why does this suddenly feel like it's my birthday?" Masamune laughs playfully, before pulling down Ritsu's hands from his face so he can kiss them. "I'm happy you're enjoying yourself. You even decided to sit on me, twice now."

"Well, it is my birthday," The brunet counters, before pouting at him. "Not to mention, you made me admit a lot of stuff I've kept to myself. So, since you're doing what you want so persistently, then I'm going to try to-"

"You like sitting on me is what I'm hearing, right?" Masamune grins, trying to hold in a laugh. "Since you're doing what you want right now. Want to tell me I'm wrong?"

"..." Ritsu opens his mouth as if to argue, but shuts his mouth, his cheeks reddening as if caught. "A-and what if I like sitting on you? You're the one that started it," He crosses his arms, trying to will away his embarrassment. "Pulling me on your lap whenever you feel like it, using me like a portable heater, and your chest isn't too firm so it's... It's not uncomfortable, a-and..." Putting his hands on his face now, he decides not to continue, unnerved due to the older's teasing leading him into another admission. 'At this rate, I might spill out every thought I've had...'

"Oh? And you were doing so well too," The older comments, gently trying to pull the younger's hands away from his own face. "I already know how much you love me, but you always end up pulling away."

"It's not as if I'm... afraid." 'Maybe a little afraid.' "I don't mean to pull away either," Ritsu begins quietly, slowly releasing his hands from his face. "My heart feels like it's going to burst, and..." His expression had crumbled into one of yearning, as he avoided the older's eyes to stare out the window. He needed to explain how he was feeling properly without revealing too much. "Um... imagine a cup."

"...Okay." A little confused, Masamune went along with it.

"And then, you stick it under a waterfall-"

Masamune frowns. "Not a faucet?"

"N-no, a waterfall, and... no matter how much you shake some water out, it will always fill up and overflow."

"You can do the same with a faucet."

"No, because you can turn off a faucet. But I can't... turn off my feelings," Ritsu wavers, inching off of Masamune's lap carefully, "The cup is my heart, and the waterfall, all that water falling continuously, are my feelings for you. Think of it as if the waterfall starts from my head and goes down to my stomach and loops back up as it passes through my heart." 'Did that make sense? I really want to lie down now...'

As the older remained silent, Ritsu took that as a confirmation to continue.

"The pressure of the waterfall varies everyday, but it's always flowing. Sometimes, the cup feels like it's going to chip away, so it tilts at an angle so the water can still flow while it rests. So, like the cup, I'm going to rest a little too- I won't fall asleep though."

With that, the brunet crawls over next to Masamune to get under the covers. 'I'll just close my eyes for a little bit, and then... Hmm?' As his head sinks into the pillow he sighs, ultimately comfortable as he let himself relax. 'This is... so soft...'

'If someone asked me to fill up a cup with how much I loved Ritsu, I would try to fill it all the way to the top as much as I can without spilling.' Masamune thought, his chest aching increasingly for the brunet. However, it was good for the brunet to have communicated his hidden thoughts to him; he understood him even more now. 'Our logic is a little different but...' He sighs, dejected. 'I said faucet.' After scratching the back of his dark head, he goes to get under the covers to join Ritsu.

However, he couldn't sleep- something felt off. 'Am I forgetting something?' As he turns to face Ritsu he widens his eyes.

The brunet had tossed their lube and box of condoms on the other side of the bed.

Now they sat there in plain sight, mocking him.

His eyes went back and forth from the items to Ritsu's peaceful face. Unwillingly, he turns away to face the other side of the room. 'I want to hold him, but...' Swallowing, he turns back around and hugs himself to the other before shutting his eyes. 'I just won't look at it.' Despite thinking that, the temptation had him weakening. Unable to keep his eyes closed, he decides to gaze at his lover. 'His hair is growing longer again. I should ask if I can trim it for him. He said he wouldn't fall asleep, but I had him tell me a lot of things today so-'

"Hmmn?" Ritsu flinches and blinks himself awake, much to the older's surprise and joy. "This bed's so nice! I didn't mean to fall asleep... I guess I am a little tired," The brunet admits with a small, airy laugh; he was feeling much better now. At the sensation of his shirt being lifted he widens his eyes wordlessly at his husband, who stared back with resolve.

"I can't sleep, so please let me indulge you until I'm satisfied."

Blushing, Ritsu remembers what he had initially planned before turning to the lube and box of condoms he had thrown onto the bed. "I'm so sorry, I threw that here and everything..."

"It's fine, just let me hold you," Masamune pleads quietly, having already gotten up to bend over him. "I want you."

"...Me too," The brunet says back shyly, closing his eyes as the older began kissing his neck. "I'm only a little tired. This bed is so comfy, and the pillow is really soft..." He trails off, shivering as he was stripped of his sweatpants and underwear. 'Now that I think about it,' Ritsu realized, 'I never got to ask about the morning rush.'

...

9:46am was when Masamune woke up, blinking blearily at his cell phone before setting it aside. Tiredly, he turns over to rest and stare at his slumbering lover. 'If I'm aching, then he definitely...' He supposed that the younger would wake up in another hour or so. 'I had us down for checking out in the evening, so it should be fine. Maybe we can go eat somewhere and find a shrine to pray at before we go.'

I'm hoping this reads better on mobile cause it feels too short...

Ya know, I LOVE thinking about how MORE of a potential lovey-dovey couple they can be like, aughaldsjadgoadhghh it scares me to think that it's gonna end with them barely getting to that point and well, I believe I'll still write about them then, I hope. I love them lots to the point that they are one of my top OTPs even if I'm quiet about it.