(Forgiveness and Pain)
It was the afternoon and Tatiana felt something wrong,
"This feeling? Why am I feeling such dread?" Tatiana said to herself as she looked out the window to see random guards talking as Olga came in the room,
"Anything okay, Tatiana?" Olga asked as she let herself in and sat by Tatiana,
"I feel It in my spirit that something bad is gonna happen...like! I don't know how to describe it" Tatiana replied as she looked at Olga with concern,
"Vitkor? He won't do nothing to us but you did offer yourself in order to save us and Please be strong Tatiana and know that no matter what happens, God always loves his children so much and Papa and Mama taught me this all throughout my life and even when things are low and tough! Always remain strong and know that you are a strong bold and a very beautiful woman" Olga replied with warm smile as Tatiana's mood became a bit better,
"Thank you so much, my dear elder sister and that is apart of my strange mood, I also feel it in my spirit that Vitkor is only gonna continue to grow more and more cruel as a person and I hope in my spirit that he finds salvation within God or at least forgives us" Tatiana said as she looked down in with a sad look on her face,
"Do you forgive Vitkor for his actions?" Olga said as she looked at Tatiana as she turned her head up towards Olga,
"I have been praying to God about it all day and I truly feel that the Lord wants me to forgive him for If I have hate in my heart it will only turn me into a bitter and even a cruel person...and I don't want that to happen to me and especially to you guys as well" Tatiana replied back she putted her hands on her chest and closed her eyes as she stated her words,
"Do you hate Vitkor?" Olga asked as she gave her sister some comfort as Tatiana remained silent for a few seconds before answering,
"No...and earlier I did told Vitkor I truly hate him but I feel like I was lying and having hate in my heart will only turn me into a bitter person but I dislike his actions and I know that God doesn't hate Vitkor as well" Tatiana replied with a soft spoken voice as Olga nodded her head,
"But...how can God still love someone as cruel as Vitkor and he is a terrible man" Olga said in a curious tone,
"We all ask those questions but I believe God's love and faith in us is so strong that he wants us to be the best person that we can be" Tatiana said with a warm smile,
"I truly hope Vitkor finds salvation…"Olga said as she closed her eyes and thought about the events of earlier,
"Remember the time I yelled at Anastasia and told her those hurtful things?" Olga said with a crack in her voice as Tatiana quickly looked at her,
"Yes, and If i may ask why did you say those things?" Tatiana asked with a look of concern as Olga began to speak,
"I know I didn't mean it but Anastasia was getting herself into something that she knows that she won't win and my anger just got the best of me…" Olga said in a sad tone and began to shed some tears,
"I felt terrible on that day, and I told my own sister to become someone else and also said *what type of sister*" Olga ranted as tears rushed down her face at the same time as Tatiana simply listened to her sister,
"Also...I never really told anyone this nor Maria has told anyone but..I called her cruel.." Olga softly spoke as Tatiana's eyes widened with shock as she gave her a hug,
"Why?" Tatiana said as she was shock by the new information,
"Maria assumed that I didn't care about this family or anything but I was also in wrong for calling her that horrible word and I should had approach the situation better" Olga ranted as she softly cried on Tatiana's arms,
"Did you and Maria forgave each other?" Tatiana spoke,
"Yes" Olga simply replied as Tatiana gave a warm smile,
"I'm glad…" Tatiana said as Olga wiped her tears and looked up with a smile,
"You are very mature and at times it feels like you're the oldest! and you are like a big sister" Olga said as she chuckled a little bit,
"Thank you Olga, and whatever comes our way we must have faith and trust! and with Maxim on our side than anything is possible" Tatiana said with a warm smile while Olga and Tatiana shared a laugh under the afternoon sun.