Snowfire
After a month oregano
Moon walked to my office and she sighed and said "Snow, dear Snow, you are my best employee and the best is that it all was just a random encounter on the street." I smiled and she gave me my pay check and said "keep it up girl." and I looked at the ground and I said "Moon... we have never talked on serious matter but... ugh... let's say that you all of the sudden forget everything and some guy befriends you and it progresses to relationship and you love him but then you remember and all of the sudden you remember that you have another relationship and you love the other guy no differently, what would you do?" and she got confused and then she said "wait! is this what happened to you?" and I nodded and she said "uhh... so you love two guys but want to be with one of them... which one makes you feel the best when in their company?" and I said "no... it's because I know Dark from almost an decade... I love him but he doesn't want me anymore because it's his fault for what happened but I also understand why he did this and I forgive him but he said that he doesn't want me anymore... but my feelings for him... I loved Dark to point that I always wanted to tell him that I want kids from him but... I guess I will need to find someone else." she gave me sad look and said "if I was on your place... I would have gone after the guy that I want kids from... Dark is cool guy." and I said "but he doesn't want to be with me anymore and I want to be with him but he keeps pushing me off and it's hurting me... I can't deal with the pressure of loving two guys and I don't want to be heartbroken at the end." and she said "just... umm... don't hurt yourself alright?" I sighed and I said "I won't... I will just fall to my death and that's it." she gave me shocked look and said "alright how about no, I mean you have the other guy." and I said "but I've been with Dark for way longer, I trust him... our relationship shouldn't end like that." and she said "I was heartbroken when Night left me and I'm still trying to recover from it but I will need more time." and I looked at her eyes and I said "I'm really sorry to hear that, you two was perfect what happened?" and she said "I caught him cheating on me... worst of all he didn't even try to deny it he just told me and walked off with this shit." she looked down and said "Dark thinks about your good even after all those years, I don't know how but you need to talk with him." and she left. I sighed and I said "but it's not that simple... I chose Dark, I hurt Fire and back..." I put the gold bars in my bag and I followed her, I entered her office and I said "I will do something about it but not the way you told me." and I left.
I landed where Moon told me that Dark lives now and I waited for him to come see who is, after few minutes he said from the came "go away." I walked in and I sat on the ground beside him and I looked down and I said "I want to be with you... I'm tired of being heartbro..." he yelled in my face "you have turned fucking whore Snow, you think that sex solves all problems and don't tell me that you didn't came here to cheat on Fire! you are worthless piece of shit, you aren't anymore the girl I love six years ago! go away from here." my heart skipped a beat and my eyes filled with tears and I said "no, I didn't, I came to talk with you! stop insulting me, please you." and he said "Snow go away, I don't love you anymore, I lost all my feeling for you, you are nobody to me!" and I looked at his eyes and I said "don't talk like that, I know that you still have feelings for me." and he said "do I need to hurt you physically to make you leave me?" and I said "you never would do it! Dark, let me say what I want to tell you." and he said "I don't care about you!" and I said "I don't want to be heartbroken again... I will miss you a lot more than I will miss Fire... if I lose you this means that I have to forget about declare of my life, please you Dark." and he sighed and said "Snow... we are adults, right?" and I nodded and he said "well alright then, since we are ones we should not allow this to escalate that far, I wish we could stay friends but we can't because you are too stubborn... anyway Snow I wish you success in your new relationship now please you go." and I said "b-but..." I sighed and I said "I want to tell you something else... I always... ugh... Dark... I never knew how to tell it to you especially now but I want children from you, please let's give ourselves a second chance." and he said "what I'd you think that I didn't want children from you? of course I wanted too but we can't be together anymore I wish we could stay at least friends but no you are making it impossible." I looked down and I said "a-alright... let's be at least friends." and he said "at the first let's get together again or something from this type you become nobody for me." I nodded and I looked away and I said "can we hug for last?" he sighed and said "alright." we hugged and he said "bye Snow." I started crying and I said "bye Dark, see you tomorrow at work." and he said "tommorow is Saturday we don't need to go." I sighed and I said "oh yeah... well see you on Monday, bye." and I ran out.
I returned home and Fire seemed pretty pissed off and he said "where was you?!" and I said "doesn't matter why are you angry." and he said "oh nothing not like I came to your job to take you on a date but you never showed up." and I said "the front door is for costumers only..." and he said "whatever, we still can go on date but we would be really late." I looked down and I said "alright then." and he said alright let's go." and we take off.
After two hours we returned home and he said "it was still worth it." and I said "yeah... can we go sleep I'm really tired." and he said "same." and we walked to the sleeping camera and I laid on the ground and I fell asleep.