If the way things are going now continue in this downward spiral, I don't know what's going to happen...

All right, very brief recap of the passed two months: I compelled Elena to stake herself in the leg, just for my amusement. And revenge, as it was right after she attacked me and tried to kill me. But that was when her humanity was off, eventually Stefan, Damon and I got her to flip the switch back on. Bonnie lowered the veil, Kol tried to kill Elena which I may or may not of helped him with, Bonnie did a spell to keep Jeremy on this side and died because of it. Bonnie, Elena, Caroline, Stefan and Matt graduated. Silas started messing with everybody's heads, I learned how to block him out by contacting Alec on The Other Side, I followed Damon, Elena and Katherine through the woods. Damon and Elena took turns snapping my neck.

All good? Okay.

I met Qetsiyah, or Tessa, she told me some disturbing information, and she told me we were family because my Coven, in earlier years, two thousand years ago, invited her to join them, which would mean as long as she is around, she's one of us, which I don't mind. I like her. We even went to the movies, played pool, went for lunch a few times.

I enjoy hanging around her. She really isn't as bad as everyone is making her out to be. She is genuinely a good person. She is a woman scorned, betrayed by love. I know what everyone thinks, what they think they know. They know Shane's version of the story, and they know Silas' version of the story. People these days are so gullible, they never think to get both sides of the story.

How are you supposed to know the entire situation if you don't get both sides of the story? One person could be lying, and Silas is the liar here.

Tessa is telling the truth.

I know it, I can feel it. She isn't lying. My twin and I have this uncanny ability to sense when somebody is lying to us. Apparently it didn't work well for me two years ago, but it definitely works now. I learned how to use it properly after I was betrayed by a bunch of idiots. What truly fascinates me, is how Silas could be so determined to bring Tessa down.

Why would you want to hurt somebody you were once in love with? It doesn't make sense. Then again, now that I think about it, Silas is a deranged psycho, so, it does kind of make sense for his side of the story, his reasoning for wanting to take down Tessa and his plans to be confusing.

Crazy two- thousand year old physic psycho.

"Most would have run away by now." I said to Rebekah on the phone, "Where is Elijah?"

"I don't know," she sighed, "I cant find him anywhere." she gasps, "maybe Nik daggered him..."

"Oh, man," I rolled my eyes, "he's back to the old dagger tricks again."

"Does he realize what that makes us think?" she asked me, "It makes us think he doesn't care about us, that he doesn't love us. Is that what he's trying to do? Make us turn against him?"

"Nik loves you, he loves all of you. That much I can tell you." I said, "I mean, I guess Nik isn't great with expressing feelings. Then again, neither am I. It's just not something I seem to be capable of. I don't think that's what he's trying to do. I k ow he says he does it to protect you, but I don't know. It seems to me like the 'daggering my siblings because I am trying to protect them' goes into something deeper." I paused, "He also does it when he is angry at you guys, or if he wants to end conversation and whoever he's talking to won't shut up."

"Well, that's true," she says, "But why doesn't he just explain to us why he does it?" she asked, "I am sure we would understand his reasoning. Family is everything, no matter what."

"Nik is a complicated person." I told her, "But you already knew that. I've asked my brother about this before and he told me that most of the time when a brother gets angry and lashes out, he isn't necessarily mad at you, he's mad at himself and the world." I explained, "I'm not sure how true that is, but take it as you will. Just don't get yourself daggered." I laughed, "I need my best-friend."

"And I need mine," I could hear the frown in her voice, "I wish you were here right now."

"Here's my advice to you: do not put yourself in his way." I said, "It will never end well. Men are very prideful. They'll never admit when they're wrong, unfortunately, but he is your brother so you know he loves you."

"Thank you, Kyrie." she said, "You're the greatest friend I have ever had."

My twin and Simon were on the couch, cuddling, looking to be in love.

I guess I wouldn't know what love is.

The only person who ever came extremely close to my love was Kol Mikaelson. He was truly a charmer and very close to breaking down my walls. I don't really know now, though. Even if he were to come back from The Other Side, where I'm sure he is, I can't say it would be the same. I really can't help it.

I'm more broken now than I was before.

Anyone could understand why: I was kidnapped by my mother, tortured, violated multiple times on various occasions, and abused for three months before I was turned into an Original Vampire-Witch Hybrid who can't be compelled, along with my brothers. I've figured out I'm stronger and faster than a normal Vampire and I have also discovered I can compel other Vampires just like Nik, Elijah, and Rebekah, and Kol if he were here...

"I don't know how these people think their plans are logical." I rolled my eyes at the blonde on the TV screen running away from the killer, "Who would willingly run into something they know is a dead end?"

"I would have never done that." Simon said, "She should have ran away. Not walked straight to him, she lead herself to a trap. He's a killer!" he sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose, "she should not have walked right into a trap. Idiot."

"The main characters in these horror movies can be stupid." Kayne said, as I nodded in agreement, "That's just the way they are. Especially when they are in a life or death situation."

I felt my phone vibrating in my pocket and looked at the Caller ID, "Speaking of stupid," I rolled my eyes, "It's Stefan."

"Why do they always have to bother you?" Kayne asked, "It's twin time." he glanced at the male next to him, "Plus, Simon."

"They're idiots," I said, pressing the answer button, "Just like the characters in these movies. Hello?"

"Hey, Kyra." a voice that wasn't Stefan's replied, "Where are you?"

"Hey, Tessa." I replied, "I'm with my twin brother and friend."

"I have some news I would love to share with you." I could hear the smile in her voice, "You're not in Virginia, I can tell, and I would rather tell you in person. If you don't mind coming back."

"Whatever it is, you sound happy about it, so," I laughed, "I'll be there. I'm on my way."