Snowfire
After nine months
Before a month I found out that Fire was cheating on me with some other girl and he tried to deny it even though I told him that I know.
I called Dark to my office and he came and I said "hello... umm I have report that you aren't doing your job correctly." and he said"what! I'm doing it properly... fucking hell Star!"and I said "yeah... um... can I ask you something?" and he said "what do you want Snow?" and I looked down and I said "we was going to be just friends right?" and he said "yeah and?" and I felt really awkward and I said "we lost touch." and he said "don't tell me you still have feelings for me!" I sighed and I said "no I don't, I just want to share my pain with someone and everyone I know is just pushing me aside so I thought that you may want but oh well." and he said "you aren't even asking if I have plans, for tonight I don't have any plans but doesn't mean that I will hang out with you." and I nodded and I said "alright." he said "is that all?" and I said "one final thing, sign here." and he did it and I said "alright... that's all." and he said "ten minutes after work, no more." and I said "alright." and he left.
After work.
We walked out of the shop and I said "I know that your girlfriend is going to wait for you so I will be fast... at least you are the only one who I can tell this... I recently bought shit ton of drugs and I'm going to just overdose and hope for the worst or in my case for the best." and he said "w-what?! why?" and I said "we all are dying just some die younger than others." and he said "why is that?! what happened with your relationship isn't Fire supporting you anymore?!" and I said "I broke up with him a month ago." and he said "and you didn't told anyone?! wait, last week I overheard you saying that you are about to get married with him." and I said "I lied? I don't want to talk about this, I wanted to spend some time with you but... at least your relationship is going good." and he said "you was right when you said that this place isn't really good for outsiders but yeah... my current relationship is going well." and I said "enjoy your life, I will go home and end mine... it was a bit over ten minutes, sorry... I just had to." and I take off.
Darkscape
'This little bitch, I have to help her... but Marija will be mad... ugh, I gotta save her.' and I take off after her. We landed on her balcony and she said "no, this time you aren't saving me... this time I want to die! go home, go... go and do something with your girlfriend! I'm your ex you shouldn't be here too help me! please you go away!" and Marija landed beside me and said "hey... uhh what's going here?" and Snow said "I'm colleague of his and he is trying to make out with me." I gave her angry look and I said "don't lie!" and Marija said "I don't believe her... I overheard yours conversation before you two go and little of this conversation here... I will be home." and she take off and I said "Snowfire, don't you dare to do this!" and she said "that's my life and I can do whatever I want to!" and I said "this doesn't mean to kill yourself!" and she said "alright then give me better thing to do." and I said "Snow you... you are strong girl you can't give up." and she said "no I'm not... not anymore, I'm tired of being single but I don't want to be heartbroken again... I will suicide and solve all my problems." and I said "that's coward, Snow you still can do it." and she said "I didn't want to make you responsible for anything but you was the only one to ever love me truly... I always forgave you when you hurt me... but... fuck it I just want to die already, you can't change my mind and this time you can't do anything to prevent my death." and I said "Snow you aren't worthless, you will be loved!" I shoot the drugs and a thick white fog filled the room and she started snorting the air and I stopped breathing." she got pretty high on drugs and I managed to get her out of the cave and I took her home.
I landed on the balcony and she already was sobering up, came Marija and said "w-what... at least she is alright." and I said "she is nowhere near alright." Snow yelled "let me go home!" and Marija said "and mind me asking what you planning to do with her?" I gave her annoyed look and I said "cheat on you." she gave me mad look and said "look her condition, she will fail drug test and will be fired you finally can get promoted." and Snow rolled me and she came above me and said "let me go!" and Marija pushed her into the cave and I said "I will go on walk with her, I will be back later." and I grabbed her and lifted her.
I took her to the place she told me she loved to hangout when she is lonely and I said "Snow, come on you know that you don't want to die." and she started crying and said "everyone is throwing me aside like I'm worthless to them!" and I said "our relationship ended before years Snow everything since then is just toxic." she looked at me and said "I know but trust me, I'm ready to suffer but not to be without you, you are the perfect boyfriend for me... but I can't have you anymore." and I said "what happened with this guy didn't he love you?" and she sighed and said "I fucked up by choosing him over my family, I don't want to talk about him anymore... how's going with this girl?" and I said "I don't know, she is the fifth in nine months, all the others just leave without saying anything, I like her but I don't have high expectations." Snow laid on her back side and said "Dark... am I ugly? what's wrong with me? I mean... every girl eventually gets few guys that she can start good relationship with and all of them are going to stay but how it comes that I can't find even one?" and I said "well umm... you..." she break me and said "no, be honest with me." and I sighed and I said "you are kinda fat, you are cute but your personality is fucked up... you used to have pretty good personality when I got kidnapped but now... you never told me fully what happened in those six years but you have changed a lot Snow, you have got this type of personality that requires you to and the guy to have known each other for a good while before moving to somewhere near relationship... although Snowfire, I can't understand why you go after single guys at this age? we are almost thirty if guy is alone at this age he probably is worthless as shit, try moving from pubs to where families or single dad's hangout with their children." she said "I won't watch someone's kids! I want to start my own family!" I gave her sad look and I sighed and heard footsteps behind me and I said "Snow how so you decided to come to me?" and she said "the past month, I asked my brother to complain and share my pain with him and cry on his shoulder but he always was saying that he is busy and have something else to do, I tried with my sister but she ignores me then I tried with Mom but... but she never listened to what I was saying, she was talking about some shit that wasn't related to me... my life is meaningless, I never got anyone except for you but I just can't be with you." and I said "we can always be friends." and she said "when I get home I will suicide." and I said "Snow... please don't you won't gain anything from that." and she said "sorry but... I can't live this life anymore... life of rejection and pain." I sighed and I said "Snow... I understand you, just... my current girlfriend have a brother that is twenty six years old but he has a five years old child, give him a try he is nice guy, his wife has died when the kid was too young, Snow please give him a try." and she said "he is old." and I said "just four years, give him a try please you." and she sighed and said "what do I have to lose, alright but Dark... can we spend the night together?" and I said "I think we have talked about this." she said "not sex, just few drinks, are you okay with that?" and I sighed and I nodded.
Snowfire
We flied to a bar and with my spare gold I bought some whiskey bottle and I said "Dark, where do you want to go and drink?" and he said "come over, let's drink there." and I said "nah, I don't want to be around her, she will be nosy, come over." and he said "with all of those drugs I don't believe you." and I said "just come over we will clean them later please come." and he agreed.
We landed on the balcony and we walked in, we went to the sleeping camera and I opened the bottle and I said "I will go bring mugs." and I walked to the kitchen, I saw that everything was in cocaine and I sighed and I get two mugs and walked back to him, we drank the bottle, we walked to the balcony and he hugged me and said "Snow, you are great girl when someone gets to know you." I looked down and I said "nobody else seems to think like you." and he said "Snow... we can't be together anymore, you should give up on me." and I said "who else if not you?" and he said "Snow you can't be that... I don't know, obbsessed with me." and I said "we was young... just getting into life and all you was... I don't even know anymore! I think you was my third at the time and we was happy together, our relationship was great... I wanted children from you and now I'm in my mid twenties, depressed and suicidal." and he sighed and said "Snow, it's not worth it, what are you going to get if you end your life?" and I said "I don't know... at least the pain will disappear." and he said "yeah but then what? you won't be alive anymore you will be dead." and I said "will you catch me if I jump?" and he said "last two times was quite painful but yeah I will catch you." I saw my brother to fly forward me and I said "you don't have to." and he said "Snow we can go to the bar tomorrow night if you want." and I said "I'm not going to such places anymore." and my brother landed next to me and said "what did you want Snow?!" and I said "you are bad, I won't ask you for anything no more." and he said "you can't come at work and demand to have a talk with me." and I yelled "I came four times to your cave! even at Saturday you told me to fuck off, you fuck off leave my life." and he said "Dark what's up with her?" and Dark sighed and said "maybe you should be better to her, Snow I will go and please don't do stupid stuff we will talk tomorrow." and I said "no, I don't plan on seeing tommorow." and Luka said "what do you with that Snow?" and I said "go away!" and I pushed him off the balcony and he started hovering and said "Snow I had work!" and I said "go away!" and he said "Snow stop it, let's talk." and I said "I won't talk with you! go away!" and he sighed and said "Snow you are impossible!" and he turned back and flied to somewhere, I sighed and I said "I will just end it all." and he said "that's not the way Snow! come over tonight if you want." and I said "so I can watch you and your girlfriend together? nah I will miss... I will miss to live another day." and he said "if you was going to jump you would have already done it." I looked down and I said "I just miss you and I want to just talk with you but alright I guess." and I jumped off and I closed my wings. As I was getting closer and closer to the ground he grabbed me with his legs and tied our tail together and started flapping his wings, we hit the ground but it wasn't that painful as the last time and he said "Snow, that's not the way!" and his girlfriend came out of nowhere and said "how dare you jump after her! what if you didn't catch her in time?!" and Dark said "that's the third time she is doing this, I have experience in this." and she gave me angry look and said "how dare you try to steal my boyfriend! he is your ex and he doesn't want you anymore!" and I said "so you taught her how to become invisible?" and he nodded and he said "well I don't want to be with her but this doesn't mean I don't care about her wellbeing." and she gave him angry look and said "she isn't welcome home!" and he said "I won't leave her to go and kill herself." and she got even more angry and said "she isn't welcome home! if you care that much about her then why don't you get back to her?" and I said "stop it Dark don't... just go." and he said "I won't let you to suicide." and I take off.
I returned home and I sat on the balcony and I saw him taking off with his girlfriend I sighed and Dark came to me and said "Snow come." and his girlfriend landed beside me and said "come but only for one night!" and I said "no I don't want to bother you guys." and she said "I'm not about to ask you again!" and Dark said "Snow come on." I sighed and I said "alright." and we all take off.
We landed on their balcony and she said "I"m going to sleep, night Dark." and he said "night." and we went to the kitchen and we started talking about me wanting to suicide and he telling me how bad of decision it is. After an hour of talking he said "want to we go to the neighbor cave, it's empty." and I said "why?" and he said "so we don't have to whisper?" and I said "oh alright." and we left their cave, we flied to the neighbor cave and he said "Snow, you shouldn't be so obsessed with me." I moved a bit closer to him and I placed my front right leg on his chest and I said "you have good heart, don't let others to hurt it." and he said "Snow let's go back and I said "alright." and we walked to the balcony and I said "Dark... I'm going home, Dark... please be happy in your life and please forget about me quickly." and he said "Snow no! why do you want to suicide that badly?" and I said "I hate myself and my life, nothing is never good everything is bad and I can't just keep it going anymore, I don't want to be hurt anymore! I'm tired from being hurt left and right, I want to die." and he said "Snow... what if we hangout after work?" and I said "this would hurt me even more... when you wanted to cut my feelings for you... you hurt me a lot then... just... you have better luck with everything than I do, I will go and end my miserable life." he looked aside and said "I won't let you, I still love you and I won't let you... I asked you to lose feelings for me but I couldn't... I just couldn't." I felt mixed feelings and I said "then why you wanted me to lose feelings for you?" and he said "Snowfire, how can I be with you when you lost your memories because of me?" I looked down and I said "I forgave you... I did... but you was acting cold to me, ugh... when will we be together again?" and he said "the best we can be is best friends, I don't want to hurt you again." my eyes filled with tears and I pushed him off the balcony and I take off.