My baby girl is planning to die! Seeing how my Esme reacted when she read her letter from our youngest daughter, makes me not want to open my letter from her but I need too. Clearing my throat and pulling Esme closer to me, I start reading.

(Letter) (thoughts)

Dear Carlisle (Daddy)

She called me Daddy!

I hope you and the rest of the family are doing well without me. What am I saying? Of course you're doing well now that your little human chew toy isn't around you to tease you about what the life you all lost. I just wanted to say that I'm going to die in two weeks. I know that you're not going to care whether I live or die but I guess I should tell you anyway. You have no idea what I've been through these 8 months. It's all your family's fault (mostly Edward's but yours as well) your son destroyed me and now I'm not the Bella you knew, I'm not Bella anymore at all. I'm a shell of a person who you wouldn't even recognize. Maybe that's a good thing. But maybe it's not.

You're not a chew toy. Of course I care if you live or die, Bella. Oh baby girl what has us leaving done to you?

Carlisle, you're the only person I'm going to tell this to: I've started self-harming and drinking Vodka. Not to get drunk or feel pain or see my bright red blood dripping from my body, but to feel numb and lightheaded and imagine his worried face as he watches me hurt myself. I'm sorry for intruding on your lives but at now you won't have to worry about me getting myself killed from a sadistic, murderous vampire anymore and get you and your family killed as you protect me.

She can't be self-harming or drinking, I had to go through that with Esme andI am not going through with you too. You didn't intrude on our lives.

Carlisle Cullen, you're an amazing vampire, doctor, husband and even an more amazing father to Alice, Rosalie, Emmett, Jasper, Edward... and me. Even though I'm not biologically your or Esme's daughter, you are my parents.

I'm still your father Baby girl, regardless of if you've got my blood running through your veins.

Those 6 vampires you have in your life are the best thing that has ever happened to you. You seven vampires I had in my life were the best thing that I've ever had. Please don't ever forget me. I'll only say this once: I'm so lucky to have met you, Carlisle Cullen. Keep doing what you're doing: being an amazing husband and Dad. Everyone you meet is happy to have you around even if it's for a minute. I'm so proud of the family you have created. Don't ever let them go.

Oh baby girl, I'm coming home when we're finished here and I'm never letting you go ever again. I promise.

I love you forever, Daddy

I love you forever Bella

Isabella Marie Swan.

I'm so angry with Bella and at myself. We should've fought against Edward to stay in Forks. Maybe if we did, my daughter wouldn't be drinking or self harming so she can see us. I look at my oldest son with fire in my eyes. "What did you say to her?!" I shout at Edward. Edward looks at me. "I had to make it seem like we all hated her for her own safety!" He argues. I roll my eyes. "You're an idiot." I spit at him. "Well congratulations, Edward. It's worked. Not only does she hate us but she also misses us and wants to see us before she dies. If she dies, just know it's your fault for letting that girl go!" Edward chuckles. Why is he chuckling? This isn't funny! It's serious! "I never loved that pathetic, whiny human." That rattles me. I let out a dangerous growl. Esme puts a hand on my upper arm to keep me from charging at our son and potentially killing him. "Carlisle," Esme says in a low voice. "don't." I growl at my mate, which is rare. Well for me anyway, the only times me and Esme growl at each other is when we're really pissed or having sex. "That's bull crap and you know it, Edward." I snap before pulling my wife closer to me and nuzzling my face in her Caramel hair. Emmett is next and he looks as if he's going to go on a rampage. Us leaving Bella has affected them almost as bad as me and Esme.