Chapter Seven

Bella got Char to her room and let a breath out. She had no idea why but she was afraid that any minute something might happen. She is horrified by going back there but she has a feeling it's unavoidable. "Isabella, don't even think about doing what you are thinking I will punish you if you even attempt it, '' Peter yelled up the stairs making Bella flinch. Why does everyone seem to know her movements even when she doesn't know what she is going to do.

"So honey, want to tell me why you want me in here with you?" Char asked, making Bella look back at her.

"I hate being alone and the fear chokes me every time so I thought I would bring master but he has you and I don't swing your way so I thought you were a safe bet I mean you really don't have to be here with me if you don't want to" Bella said blushing realizing she didn't even ask Char what she wanted.

"Honey, why don't I call Jasper in for you? He can help you sleep and you guys can get to know each other better" Char said trying to be helpful.

"NO! I mean that won't be necessary really I'm fine why don't you just go by Peter now that I think about I actually want to be alone" she said going and locking herself in the bathroom. She heard Char leave and breathed a breath of relief. She quickly got in the shower and made sure to dump a bunch of scent things around the shower before taking out a razor, breaking it and using one of the blades across her arm. She got two cuts in when the door was busted open and Edward was standing in front of her. Then Jasper came in growling at Edward getting down in front of Bella. Edward held his hands up and backed out of the room.

"Isabella, get out here now!" Jasper demanded. Bella peeked around the curtain blushing.

"Can I have a robe and a towel please so I can cover myself" She asked. Trying to think of any way to get out of dealing with Jasper. She really didn't want anything to do with him. She saw a robe appear and wrapped it around herself making sure everything revealing was covered including her arms. She got out and quickly grabbed a towel drying the bottom of her hair trying to make sure not to lift up my arms so her sleeves wouldnt ride up.

"What were you doing in there darling?" he asked, stepping closer to her making her step back. He kept moving till she was against the wall and when she went to go sidestep him. but he put his arm up blocking her path. She glanced around nervously before looking back to his light colored eyes.

"I was just taking a shower that I very much needed so if you could please get out so I can finish showering and see if master needs me" she whispered looking away from him.

"And who is your Master Isabella?" he asked, realizing that she wasn't talking about him anymore. She started twitching nervously and looking all around the room. "WHO ISABELLA'' he demanded.

"It's Master Peter" she whispered and Jasper started growling low in his chest. Bella flinched making Jasper take a deep breath trying to stop his growls. He stared at her for a while before he smirked at her.

"And why is my captain suddenly your Master? Got sick of the way I was treating you, was I a horrible master?" he asked, putting a sad voice on.

"No no no master you were amazing I couldn't have asked for a better master then you and I loved what I felt with you but you have your other priorities and I know he was willing and char accepted please master you didn't do anything" she quickly answered him and he smirked at her.

"Then come back to me and be my submissive. I'll forgive you for hurting my feelings if you agree to coming back to me" he moved close whispering in her ear. She blushed looking down.

"I'm sorry sir I cant it is on my master to give me away when not in extreme cases" She whispered fidgeting with her fingers. He grabbed her hands and she quickly remembered why he came in and tried to take her hands back but he wouldn't let go.

"Peter get in here now" Jasper raised his voice making Bella panic for a moment knowing he was going to talk to him about giving her up.

"Wait leave him be he doesn't need to be brought into this maybe we could make some deal or something" but it was too late peter was strolling into the room with a smirk on his face till he got a whiff of something.

"Isabella, what is that smell" he demanded and she paled looking at the ground.

"Peter I would like your permission to have Isabella back as my submissive." Bella didn't hear any other conversation but she heard Peter leave. She looked up panicking.

"Well now Isabella it is just you and your master and the first thing I want to know is why?" he asked and she looked at him confused until he pulled her sleeve up. She quickly tried to move her arm away but he wouldn't let go. "Im waiting Isabella"

"I'm sorry Master I just was having conflicted feelings and it is the only form of release I have. I'm sorry I didn't let you know so you could watch and feed but please don't be angry at me please" she whispered looking down till she heard him growl. She quickly looked up saw he was angry and bowed her head again.

"Who" he demanded and she instantly knew what he was asking and swallowed.

"Im sorry sir I am not allowed to talk about it please understand" she whispered and started fidgeting again. He grabbed her hand and started pulling her out of the room. She wanted to ask where they were going but she knew that she might anger him if she speaks again. Well she was lost in her own thoughts she didn't realize they had arrived in the doctor's room.

"Jasper son what can I do for you and Isabella?" he asked standing to greet them. Bella looked at her feet praying that she wouldn't get into any more trouble.

"Carlisle, did you do blood work on her?" he asked, stepping forward.

"No, I was going to leave it till tomorrow and have the lab put a rush on it. Why is something wrong?" He asked, glancing at Bella worriedly.

"Isabella, tell him what you just let slip," Jasper demanded.

"He drank from me" she whispered knowing Carlisle would hear her. Suddenly there was a growl and smashing sounds. Bella looked up worried and saw the doctor was angry and couldn't control it. She saw him walk towards the door and grabbed his arm hanging onto him.

"Please sir please just leave it, it was my fault not his please don't do anything please" she silently sobbed at him and he grabbed her tight holding her to his chest.

"Jasper I need permission to do what we were talking about earlier" he said only loud enough for Jasper to hear. Jasper nodded and watched wondering what was going to happen from it. Carlisle grabbed Bellas face and made her look at him. He saw what seemed to be a light bulb go on in her head and she shook her head trying to get away from him.

"Please please please don't do it, I know what you can do please" she begged struggling as much as she could but he wouldn't let her go. He turned her and pinned her to the wall and quickly kissed her. She felt him in her mind and tried fighting it but it was too late he was seeing everything. When he got to the end of her memories he fell to the ground screaming grabbing at his hair. she got down next to him knowing what was happening.

"Breath deep breaths think about a safe place where only you can be and imagine doing what you love" she whispered to him and then started to singing to him lowly helping him calm down till he was back to normal.

"Thank you Bella I appreciate that" Carlisle said as he stood to his full height.

"Isabella when I told you to tell him you said he drank from you like he knew who was at fault why is that?" Jasper asked standing in position making her get into her usual position on her knees.

"He knew" was all she could say. Jasper glared at Carlisle who seemed to be in his own world. Jasper recognized that he was in shock and stood waiting for him to come out of it. He came out with a growl.

"Im going to fucking kill him" he growled then turned to Bella "You lied to me why" he demanded making Jasper turn to Bella and see the panic in her eyes.

"Please I knew you would tell everyone and I couldn't handle it I couldn't destroy this family, I couldn't handle being the center of everyone's hate and I couldn't handle him spinning me into a slut please I did it for all of you please don't be angry with me" she whispered sobbing at the end

"That's enough who is he?" Jasper demanded and stared between the two of them. Bella was silently pleading with Carlisle not to say anything and he was staring back at her demanding she tell Jasper. No one was saying anything when a small figure walked into the room making both men growl.

"Alice what the fuck could you possibily want right now?" Carlisle growled at her and she looked hurt by it.

"I was just hoping to take Bella shopping or I could just spend time with her in her room if that makes everyone feel better. I don't care, Please Carlisle" she begged him. Bella knew he knew what was going on so she jumped in before he could out anything.

"Sure we can spend some time together, why don't we go to your room since I doubt I have anything in my room to entertain us" Bella supplied walking to Alice making sure that she didn't have any emotion so Jasper couldn't pick up on what was going on.