After everyone was done with dinner and Harry sent a spell at the dishes to wash themselves, they all want upstairs to their bedroom to lay down early so they could talk. Both Bill and Fleur took their top layers off leaving Fleur in a bra and panties and Bill in tight fitting boxers that hung low on his hips. Harry was still staring when they crawled into bed leaving space in between them for him to lay. He blushed, pulled his shirt off and crawled in the middle. Once they were all settled and slightly snuggled together the conversation started.

"Why don't you say out loud what you are wearing under your sweats so that I'm not mistaken on what I felt earlier?" Bill spoke calmly and made his voice low.

However, for Harry the voice not only calmed his down a little it also caused another reaction that caused him to blush. "I-" He took a big breath of air and let it out quickly with his words. "Imwearingpanties." When he felt a small pinch on his right arm he looked up to see Fleur giving him a look. As pink took overtook his face he spoke more clearly this time. "I'm wearing panties."

When no one spoke for a couple of minutes Harry went on. "I was walking around a wizarding store in the summer after fifth year. I wasn't in the greatest of moods because I was trying to stay away from my relatives for as long as I could. I wasn't really paying attention to where I was walking because I was staring at my feet but I was dragging my fingers on the clothes. I stopped when they brushed against something silky like. When I looked up I realized I was in the girl sections and my hand was on lace panties. I made sure no one was around me and I quickly took a few different kinds and colors down that I thought would fit me. I paid for them but obliviated the sale person afterwards because I could just imagine them going to the Daily Prophet about Harry Potter buying women's underwear. They would run a story about me buying it for a girl or some other crazy story.

"When I got back to my relatives I freaked out. It sunk in what I had just done and I admit I panicked for a good half hour but- but then I realized that while feeling the material I felt happy. It makes me comfortable so I wear it at home only just in case. In just one day I felt secure enough here to put them on without realizing that you guys don't know about that part of me that like girls' underwear and will sometimes wear girl clothes around the house. I have since then bought multiple styles and colors. Some are made out of acromantula silk and some are lace." Harry stopped talking out for a second to take a deep breath. "I hope this doesn't creep you out of make you feel weird being with me. I'll stop if you want but please don't leave me."

Harry started the last sentence calm but by the end he was breathing heavy with worry. He didn't want something that made him feel so happy and pretty to be the thing that would make his fourth chance at a mate end. He would stop though. He knew it wasn't safe to feel like this and it wasn't good to change yourself for your mate but Harry was desperate. He wanted a family and a mate and felt like he would change his entire existence if it meant that he could keep them.

While Harry was having the problem in his head both Fleur and Bill were looking at each other over his head. They threw up a spell so Harry wouldn't hear them talk even though they didn't think he would hear them any way over his own thoughts.

"Bill" Fleur almost whimpered out.

"I know Fleur. We need to be careful with him. We need to remember that even though he may be the savior or Boy-Who-Lived he is also a seventeen almost eighteen year old who just wants to be loved." Bill told her gently but firmly.

Fleur nodded. "Right. Although right now we need to decide if this is something we would be okay with. Him wearing girl underwear and clothes. I personally would love to have someone to dress up with me occasionally."

Bill nodded and a little flush of pink appeared on his cheeks. "I personally don't think I would have a problem with it." Bill shifted a little where he was sitting that made him get a smirk from his female mate.

The shifting however did bring Harry's focus back to them so Bill took down the spell so they could talk with Harry this time. Bill rearranged them until Harry was chest to back with him and his arms wrapped around his stomach and Fleur moved until she was kneeling in between Harry's legs.

Fleur quickly reached up while Harry was still taking a moment to realize the new position and pulled Harry's sweats down leaving him in only panties. Bill quickly hooked his feet over Harry's legs and used them to pull and keep Harrys legs apart when he tried to pull them up to his chest to hide himself.

Bill opened his mouth to speak but cut himself off with a groan when Harry started to wiggle around trying to get free. Bill clamped his arms down tighter. "Harry you need to stop moving." Bill groaned out. Harry quickly froze and blushed. It was no secret to any of them why Harry needed to freeze.

The tense moment was broken by the feminine laughter ringing throughout the room. Harry lifted his head and smiled at the one laughing before relaxing in Bills arms.

"Harry we have no problem with the way you are or want to be. I would love to have someone dress up with me sometimes even if it's around the house. And I think we can all tell that Bill has no problem with it." The smirk Fleur gave after her statement didn't just effect Bill but Harry too. Harry hoped no one noticed considering his legs were still open and he was on display.

The air grew tense again as Harry became serious. "I-I'm glad you don't have a problem with it. I have never told anyone except Hermione and Ron and only then because they happened to walk in on me one time in a skirt. I don't want you to get confused though. This isn't me wanting to become a girl it's just me wanting to dress like one sometimes because I like the feeling of the clothes and they make me feel pretty. And I want to thank you guys a lot beca-" Harry chokes up and has to sniffle so the snot in his nose doesn't start running down his face like his tears are. "Because I don't think the other options I had as a mate would be as kind as you guys are and when the time comes I want to talk to you guys about that so you know the truth. And I know we haven't been together that long yet but if you guys truly don't care about me being me then I-I lov-love you both so much." Harry barley got the last of the sentence out before he burst into sobs that shook his whole body.

Bill and Fleur quickly pulled him down till he was lying down between them and they held him while he cried himself to sleep. Both sad and happy tears as he knew he has gone through a lot in his life but things were starting to look up for him.

Since all he wanted since he knew about mates and even before in his tiny cupboard under the stairs was a family that wouldn't judge him for being himself and he might just thank his other mates (in his head at least) for rejecting him so he can be truly be with the ones who will love him for him.