Chapter 8

Lilly's POV

We head outside and spend the whole afternoon, swimming and playing games. We have been eating and partying non-stop and Neil is our designated bartender. He keeps our glasses full and cold. There are so many people, Leroy, Mike and Neil, Myself, Rene, Lee and Romeo. William and Nisha are back but they are sitting all cozy, under the blankets and making out. We tease them a few times but it didn't work so we all gave up. We spend hours playing 30 seconds and the guys really enjoyed winning, Lee was laughing half the time that we lost so bad.

It's almost midnight and everyone is drunk, Nisha and William go off to bed and Neil, Leroy and Mike are in the guest rooms. Rene is sleeping in Marsha's room. Lee is in my bed and there is no room for me because she is laying horizontally, I laugh and close my door. I walk towards the far end of the house to the only bedroom that I assume no one knows about because it is so hidden and no one ever uses it and I find Romeo in there, but he is just sitting on the end of the bed.

Lilly: "Hi, sorry, I didn't think anyone would be in here."

Romeo: "no, it's ok, come in. why are you still up?"

Lilly: "I wanted to make sure everyone was comfortable."

Romeo: "can we talk?"

Lilly: "Sure, what's wrong?"

Romeo: "You know I like you, I want to fix things, what did you mean when we kissed and you said this doesn't change anything?"

Lilly: "I didn't want you to think that we back together after one kiss. You broke my heart Romeo"

Romeo: "I know I did but that was three years ago, we both have grown up."

Lilly: "Maybe, but you also can't just show up and expect not to work at it."

Romeo's POV

I try to hide my smile; did she just say I need to work to get her back. Well challenge accepted "no problem, I will make an effort." She looks at me and it's like she doesn't believe me but before I know it, I am walking towards the door, I lock it and switch off the light. I take her hand and lead her to the bed, 'don't worry, I won't do anything you don't want me to, I just really need to kiss you again" I reassure her. I untie her hair and I start to slowly kiss her, I force my tongue between her lips and she opens up for me. I lay her down and I am laying next to her, I want her to feel safe and relaxed, so I kiss her slower and more intensely. I move my lips to her chin and I see her eyes are closed, she's enjoying this, good. I move lower and I kiss her throat and slowly move to the side of her neck, where I suck, lick and nibble then I hear a small moan escape her lips and it's like I pushed a button, she throws me on my back and sits on me, she lifts my t-shirt over my head and I never thought this day would come, she's a mad woman. She kisses me hard and rough and I get hard instantly. I take off the piece of material she calls a top, blouse, whatever girls call these things and I massage her breast. They are so big and full, she has always had amazing boobs but fuck, they feel better then they look. I don't know how far this will go, I don't know if she's ready, I don't know if she has ever done this before but I want her so bad. I want to let her take the lead, this kiss has just gotten a thousand times more intense. I move away the covers and we just laying there, kissing and touching each other. I love the sensation of feeling her skin against mine but I need more. I want to feel her all over me, I want to be inside her. She moves her hand over my thigh and I want to scream, a little higher baby but I let her take her time. I continue rubbing her breast and pulling on her nipple. She moans in my mouth and I want to explode, finally she touches my penis, its such a light touch, I am silently begging her for more, I can't wait anymore so I take off my pants and I remove her shorts. We laying there, in our underwear, exposed.

She puts her hands down my drawers and I am so hard, I want her so bad. I put my hand in her panty and I start rubbing her, softly and as gently as I can manage but she suddenly stops. She says nothing, she doesn't look at me and I don't know what to do. She whispers, "I've never had sex before" and without another word she gets up and walks to the window. She doesn't look me in the eye or say anything else. I sit up and she's wearing a black lace bra and a black hot pants that hugs her ass like a glove. She has an amazing body.

Rome: "Lilly, we don't need to do anything, why don't we get some rest and we can talk tomorrow."

Lilly: "are you sure, I don't want you to think I just lead you on."

Romeo: "don't be silly, I told you, this time we will do this right. Come back to bed, it's late."

We fall asleep and the next morning, I wake up and I see this beautiful young lady, sound asleep next to me. The bed isn't that big but we slept close to each other, I have never felt so euphoric in my life. I'm just lying there staring at her when she opens her eyes, making me jump, she giggles and I melt. "I love your laugh Lilly, will you give me another chance?", she looks at me, with big, worried eyes and I know I ambushed her but she whispers yes and hides under the covers. I try not to laugh at her but why is she hiding?

Rene's POV

Its been such a nice weekend, I am sad to go home. Romeo and Lilly seem happy and I am happy for my bestie but I hope he doesn't hurt her again. I feel bad because I have been keeping a secret from Lilly but I just haven't found a moment. I have been seeing a guy, oh, his so amazing but we had sex and I didn't tell Lilly. His name is Shawn and I really like him, our first time was magical, I keep replaying it over and over in my head. How he kissed me, touched me and made love to me, I close my eyes and I envision that day again.

I enter his apartment and we go straight to his room. I have been here before, so many times, and I feel okay because this is now a familiar place. The apartment is quiet and he takes both my hands into his, pulling me on top of him. I kiss him slowly as he takes off my clothes, he lifts my chin and he is staring at me. He has the most penetrating green eyes, he takes his finger and runs it over my breast and I feel so vulnerable, I am naked and a virgin but we have talked about this a lot and he assured me, I would be safe with him. He pulls on my nipples and it feels good, he lifts my body and sits up right so that his flush against his headboard. I have only known this guy for two months but this feels right. I am sitting on him, he has not entered me yet, he lowers his head and starts sucking at each of my breast, I feel his hand between my legs and I am so nervous, yet so ready. He slowly puts his finger inside me and moves it in a circular motion. I feel warm and I throw my head back and moan, his mouth never leaving my breast.

He lifts my body and puts me down on his hard penis and I gasp. He asks me if I am ok and I say no, this is too deep, so he flips me over and now I am beneath him. He uses his finger again, gently stroking me and nibbles on my mouth. Again, he enters me and this feels so much better. "ok?" he asks and I am so glad his so caring and careful. I can't speak so I nod and he starts to move, this is an amazing feeling and I try to open my eyes but I can't, they are so heavy from all these feelings. I feel a sensation, somewhere from deep inside me and I start to quiver, my toes curl and I am almost crying, it as if he has some power over me and with one thrust, he rolls his eyes up, tilts his head back and finds his own release without making a sound.

I open my eyes and I realize I am alone, in bed and I blush as if someone has seen me. I need to tell Lilly and Lee. I have had sex almost every week since and I can't keep this secret anymore so I get up, get ready and go downstairs with a plan. I find Lilly and Lee making breakfast, ok, Lilly mainly because Lee is just sitting there with the hubbly, again.

Rene: "are you ladies alone in the kitchen?"

Lilly: "Good morning to you too and yes all the guys are outside swimming, again."

Lee: "hahaha, good morning Rene, wana smoke?"

Rene: "No, I don't wana smoke and I don't have time for your sarcasm, I need to let it out."

Lilly: "let what out?"

Lee: "are you seriously trying to pass gas in the kitchen?"

Rene: "oh my God, would you two be quiet!"

Lilly: "Ok geez, what's wrong?"

Rene: "I have a boyfriend." And of cause, they start screaming and giggling and I can't help but smile, just the reaction I knew I would get. I continue, "his name is Shawn and his amazing. I spend the next minutes telling them where he stays and what he does and how much I love him.

Lilly: "I am so happy for you Rene."

Lee: "Yeah, me too."

Rene: "there's more."

Lilly: "what"

Lee: "oh my God, is he married?"

Rene: "no you idiot, we had sex" and there they go again, screaming and giggling like they have won the lottery.

Lilly: "ok, ok let's calm down, you need to tell us everything"

Rene: I tell them exactly how it happened and what happened and where we had sex for first time and explain that after that it got easier and longer and they laugh again, just then Romeo walks in and complains that his hungry. I feel so much better after speaking to them, they are my best friends. I know they won't judge me. I help Lilly dish up breakfast for everyone and we all sit around the island in the kitchen. I suddenly feel sick, I run as fast as I can to the bathroom and I make it just in time, I throw up almost everything I ate. Lilly comes into the bathroom, followed by Lee and she asks me if I'm ok, of cause Lee suggests that maybe I am still drunk because I had a lot to drink last night but I tell them I hardly had anything to drink and I feel fine, I was fine all morning, maybe it was the eggs, Lilly acts offended and says she makes great eggs and we all laugh at her reaction, then Lilly looks all serious and raises her eyebrows, she looks at us with big eyes and says maybe it is the eggs, this makes us laugh even louder, we all sitting on the bathroom floor and she spends minutes trying to convince me she tempted with the eggs and we were all about to die from poisoned eggs, then it hits me like a hammer, "guys, I am three weeks late, I missed my period and didn't even notice, I think…..I think, I can't even say it but I think I might be pregnant!"