Madoka leaned back after her most recent session, thoughts swarming her brain. She closed her eyes and thought about what she had learned. Apart from the incident that caused her friend to develop ptsd, another incident occurred, one that she feels massively guilty over. That… Was something at least, but it didn't help jog her memory, or help her help Homura, at least not without more details. It just wasn't worth thinking about without more information. Not that she wouldn't think about it anyway, but there wasn't anything she could do about it for now.
Another thing she learned as that apparently Homura tried to save someone but had failed. Again, that didn't help Madoka remember much, but it did help her understand Homura better. Guilt over such an occurrence was common among ptsd sufferers. Helping her deal with it was the hard part.
As for when either of these events occurred, Madoka had no idea. There had been an earthquake and a tsunami in Japan a month before Madoka transferred back, however Mitakihara was largely unaffected, and Madoka was sure Homura was in the hospital there at the time, so Madoka had ruled that possibility out. As far as Madoka knew, that left… Nothing. And so she was back to square one,
Then again, something seemed… Off about what Homura had said, or rather how she said it. It didn't seem like the trauma was why Homura didn't want to talk about what she'd went through. If that was true, well Madoka wouldn't know the little she did now. It was like something happened during the traumatic event itself that Madoka just couldn't know abouy. As is normal for the human brain, Madoka's immediately jumped to the worst thing it could think of. As quickly as those thoughts came though, Madoka shook them from her mind. She was sure Homura wouldn't do that. It wasn't in her character.
Putting that aside, maybe Madoka could use that information to get Homura to open up. Normally Madoka didn't like to pry like that, but she couldn't help but get the feeling that if she only knew what was going on, she would be able to help. But then again, she couldn't. The only way all the pieces she had fit together didn't make sense after all.
"No… Not again.. Madoka!" Homura cries out.
This again… What does it mean? Madoka thinks. She said today that she failed to save someone… These constant cries out for Madoka in her nightmares. It couldn't be. It just couldn't. She would be dead. Homura had failed to save someone. Besides, wouldn't she remember? Thinking about all this made her head hurt. Besides, it was getting late. At this point she decided thinking about it more wouldn't do her any good. She decided to just lay down and go to sleep