1st week of September 2016, Friday,

8:00am

Yesterday was sooooo boring.

I got in class, like every normal day, except that there were two people missing that kept my attention.

Matt and Mewtwo.

To be honest, if one of them only was absent, I would probably not care (Unless it's Mewtwo). But right now, I feel like something happened between them.

I'm not sure what exactly occured, but I can imagine. I imagine...Mewtwo beating the fuck out of Matt. Yeah, that's for sure.

But then, why did Mewtwo attacked Matt in the first place? What was the reason? I thought about that for a long time, but someone snapped me out of my thoughts:

"Hey...are you thinking about Mewtwo or are you blind?"

I didn't even need to focus on the person who spoke, because only one person knows about my crush for Mewtwo.

"Oh, sorry Sara. I was just thinking about stuff."

"About...love stuff?"

"Well...kind of."

"What exactly? Maybe I can help."

"Do you remember who was absent yesterday?"

"Yes, of course I remember...you talk about Mewtwo all the time."

"Yeah, he was absent, but there was someone else as well. Do you remember who?"

Sara was then left thinking for a couple of seconds before she answered.

"It was...Matt I believe?"

"Yes."

"So what? Do you have a crush on Matt too?"

"N-No! What a stupid intuition! But...you know about the relationship between those two, right?"

"Yes, I know they hate eachother and Matt is afraid of Mewtwo...but...what is that supposed to mean?"

"Maybe...I don't know...just maybe...something happened between the two of them."

"They fucked?"

"N-No! Why do you...? Be serious, Sara!"

"But I am."

"THEY HATE EACHOTHER! How could they..."

"Hey, calm down...I was joking. But yeah, I see your point. Something bad probably happened."

"But the question is, what exactly happened...?"

"I don't wanna be wasting time thinking about it, we'll probably never know..."

"Yeah, you're right..."

We stopped the arguing here. As Sara just said, we'll probably never know.

"Sara, I'm gonna go to my locker."

"Ok, I'll wait for Grey and Delphia."

I then proceeded towards my locker. I never realised how much there were. Guess there are a lot of students here. I got in front of mine, unlocked it and picked up some of my stuff and also put some inside.

"Hey, Luka."

I recognized that voice. I instantly shivered. My entire face was turning red. I turned around, but I already knew who it was.

Mewtwo.

"You know, it's not very polite to not respond when someone says "hey"."

"Oh, I'-I'm sorry. Hi Mew-Mewtwo!"

"I needed to tell you something."

"W-What exactly?"

"I'm...I'm..."

Mewtwo sighed a little before continuing.

"I'm sorry."

"F-For what? I..."

"I'm sorry because I was so rude to you the first day, and then at lunch too."

"N-No, it was my fault! I shouldn't have embarassed you!"

"No, you weren't doing anything wrong. You were just looking at me, and I got angered with it. It's all my fault. It's why I'm here to apology."

"Y-You don't need to..."

"Yes I do."

"Bu-But I wasn't mad at you!"

"Really?"

"Yes, really! I forgave you just after it happened!"

"Is that true?"

"Yes!"

We were both left silent for a couple of seconds. He broke it.

"Thanks. It was really bothering me."

"Don't need to thank m-me."

Mewtwo put a small smile on his face (That made him so cute to be honest).

"You have no reason to be scared. I'm not going to hit you at any moment. You're not a bad person."

His smile faded.

"Unlike me..."

"Wait, what, no! You're not..."

"I do terrible things when I'm mad..."

"Does th-this have to do with Matt?"

"H-How do you know about that!?"

His voice crackeled a little. It was cute, but also terrifying. He asked angrily at me:

"Did you follow me!?"

"No, I swear not! I just assumed it because both of you were absent yesterday!"

"I don't know how the fuck that is supposed to lead you to this stupid conclusion that something happened between me and that asshole!"

"I...I...I..."

"You're what!?"

"I'm...I'm...sorry..."

Then tears started to form in my eyes. I quickly closed my locker and started to run away from him without looking back. I was too scared of him and his reactions. I felt like everything could make him mad.

But why? Why does everything makes him mad? WHY? Why am I in love with someone I don't even understand!?

I'm sorry, Mewtwo...

What did I do? Why did I reacted like that? I screamed at him just like I did Monday. I don't know why.

Actually, I know why.

I am an idiot without self control.

I'm sorry, Luka.

Classes passed like they were nothing, and it's already the end of this first week of highschool. To be honest, I'm not sure if this is the best or the worst week of my life.

For the positives, I've finally got some friends. They're all pretty cool (even Delphia sometimes). It felt weird being always alone in school and college, so this is definitely a nic change. I've also met my first crush, Mewtwo.

For the negatives, the crush is here too. His reactions scares me and I can't even form a sentence when I'm in front of him. And me and my sister are mad at eachother, which hasn't happened since...she was born. And apparently, the bullying part still hasn't stopped. Great.

To me, it was still more negative than positive though.

Yeah, this week was terrible.

Fuck, there are just some things that I would like to redo. Like the first day at highschool, my first encounter with Mewtwo, my conversation with my little sister...

Life is so unfair...

Today was terrible. I just need to sleep and think about some life choices I made over the course of this week.

But to be in my bed, I'll have to get home first. Damn, I hate walking from highschool to home even more than the opposite. I don't know why. It should be the contrary to be honest. Who likes going to highschool and study some useless things you'll never use again?

Atleast, there won't be any problems today...I hope.

"Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey! Lukaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!"

What the...who the f...

"Hey, Luka!"

I turned around to see who was screaming from the other side of the street. It was...Lucy?

"Oh, hi."

"Do you live not far from here?"

"Yes, actually, I..."

"Yay! Then let's do a bit of road together!"

"Uuuuuh, ok, if you..."

"Yay! Let's go then!"

I've never seen someone so enthusiastic about something like that, but ok.

I've never really talked with Lucy, so I don't really know much about her. I've heard rumors about her being a "slut" who have sex with anyone in the highschool for money, but I don't trust the rumors. The people that made them are probably idiots. Like Matt.

Yeah, it's probably that.

END OF CHAPTER 9

Long time no see, lol.