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LOVE ME OR LOVE ME NOT?

I groaned and stirred. It felt like my stomach was all over the place ,my head was about to blast, my throat was dry and cracking and my body felt like the stupid ice cube ice maked ice lanced me over and over again. My vest was not around my body and so are my pants. I couldn't feel my hands. When I tried to do anything my left palm came in touch with a very smooth and creamy surface . I inhaled a deep breath and smelt my favorite smell, Luce's but it had the stench of alcohol and slight traces of my blood!? Must be my imaginations. Luce's weird after all. Apart from all those dysfunctions my chest was stinging. Upon realizing that my hands were on her waist , bare waist may I mention I froze. I repeated my observings again. I had no vest on, no pants only boxers while my whole body was aching, Luce on the other was naked under my coverage. On top of that both us were stenched in alcohol. Ugh Luce gonna kill me when she realizes what I just did. Shit man I'm so a goner. Just the day I lose my virginity and the next I'm dead by the woman who took it. Just great Just just great.

How did all of this happen anyways? Last thing I remember is being in that party , mission whatsoever and now we are here in the guest house with my body feeling like it was shot by that fucking holy rays. No wait, the last thing I remember is at the party we wore our outfits and looked just too hot. And anyone who we asked who looked hotter said 'we looked hot together'. In the end we considered it a tie and had another competition. If I remember it was a drinking contest. Shit. Who gave the idea in the first place damn it!

I shot my eyes open and tilted my head. One of my hand was used as a pillow for luce's head and my other hand was inside her oversized shirt. I let out my breath that I was holding. Good grief. We are in safe zone. Still I feel like hell. My body's fucking disintegrating. I felt Luce stir and toss. God she was waking up. The way her body was hesitantly moving I had a thesis that her body was aching as well. Her eyes shot open and she stared at me.

"Kyaaaaaahhhhhhhhh! Get of me Natsu"

"Technically you are above me. So you should be the one getting off"

"Shut up! Ahhhhh"

"Huh? What's wrong? You okay? "

"My head feels like it was being hammered from everywhere and I can't feel my body my throat hurts. And my left ass and just above it feels like bees have stung again and again"

"I feel the same way except my ass is alright"I sat up and grabbed the nearest glass and jug of water. I gave her a glass of water while I chugged down the whole jug.

" Better? "

"Maybe I should go for a shower " Her eyes we're still dizzy and she was swaying. I bet she can't see anything clear. I helped her reach the bathroom and went to lay on bed again. I closed my eyes and tried to bring my magic to heal me up. I felt numb for a few minutes. But it was working. I felt better

"Kyahhhhhhhhhhhh" Luce shouted from the bathroom. My eyes and senses were on red alert and I broke off the hinges of the bathroom door while I entered it. And there stood a horrified naked water wet Luce. Still hot though.

"Whats wrong Luce!? "

"Lucy kick" I crashed on the other wall. Thanks Luce my body aching is back.

"What the hell Luce! You screamed and now you are kicking me"

"You fucking entered while I was butt naked"

"It's not the first time I saw butt naked"

"Shut up"

"No seriously what the hell happened? "

"I have a fucking tattoo on my left ass and small of back"

"Cool what does it say? "

"Natsuuu.. "

"Yeah I'm listening"

"Natsu! "

"I'm listening Luce"

"Idiot the tattoo says Natsu" My eyes went wide like saucers.

"Whhhhhhaaaaattttttt! " I grabbed her waist and brought her left ass near my face. There it was. A red dragon was covering her upper left ass while my name was just below the small of her back. Swear to the spirits and demons and dragons that was the most hottest thing I have seen. It was like it was meant to be there. So feisty so hot so perfect.

"Leave my ass you pervert" She wriggled under my palms but to no avail. Tch. She was disturbing my observing at a piece of heaven.

"Luce it's too hot. "

"Huh? " She took a sharp rotation and faced me. A look of obvious confusion and oblivious bliss. My perfect piece of heaven...

"Are you still drunk? I. Said. There's. A. Tattoo-kyaaaaaaahhhhh! "

"Eh? Now what? "

"Luce... "

"Yep that's you"

"Bakaaaaaaa! Why is my name on your chest" She poked my chest where the stinging was there. So that's where it came from. I glanced my chest and there it was another piece of heaven. It was a crown with 'Luce Dragneel' written on its rim with a key hanging from it. So elegant. So gorgeous. So perfect. I smiled at it.

"What the fuck you smiling at? "

"It's so gorgeous Luce"

"You not mad that my name is on your chest! "

"Nope it's gorgeous"

"Let me repeat. You not mad that my name is on your chest with your title"

"Let me repeat. Nope it's gorgeous"

"You mad? "

"Geez Luce I'm at bliss"

"No I mean insane kinda mad"

"I have a perfectly fine sanity"

"How can you be ok with it Natsu"

"It feels like it was meant to be here"

"Oh"

"You mad because you have my name on your body? " My voice was creaking and it took all my strength to ask it. For a fact I knew that I will make her fall in love but her saying no will break my heart . A whole fucking empire I can handle, A fucking immortal I can defeat, I fucking black apocalypse dragon I can kill, I can fucking turn into a demon and partially am a dragon but a heartbreak I can't. Just what did the woman did to me?

"No" She sat beside me curled up and hands enveloping knees.

"Then? "

"It's just weird. "

"You're the one to talk" I sighed. "How about you take your shower and then we talk" I started to get up and get out.

"No. Let's talk Natsu. We are in this together" She was tugging my wrists and her eyes held a chant of sincerity. I nodded and took my position beside her. Trinkets of water falling on me and luce from the shower.

"So? " I started.

"Are you really that comfortable with my name on your chest along with your title? "

"Yes Luce. Never been more sure"

"Ne Natsu? " She took a deep breath. " Let not this make things change between us. "

"You don't wanna a change? "

"You do? "

"Yeah... I mean but I don't want to if you are not comfortable"

"I always thought it would ruin our friendship but at this point I realize how much vulnerable it can be. Natsu you're too precious for me to loose. But also not making a change will bring a big uncomfortable change that I don't want. You are living with me. You are always with me. You are too possessive for me. You never let any boy come in a 2metre radius with me" She took another long breath. " And I love it. I let you live with me. I love how you never leave my side. I am the only one who dares to be with END. I love how jealous you can be of quite frankly any boy who even has to steal a glance of me. " She had a very serene smile on her lips. " These things are something people do when they are too sure of their relationship and they would be together forever. We did it from day one. What change would it do? "

"Luce you had so much. I always thought it was one sided. " I looked towards her and she smiled.

" I was 17 the first time I meet you. Young dumb and broke. I was running away from the only place I thought I belonged I was rigid ,fragile and still from inside. The day I saw you , you warmed me. All my dreams of Prince Charming was changing into a Natsu dragneel. Everyone made me believe that you had the same feelings too. Out of frantically thinking I expected more from you. Hugs a little tighter , smiles a little brighter, talks a little longer and shares a little deeper but selfishly just for me. That day when Mira convinced me that you called me to the park just to ask me out, as excited as I maybe that day I started petting the fear of what ifs. That didn't turned out the way Mira said , I was disappointed not dissatisfied. When I knew about lisanna it never bothered me. Cause I wanted to be in your present and future. Sure I was jealous when I knew how she would have known you more than me. It all ended when she came back. Honestly I was genuinely happy for her, everyone. I have known the pain of losing someone you love that too in a raw age, I would have never questioned anyone on that. When you started to give her more attention more than me then it stung like a hundred poison needles."the whole room was covered in steam. I couldn't see her face ."Came back the fear of what ifs. You didn't barge into my house for couple of days, you always partied in the guild. I did too she is such a precious person indeed. I talked to Erza about it. Funny right? But it worked. Being a vivid reader and an author myself I never understood the depth of facts until having the talk with Erza. "

"Luce... I never meant to"

"I understood the depth of bonds. I understood how it is not necessary to always name them. How you can share your deepest secrets and be strangers while you can be under the same roof and still be strangers. That was the moment I started treasuring what we had. Everytime you called I could have given you the brightest of smiles and no matter how many buildings and towns you destroyed not a single day the thought came to leave you. The day you left for your training I felt broken and hurt and alone. Everyone went on their own ways. Though I know it was all because they could improve in their own ways but it was hard. You leaving me some how justified what could have happened if I would have fell in love with you and expected more. Through the year I locked up all such feelings along with the insecurities and concentrated on growing up and taking responsibilities. And now Natsu I'm sorry but I was so engrossed in the free flowing fun loving bond we have that I don't remember that kinda love. I forgot how it felt to had butterflies in your stomach, I forgot how much sense of meaning can someone else give you. I'm sorry Natsu but those things have been inside darkest of pits for too long. I don't know if I can ever remember it. " I could smell the salty tears from her eyes. All this time I thought she didn't love me cause she was dense. Ha. Who's the denser idiot now. It's all my fault that she's here like this so vulnerable, so fragile and yet so brave. I very swiftly kneeled in front of her and lifted her chin up. I looked into her eyes and gave my brightest grin possible. Her watery eyes held the unnamed longing and acceptance. I put my hands on hers and slowly very slowly entangled them from around her body. In another swift motion I made her sit on my lap. I intertwined her hands with mine and locked them up behind her back. Her legs were around my torso. I was getting so aroused by this position but whatsoever I have something important than that. Right!

"Then don't remember it Luce. I want you to forget those memories completely;they hurt you. In return I'll teach you love, that kinda love, my kinda love and our kinda love. I'll teach everything about love and we'll go through it together. You only said that you at some point wanted to be my present and future. Right now nothing is more precious to me than you. You're my present and no body can change that. Right at this moment we go on a new adventure , an adventure to make you fall in love with me. To make you fall in love with me, with the same level of insanity I'm with you. Without any boundaries and without any limits. Just you and I. " I tightened our interlocked fingers and pulled her a little more closer, she squeaked in of us were water wet from the shower drizzling on us, she as usual looked like an absolutely goddess. Our bodies were too perfectly moulded with each other. Without a doubt anyone could have said we are meant to be together. Her eyes now held the same confidence and the same shine my Luigi had. Not the one this grown up responsible Lucy has. I smirked at her and my obvious win of course.

"You're trapped miss heartfilia, within me forever and ever. I'm never letting you go and so deal with it. I'll make you fall in love with me and one day you won't be only heartfilia but a dragneel, my dragneel. And to make that happen I swear no one can stop me. But excuse me if I stole some kisses here and there"

"Huh? " Before she could say a word my lips were on hers. At first it was sweet, simple and stunned , the moment she started responding it became raw and dirty, mind you but yet so pure. I licked her lips and sucked on them she gasped and without a second thought I intruded her mouth, every corner was mine , her soul her mind ,her body and she herself. I sucked on her tongue with the utmost passion. It was fierce and hot. She was responding with the same longing. I knew I had a nice tent down South. So before it got any further ,more like I did any further we parted. Wet and panting for air, foreheads together and hands interlocked.

"Why did we never did that before Luce? " I smiled at her. Despite the freaky morning and unsaid confessions it was still so impeccable. She smiled at me.

"Because you are an idiot"

"If me being the idiot gives me the right to kiss then I can live with it"

"Yeah"

"We are technically like a married couple. Let's take one step at a time Luce. Let's start with baby steps"

"If that's what you-"

"Let's keep it low and down, dirty and raw yet pure, celebrated yet not sophisticated, elegant but not extravagant,nirvana yet battlefront. Agreed? "

"Yes Natsu yes. I want to learn your kinda love . I want you to make me fall in love with you beyond any anyone's reach. "

"Good. But seriously Luce you talk like a 60 year old women "

"Shut up you baka. At least I'm do not jump in life threatening fights without any thought"

"But you think a lot. Does that make us perfect for each other? "

"God your worst than Loke"

"You had to destroy our moment with calling out the womanizer"

"You're the one to talk"

"Huh? What do you mean? "

"Between two of us here you are the one who already had someone else"

"No I didn't. I always had my eyes for you weirdo"

"God Natsu. You promised lisanna you'd marry her When you where kids anyways"

"Luce I don't go around promising stuff like this. I never knew about her until the day I got Happy's egg. I had no idea and she volunteered to help. She would always fall in danger and make me save her and then say something about mom dad child Idk whatsoever. She would always act so clingy that I had to embarrassed. I mean at that time all I did was search for Igneel untill I get him or the day I met you. "

"Hahahaha Natsu. It's funny how you say 'make me save her'. Like seriously you always do that for your friends. "

"Of course I would. I love her the way I love Levy. But it was annoying then you know. I mean think how would you have felt if every time your friends fall down and you have the punish the ground"

"I don't know what to say. I fall down every time. And you somewhat have a same reaction. Does that make me annoying too? "

"Ugh Luce do you seriously not understand that you are different to me than anyone else. I would even burn the ground if you fell and hurt yourself. It's that level of protection I want to secure you with And only you Luce. "

"Even though it's the truth it's sorta weird to voice it out... Sorta cliche "

"Yeah... I just realized too. I think it would be better if we kept this between us. I have a reputation to hold" Luce rolled her eyes.

"You had a chicken dance for saying out loud Natsu"

"I was young, okay? "

"Sure sure. "

"Ne Luce? "

"Umm yeah? "

"Are you.. Are you still insecure about Lisanna? "

"No. I never was. But now that I know it's so weird imaging you being dad and have a wife at what... 7? "

"It was a do or die thing. Her sister was she devil Mirajane, denying her would have cost some of my bones. So no thanks"

"Wasn't Erza on your side? "

"She would lectured me about how I hurt a girls feeling and so I should face her wrath too"

"Oh smart decision you had there".

" I know right "

"But you were so much into her after she came back"

"Know I wasn't I was just curious to know more about Edo! "

"What more? "

"You know the guild and... Me... And... Maybe... "

"Maybe? "

"You.. .. "

"You can have a very neck to neck match with Juvia "

"Yeah... She taught me lot though"

"I don't wanna know what"

"I wouldn't have told you unless I would have wanted you to Lucy kick, Lucy punch and Lucy stomp me over and over again"

"Oh"

"Never mind that"

We were there in silence. A nice warm comforting silence. "Natsuuu Lushieeeee" I heard Happy's far away calling. He must be getting up too.

"Happy is calling. He must know something about the tattoos"

"You think we should tell happy? "

"He would know eventually. Lete go" I loosened my hands and we stood up. I gave her another little peck before we got out. Luce put on her robe while my clothes were already dry from my own heat. I was so curious to know about how the fuck did we decided on tattoo. How did Luce did anyways. She would have never even think something as crazy as that. She had a red dragon on her ass Jesus!

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How did you like it? I don't hate lisanna. But won't it be good if we hear what Natsu's opinion was on the whole issue. This are my thoughts and I do not own fairytail, but I can make thi gs right here with me. I'm extremely sorry for all the mistakes I do. J know I never mentioned it before but it is my first time writing anything. I obviously want to improve. And please help me in that. Other than enjoy the story :)